ABDLincontlady

I often find myself going from just being "normal" wearing Poise Pads I need for running for the train to coming here and being in full diapers after endings of work or projects. However, during such a time, I go out and keep regular appointments. Because, although I think I will always be here like this (as I work at home all the time anyway) at some point I will put all my diapers and pacifiers away and not come to this website even..til the next time.

I can see the difference. Being an AB is just about pleasing oneself. Being kept in diapers by a Dom is pleasing him/her and pleasing oneself because he/she is pleased and happy. It's not the same thing at all. AB's get discplined just because the Daddy/Mommy is fed up by or doesn't want them to get harmed by behavior the Daddy/Mommy can't control. Subs design their whole life to being in a highly discplined situation wanting to be under the Dom's control.

I can identify with you as you put on your first soft comfy nappy. You will feel so secure and relaxed.

The more I explore my AB side, the more I see I like being a preschooler who is allowed to wear and dribble in diapers and suck on a pacifier when tired or upset. I don't like being a total baby and I hate messes and eating baby food and want but don't like being pressured to always keep dry when sometimes I get too busy I don't make it to the toilet on time. I like doing learning play work independently, but might need to be on a harness or fenced in area to not hurt myself or get hurt and I can accept this. I like being able to help adults and love it when they say I am obedient. I am beyond saying "no" all the time as a two year old. Anyone else more a preschooler than an infant?

This was good for me to read to really understand where I fit into all this. I know that when I am at home into my heavier diaper wearing phase tired and into a period of my life full of changes and come to this website, I want to be an AB sucking on a pacifier. However, I wouldn't want to be an AB with another person having them change me, but a sub adult, being put into diapers as a way to obey the D. If the D wants to make my changes easier taping on my diapers I would be grateful, as it is easier to get them to fit better. But to an adult or toddler that I am as an AB, it is humiliating actually.

I was 22 on my own after college when I started putting on towels and wetting them from time to time. Then when I didn't have roommates and I saw adult diapers when I was in my mid-30's I craved to buy them. Finally I did when I was 39 or so. I bought real disposable diapers one flat piece not fitted with tapes. When I was 47 I had a bladder infection and started wearing 24/7 and haven't stopped since then. Usually for the cost I wear Poise Pads or Depends undergarments. This week I got on Depends adjustable underwear really true diapers on sale with a coupon. Today I am going to spend in the house getting work done just in a Depends diaper with Depends undergarments underneath to make everything really soft, comfy and bulky and t-shirt.

I have more leaking than usual and finally found Depends adjustable underwear one can pull up or put on like a diaper on sale with a coupon. I have them on now under my jeans and feel much more relaxed. I don't hear any loud crinkling though. I plan to wear them to a class with a sweatshirt. That would be better than arriving with wet spots on my jeans, sad but true.

I agree. I was PMing last night trying to get into a dominant situation and he acted out AB with me so I had to do a lot more work if you will to interact with him. I was annoyed. A submissive does want to take the lead from the dom but wants to please him/her and get the job done whatever it is not be a pain in the ....

Thanks, I could never fgure out how to put on a taped on diaper by myself.

I have stress incontinence all the time, running, sneezing, etc. for which I wear Poise Pads 24/7. I just spot them occasionally if I run whatever. However, I cannot feel relaxed unless I have one on. Then I have periods like now when I just feel tired and overwhelmed and cannot wait to put on a Depends or cloth diaper (what I can afford) because I start just dribbling in my pad when I am walking or getting up from a chair. Then I need to change the diaper several times a day with my dribbling. I manage to go to the toilet to not wet myself completely after the first part of the pee dribbles into my diaper--without my being able to control it I must admit although this is frightening to me as I saw incontinent people at nursing homes. During this time I like to suck a pacifier as well. Then I go back to just wearing the Poise Pad that stays dry most of the time. I have had this situation as long as I can remember. It took me a while and a support group to buy the diapers so I can go out during this period and not isolate. Does anyone else have this situation to share about.

Hi welcome you from another lady. I have been to the Midlands and NW England on holiday twice.