for those of you who haven't met me yet, my name is lovely, and i'm rather new here. i'm a 22 year old female who has been a DL (with AB tendencies) since the age of 15. i "came out" to my boyfriend of 7 months a couple weeks ago, just wanted to share the story...
so a few weeks ago i went to look something up on google on my phone and he caught a glimpse of an ABDL site, but he didn't know what it was. he asked me and i told him it was porn and he got all guy-like, trying to steal the phone to see and getting hot and bothered by the thought of me watching porn... and i freaked out. he didn't understand why i wouldn't let him see and thought it had to do with another guy or something, so finally to ease his mind i told him i had a fetish that was rather unconventional and i was kind of embarassed and didn't want to talk about it. after a lot of trying to get him to understand why it was such a big deal, i told him it was complicated and very emotional for me and promised to tell him when i was ready.
well of course i had never planned on telling anyone in my life, so now with the thought of having to tell him even 'eventually' i was sick to my stomach for a week... i have some mild anxiety problems anyway, and they were at an all time high. after a while i couldn't handle it anymore so i had a little liquid courage, just a beer or two, and told him. i admitted that i wore diapers at night until i was 12 because i wet the bed, and that after i grew out of it, i missed them, and that i discovered the ABDL community and realized i found the thought of being in diapers and sucking my thumb and generally acting 'little' every once in a while very comforting when i was stressed.
he asked me a few questions but he was so logical and calm... i couldn't believe it. i'm sure he thought it was weird, but not freakishly so, and he didn't show it at all. he said it made sense psychologically because of some things i went through in childhood and my teenage years, and joked about playing 'baby' with me, but i know he will. funny story, he calls me baby affectionately all the time and after i had spilled my guts we had an intimate cuddle moment... he said "I love you, baby. um, i mean... i love you, dear" and just started laughing hysterically. it was awesome and broke all the tension and now it's an inside joke between us
sorry, that was long. i just feel like a million ton weight has been lifted off my shoulders and i can't dance around and throw confetti and be excited to anyone else i could have cared less if he would participate in any of my AB fantasies, all i really wanted was not to have to bottle it up, and for him to be able to find an ABDL site on my computer or a pack of diapers in my closet and not freak out... his real reaction was so much better.
*bounce bounce bounce bounce bounce* i'm just so happy. i hope everyone finds love and acceptance like this someday, you all deserve it.