i have come to accept my AB/DL who wears diapers and various baby attire but over my childhood when i first took an interest in diapers and that is when my baby persona was born, but my parents were never accepting of it and had me hospitalized in the psych ward throughout my childhood and teen years so i never really made friends or did things normal children would have so when i lived with my mother and step dad they made me feel ashamed and like this is not normal so i repressed my persona until my parents kicked me out at 18 and I found a great home with three other roommates and started couseling at first i was ashamed to talk about it but my therapist got me to talk about it and gradually got me to unlock the vault where my persona lay imprisioned and brought him into the light. now my best friend who is a girl by the way is accepting of my AB/DL side and i talk openly about it with her and my therapist and identify myself as an AB/DL who wears diapers and other baby attire so i had a rough childhood and now am able to not be ashamed and beat myself up over it and i have accepted my AB/DL fetish