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I think you mean that Grace asked I wonder how long Maddy will have to wet the bed before she get Pull-ups. Her mom sounds like the ideal parent for someone who is accidently wetting the bed, but that won't necessarily help Maddy

I'm also for retro, but I'm old enough to know what retro was really like (they weren't retro). AFAIK, Depends were terrible from the very beggining.

Regardless, that is a lot of poo. I use a well-known drug to control diabetes that makes you poo, and I can't poo that much.

I've never liked wearing onesies for a variety of reasons. The biggest one is that it is hard to change a diaper, and I don't poop in diapers- so it's hard to pull down the diaper. I found some Marvel 2-piece pajamas that have a long sleeves and bottoms that have have a elastic on the bottoms. They are just like the ones I had when I was younger when I was about 4, so I'm loving them so far

I think that is a testament to quality writing. I love intentional wetting stories because they speak to my experience (or in this case- wished experience. I never had to guts to do this in real life). However, guess which story I posted the most? Take a look at how often I post on your stories, which also include dark themes of abuse that can be disturbing. If it is engaging, I'll read it. I'm excited for this story, because right now it reads more like a novelette. A short harmless story about a girl who wants to wear Pull-ups and wets her bed on purpose. It's been done multiple times, but usually in unbelievable ways. However, @MinnesotaWriter has shared that this is going to go almost as long AMMR, and that requires a deep plot. Unlike AMMR, which I had a good idea all along that Sarah would end up in foster care, I have no clue where this is going.

Aren't you supposed to give up something you like😁? By giving up undies, does that mean you don't use them to cover a diaper either. I always wear boxers over my diaper, which keeps it a little more discreet. I wear diapers pretty much 24/7, although I've been forced to wear Pull-ups this week. So far that's not gone great, because I've peed in them every day. I thought I was dry this morning, but my Pull-up is wet (not soaked, but it's wet). I can't wait to get back home where I don't have to worry about getting to the potty. However, a full potty ban would be hard for me. I don't like pooping in a diaper, especially when I'm the one who has to clean it up. I also use the potty sometimes when I want to get more than a few hours out of a diaper.

I don't understand how vintage diapers can be considered collectible. I've tried those Attends, and they were okay, but the 3-tape system was abandoned for a reason.

You left us hanging on what Grace wants from her sister. Right now, it seems like the parents are pretty normal parents and the bedwetting was just a one time thing.

Why? BTW- in the five years of videos I saw posted, she has always presented as a woman.

I use diaper covers like that, but mine are usually plain

I re-read AMMR from start to finish and I highly recommend doing that if you are one of the people who followed this story from the beginning. As strange as it sounds, the story moves fairly quickly and there are parts of the story that seem like side plots at the time and were important to the development of the plot. Claire was necessary for Sarah's and Lisa friendship to develop. Lisa's character supposedly goes through a huge transformation from shy to assertive, but that part was always there. I'm going to re-read AMGR to see what I missed the first time I read it (plus, I just like reading it). The sad part is: now that I've read AMMR and AMGR twice, what can I read next that will keep my interest?

I usually fly or take a train when I travel, which means having to carry everything. If it weren't for diapers, I would be an exceptional light packer. On this trip I've got 1 pair of pants. 2 shorts, swim suit, 2 pullovers (just for the airplane), 2 t-shirt and a polo. I also carried 8 Crinklz diapers and about 10 Pull-ups. Any guesses what takes up most of my bag? My pattern is to put 4 in my carry-on backpack and the rest in my carry-on that goes overhead. I'm taking a train to Chicago at the end of March, and I'll wear 24/7. It is no big deal on Amtrak, I just put them in disposable diaper bag and toss them in the trash, it is the same thing at a hotel. If I was staying at a hotel this week, it would be the same thing. This week, I'm taking out the diapers as I leave for the day and tossing them in a public trash bin, but since I'm spending a lot of time with my brother- it is hard to be discrete about that. Like I said, he probably knows, but we don't talk about it.

I've worn diapers mostly 24/7 for the last few years, and the biggest issue I've come across is when I travel. Let's face it- diapers are just bulky. It kind of sucks to have half you back made up of s, and disposing of used diapers on the road is a pain. If I'm by myself, I'll usually put a used diaper in the hotel waste bin. Yeah, it fills the bin, but it usually just one diaper. However, I'm at my brothers condo. I'm not sure if he knows about my diapers (I think he does, but we don't talk about it). The problem is that he doesn't have a lot space. I'm not putting a weeks worth of used diapers in his trash, so this week I'm trying to use the toilet. I'm wearing pull-ups and trying to pee in the toilet when I need to. I did 2 weeks in 2019 wearing mostly pull-ups and only wearing diapers on the plane. It was fine. Four years later- it sucks. I constantly aware of my bladder, and haven't gone a day without peeing in a Pull-up.

That kind of sucks. I hate it when people do things like this. I hope they are not getting monetized. Keep us posted, but in the meantime- no views for them. BTW- I've listened to those stories and there is so little quality control that it isn't that hard to boycott them.

How many more times will Maddy have to wet her bed, or when the next time happens? I've written similar stories based on some of the posts I've seen and what I was thinking at that age. I never acted on my impulse but I would if I was put back into my 12-year-old body.

Obviously, I enjoyed AMGR as well or I wouldn't have started this thread😁 I would say the ending left me wanting more, which was how I felt about AMMR rules as well. However, I think a lot of those questions were things that didn't matter to the primary conflict. AMMR is about Sarah fighting a losing battle with her mother and recovering from the trauma her mother inflicted on her enough to function as a soon-to-be young woman in the world. At the end of AMMR, Sarah was back at school, still trying to be Big Girl and still processing all that her mother did to her. AMGR begins with Sarah realizing she still hadn't processed everything about her experience, especially once her mother is released from prison. She needed Lisa to push her to help her process all those thoughts she kept hidden since her rescue. The scene where Lisa says, "I told you everything," was so powerful, and a gut punch to Sarah. If you think about it, it has to be miserable from Sarah's perspective, it must of been miserable trying desperately to use the potty like a big girl and feeling guilty every time she failed. It was overwhelming once she realized she was worse than she thought and her response was to lash out, which is what she did before. This time she is in the hands of somebody she trusts rather than someone she fears, and Lisa is smart enough to know that potty training is destroying Sarah's emotional well-being. That inner conflict is over by the end of AMGR. Her babysitting jobs don't matter because she has Lisa to support her for the time being. The Higgins reaction doesn't matter to the primary conflict. Nor does her relationship with her mother, Emilia, or her friends matter to the main conflict. There are so many other avenues that could be explored in this story. I think the most fascinating is Samantha's story going forward because she went through a huge conflict. Another one that could be fascinating is Sarah confronting her mother, or building a relationship with Emilia after Emilia is an adult

I get so frustrated with many of Kindle stories out there, which is why I switched over to Wattpad for my primary reading. Most of the ones on Wattpad are lazy writing, but every once in a while, you get a good one. I'm mostly asexual and tend to skip past sex scenes. I don't enjoy reading about a man's cock penetrating a woman's vagina. I'm also repulsed by most spanking scenes. It's okay, if it is done right, or serves a purpose- the spanking scene in AMGR is an example of one that is done right. The other thing I don't like and tend to avoid is sissification stories, which I find misogynistic. Why does infantilization always have to male turn into a helpless little girl? PS- little girls aren't helpless and needing diapers doesn't mean you have to be a little girl. That concept just bothers me, and it is used in so much of ABDL fiction. Aside from the two stories that I've read from @MinnesotaWriter (Is he getting tired of us fawning over his books?), I'm enjoying The Family Baby by AgeregressionKitten. It is a weird regression story, with themes of foster adoption and the inner conflict that goes between someone wanting to be grown up and still wanting to be little. The main character is an adult whose mother is very over-protective (enough to require a suspension of belief). The mother has been an inspiration for the mother in the story that I'm working on at the moment. I read the Kylie Trilogy by Max Harper, which was well-written, but had some disturbing imagery. I couldn't put the book down while reading it, so that is a plus in my book. If you are familiar with it, Kylie is a girl who has incontinence issues brought on by trauma, and her mother, through the advice of a sadistic pharmacist, starts forcing her to wear diapers. Kylie ends up getting involved in this strange cult-type group and then has to escape from the group with the help of her current caregiver. I've enjoyed all of the Sakura Series by @Kita Sparkles a lot. The idea that Sakura can openly enjoy being babied in a nurturing way, and find a best friend who likes it, and then her sister being both a caregiver and a baby is fascinating. There is some manufactured conflict in the story, which is necessary to keep it going, but the characterization is really good. The baby and adult parts mesh together so well.

That one is one of the first stories I ever wrote. I hadn't thought about that one for a long time (it was written a really long time ago), and based off an old meme that was out there at the time Pampers Kids. Among the Amazon books, there are almost none like that. I'm hoping to get a thread going where we can discuss Amazon books, and not just recommend stories. Amazon stories tend to focus on the adult side and tend to be heavily focused on sex. The Sakura Series has a little bit of that element. Almost any story I write will have an element where the protagonist wants to wear diapers because every protagonist that I write has an element of me in him. Here is the thread I recently created to discuss the book recommendations: Amazon Book Club and recommendation's.

That represents almost all of the catalog, but there are some gems that are worth discovering and talking about.

Since it is my thread, I would have to do it, unless a Mod wants to take it over (Please do, it sounds like a big responsibility). My reaction to All Of My Girlfriend's Rules: Spoiler Alert! I loved this story because it mostly completes Sarah's recovery from her trauma. The end of AMMR has Sarah able to function as a somewhat normal teenager, but she is still holding a lot of the trauma inside her. We begin this story with her coming back to the Higgins from college and the situation is still somewhat tragic. It feels like she is destined to be alone and her bladder issues are still holding her back, especially because Lisa has fully conquered hers. At the beginning of the story, Sarah still hasn't shared what happened to her with her mother with anybody but her therapist, which she has stopped seeing. Lisa gets her to open up, which I loved how it was genuine caring. My favorite and most cathartic scene is when Sarah throws a massive tantrum after her frustration with failing yet another attempt to use the potty. I need to re-read that scene to get the full specifics of how Lisa gets a hold of her, but I love Sarah's inner dialogue when Lisa spanks her. She was tempted to use her safe word but doesn't because this time she needs to be punished. It led to Sarah accepting that potty training was only causing her anxiety and holding her back.

It is hard to pinpoint exactly when I got there. At first, I concentrated on peeing in my diaper every few minutes. It was kind of like the potty watch, only I peed in my diaper. That led me to a spot where I peed easily and stopped monitoring when I peed. I like to travel, and wearing diapers on a trip can be a PITA, especially if you are around other people most of the time. I managed a 2-week trip in 2019 wearing Pull-ups and only using diapers on the airplane (no way will I ever seat on an airplane without a diaper again) and tried to put all of my pees in the toilet. It worked, but I was eager to get back to diapers when I got home. After Covid and spending so much time by myself, I just stopped caring about holding my pee, trying to pee, or whatever. I wear diapers to work (and thick ones with a booster), but will pee in the urinal if I think about it. Most of the time, my diaper is a little damp when I leave, but sometimes it is ready to be changed before I leave. I almost always let out a large (for me) pee just before I step in my car. Compare 2019 to what is happening today. I'm traveling and trying to be potty trained this week. I'm wearing Pull-ups, but trying to use the toilet when I need to. It's exhausting because I'm constantly thinking about my bladder, and I've already had two leaks into my Pull-up. I've thought about conditioning myself to pee in underwear like I do a diaper. The diaper diaper makes a difference over the Pull-up, because I've experienced what happens when a Pull-up overloads itself. It happened on my 2022 trip with my cousin. I honestly don't know what the status of my bedwetting is. I don't sleep soundly the entire night. I go through about 6 or 7 REM cycles through the night. I know that I usually have a significant void when I am awake between 4 and 5 AM, and my diaper doesn't feel very wet before then. I don't know if I have peed before then, but I don't think my diaper is completely dry. After that, it happens quite a bit. Maybe I am aroused by the urge to pee, but it doesn't feel that way. After that, it happens quite a bit. I'm sure I could get up to use the toilet, but it disturbs my sleep.

One of the parts that I like the best when reading stories here is the discussion that we have about the story. Especially when it is a story that a lot of us are enjoying like what happened with All of My Mother's Rules. There are a lot of stories from Amazon and other sites that are good and I would love to discuss more like you would get in a book club. The sequel to AMMR, AMGR is one that I would love to hear reactions to beyond just the vague platitudes. I want to see if there is a desire for this type of discussion on this forum, and if not here, does anybody know of a place where it does occur? Inventory of recommendations: All of My Girlfriends Rules

In Maddy's case, part of it is getting away from dry nights. She soaked her bed and there is no way to hide what she did. She either admits that she did it on purpose, or wait for her parents to act. If this were a less patient author and one less obsessed with reality, I'd predict Maddy's room would magically convert to a nursery in the space of her taking a shower (an actual story I read on Amazon), but I know that @MinnesotaWriter is a little more nuanced with his plots. Trust me, we are in for a fun ride with this story. I know he won't tell us, but I wonder if we will want to cuss out the parents.

I think they would buy them until they realized they suck. There might be some who will buy them, but there is no hiding a crappy diaper. But, they can do well with a quality diaper and the name. Mind you, I'd have to see how RearZ sells compared to other brands to see how big the ABDL market is. I have no clue, and unless there are numbers, all we have is speculation.

I can, and I felt that I gained some success when I stopped worrying about it. What I wanted was to pee my pants without thinking about it, and that doesn't always happen. Sometimes I know well in advanced when I'm going to pee, especially if I'm sitting. However, most of them when I'm standing- my bladder squirts out pee at random times- and sometimes I have bigger voids with almost know process. The best way to describe is that my bladder has the authority to release without approval from the brain, but most of the time it lets my brain know. Sometimes my brain sends the hold signal- and it works. Sometimes the bladder bypasses the brain and releases without letting the brain know before hand. The less I worried about relaxing, the more often my bladder bypasses informing my brain.