I have always been a diaper lover for as long as I can remember. I have many childhood memories of diapers including not wanting to be potty trained and being bribed with a new soccer ball to use the potty! I think I started wearing homemade diapers before I was 10 and bought my first pack of diapers by 14 when I biked a few miles to a nearby town to buy a pack of Depends Maximum Protection. Though this was always a part of who I am, I did go through various purge cycles. Typically these were when I would get incredibly guilty and ashamed of my desires. Luckily, as I am going through my late twenties I have come to except that this is part of me but not who I am. I feel the positives outweigh the negatives of this.
I had never really thought of myself as an adult baby but as I have become close friends with an adult baby on here who took me under their wing so graciously, I have begun to explore this side of me. She helped me pick out a wonderful pair of footie pajamas and a stuffed Rabbit that I quickly named Mr. Floppy! As I have begun buying adult Baby memorabilia, I have started to sleep diapered at night in my "Jammies". Not to mention my stuffed rabbit, Mr. Floppy! Just those two items alone have left me sleeping better and put a wonderful smile on my face when I wake up! Since then I bought some baby bottles and pacifiers. I am not really a huge fan of the bottle but the pacifier is growing on me. Needless to say I feel as if I am making a gradual transition into a bit of an adult baby. So far this has been a very positive shift for me I hope to explore this more and see what happens.