Guilend

You did what you thought you had to do, it isn't up to anyone else to make you feel sorry for it. Hold your head up and smile, you are a good person and a talented writer. If you decide to, you could work on getting a back log again and then start posting again. It's up to you though, as always you do what you need to and what you feel is right for you. Smile, the sun came out today (well it came out somewhere, it's cloudy here, just need some meatballs and it might be a movie *grin*)

That's ok Kimmy. We understand. I will have a chapter out today, even though my story isn't nearly up to par with yours just yet, it will give everyone something new to read today. As always, LOVE this story.

I was hoping you'd notice what I was trying to go for, yet again you seem to always be on the same page as me. Always knowing what I was trying to say or write. Even if I don't always know how to word it. You have been the greatest. Thank you sooo much. This is true, but that particular part I was aiming for those that are versed in the DD universe. I am sure many of my readers have read a lot of those since I am currently the only author writing a DD story at the moment, well posting one anyway. I am sure many are writing them, just not all posting them right now. Thank you. It's so good to see more and more people commenting on my story. I now know how @bbykimmy feels and what she keeps talking about. I am even starting to get likes. I am so happy right now and it's all because of all my readers and their comments.

tell me about it. I can't comment more on that or I would be giving away a spoiler on a new story I had started a while ago, though I have to start it over since I lost it. I can't wait, I have just been too busy irl to do a lot of writing, I didn't even get a back log on my current story this past weekend like I had planned. This game I have gotten back into has tied up a lot of my free time.

Yeah, I wasn't going to color that one, but I was afraid it would get lost in the paragraph. I might stop coloring any side characters that don't show up much, but the doctor is her doctor so he will be in a few chapters.

My whole family is huggers, they hug everyone. Normally I don't like to be touched, something I have just realized, but it seems my brain can shut that part off long enough for a friend or family member to get a hug in. It is what it is. I have come to terms with a lot. The past can't hurt me, but I can learn from it and move on. WHAT, but, but, but, we all want to see her do that. *grin*

it was meant to be a stupid statement, even in a Little friendly civilization it's it's rare to see a Little doctor and even more so in a small town. It was more of a "Yes I am a Little, now get over it and lets move on" sort of statement. Dammit lol. I had first off accidently made it the same color as the Little doctor and it was caught in editing. I didn't remember what Daria's new text color was so I messed up lol. thanks for catching it.

That is true. I didn't see that my first marriage was bad till long after I stepped away from it. Not sure why since she literally almost killed me by smothering me with a pillow for no reason other then I didn't hear our baby son crying in his crib next to me, after i feel asleep after working 12+ hours and she was there to take care of him. No idea how I was able to pick her up and throw her off of me, she's not a small person at all.

there is way more to it then the last sentence, but I wanted something that was short, to the point and shock everyone. I bet no one saw that coming lol

At the end you will find out that the main character is a lover of Adele's and they decided to play a game where Adele wipes her memory and gives her new ones and this is all part of a game they planned together.

Chapter 14 I woke up the next morning by the sound of the door opening, or at least I hoped it was the next morning. I saw the same nurse from the morning before walk in. She had that same smile and cheerful look as before. I shifted in my bed and realize that my diaper was wet again, I vaguely remember a nurse changing me sometime in the night. I blushed from both the embarrassment of knowing I wet my diaper and knowing the this pretty hot nurse was going to be changing it. I then felt myself get wet down there for a whole other reason, now I was really not looking forward to her changing me. What if she noticed that I was a tad too excited and that I liked diapers? I then got very afraid. What if she started beating me like Mommy did? “Are you okay?” The concerned nurse asked me. She waved her hand in front of my face, but I was so far gone that I didn’t notice. I was in my happy place. The nurse just sighed and checked my vitals before leaving to get the doctor. “I think she is coming around. Don’t do anything to startle her, she might go further into her mind and then we might never get her back.” I was not sure who was talking, but when I blinked my eyes a few times I could see that the clock on the wall had advanced several hours and a tall man in a doctor's coat standing at the foot of my bed right next to the nurse from this morning. “W-what happened?” I asked, very confused. The last thing I remembered was the nurse walking in, I had no memory of what happened between then and the present moment. I must have fallen asleep. “Well, it appears something scared you and you zoned out, it’s your minds way of protecting itself.” Came the reply from this new doctor that just walked in. She was a Little, hence she was much shorter than anyone in the room. She wasn’t dressed as a doctor, but was wearing a long business style dress that almost touched the top of her shoes, and her hair was done up in a bun on her head. She also wore a pair of glasses, which is unusual since most eye problems can be easily fixed these days. “Hello Jess, my name is Dr. Bee. I am a mental health doctor and yes, I am a Little. I have read through your file and even came in and checked on you a half hour ago.” “Hi?” was all I could get out. I not sure if her being here was a good or bad thing. It sounded bad. “Can I have the room now, please. I think it’s best if I talk with her alone and let her know what’s going on. Thank you!” Bee said with authority that I have never heard from a Little before. Everyone cleared the room, the tall doctor was mumbling something about “When are we going to know what the fuck is going on.” if the Little heard it, she didn’t respond. Now that it was just us, she took a little sized seat and moved it to the side of my bed and set down in it. “Okay, as I said before, I am a mental health doctor. What I didn’t say before is that I work for the government. What I am about to tell you is not that secret, but we are not going to go public just yet since we currently don’t know all the facts Now, are you feeling up to understanding what happened to your friend and in turn, what happened to you? I am sure you have noticed by now, you are an unusual Amazon.” I just nodded to her not really knowing what I could say. I am unusual for an Amazon, I like to piss and shit myself and I want someone to spank me. I was not sure how I feel about that now. “A few years ago, the same time you were living in the city, strange things started happening that no one understood. Amazons started going crazy and snatching up Littles right off the streets. Even Middles and eventually other Amazons started being snatched. After you left the city, things got worse. Instead of it being just a few here and there and never in public, Amazons got to where they didn’t care who was watching. They’d snatch anyone that they could. At first it looked like the Amazons were taken at complete random. Later we learned it wasn’t random at all. Scientists discovered something that changed our entire history. What I am about to tell you right now is not known to the public and we would like to keep it that way for now. You will have to promise me you will not tell anyone until it has been released to the public. Can you do that for me?” “I promise.” My throat was getting dry at this point and I reached over to my bedside table and grabbed some water to drink as she continued. “Many years ago Amazon’s used to be Littles.”

I will be waiting at the edge of my seat for the world to end as we know it. Which I already am on the edge of my seat so I don't have to go far lol.

I loved it. I already know I can't have a vanilla relationship, I tried that with my first wife. As far as I know, she was vanilla, but I feel she was into kink, but never shared that part of herself with me and she was not into anything that I was and am into. Though I was young at the time and I wasn't even sure what all I was into at the time since I hadn't had the chance to explore much into kink in general.

Sounds completely fair to me. Just know in my opinion, you are a good person, you write very well. You don't need perfection in a world of humans, you won't find it. Just look at yourself in the mirror every morning and say "Damn, I woke up sexy again." Smile and know at that moment you decided to make today a good day. TBH, i do that every morning, believe it works. It just takes time for you brain to believe it.

dammit, I forgot haha. So, you got me again lol.

I am glad you are helping him out. That is a great story and what happened to him sucks. I wish @redwelch2222 a speedy recovery. He's on my top ten favorite authors here. If I had 10 favorite authors. Don't worry Pink, you are on that list as well. Yay, another girl. I am sure you know where my head just went, so I won't bother posting that lol. I am hoping it's a big hammer. Unless you want it to be funny and it be one of those very small hammers. It would be funny, it's a small hammer, but then it get bigger when he swings it. The monsters will be like WTF a small hammer lol *BAM* WTF that little hammer hurt.

@bbykimmy I am with Trip on this. You are one of the BEST authors on this forum and could easily go out and write your own book. There are also many of us here that truly care about you. I am just glad you are back, if this was rl I would be hugging you right now. Be well Kimmy and feel loved.

Was I the only one that knew what was going to happen by the time they got home from the airport? Oh and it was a very good story. 10 out of 10

If you do read it, make sure you have a bottle of milk and a diaper on so afterwards you can go lay down and find a happy place. I am not sure how you are mentally, this might be too much, so if you do read it and it starts to get too much, just stop reading it. I don't want it to ruin you day, or break you. I care to much for the few friends I have on here to let anything happen to them if I can help it. But the story is very sad, but happy too. It had me crying in many places, some because I was happy, some because I was sad.

It's a hard one to read, some parts make you want to punch something, cry and throw up all at the same time. For you, I would advise you not to read it, but it's your choice, but I would feel like a crappy friend if I didn't at least warn you about it first.

Damn, I just finish Little Luzy, I stayed up after midnight these past two nights trying to finish it. It was fantastic, once I got into it a ways I almost couldn't put it down (sleep tends to force people to stop reading lol)

Yeah, I remember the first time I started reading that one. I was like OMG this story was written just for me lol. I think I have read it at least twice now. And now that I know where to find it, I will most likely read it again.

I will, I have been occupied lately with a game, It's a text base game that I played for almost two years, but I haven't played it for some time. Now that I am back to playing it I have to remake a bunch of settings. It's one of the things that makes most people not want to play text base games, but I like doing it. I also looked at some of your other stories and found out that I have actually read more of your stories then I thought. And one of the stories I REALLY LOVE I didn't know you wrote it lol. I can't remember the name of it, but it's about the student that was suppose to be graduating and the teacher is holding her back.

I figured if he wanted to be named as my editor then he could be the one to say. It was not my place, some people like to stay in the background so I left it up to him. He has been awesome. Even after I am really sure I have it perfect he always finds something I can improve upon. I have learned a lot writing the last few chapters.

Yes, it would have. I am still not sure if i will put it all in the next chapter, I might split it up some how into two chapters, that way I can spread it out enough so the readers can have their time at asking their questions and understanding it in small doses. And it would drag the story out a few more chapter. Also I won't be posting any chapters this weekend, but I will be writing them. I want to get some back log going and this weekend will be the best way of doing that. It might be some time before I start posting the spin off once I am done with this story. I was given some info that will help me write better and I will be using that. It will be better then this story for sure.