For me it has been closed tied to my sexual preference. And that’s not a joke. Literally my first experience was finding Abdl wetting videos.
That progressed into nsfw videos which were mostly males. I had no clue at the time but I definitely had a attracted to males. That was in 2012. It took untill 2020 for me to realize it and embrace it.
i honestly think u might be bisexual, but more straight then gay (as in I don’t think it’s 50/50 for you).
on the other hand though! It could just be your liking of diapers too. Maybe it’s the diaper and not the boy that is turning you on?
If you wanna know easily try looking at non Abdl stuff (or nsfw stuff that isn’t Abdl related) both straight and gay stuff and literally just see if it gets you. If it doesn’t then it’s just diapers if it works tho then yeah probably bi!?
As I said with my story I was in the same predicament.
remember! No matter what you are you will always be supported!