Demon-hunter

I have adhd and abdl stuff and diapers REALLY sooths me

I love diaper gaming session.

That sounds heavenly

Plus I would like to add. just because I'm an abdl, doesn't mean I'm incapable of being a father, a husband and a little, and i know when time to be a dad and a time to be my abdl self. And I know what precautions to take to you know hide your stash from your kids and know how to set boundaries.

The one thing that worse the crap out of me is the that last year she threatened to somewhat to leave me cause of my abdl. And now we're going to have two boys in our lives makes this even harder to open up and stand up for myself

hey guys, I'm asking for prayers and advice for my situation, and for self-confidence, and how to grow a back bone.

i 100% agree with you. i would like to add of that, my worries are is having your life partner not being fulling supportive of you and against it, arguing with your partner over it, and having your partner forcing you to give your abdl life up. and making sure your kids dont find out your lifestyle. i would go in a vent/rant about my situation, but ill save the heartaches.

there is no denying lil bro lol

Dude Got to know. How are you able to fill up diapers every morning, not only fill, but really really. Everytime you post, it sounds heavenly. What's your secret

I think you thinking. Yea i liked walking, going to the gym, or meditating/praying diapered, it's very freeing and peaceful

See I would LOVE to go to a them park diapered

Dude it's ok buddy, losing someone close hurts like crap and mentally and emotionally tormenting. When my wife and I lose our son in the 3rd trimester in 2021, I literally killed us. And the wound is still fresh at times. But trust me. Through prayers to God for peace and healing, talking to my friends and family, going through the emotional can heal your wounds. Sure you'll have scars from it, but it will past. And if you need to vent I'm here for you

Well, my defense is that we have multiple of different sub-forums from faith based, veterans, middles, pride, furry, and so on and so forth, and I realized that there's alot of people in the community with mental disorders (super powers) like adhd, autism, Asperger, down syndrome, and so on and we don't have a proper area to express our self. I mean if we don't really need on, then I wouldn't split hairs over it. But here's my example, I'm adhd and with that I suffer from fawning, sensitive rejection dysphoria, and dopamine high from for positive response. And I'm very vulnerable to narcissistic abuse, manipulation, and guilt tripping. And I want to talk others on the Spectrum who suffers from that. And how bright colorful, soft, crinklely, thick diapers, really sooths my sensory, and calms me down so much, and helps me focus on my task with out drug. How I nick Jr show and other Jr channel REALLY catches my attention with vibrant colors, sounds, and cute cartoon characters. And I can go on and on

Heyo, so I was just curious how y'all think of us having another subform but for people who are on the Spectrum, primarily like Autistic and / or ADHD and stuff cuz I have a feeling like there's probably a good amount of us in this community that are on a spectrum of some kind of Mental disorder ( or i like to call it super power). And I feel like a subforum will be very beneficial for us so we could communicate on a similarities of that topic and we could you know nerd out over it I guess over it LOL. So what's your guys's thoughts on that Because to me I am ADHD but probably have a splash of autism cuz I like to communicate with people who are like me and are also ABDL

@Little Spiderthank you, it's alot....

Also I believe that most of this is coming from religious views. I mean of course both of my wife and I are Christians but she's a little bit more on the conservative spectrum of being a Christian I'm more of a moderate spectrum of being a Christian ( but standard politicalness were both moderate-right leaning) like I'm a little bit more open-minded than her with a lot of issues and beliefs and we do Butthead a lot with that at times

@~Brian~"and she wanted me to go home, so we could “have sex” and I told her “hell no!” it's funny you say that, cause after if I know that I was still in the big deal stuff last October, she wanted to have sex for like three or four nights in a row and that's extremely unlik her because I will be lucky to have sex with once a month normally. And also one she found out, she yelled at me about now she knows why I've been thinking about while we're having sex in my abdl fantasy and age play stuff, call it disgusting and may her feel like a disgusting pedo or whatever, and threatened with held sex from me if I keep on having sexual abdl fantasy while having sex. And then somehow she tried to compare abdl to poly-relationship as if, " what would you do if I was into having sex with other guys and stuff like that". Which I thought you would normally go down her route of saying like what if I was into being a dog or something ( aka a furry, but she always has insulted and discriminate furries). Speaking of sex in general I kind of given up trying search sex because every time I'm horny I want to do stuff with her she has an excuse and stuff or she just moved my hand away from her boobs or girly parts and I've given up trying. But I get enough trying to start sex like a year and a half or almost 2 years ago. ( but now I get alot more sex due to her pregnancy hormones). So now I get very Vanille sex. And she used to be very "flavorful" she was into bongage and stuff but now anymore. I'm just waiting for her to throw my butt plugs out So now I get very Vanille sex. And she used to be very "flavorful" she was into bongage and stuff but now anymore. I'm just waiting for her to throw my butt plugs out

Idk how to grow a back bone and it's killing me

@~Brian~ well here another big situation.... we are pregnant with twin boys and they are due in a couple months But I still love her and I know she still loves me, we do have great times with each other we laugh at each other's Joe's we do for stuff for each other and we love each other very much and do have the same political and same faith, but are moral values and the way we see life and what we want to do with our lives are kind of very different. She wants to live in the outside of town and have a homestead, but I want to say in a bigger city and live a Suburban life. She wants a homeschool kids but I want to put my kids in public school She thinks drinking alcohol or dealing with marijuana is wrong and sinful and I don't see that at all it's all based on moderation and self-discipline. She thinks man-caves and unnecessary, especially when you're a dad, but I totally disagree with that But I could go on and on about that different opinions on from culture, political, religious, financial, and so on that we have though. I think my issue is I don't know how to grow a pair or stand up for myself and all I do is fawn And also I'm trying so hard not to make it sound like I hate my wife or dog on her so much and don't crap about her cuz I do really really love her and I do respect her and I don't when people trash her. Because her and I went through a lot of trauma in the past almost 8 years since they've been together from loss of loved ones life changing health issues, and humiliations from people who backsteps us. I guess I don't know what to do

Hey guys, I've been forced to give up my abdl life due to my wife severe negativity towards it. https://www.dailydiapers.com/board/index.php?/topic/88330-needing-prays/ Here's a link about my journey with it kinda. There's ALOT more details that I haven't add in the past years and new stuff in the past 12 months, I want to rant and vent about my life in the past 8 years that abdl and non abdl related with the wife and others, but idk where to start or process. I don't want to go to a therapist, cuaee want to talk to people i trust and fully understands me. But I need a hug right now tho...... And to start with, she doesn't know I'm back on here or think of abdl stuff again. And if she dose she will kill me....

Man that must be a thick diaper lol

This is what I've done when I was a kid and a teenager. I would sneak into my church nursery before or after service, in my siblings/cousins room, or even in family restroom, and among other places and grabs some new diapers in the cabinet and used wet ones in the trash. Til I was able to get a job to pay my own depends ( the good 6 tab ones ) and goodnites ( my always go to). Honestly that was the main reason for me getting a job at 17, to buys diapers and to move out to wear diapers freely. But sadly I really didn't take a full advantage of my bachelor life 😕 ( like buying high quality brands online or in the Fort Wayne IN. Store, or wearing more often).

She has list of things she wants to do and have in life that I'm polar opposite from. But I'll type it all later, she awake now And it's sad I was trying to delete my DD cause she wants every abdl accounts and site gone in my life, kinda happy I didn't delete this one

Abdl is just one of the thing....

So the wife confronted me on the week before Halloween about my abdl and it was a train wreck..... I wish I can podcast the whole situation ( and my whole abdl life in general) cause there's so much painful details in the whole conversation Here some snippet I can come up She said I'll start looking at Child P**n and become a Cho mo I'm embarrassing the family I'm apparently im the abuser in the relationship for hiding my abdl activities and not talking to her If I don't shape up I'll have to go to therapy for it I might have to purge my whole woredrobe and my mancave of anything that can trigger my abdl side With holding sex if I don't stop having abdl sexual fantasy in my head during sex ANOTHER ultimatum She think I love abdl more then her She doesn't want animosity between us If we need couple therapy, it has to be with a non kink supportive therapist Shocked that DCS didn't find any of my abdl activities when we was fostering and if they did we would have been denied and been in investigation for criminal activities I'm one of the reason why we might not getting blessed with kids And top it all off, she never liked my abdl side at all from the gecko and was pretending so she could date me and stuff And now she ask me how I'm doing ever so often. And now I have to lie to myself to make her happy and to nnot go through that trauma again. I wish I can wake up from the nightmare And the kicker is she doesn't and said all of this in the name of Christianity and God and all out of love