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See "The Training of a Diaper Lover" for my story. http://www.dailydiapers.com/board/index.php?showtopic=33463&hl=
This is a very compressed summary of events that stretch over a period of 70 years. The link provided above and the discussions that follow provide more detail.
Although I was toilet trained by 2 ½ years old, diapers remained my primary underwear around home and for extended trips away from home. After age 6 and a transition period that lasted over a year, I no longer wore diapers during the day, but still needed them at night and on trips lasting more than an hour. It was during this time that my surreptitious diaper use began. My nighttime wetting stopped when I was 10 years old, however, I still wore diapers on long trips due to my small bladder capacity. As I got older, I was expected to use toilets when we stopped during our travels. The diapers were “just in case.” Even so, I still had bowel and bladder accidents as a teenager, especially if I experienced any anxiety causing situations during the trips. After age 16, I was no longer permitted to wear diapers at all. By this time, I had developed an absolute compulsion to wear diapers, but had to do so surreptitiously. This was also about the time that I concluded that the only way I would be permitted to wear diapers was if I was incontinent.
After moving away from home, I purchased and wore diapers with increasing frequency, but remained convinced that incontinence was my only route to societal acceptance of my need for diapers. Many binge/purge cycles later, I finally accepted the fact that my compulsive need for diapers was permanent. Through extended use and experimentation, I became increasingly confident wearing diapers away from home and during normal daily activities. As my diaper use increased, I first started nighttime wetting again followed some years later by daytime wetting. When I mentally accepted the fact that incontinence was indeed what I wanted, I gave up all bladder control and soon thereafter lost bowel control, too. As of today, I’ve been totally incontinent for several years and am quite content with my decision. Of course, most people half expect individuals my age to be wearing diapers, so that fact that I am is no major surprise.