Brudda Voodu

Anyone with kids prolly knows that looks like any normal kids show antics, Babies like to dance. That was not intended to be filmed for an AB/DL audience.

All I know is when I think of my father breastfeeding me as opposed to my mother when I was a baby, it makes me very very creeped out. Imagine picking chest hair out of your infants mouth. Gross

Well no I dont think you could call the Abena or Molicare manufacturers for samples because they are made in Europe, unless of course you lived in Europe. I live in Canada and I have gotten some molicare samples and Abena samples delivered to me. Browse diaper suppliers online and find contact numbers, wherever you live I am certain you can find a company that supplies these two and is willing to offer a sample. Where do you live anyway? American or Canadian or what?

My god I don't know where to begin with what is wrong with that.

I suppose since you live at home getting diapers delivered to you online isn't possible without a curious package arriving. Your best bet would be to find a local medical store supplier within driving distance and checking out their selection. I have tried many diapers and I think Molicare and Abena x-plus are my favorite. A size large of either would fit you. Attends are nice but I don't much care for Depends, they are too thin and they don't hold much. ATN (all through the night) are good diapers, deceptively thin but hold quite a bit. If you could get diapers ordered to you via online I would suggest calling diaper manufacturers at 1800 numbers and asking for free samples. Many times this has allowed me to try various brands for free before buying a case.

Maybe you should just try and find a girl you really click with, without involving diapers at first. Diapers are a part of our lives but a relationship isn't going to succeed if it is based entirely on them

lol why does this sound like a blatant marketing ploy?

Jerk off about 30 min before you have sex. Or an hour if you need longer recover time. And just keep having sex, when your all excited and just having sex again you blow your load quicker.

I can tell you first hand that you can definatly have a normal relationship and still enjoy this fetish. Its Saturday morning and my wife is making her breakfast and I am diapered on the computer. I didn't meet her online or in some fetish group club or anything like that, we do everything a normal couple would do on any given day. Only difference is when our son goes to bed and we have some free time we put on diapers and have a little fun. When I first told her we had been together for about 3 months and we were very much in love, I had playfully suggested she would look cute in a diaper but she thought I was joking and thought it was a little odd, aside from that I never said anything and she was in the dark about my interests. When I finally told her I was terrified of losing her but I was also fairly certain of her reaction, I knew she loved me and we both pretty well knew we wanted to be married. She was overwhelmed at first and worried that I had been hiding more from her then just this, because it was such an odd thing to spring on her. We took it slow and once in awhile she would diaper me on a weekend, I always maintained that we were a normal loving couple and this would not change anything between us. In fact I assured her that this would bring us even closer together. I told her as much as I knew about why I was like this, I told her my likes and dislikes about diapers and this fetish, and I told her that this was something I have carried since I can remember and it would stay with me until I rest in a pine box. Find out what she is comfortable doing and don't push her boundaries too soon. At first our diaper play was limited but once her comfort zone was larger I could introduce another step into our diaper play. I would always try to reciprocate too, not just sexually but do nice things to show I loved her and appreciated what she did for me. This fetish can make you feel torn apart inside and lonely, this I know first hand. But I also know first hand that this does not limit your ability to have a normal relationship. Good luck man if you need any advice or anything like that just give me PM Brudda Voodu

Condoms, rope, a shovel and a bag of lye. Oh and a 40oz bottle of Jack. Brudda Voodu

God I love being Canadian. The grass is greener over here boys, come and play.

You could always try ordering diapers online.

I grew up in BC for the first 18 years of my life until I left province for my career. I visit there from time to time, I'm from the lower mainland, Abbotsford area. Where are you at in BC? Brudda Voodu

What are you getting at?

We are kinda put into a tough spot with this fetish. It is a very mixed blessing for most of us. We get to experience wonderful feelings and for some of us we get to experience a second sexual outlet (your sexual preference being the first). But the tough spot about this is that we have to eventually tell a loved one about this if we want to have a partner share our lifestyle. Pretty much if we hide this from a partner it can be bad for the relationship because hiding something this big from a lover can make a lot of issues. So if you want to tell your girl friend I would suggest that you wait until you are sure that you both love one another unconditionally. Don't wait too long because then she will question what else you could be potentially hiding from her. When will you know the time is right? Thats something only you yourself will know based upon your relationship with one another. When or if you tell her don't overwhelm her, tell her that your desires don't change who you are or your relationship and tell her that it is something that cannot be changed within you. While everything in her mind is trying to grasp this concept explain to her what it all means to be a diaper lover or adult baby, and don't push her into playing with you just yet. Give her time and make sure she understands that nothing between you two is going to change and let your relationship carry on as a normal couple. Every relationship is different and how she reacts and how you proceed beyond this point is entirely up to the both of you. Anyway thats how I told my wife, and it worked for us. Brudda Voodu

When I was a youngster I had troubles both keeping the bed dry and was much to absorbed playing to bother going to the toilet to pee. As a result my folks put me in diapers for the evenings to keep the bed dry and after many threats about diapers during the day because of my accidents finally I was put into one for the day. I don't think it's really child abuse in this case, I wasn't humiliated in front of anyone other then my family and I was very young at the time. From an outsiders perspective using diapers on a small child for the purpose of containing bodily fluids is pretty well a common sense thing. Being a parent myself and knowing full well about this fetish I would not use diapers on my child after potty training, I love this fetish but I would do anything to keep my son from developing it. As for the [That site] stories or what ever, those are written in a way to get people excited or aroused at the situations. If at any point a child is used in this way (with or without their knowledge) it is child abuse. Let us hope that those stories are purely fiction. Brudda Voodu

Well I'm no expert in the psychology department but I think its kinda clear your prefer the romantic company of men over women ie: you are gay. Your best bet would be to break it off with your girl friend and find yourself a like minded fella to enjoy your interests. My thoughts anyway. Brudda Voodu

Well it has a large collection of older pictures and some stories and a few poor quality videos. The picture collection is nice but the only problem is that you have probably already seen most of them. What makes the membership worth while is the peer to peer file trading program, a lot of nice things can found using that program. Hope that helps Brudda Voodu

People are afraid of what they do not understand, I wouldnt take it so seriously. Gotta role with the punches with this game, I wouldnt sweat it none. Keep looking and youll find you fit in nicely elsewhere. Brudda Voodu

Heh sorry about that. I just copied and pasted the post and thats how it came out. As for any spelling or punctuation what can I say? English major I am not

Kashmire By Led Zepplin

Howdy I have been here a little bit but I figured I'd tell a little about myself to any who might be interested I posted this before on DPF as Batman if anyone has seen this post there before. lol Since then I have since decided to scrap DPF, that place is a junkheap of problems This is a brief history of my trials and tribulations in dealing with this diaper fetish buisness. As a little boy I recall that I had difficulty keeping the bed dry at night, though this was when I was very young (around the age of 5 or so) so this type of behaviour would not seem all that ab-normal. I remember having to wear diapers to bed and absolutly hating it. I hated wearingthem to bed and sometimes would wake in the night to take them off and throw them away. This got my folks angry due to the wet bed sheets and it made me hate them all the more. Once I stopped wetting the bed (I think a little after my fifth birthday) I remember that almost immediatly I was missing the feeling of wearing the diaper. From that moment on I have always had the desire to wear diapers. I dont really know what could have happened between the time that I hated them and the time I suddenly craved them. I have several memories that involve diapers and I wonder if they had anything to do with the development of my fetish. I remember during the winter I went to a friends house to play and I must have gotten dressed to play in the snow when I woke and was too excited about the snow to take off my diaper from the night before. When I took off my snowsuit suddenly the diaper was very visable under my long johns and I was riduculed by my friend for a bit. I am pretty sure we remained friends and I dont entirley recall what happened after other then being sent home by his mother to get changed. Anouther time I was at day care and I remember telling a day care worker I didnt want to wear a diaper and being forced to lay on the changing table to be diapered. I realise that last one is the stuff of fantasys around here but its not bull, I dont remember why I was forced (perhaps and accident or something) but it is in my memory regardless. After all this and after I had developed the diaper desires I recall being at a different day care and taking the diaper off a large plastic doll and putting it on over my clothes. I couldnt have been much older then 6 or so and I do recall being scolded for doing so. I dont think I had much diaper instances for ahwile but in my teens I was deeply troubled by this fetish and the constant compulsion to wear and wet a diaper. I feared being "found out" more then anything in the world, I think the idea of being mauled by a bear was more friendly to me then the concept of being discovered. As a result this caused me to be rather withdrawn and anti-social. The select group of friends I had made were other social misfits and we became involved with drugs and alcohol to make ourselves feel important or perhaps socially acceptable (in high school all the "cool" kids drink or smoke dope). I would make my own diapers at home out of trash bags and paper towel and masking tape. This got the job done but I was discovered by my snooping parents (not me but a used diaper. Suddenyl my greatest fears were coming true and iwas humiliated beyond belief. I hated myself for being so strange and I hated the fact that this strange compulsive desire would never stop. Due to some very negative reactions from my folks I left home for a bit and stayed with a close friend. Feeling very vulnerbal and feeling I owed him an explanation I told him my strange desires and the events the led to me leaving home. While visably shocked and a little disturbed he didnt really say much and he accepted me. To this day we are still close friends though the subject has yet to be brought up again. After a little while I went back home and much like my friend i was accepted and the subject has yet to surface again. I finsihed school and left my home to strike it out on my own. I found a good career and lived in places with many roomates to help pay the rent.I had to go many monthes without wearing and it caused mea good deal of depression and anxiety. I would someties save some money and get a hotel room for the night on a rare weekend and wear diapers there. All the while I considered myself a social out cast and a very disturbed individual (yes I knew about the net and all that but still it doesnt help one feel as a normal well adjusted person when its all secretive). I continued to drink heavily to deal with my inner frustrations on the subject and this was not making for a healthy mind. Eventually I met a girl and we fell in love with each other. Very nervously and drunkenly one night I resolved to tell her my darkest secret. I told her in bed all about my sahmefull secret and my history with it. I explained how it could not be helped and how it was a compulsion that many other feel and there is no cure and there is no good explanation of why. She much like my dearest friend had a look of shock and a little disturbance. Eventually after telling me she loved me regardless I convinced her to diaper me and even convinced her to wear one herself. As time went on both she and I grew more comfortable in exploring this diaper world. She has now become fully supporitve and undersdtanding of this fetish and while she does not have the desire to wear as I do she frequently does because she knows I t makes my happy. And finally for the first time in my life I feel not only comfortable with my fetish but also happy about it. What has caused me to feel isolated and disturbed for most of my life has become something that has brought my now wife and I closer together. She has allowed me to explore this side of my self with comfort and acceptance that before was done by compulsion and left me with feelings of guilt and self loathing. It has been a wild ride so far in this crazy diapered life of mine, its taken many twists and turns and makes me wonder what will come next. But I know for certain that I have found peace within myself and with my strange desires to wear and wet diapers. I owe this all to my wonderfull wife. Any way thanks for reading and I wonder if any of you have had similar experiences or feelings. I hope that all of you can find the inner peace that I have if you are riddled with guilt and self loathing due to this fetish. Thanks Brudda Voodu

Hey I dont know if this has been posted on before but this site "fetish flame" does podcasts radio shows on all types of different fetish's. They have done two seperate shows on the diaper fetish with two different couples. Here is the link for any who want to have a listen. http://www.fetishflame.com/archives/diapers/index.html

lol thats pretty funny. I love strongebad. thanks for the link

I have had the desire to wear diapers pretty much since I can remember. I do remember being under the age of five and being made to wear diapers to bed for bedwetting and not liking it what so ever. Though I recall that once I stopped, also around the age of five, that I had an overwhelming urge to wear them again.