DiaperboyEddie12

Thank you Froggy

Hi there everyone in the Tennessee area. I am in Greene County. Looking to chat with new friends

Thank you ppdude. I did send you a PM as well from another post.

DPF is how I found that I was not alone in this AB/DL world. Though I am not a AB I still relate to them. I can remember going to the Library just to get on DPF. I would also go to the store the Wiz before they closed for good. And go on there computers to go on DPF I got caught on there on a site that should not be on. I was kicked out many of times from security. I got to move in with a friend who had a computer in their basement I would then go on dpf when I got home from work. I really made some nice friends on there though it has been so many years since I remember the user names of the people on there. I thank Tommy for bringing DPF to me so I can not be alone.

Hi there folks first as the title says I am choosing to wear full time. Though not as of yet. Kinda in a bind right now. With financials. So to begin why I am choosing to do so so I can get this off my chest. Firstly I would like to tell everyone that I am seeing a therapist for depression Anxiety stress ADD ADHD and I have a mild case of the OCD. I did tell him about the diapers on my last visit which was last week. As of this writing. He told me that we will have a talk about the diapers the next time I have a session. Now for me wanting to wear diapers full time with what I said above with the depression the kind I have is called Persistent depression disorder Here is a brief overview of what that is. Persistent depressive disorder, also called dysthymia (dis-THIE-me-uh), is a continuous long-term (chronic) form of depression. You may lose interest in normal daily activities, feel hopeless, lack productivity, and have low self-esteem and an overall feeling of inadequacy. These feelings last for years and may significantly interfere with your relationships, school, work, and daily activities. If you have persistent depressive disorder, you may find it hard to be upbeat even on happy occasions — you may be described as having a gloomy personality, constantly complaining or incapable of having fun. Though persistent depressive disorder is not as severe as major depression, your current depressed mood may be mild, moderate or severe. Because of the chronic nature of persistent depressive disorder, coping with depression symptoms can be challenging, but a combination of talk therapy (psychotherapy) and medication can be effective in treating this condition. For more information, you can go here and read the full article. https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/persistent-depressive-disorder/symptoms-causes/syc-20350929 Now for the other things the Anxiety and stress everyone probably knows what those areas everyone probably has them as well. But for some reason not sure what it is when I am in a diaper I feel more relaxed and I even sleep better even though this couch I sleep on is not the best I still get better sleep while wearing a diaper. Now I also feel more relaxed when wearing during the day. As of this writing Today Sunday, Sept 9th I slept in a diaper last night and also on Sept 6th I slept in one and slept really well. Now Friday Morning after I got up I went outside to feed my cats and play for a bit with them. I sat outside in just a diaper and a tee my stepdad was not home and my mom on that day was in her room so I knew I could get away with it. I peed in it and sat in it for a while. I felt just at ease. Today when I woke up I waited for my mom and stepdad to leave with their friend to go get stuff from a store which was 30 min away then I knew they would be going out to eat so I could wear my diaper for a bit longer. I was again at ease I felt really good about myself. Now that I am out of a diaper and not able to wear one as I have one left I am constantly thinking about them. Though I do this at work as well. I am now constantly thinking about diapers all the time though it does not effect my work. I know that once I am able to be full time this might subside a bit. Though it mght not I really enjoy wearing diapers. Though I know I will have to buy other things as well. Like new pants. a size larger then I am currently wearing. a backpack for my diaper supplies. a few onesies plastic pants Powder and lotion. I also plan on getting those charchol pills where they help with smell. I do not really plan on messing a diaper though it might happen as I do have bowel problems sometimes I can not just get to the bathroom in time. As another thought. I have been having leaking problems and as I mentioned above bowel issues. So for me diapers will be best bet. This is an Edit: There is one thing that got me in a Anxiety with wearing diapers full time. Though I will get over it. That is messing. I am not a big fan of it though I now one day I will just go with the flow. Thank you for reading! All The Best DiaperboyEddie12

Thank you SoggySoCal

Welcome, Electric_man17 This forum is addicting.

yea I think I got the same thing going on. And I hate the new look of the new gmail I had hotmail though lost my password and I can not recover it. man I forgot to click the notify button. lol

Do you both ever wake up in a messy diaper and did not know you had gone in your diaper? that is one of the reasons I do not like cloth diapers.

Thank you Firefly. I do live home to help my mom with a few things I do her laundry and I also drive her to her appointments and stuff like that.

Thank you Craisler for your thoughts. I will look into that butt paste. I can not use Destin as I am allergic to something within it. I do plan on wearing full time down the road just got to find the funds for it. One day I will finally find out what it is like to wake up with a wet diaper on. Thank you wetste Thank you mundane for your thoughts. I can not wait to have that first day I wake up in a wet diaper. Thank you Cute_Kitten Thank you diaperedboilerman. I plan on wearing full time though one thing I did not mention above is that I am afraid that I will wet the couch. I do not want to do that. I do plan on buying me some plastic pants to wear over the diaper sot hat I have extra protection. Thank you. I was thinking once I do go full time to listen to some of those hypnosis tapes. Well, I found a few on youtube. I am also a big believer in Affirmations. As I think about it now for the last few days since I been really thinking about this I have been needing to pee a lot more than when not thinking about diapers. weird

Like PPdude said above once you get to wearing them and buying them you will no longer care who sees you. Though in your instance it might be a bit different as you see you like it for the sexual side of it gives you a great ejaculation. For people like me, I like to wear them for the feeling of comfort and how they feel about me. I also use mine for their purpose. Well right now only pee as I do live home with my mom and stepdad and well they do know I do not think they would want to smell a smelly diaper. Though I do plan on wearing them full time soon and then I will buy these pills I can take that get rid of the smell. Though I will not be using them for the #2 part o it. As of yet as not my cup of tea. But if it happens at least I will be worry-free. Just a lot of cleanup.

yea that is true I do want to wear full time though I am not looking to have a rash though I know it will happen. The price I will pay to want to wear a diaper all the time.

Hi there, Just wondering about those DL or AB's who like to wear all the time and wake up with a wet diaper on what does it feel like? Does it feel good I know that some who are incon will also answer which is good to have answers from you as well. Though for the DL or Ab's who just suddenly wake up in a wet diaper in the morning like for the first time.

I will try those and I want to try the pink ones I am not a sissy though the sound and thickness of a rearz is what I want. Thank you drynot Thank you toddmdl Thank you raekum

My First time buying diapers in the store was like how you felt. Though I got the courage and did it. Though for my Diaper feelings it is not sexual though for some reason I do like to feel my diapers. When wearing them. As for the discreet part you can go on amazon.com and order much better diapers and have them delivered to your house. It is much more better that way. I would suggest if your buying for a sexual need to get like Tranquility ATN as they are nice and cheap. And they have a plastic outer shell which feels wonderful when wearing. And also feels great while Masterbating. Though I have not been able to ejaculate in them as of yet and I been doing this for like 36 years now and I still can not do it. weird. Just wondering what kind of diaper your first diaper was?

Hi Bettypooh. I have been reading your comments for a while now and I really enjoy reading them. You are so detailed.

Thank you Firefly35 Thank you erevu. I want to try the Rearz diapers.

Just wondering if anyone has tried ABU Cushies? Are they any good? Do they hold a lot? Thanks DiaperboyEddie

Thank you Mark! This is a awesome post.

THank you PPDude

Thank you for commenting! Thank you MarkSmith for commenting!

HI, there I am new to Daily Diapers though not so new. I have visited this site on many occasions. reading about different topics. I am Edward though DiaperboyEddie12 on here. I have liked diapers since around 10 years of age I am now 46 years old. It was not easy getting diapers back then. Though I managed to get some. I do like to use them for pee though not fond of messing them. Though as my years move on it is hard to hold my bowels. I am constantly running to the bathroom to expel that nasty stuff. Though if I am wearing a diaper and it comes out at least I am protected. As I usually wear khaki pants and well the mess is very clear what has happened. I desire to be diapered full time as I not only like the idea I feel much better in them. Cost right now does not allow me the ability to wear full time plus I live home with my mom and stepdad. And no place to store the diapers. plus I got the bills out the cazoo which does not help anything. As when I do get a chance to wear full time I will be buying good diapers. I do like the Rearz brand and also Confidry 24/7 I want something to hold up while I am wearing and not worry about the changing. I also plan on buying some onsies as those there I will need for keeping the diaper fit and not be able to be seen. My mom and stepdad do know about the diapers but when I am out and about it really is none of anyones business what I am wearing underneath. I also plan on getting plastic pants for extra protection as I sleep on the couch and do not want to wake up to a wet couch. I would never hear the end of it. I will also have to buy new pants that will fit over a thick diaper. Some jeans and new Khaki's Not sure what else I would need. Might get those pills to make my mess none smelly. and I heard it helps with keeping the urine smell down as well. If you have any other suggestions on what I will need that will be cool. All The Best DiaperbooyEddie12