FunTime

My experience with telling a significant other is this: My girlfriend and I were starting out as the best of friends, which has made communication into our later relationship very easy and always open. I remember when she didn't know about my interests and I decided to tell her. It was actually in an online chat of all places. In a long and nerve-racking conversation, I told her. We talked about it then and more in the next visits I had in person with her. It was very open because I made it. I explained the basis of it, what I was interested in, why. I let her ask whatever she wanted and because I was confortable with myself then, I could take everything in good or bad and laugh with her. Even to this day, I can joke with her about all the diaper and baby stuff ... consider it a running joke. What I know is that you can't force it on someone. She's been very accepting for me and has done a lot with me, but all of this has been over time. It's all been in steps, but I'd rather her be with me beside and willing to hear me out in any of my problems and help me out in whatever I need, rather than trying to hide something like this from her. I could never have the heart to do that, and that's why she had to know.

Check out the pictures all the time. As most other DL males, I'm interested in the women. Same reasons as everyone mentioned in this thread, I enjoy full people shots as opposed to just close-ups of a behind.

Back to the original post, I do feel very much that I'm living a "second life" sometimes or have somewhat of an alter ego. I'm still living at home and feel that I don't get to really EXPLORE what I would like ... wearing for long periods of time, enjoying new things, new experiences, which I think has kept my interest there. At times I feel like I'm in a place of limbo. I can enjoy myself but to a point because of the living situation. I dream ahead to the future when I'm living alone or with my partner and out of the house I'm in now to see where this all takes me. I'd like to "know" one way or the other and not be stuck in between, which this feels like now. Stuck, I feel like I'm keeping the alter ego going.

Sometimes I can't help it and stop myself and I have to. After that though, is the down time and I'm really not happy with myself and might even be taking it off. For me, very much an excitement thing to have a diaper on and go from there but once I've hit that peak, I'm not so happy with it on ... maybe, a cranky baby!

That works? Never knew ... something to consider.

Did a quick little search, here's what I got ... http://www.kinkysexradio.com/ Under Episode 19 is the "Bonus Show" ... There you'll find the MP3 http://www.kinkysexradio.com/podcasts/PTP_002.mp3 And the Show Notes http://kinkysexradio.com/forums/viewtopic.php?t=161 Enjoy

I haven't heard of that before but sounds like a good idea for someone who's still about all of that, such as myself. Good practice in otherwords!

Keep the reviews coming, now I know what I need to find myself (guess I'm going to have to order, boo!) We need a full scale of "Thickest To Thinest"

I think there's much more out there in terms of people than actually fessing up to it ... much more, for all fetishes period. People act so surprised but what's wrong with people expressing themselves how they see fit, especially sexually ... isn't that something of importance?

I'm sure some members will have some replies for you ... You sound like one happy and lucky girl, that's for sure. That much freedom sounds like an excellent thing I'd personally would love to have. Wear to work? That must be interesting, does anyone suspect it or do you not mind? And wetting too? Do you bring extras with you on a daily basis or wait until you get home? Very curious about that much!

Well said Sarah, I would completely agree with that. I see both sides of it and "understand" both or find them both to be "acceptable" ... No one ever said that this was one sided, that's for sure! I myself side with the sexual ones, but definitely understand how the A.B. life can be comforting ... I find it comforting sexually, so I can definitely see it as an every day release for others. Personally, I wish it was known that there were options available with this (as there is with other fetishes ... someone who is interested in whips and chains doesn't mean they live that every day ... some do, others do not ... I don't think the same can be said about DL/AB's ... many believe that you're an AB and that's all.)

I was interested in seeing this but haven't figured out when to get it ... and is "Azureus" a download program? Maybe this weekend ...

That's what I'm waiting for.

I've always wondered but who knows ...

Some really good advice about taking baby steps ( lol) and enjoying what you have thus far. Give it some time and you'll know more about what's next (if anything).

Thanks. Everything is great, she is truly marriage material and the only constraint is our age (both 19 currently). I've been with her for 2 years and I consider her my wife and not my "girlfriend" ... just a technicality. When the time (and money of course ) is right, we'll get married. Glad she is beside me ... very, very lucky.

I've never used this username before this site. I recently just made it up. I frequent message boards and websites quite often and like the username I have, to the point I would google it or what have you. For that reason, I just didn't want my information popping up like that alongside the side (Just the shy side of it, not ashamed per say but I don't think its everyones business, which if I kept the username I wanted, it could become) ... Decided to choose this one off the top of my head because I have a "Fun-Time" when I'm involved in everything on this site. Diaper me, diaper someone else, relax with my girlfriend, she babies me, I baby her ... for me, I'm having a fun time. And hence the name ...

For myself personally, it's a bit of both but more on the sexual nature. I look at the pictures and obviously envy because the ones in the pictures are open and free with it and are able to do that, some in the comforts of their own home / public, what have you. It's interesting to say the least. The majority of the time though is for sexual arousal, because seeing a woman in a diaper for me is a turn on. I'll never fully understand why (have cues to how it all started) and how the entire thought process even came to be, but it is what it is today no matter how much I fight it. I myself like wearing diapers but generally do not look at men just because that arousal is not there. I can look at the pictures and understand where they're coming from though, that much I feel for. The women really do it though. Women are beautiful to begin with, put them in a diaper and they're suddenly acting innocent and cute/sexy for you ... on the surface, I don't see that much "wrong" about it at all (if someone was to question WHY). Why do women wear lingerie? To be sexy. So then can't women wear diapers to be cute & innocent? Just a thought.

LOL, yeah some washrooms are pretty filthy. Wish I was changed in those situations, would probably make life a lot easier

Sounds like it's really tolerable and relaxing to you to the point that you're not feeling it on, with accidents happening. Being distracted is one thing, but to not feel it at all until looking is another situation. I'd check with the doctor if you are concerned and that shouldn't be happening, wouldn't help to get some advice.

Where I'm at right now, I'm alright with the wetting whenever I feel like it, but am still not that comfortable with b.m's just because of the clean up. I think once I get the chance at more time on (because I don't get as much as I like as it stands) and can prepare better, I'll be alright with it. I like making it, but I hate the clean up if you know what I mean

Anything and everything really. Diapers, accessories, clothes ... Forgot all about -B4NS-, found it on the site just now ... Prices are alright, I like that they have a Canadian section and therefore ship more discreetly. THAT to me is important.

I gotta fax my info to get verified? I'm workin' on it ...

Have there ever been any Canadian sites? I know the majority of them likely ship to Canada, but a Canadian site would be really interesting and cheaper I would imagine. Until then ... I wait

I think I have a unique story from what I've read thus far. I don't remember my diapering past as a child, nor was I a bedwetter. I've never actually figured out what triggered my interest in diapers until years later when I was looking up information on what I had been interested in for so long ... found a write up that an embarassing past or situation could easily trigger it ... and then it hit me. Goes back to Grade 4 ... We're in school and working on these project cars that would roll on ramps or something of the sort ... we all had vehicles. It was around Halloween time as well. Anyways, as Halloween was coming, I couldn't figure out what to be for Halloween (My probelm every year ) ... talking it over with my Mom, a nurse, we came up with the idea of becoming a baby. Simple ... she could get a diaper or two at work, buy a big rattle for around my neck, found a rubber hairpiece thing that made my head look bald, and wore a basic T and pants or what have you ... So we came to school as normal the day of Halloween and later in the day, the teacher told everyone to get changed into their costume. At first I was hesitant because I was embarassed of the crazy/goofy costume I had (but embarassed in a good way ... I wouldn't MIND, that's just me, calling for attention ) So anyways, after a bit of time, I got everything out and started to get dressed but was having some obvious problems with the diaper, to the point where I got the male teacher to help me out. Even at that age I was good with the teachers and he could easily joke, "I never thought I'd still be putting on diapers" and we're all laughing about it. Anyways, everyone is in their costumes, including me and then he announces we're going to parade our projects around the school. What??? I was so surprised, apparently he organized a "Parade" IN THE SCHOOL for us to display our projects in our costumes through the first and second floors of the school. Everyone came out of their classes and lined the walls and hallway to watch ... And as I walked, pulling my project on a string, I remember being all embarassed about it ... teachers I would talk to, 'Aww, you're so cute' and I'd laugh with them ... Kids I didn't even know, from far away I could hear "Oh look at the baaaaby!" which really got me ... forever remember that. I don't remember much about the entire day after that, but those events I remember vividly like it was yesterday. I had fun and wasn't tramatized or anything, but embarassed indeed. I'm not sure how it picked up years later but I remember seeing the famous Jerry Springer episode with the adult baby in the crib on stage using his diaper (the DPF guy?) and watching it with my entire family (haha remember when Springer was somehow a "Family Show" lmao) ... anyways, we thought nothing of it at the time and continued watching ... I thought nothing of it. I know that years later, I had an operation to fix a bone in each foot ... nothing to do with being diapered, but at the time I know I wanted to be. I remember coming home eventually with walking casts and my Mom giving me some sort of blue plastic on one side, cotton on the inside sheet for me to put my feet on ... it made no sense at the time but I guess we were protecting the couch ... all I know, is that little plastic sheet as soon as everyone was gone, was my wrap around diaper. Didn't use it, but put it on with tape and remember it feeling so nice ... I think at this point and age, (Grade 7, so I was 12/13?) I had the urges without knowing it was a full blown fetish ... use to think about going to the store and buying Goodnights and pretending they weren't for me ... (An ongoing theme today, buying adult diapers in the store with the mentality "No, they're not for me" if someone was to ask) ... Like I said, years later I found out what was really happening and what I was really interested in. Have gone through some ups and downs but today I can content with it and like it. Sometimes I have extreme urges and its all I can think about, while other times its manageable and I don't even think about it. Right now, I'm obviously on it Today I don't have the freedom I'll one day have and I look forward to that day. I do what I can when I'm alone and it makes me happy. I can even get my girlfriend involved to help me out, which I've been blessed it for sure ... And that's my story thus far