Hi, I've lurked here for quite awhile now but could never quite work up the courage to actually post something. It was only at the behest of my Mommy (my fiance) that I was even able to in the first place. You know even starting something so simple as just saying "hi" was difficult. So let me start off by saying thank you instead. Thank you for being here when things got rough. Reading other stories helped me gain perspective on my own life that has been invaluable to me when I was trying to make sense of my own feelings. Truthfully, I don't feel as if i've fully accepted myself as a member of the AB/DL community but it seemed silly not to and this first post is an attempt to rectify that. The only person holding me back was myself and there was no reason for that. So i repeat, thank you.
So, Hello! I'm a 21 year old male who lives on out on the east coast engaged to a lovely woman who may or may not one day decide to post here. I'm by in large an Adult Baby although sometimes just relaxing in a diaper is in of itself a comforting experience that doesn't really require any of the extras. Although i find it hard to extract myself from my pacifier at any given moment even when i'm not actually wearing so figure that one out lol. I haven't been wearing for very long in reality. I made the mistake of telling my parents about these feelings some time ago which resulted in a long chain of events that really only led me to suppressing my feelings which the only thing that accomplished was driving me nuts. Anyway, i don't live with them anyway so since then i've ordered a few packs and the feeling of comfort when wearing has almost no equal (almost). I wish i could wear them more often then I do but half of that has to do with monetary reasons and the other half has to do with my own comfort level. I'm still not 100% comfortable with myself but like i said, me posting here is an attempt to rectify that. Heck, not too long ago i couldn't even type the word "diaper" without feeling uncomfortable. But also like i said, it was silly to stress about this sort of thing. I'm not harming anyone and it feels good so more huzzahs to us for finding something like that. I hope I can contribute to many discussions and perhaps write a story or two which used to be a modus operandi of sorts for me but i fell out of the habit due to college and work. Other then this, my main hobbies are playing video games and surfing the inter-web discussing various things. I think incidentally most of my spare (and not so spare) cash goes to furthering my already extensive video game collection. Although i'd like to allocate more over to this... hobby? Fetish? Lifestyle? I don't really know what the appropriate word to use is lol. So let me end this by saying once again, Hi, hello and thank you
P.S - The name i choose just happened to be kind of random, it is the name of a villian in a video game i enjoy and plus it has no connection to any of my other names. Maybe i'll ask for it to be changed as i grow more acquainted with posting but until then, Fontaine i shall be.