supermikey

I went through a low to no self-esteem phase which sent me into depression, it took me a bit of time to find out what was making me depressed and i started a journal writing everything i was thinking about (mostly negative things) throughout the day and i would do this at night just befor bed, i prayed for help and it came in the fourm of a self-disipline book or books (Im not a person to preach any religous belife, so the books i recomend are all about ones habbits and how to relize and fix them) they are buddhist oriented ones called "buddha is as buddha does" by Lama Surya Das - its the Buddha's advice for living to your true potential. it gives you reasons to want to correct yourself and interact with others another book is "the places that scare you" -a guide to fearlessness in difficult times- By Pema Chödrön I belive this is the answer you need

Well see thats exactly what im saying, i have those exact dreams (almost exactly what you said except the people i know and places in time that i remember) im usaully not wearing pants and its kinda a special needs idea and know one seems to care, sometimes i dont know what age i am but i feel younger and im hanging out with my friends im with now?. i also have the occational dream were im trying to hide it for instance im in a bathroom and someone is trying to get in and im afraid there going to find out. Just alot of the time think about these dreams through out the day, and the feeling i get is great. I know its just a dream but it something that makes me feel good. thanks for explaning it better

haha.. the loard dose work in mystyrious ways haha

Im going to try to explain this the best way i can i know many of you little ones know what im feeling, I live alone in a wold of my own and what i mean is that theres no one that knows (in detail) about what im always thinking of. I always seem to look foward to going to bed not just for the obivous reason of putting on a snuggie, but I seem to have fallin in love with my dreams,they are the best experiance's i could ever imagin for instence theres one i really like of where all my friends know that i have to wear diapers and they dont mind but then one of my friends mom comes in the room picks me up and checks my diaper and gose to chang me but i feel younger in this dream, and when i go to the bathroom its to check on my diaper and to change. in almost all my dreams im in a diaper even if im with friends doing things like swimming or exploring diffrent places. the point of all this is in the day time i cant stop thinking of all these reacuring dreams and the feeling of thinking about them makes me feels young and encredibly happy. sometime i wounder if other people can read my thoughts while im off in my dream world. dose any body share the same feelings or similar sinarios

well i live in stittsville, theres an awsome spot to get nappies on industrial Rd and its close to the train yards you can just walk in pick from a vast selection and the employees are all older ladies and its a very comfertable shopping enviroment its called quality life cares www.qualitylifecares.com tell me what you think

Hey there just wondering how many ABDL are in or relivently close to the Capital im curious to see what ages and genders are living here, im shure im not alone!. theres also another thing to add i was wondering how to advertise ABDL to help others understand there not alone i have to thing of creative ways to get others to find ways to deal with being diffrent (in a cute way) and that its normal to have a population of the world that are still infants when there real age lies to them and tells them that they have to be all growed up. PS. so any suggestions on creative ways to advertise help others find there own people.

Hey there I'v had been dateing my previous girlfriend for six year, quite some time, and i have tried everything i could to get here to notice i need to wear diapers at night for personal reasons. a year and a half into dating her i got into a serius car crash left me in a hospital bed for a half year and wheel chair for the other half, i had many sergeries (im back to my self now) use an excuse that the accident had left me inncontinet, so after getting out of the hospital 6 months later i wore diapers to bed when we lived together for 2 years. after i told her it had gotten better as time went on, but she wasnt curious or promt about the subject. as time went on i had worn the occational diaper to bed and rarely in the day time she had cought me in them a bunch of times but never raised the subject. The years past and i wanted to tell here this is who i am, but it didnt feel right. we started seeing our diffrences and grew appart, all this time i just wanted some one to share the experience with, i feels that its hard to find a little group locally just to meet and greet and feel real about. Im sure we are really nice people were are cute and genuine why cant we just find the right one to help eachother. Supermike

Hi All Just courios as to were or when these college / University Diaper party happen. Im in ottawa and in college obviously, and was just wondering if anybody was hosting or knows about one happining. Or I you your self have Stories of a party you went to with other people in diapers or were every one had diapers on. S-mikey

well usaully handy cap bathrooms with one toilt and a locking door is best .if its big enough to change on the floor with a blanky or a change table strongh enough the one person handy cap bathrooms are the best. well thats were i go to change when i go out with my diapers on.

Thanks for all the congrats guys, Im just happy I found my place in this vast world and people accept me for who I am.

Yah exactly just come out and be who you really are. I couldn’t agree with you any more, the out come of telling some body could only last a short time but then people know and grow a gusted to that and dont really care.\\ supermikey

Im a bed wetter after my accident in august 2005 been wearing diapers to bed eversince.

Hey every one I know its been a while since iv been on but something great happened 2 months ago It all strated when I was living with my girl friend 4 months ago. I used to go on the internet and come on this site when no one was around and chat or just to get advice about diffrent issues. and this made every thing alot easier to do, I got into an accident august 26 2005 and I was seriously injured but I have recooperated well. I had to under go and operation which was on my pelvise right on top of the bladder so i felt i had to go pee all the time and much quicker. one nite in was sleeping and i wet the bed at my girlfriends but not on perpose. the mother of my girlfriend which was a nerse dose all the landury and was going to wash all the sheets so i had to tell this wasent easy. so i did and she was very comforting about the whole situation, I felt i needed to tell my girlfriend which we are very close and we treat eachother like babys any way, about what happened. this took a little longer to do but long storie short i did and she was so glade that I told her and she was proud of me for having the guts to tell her. she was very accepting and kept it our secret I love her for this alot more. any ways me and my girl friend went to a friends house played some sponge bob monoply and watched a couple movies. after we went home i got something to drink and went to my room and I was amazed and that weired butterfly feeling to find a pack of diapers on my bed with water proof mattress already on my bed under my sheets. and now every one in the house knows and dosent care when my diapers are almost out the mother gose and buys me a new pack. Iv been sleeping in diapers for 2 months now and I sleep with my girl friend in them and she loves it. cheers supermikey

well you just need to find a girlfriend or (Friend) that will except what you like, and the feeling of that one person knowing is full relife of the closet emotion feeling. and talking about it to another person feels so good, you got what i call (pressurized-fobia) it means that the longer you hide your secret (the more diapers and baby stuff you hide) hoping it dosent get found even on your self, the more you worrie and question why you have to hide and worrie something you love. well and you wonder why do i want to put my self throw this. because your born in to it and its you. cheers supermikey.