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i have 8. playstation, playstation2, xbox, gamecube, n64, dreamcast, psp, and my beastly computer lol. whats your favorite picture that you have?

kiss the picture of my girlfriend. whats your favorite band?

i waited 5 hours in line for the second shipment and was 6th in line and they got 5

^ im fat i dont like playing sports lol < watching my girlfriend with her hamster v what brand of computer do you have

^ the fortune from a fortune cookie i got when i went out to eat with my girlfriend < listening to some tunes while waiting for diner to get done v can you sing well

Good Charlotte - The River

avenged sevenfold - unholy confessions

sadly still a virgin almost had a chance in january but shouldnt be by the end of this month as long as i get up the courage to do it she is the one that wants to have sex lol me to but sadly she live in another state so we dont get to be together much hopefully it isnt that time of the month again when im there lol

i dont think he will be back i believe in him lol im actually thinking of doing the same just need to ask my girlfriend if she would want that she already knows and all but i feel uncomfortable bringing up that subject lol

i know last time i was on these boards and looking around alot which was half a year ago every one was look for cheap ones of these and while searching around on ebay i came apon these http://cgi.ebay.com/10-COMFORT-PLUS-ADULT-...1QQcmdZViewItem so that someone might be interested in them hope im being helpfull and not just wasting a post lol

omg that would help wouldnt lol sorry my mind is just not right today lol http://www.xanga.com/mataemon_araki hope someone enjoys reading it pretty much says everything thats gone on in my life since december of last year oh ya and any one goes back far enough to where i talk about telling my secrets one of them is that i like to wear diapers lol course didnt say that there dont want any one else i know to find it lol

thought it would be interesting to see how many other people have blogs and what they write about. heres mine http://www.xanga.com/private/yourhome.aspx...=mataemon_araki sorry in advance for all my pathetically bad grammer lol its pretty boring mainly me complaining about daily events lol.

Layla by Eric Clapton dont much care for that stuff myself but my mom listens to it lol hows this Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood all the ones around me, I cared for and most of all I loved but I can't see myself that way Please don't forget me Or cry while I'm away hopefully thats a tough one

^ hmmmm... thats a tough one i guess anything that has to do with my girlfriend (pics and things she has sent me) < bored as hell and trying to think of something to do v what is the most important thing to you in life

heres a few videos ive done let me know what you think of them

omg i love futa thats so much for that torrent i cant wait to see some of those pics oh ya and if any one else is interesting in this stuff i got like 2gb of pics

im not to good at this stuff but id just tell her theres something you really feel like you have to tell her and that if she isnt alright with it you can stop for her from the sounds of it im sure if it came down to it you could choose her over diapers but i know how you feel ive been about 6 months without and want some so bad but sometimes you have to choose between something you like and some one you love im lucky i guess i told my girlfriend before we even got together so i know it doesnt bother her and if it ever does i wouldnt give it a second thought id just stop wearing love is way more important in my opinion course thats another way im lucky i guess i can quit anything quit smoking one day just said this is stupid and now its been six years and ive smoked maybe 10 cigarettes since well anyways thats what id do hope this helps and good luck. oh ya and yes i know my grammar and spelling is terrible lol

i hate you lol just kidding congrats man.

lol no i am 18, and i only speak english but i hate writing and stuff and i was in special ed all of high school plus im lazy. i know where to put them i just dont bother next time i post ill try to do a little better. i was also tired and wanted to type it up so i could sleep.

i just thought of something tonight while i was looking at a few real storys on here a while a go i came apon a site that teaches you to controle your dream sounds crazy dont it but it actualy worked i heard some people have had dreams of going to the bathroom and waking up to find out they actualy had so i thought this might be something to try right now personaly i cant try this cause it makes it hard for me to get to sleep and i cant sleep well right now as it is but ill list the few steps it takes its surprisingly easy all you need to do is while your laying there waiting to fall asleep repeat to your self something like this. go to sleep and remember dreams i used to just do sleep remember dream cause its easier and the reason you do that is cause every night even if you dont remember it you do dream and this help you to remember so you just do that till you fall asleep then when you wake up if you remember any thing you start a dream jurnal and every time you dream you right down everything you can remember eventualy you will remember everything every night then you start to teach your self to realize when something is out of place like say a flying cow and if you can do that then you can make your self realize that it is and dream but if you get excited and stuff it will wake yourself up so dont but from there you have pritty much complete control as long as you keep remembering that its a dream well hope this works for some one if not atleast you can now control your dreams lol and also sorry for the grammer and spelling