lil_emms

mary beth is still having health problems and also real life problems as a lot of us know if family end up having to care for us if they dont understand our lifestyles we do have too hide. will continue sending good wishes too her and good thoughts once i hear more will keep you guys an gals informed

well think i need to get this off my chest. is in some ways linked to unsolicited pm's but through a different medium. If someone has a yahoo id listed on their profile it doesnt mean they wasnt to end up being approached by people all the time. Maybe i am old fashioned but to have some one im you without asking and telling you they added you to thier friends list when they are lurking in the chat room but not talking there i find to be very off putting. maybe if people would actually take the time to chat in the chat room before asking to add people to i'm lists would change other peoples attitudes. But it has been said before and probably will be said by others both for and against. but i just had to get this off my chest

love you too Daddy hugs an we will have fun

i'm not one for cynda bashing but she has made me angry over the months. There was times when people reached out only to be treated with distain hopefully things can return to mormal now and well we can get on with life. thank rosie from the quiet ones

for whats its worth for my two pennies worth curious i have a lot of time and respect for. time and again the olive branch has been stretched out to people and have repeatedly had it thrown back. to have people still arguing that person has won and really we need to pass on and let them get on with it. we know who our friends are and well really until proof of friendship that isnt used as a lever for the i will leave ploy well to be honest if your going to leave leave dont use it as a weapon

i do believe its safe here, alot of us do keep an eye out for each other.. hugz lil emms

just be patient the right lil one is out there for you

as a trans myself and fighting for reassignment and with the full range of feelings with gender dysphoria. (yes folks i do use big words sometimes). I have faced the void where the depression has become a crutch but yes it does still control me in a lot of ways. To those that say a desire to be trans, i would desire not to be trans but be someone who could be happy and intergrate in society. For myself i dont fit i am a stranger looking in or someone in a tank looking out at the so called normal world out there. i have not intergrated a side of my personality but i am my full personality i am a wisywig kind of girl and maybe thats what has given me strength. I aint gonna say transition is easy in fact its the damned hardest thing in the world i have done. I have lost friends and been cut away from my family but thats no big deal. I do know that now days we are not alone out here there are friends to be made shoulders to be leaned on and maybe someone there who can tell us we are human. I have looked in the mirror and seen a beast looking back at me. That thing there is not me i am me. But i will tell you i wont sugar coat the pill it dont become easier but it can become harder all i can offer is a hug and my fingers crossed for the other T girls out there and if any of you need a shoulder knock on my door i will always try to be there for a friend in need. hugs from lil emms

teddybear maybe if you feel strongly about it maybe you ought to try and set up your own venue thats what i did with the help of a friend

> >We are pleased to annouce that a NEW PLAYAREA for Adult Babies is >comming to the South of England... >PlayAway Nursery will open its doors on the 3rd June 2006 at 7pm and >will close at 00:00. >tickets will cost £15 per person and will be available as from >Tuesday 2nd May from Angel clothing in southsea telephone number >02392 815413 bookings can be taken over the phone or in person. > >We will be closing the ticket sales on Saturday 27th May 2006 for >the June event. >for further information regarding the event please email >playawaynursery@hotmail.co.uk.

yes i will function as a female in that area

to external appearences i will get girl bits but wont be able to make babies

hello to all that reads this. My name is emma both online and soon to be in real life. to some i may be classed as a sissy baby but the way it is to me is i am a TG baby gurl. I wasnt born a girl but over the next few years will be undergoing SRS to become the girl that i am trapped inside of this body. i am inside a lil girl of 12 months my ageplay is not sexual more emotional as i am looking for something i never really knew. I am not really bothered weather its a Mummy or Daddy or Aunty or Uncle i am just looking for someone who will hold my hand and show me the route to being who i am. I am not very girly looking or even the prettiest of people and i tend to be shy and unsure around people i dont know. I am very open about who and what i am and I am in someways a submissive but the submission of a child to an adult. I wear nappies all the time as i have bladder problems and get very little warning about toileting. I am also very sexually inexpierienced as the only thing i have ever known about things like that is hurt and pain. thank you for reading this huggs lil baby emms

i woulds like to add my comment to this. I am transgendered and am on the road to becoming the girl i am inside. I cant say for others but for me to be dressed as a baby girl is right for me. My AB side is because as others have i suffered abuse on all three levels coz i was thought of by my family as nothing more than a burden. but i would say being in baby dresses and looking cute is natural for alot of people within our lifestyle. Maybe we see baby girls as getting more attention and love but that is just my thoughts.