[Do You Think Anyone Will Notice?]

more like do you really care if they do. I wear woman's shoes/snadles and nail polish, or slacks sometimes maturity, and blouses, some maturity tops even. and I go as a guy in the girls clothes. lol and I do it on purpose.

I wear woman's bracelets and not always, but a lot of times an engagement ring, with my wedding band. I carry a baby doll around sometimes and sometimes I push my baby in a stroller. Ya there's weird rummers, some true, some lies. But I love my world. And I hate there's.

Only trouble is; sometimes they run aside each other or cross at the same areas, and that's when bob normal people see ya and make up things that are not even true.

Because there freak paranoids, they lie about you. spread rummers about stuff they did not ever see, and than next thing ya know your scary or something to others.

Well spend your moneys, waste your time, follow and watch me all ya want too. Because I dont do a thing bad naughty or illegal so platttt to the jerk on the walkway and his friends who are after me, to see who I am or whatever. I got rites to be myself, as I please. I will be there as I wish, its been over 10 years and the last 3 years and I am still playing there and your still not fast enough. almost 2 times you was, but I see in the dark you dont. you need lights I dont.

I played there for years than ya advertised the walkway. I was seen for years by people, but now your after me. you invited more and more people some now fib or something, I didn't change me at all. You back off. I was there first. even before it was a walkway and it was swamps and woods.

[Shout Out ! Where Ya From ?]

I am from Du Bois, Pa and I dont mind company either. come visit stay a day or 2 and play were I do in my photos. except maybe the walkway too many smart asses there rite now, lol

but ya can be a baby after that, or sissy, lol

sometimes ya just gotta dress as a sissy or regular type clothes until past the people, like up or back the walkway.

But not before or after it. Thats playtime.

[Maxi Pads]

I also tried the pads, have some around now too. I prefere diapers all the time, but I sometimes just want to be a girl in undies for a little while. especially if diaper rash.

I have tried most. my favorite are for maturnity. but I like wide and thick when I am being a woman or a little girl. I like them fine for me, but not for photos of me in my baby clothes. They dont cover enough to make me feel like the little girl I am, So I dont share many photos in undies, because they just dont make me comfortable as a woman let along as a baby.

[Little Girls' Bedtime]

dolly baby amy every night, sometimes baby emily, a bottle, my pad i put under me in case diaper leaks. userlly a diaper across my pillow and top amys hair to stop the milk from the bottle from leaking on them. sometimes it moves than I have a sour pillow too. I have a diaper under my pillow. I sleep in a dress also. I also play baby music on a computer by the bed for that only. but I have to turn it off while I sleep or I dont sleep I listen to the music.

[Dolly]

Oh My Goodness! YES! YES! YES! I am Dolly crazy, LOL look around my name I take photos of my dollys alone and with me. and forget collectables. lol If I get them there to enjoy. They become my BABIES!

[The 3 Word Story]

licked a liquorice

on the way

[Your Real Name!]

Glenn

WOW! thought i had already been in here and forgot. Its startling when you see your name.

Hi Glenn

I am Glenn Bailey from Pennsylvania

Some old friends and my parents called me Glenda for years than Jane. Not my choices! It was there's. But I went back to Baby Amy and Mommy Otha that's what I lived as inside and what I am known bye now. Some people still call me Glenn around town, and my brothers and sisters.

[Omg, I'M Fat!]

I am a little heavy in the tummy and its gonna stay there because i want it there. Its for me to pretend I am preggy. I just dont want it to spread around.

Well, let us see the courage of your convictions: Call him up and take it up with him. You have made not one releventt (read medical) point here. Even though most of what you say is true and even if all of it is true, it just does not matter here. As an opthamologist and trained in surgery, he knows the medical territory and how to evaluate what is put forth. He not only tells you what, but how come. I can verify some of his methodology from my own training in Research Methods. I also know when he is blowing it out his bazooka and generally disagree with 88% of his views on psychology. Now, if I said he knows what he's talking about, it is because he brings out the reasearch to back it up and states whether or not a piece of research is to be taken as good based on prameters that I, for one, understand. Crack open a book on research methods and do not let the t-test or Ducan Range Test scare you.

This goes back to something I said in the 1980's "Never argue with the natives unless you have convincing proof to the contrary. For one thing, the natives live there and know the territory. The could BS you to the moon and, unless you know the facts better, you would not be able to know it". Or, as Jimmy Buffett put it in one of his songs "Don't try to talk about what you've never seen or you just might end up in my song" and the fact that you are trying to convict him on irrelevencies that would get you tossed out of Logic 101 is proof of that (and yes, I've taken, or been taken by, Logic 101 and know a subtle Ad Hominem Fallacy when I see it)

[Diaper Stuffers]

That'll be an Abri-Let Maxi

While huge, I don't find them to be all that absorbent - all pulp no SAP.

I ticked 'baby diaper boosters' which seems the best fit for what I'm using at the moment. I get them from Babies R Us and they're made by Tranquillity. While Babies R Us position them as a baby diaper stuffer, the packaging suggests they're designed for youth diapers. They've got loads of SAP, get very bulky and squishy and add a lot to even a bad diaper

I've also got some of the Abena stuffers in the diaper cupboard and some of Bambino's new ones coming tomorrow.

Is this what those abri ones are. I also dont like mine either. I love the abri diapers totally hate the printed lines but the fillers were like paper and instead of holding more wet like promised they loaded slow and were in way of the diaper so ran down me legs. Abri form diaper is good and thick what was I thinking. so I went back to x-large baby diapers inside mine when i want to be over stuff and have big padded diapers on. or 2 abri's of course. I dont like there boosters thats for sure.

In the pics below that is diaper wrapper not the pads wrapper.

I am using them for loaded diaper pics like tub or at creeks, because they will hold a lot of water when soaked. but when i stand up i leak a alot and so for a fast wetting not for me.

[Do You Keep Your Pacifier In Your Mouth All Night?]

I tend to lose mine during the night, and have only awakened two times with it still in place.

pacifiers I love, but afraid not much at night. I lose them all the time and than Me too tired to find them, after go to bed.

I do use a paci for daytime naps.

I am a bottle at night baby. 2 reasons first because I have had a baba almost every night of my life. and also because I have chronic asthma and chronic acid reflux. here is the baby part.

They say dont eat or drink 3 hours before bed time. huh made no difference for me. same for the bed up on bricks, but it helps some. I make me a bottle, I add the liner, some strawberry quick, a touch of baby calf syrup, and a little sugar. add the milk.

I grab a cheap diaper open it, fold it over backwards, lay it on my pillow. put my bottle and my head on the diaper and try to sleep. and I do prop the bottle so it stays in my mouth.

I wake up because I calf every hour or 2 so I refill the bottle and do it all over facing the other way every-time. and I admit I sometimes move and the bottle leaks and my pillow stinks of sour milk. but I just cant sleep with out a baba.

some rare nights I run out of milk and know it I will find a couple paci but userily no milk I use an empty bottle.

[Has Anyone Still Been Sucking A Dummy/Pacifier While Living With Their Parents With Their Knowledge?]

I keep having these weird dreams where I'm living at home with my parents & I have a dummy & my mum sees me sucking it. I feel really embarrassed but keep doing it & then it is kind of accepted that this is what I do. So I'm just wondering if anyone has actually had this happen in real life.

yes been seen so many times. I got to were I didn't care about family or friends seeing me. There is days i wont days i do. like at night i suck a bottle or pacifier in town. i dont do it in daylight. and also i grew up live alone now and dont care anymore. lol be young be careful. it dose start rumors and gossip from people who see ya several times on the street. not always good for ya rumors either.

whoops, spell checker. sometimes i forget and correct others spelling with mine lol.

[Daily Diapers]

As the title of this website implies, Just how many people here really do wear diapers on a daily basis?

wow a lot of reply's I wear diapers 24/7 also. I cant make it to the potty either. I stand up I just go. I tell ya I would wear them even if I did not have bladder troubles because they make me feel safe and I feel like a girl with them on and we all look the same diapered. If we get good think diapers, that is.

[Long Time Lurker, Finally Worked Up The Courage To Register.]

yep your correct, until after the operations anyway. I made the mistake of sharing my baby interests. Boy do I wish I did not now. I did not know about ab and abdl back than so I believed I was not normal and of course I was, so he said He needs to know that I know I am sure first and I would never get the operation until I lived as an adult woman a couple years first. I lived as a woman for 2 years than pa quit paying for the operation when my time got close. and the baby side well consulers dont understand that.

so do not share the baby side. dl maybe, after. keep it for a frend you want to spend your life with. and share it with the rest of us if you still want too after those operations.

I have felt abused, ripped off, and hurt all my life, that I did not get my sex change operation. actually I live pissed off. So I wish YOU good luck with it.

Umm...

hi...

I've been lurking around various ABDL boards since I stumbled across the community 5 or 6 years ago, but was always too terrified of someone being able to trace my accessing the site back to me to ever post on them. I really wished I could talk to other people about my interest, but have always been too ashamed to even mention it to my therapist (although lately, the issue has been weighing heavier on my mind. I even wore a diaper to my last session with her, though if she noticed she didn't say anything). I'm in therapy for gender identity disorder (among other things), and although I got off to a rocky start when I first started transitioning four years ago, everything seems to be falling into place now. Although I'm still pre-op, I'm living as female full time without much trouble passing, have stared hormones, and am out to pretty much everyone. My enthusiasm to embrace my trans and queer identity strongly contrasts with my ABDL side, which is the one aspect of my personality that I feel must be hidden at all costs. I have been pushing the boundaries lately, though. I have a pair of shortalls that I wear everywhere, sometimes even with my hair in pigtails, and the other day I bought a cute romper while I was out with my parents (they didn't seem to think anything of it, and even complimented me on it). These are all, however, still within the boundaries of things younger, hipper adults would wear. I have a pretty kinky group of friends, and they're generally not shy about their various fetishes, but none of them seem comparable to using a diaper. I know a fetish board probably isn't the best place to look for support, but I guess I just need to know that I'm not a freak.

[Well That Was Dumb]

I guess I did all there talking about. I got me 1 of those big square pads. I think like rubber bottom. It never leaked through that. and I can take it to a friends house. Or put it on the bus seats on bad days.

I only get wet stains when I "over" wet a diaper and forget that pad. I am up every hour or 2 because I have cronic asmha and cronic acid reflux. sleeping for me stinks.

But that's why my pad stays put. I wake up choking, walk around fix it again and go back to sleep. My trouble is I stink up my pillow with sour milk and replace it ever month or so. I mean it gets rotten stinky. I play pregnant so I wash it and use it for stuffing my tummy.

I tired lots of things over time. first just baby diapers in undies. big fail at bedtime good daytime though. than I found they sold adult diapers first I thought I had 1 choice and they was thin and leaked. on furniture and my bed. later found some places sold thicker diapers and med and that was great still wear thick when I got the money for those. only leak on furniture if too big a size or I filled them to much.

bedtime and thick diapers have been pretty good. now with a pad even better.

before that I remember putting plastic garbage bags on mattress. fails big time. than I taped those together and they still wad up and fail. later I found thin plastic fitted mattress covers lol there a laugh. 2 time there busted and ripped than they also wad up.

now I have my mattress in a big thick bag a piece of furniture came in. I took it wrapped it around and its huge like 2 twin side bye side in size. lol so after fighting it and getting it on it I diaper tapped it round and round. oh diaper tape is dollar store 2 inch clear package tape. I go around my diapers with it when the tabs are worthless. or if I want a full load diaper on and for it to stay up for photos and playing awhile. note if ya tape them on tight like I do watch it, really, around lightly to hold tabs is okay, but tight can hold your stools in. I find I cant poop for a couple days and need a lax if I were the really tight taped on diaper all day long.

well I have the gift of gabby, so I am gonna go.

I hear many people talk about a mattress being "ruined" by it getting peed on but my 10+ year old serta is still in great shape

The pee stains on mine extend from nearly end to end and side to side on both sides Ruined? Not at all; just well-broken in

I always pause and giggle when I change the sheets and see the reminder of the real me, then put the thin plastic and regular sheets back on for the next go-round Having a wet bed is one of the few advantages to living alone- since it's not bothering anyone you don't have to do any extra work changing sheets

Bettypooh

[Ab/dl's In Pennsylvania]

hi i am in dubois pa

[Diaper Play In Central Pa]

I live in dubois but no car. But if you do ya can visit if ya like. I am aloud company over night if ya need a place spend a night or 2 on a visit. I have a couch that is a bed too. and I have a floor. lol. not aloud any pets at all not even visitors pets. If ya look at my photos. there's a walkway, fields, and a creek past mall. and of course the streets.

we have a bus here. can ride it to mall and go play at creek and walk back, to my house before or after dark, down the walkway. I like in dark best when it like really late or really early, like 1am, than I can just leave my girls clothes on all the way back home.

or can walk up in daytime it dont matter, but than i have to dress more reasonable and I dont like too.

This letter for you or anyone any age that can come to dubois. play, walk, maybe eat out, go take photos and wade in creek unless winter of course. winter is no fun. Bring a toy you can carry around I do. I think nothing of putting my dolly into a buggy and pushing her in it up the walkway. so if ya have a toy too dont worry about it. If ya like to wear childish looking clothes that's fine too. I userly wear play clothes too.

Just slacks/shorts in daytime and a blouse.

But at Private places less or no people, than I wear skirts or dresses and after dark I wear dresses and skirts.

814 371 6467 babyamy1yr@gmail.com body age 52 march 1958 color/race dont matter either

[What'S Stuck In Your Head?]

For now, nothing is stuck in my head that I cant enjoy. I do remember when I used to play Nintendo that merino brothers and the ducks cartridge. That game when ya got done that music was still playing in your head for days after. after i was off it a couple weeks i junked my game. but when I had it. I could not get away from it.

The only other voices in my head, LOL They need to stay there. There the little ME'S!

[Sissies Round Up!]

Thanks. I had a song in my head at the time. Can anyone guess which one?

Hello I am still newish to sissy's in here. Just saw the long long thread. I have a camera AND i ALSO LIKE TO BUY MY CLOTHES AT REALLY CHEAP STORES Userily at Goodwill or Salvation army thrift store. I get many woman's and teens clothes even some toddler size if there some i can fake for pics.

I get maternity tops because they look like baby dresses already. and I like my diaper to show so i can show I am a baby. than there is clothes too small I either cut the back or the front to get into them and than were a sweater over back or just take photos from one side.

Than there is days I dont be a baby or a 5 year old. There are days when I be an adult woman all day long and other days when i just want to have my own babies. than I wear the maturity clothes alone and stuff my bathing suit with a ripped open pillow. those days i userly also take some chubby baby amy photos too. I have a chubby baby in me too, lol

My photos are in my albums if ya want to look at my profile. I read alot of the threads in sissy. But I admit not all and I even skimmed over a lot. sorry, but I want to go play today.

[Newbie Babyamy B2G]

I am newborn clear up to a toddler. Some of the da, but mostily when I go to sleep.

I am age 5 a lot of the time, like now as Big Baby Amy. I also have a Mommy Otha life, she is our Mother. She wears diapers too.

like others I like to color and play with my toys. I collect Dolls. But I take them out and get photos too.

yuK! on that collections, were someone else gets your treasures when your old. I am a baby and I want to play now! I play with my babies.

I liked the baby rugrats movies. hate the all grownup ones. I like kids stuff from everything like tv shows - too - just toys around the house. I sorry but I have zero interest in any sports. unless its like tossing a beach ball maybe. I don't like anything that may hurt if it hits me.

I like to dress as a girl 24/7, but can dress as a guy if called for. Than back to me fast.

so because i rather be dressed as a girl or baby girl i spend most my time home or out away from the people. like creeks, fields, mountains, woods. I also like to ride bicycle.

hows that for newbie