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Okay I know it's an obvious one but: What a sh*thead! Lolz

I like to wear a Bambino diaper and a onezie to bed. Sometimes when I wake up from a particularly deep sleep I look down and see what I'm wearing and actually forget I am not really a baby. What a nice way to start the day.

You should tell her, lol. It's not like she can blame you. Man, I thought my mom was nuts :S

I just masturb8 if I get up early, makes up for the sleep loss woot!

Well being 135lbs doesn't mean anything, I've met women who look very skinny but weigh 135 lbs and others who look fat at about the same weight. Don't be so hung up on weight. It sounds like you are way too obsessive about your body anyways so maybe you should learn to love yourself for your virtues instead of what you perceive to be your faults. 500 calories in a day is less than one third of what is considered a starvation diet; eat more! It's good you've taken an interest in fitness by working out but being in shape often means gaining weight because you tend to develop muscle, it's not a bad thing. Anyways, for what it's worth I know how you feel, I am not content with my body either. I work out all the time and no matter how healthy I eat I still can't get rid of my man boobs. It pisses me off that I look like such a couch potato even though I am more fit than most people on this planet. I try to take my own advice and love me for me.

Well I've had success becoming a bed wetter by simply wearing each night and removing sources of anxiety surrounding wetting. I have a plastic sheet and a mattress pad too. I wear in the daytime too to weaken my sphincter muscles a bit though I don't wear 24/7. Basically you can be fairly certain of success if you don't sleep much one night, say just a few hours, and then go to bed the next night full of water. You'll be really tired so it'll be easier to fall asleep even though you'll need to pee. Hold it in while trying to sleep (this might take quite a while to do) and then you'll most likely wet while you sleep. Keep doing this and it will become more and more ingrained in your mind. Hypnosis tapes and a genuine desire to do this help a lot. Of course you don't have to deprive yourself of sleep all the time but that can help get the ball rolling.

This is great to read. I have always been really active which seems pretty much at odds with wearing diapers which I'm inclined to do more often. I'm considering trying 24/7 too but can't imagine doing the strength training and martial arts I do in diapers. I also do a lot of cycling and even bicycle touring so I don't know how much of hassle it would be to do all that in padding. Cycling is okay short distances but I can't imagine doing 180 kms or more in a day on a diaper. Padding and bike seats are a bad mix. I'd really like to hear from some people who do martial arts and wear diapers. I'm kind of reluctant to fight now as I'm reaching that point where I wet in my sleep and getting knocked out might trigger that so I almost have to wear diapers when fighting, lol. Sure would be embarrassing to get knocked out and wake up having wet myself. To those who run in diapers: How long can you run before the chafing rubs your legs raw? I used to run up to 6 hours at a time and might get back into that if it's not going to disrupt my enjoyment of wearing diapers.

Wow, kudos to you DLHoopz on joining the military, that's badass! I often wondered how my secrets would fare if I had become a soldier too. It's worse for me though since I'm a guy with girl junk though. Oh if only that could be hidden under the rug, lol. Anyways, much respect to you.

Wow I am amazed that this thread is still high up on the active threads list. Disappointed that it has been hijacked though. Why not create a new topic if you want to debate on extraneous subjects? Thanks for your input Lea. The reason I have this problem is because my vagina, unlike that of a natal female's remains more open at all times. I get the impression this is not uncommon as the neo-vagina that was created in me is essentially a wound as opposed to a properly functioning organ. Anyways, if anyone cares I've tried using lots of Vaseline in my vag to avoid getting pee in it and have been reasonably successful but ultimately I have to douche every morning if I want to feel and smell really clean. That's sure going to make going on wilderness excursions extra interesting but I suppose there are worse things to suffer.

That was real?! I thought it was just made up. Man that sounds mindblowing. I'd love to be treated like a baby by a woman and cared for so tenderly. Whoo. Thanks for the read

Yeah actually there's a fair amount of info available on the subject online. Wish I could remember some of the sources I was looking at the other night. Apparently, it's a hell of a lot easier to wet the bed if you did it when you were a kid. Hope you get what you want. Honestly, it's not without it's problems but for me wetting the bed and not having it be such a big deal as it was when I was a kid is really great. I suppose there's some good reason for that. NE ways...

I've thought about doing the 24/7 thing now for a while though I feel as thought it may be a very slippery slope since if I wear for even 2 days straight I usually find myself nearly having an accident while at work. The compulsion is strong though and I may just throw caution and sense to the wind. For some reason I actually like having a hard time holding it in.

To the last poster: I am sure it's possible to start wetting the bed again if you want to or not. The brain is pretty complicated after all and a lot of things could cause you to go back to your old ways. Once or twice I had a similar experience to yours before embracing the idea of bed wetting more openly. Now I just wear diapers to bed every night and enjoy waking up wet

Well given the subject matter, is it any wonder diaper enthusiasts have curiousities surrounding bed wetting? I find it funny you don't see this dredging as inevitable.

Oh yeah and Pudding....I want my vag to heal up and a big shlong to pop out again, lol. Having a neo-pussy SUCKS! Being trans in general sucks actually. I should've just stayed as a guy. I guess I am an anomaly amongst anomalies though. Cute gif BTW

Wow, I am rather annoyed that after a relatively long absence I return to find little on-topic information and just a bunch of accusations and insults to my intelligence. If you must know, pee in my diapers gets forced into my vag ostensibly by the pressure created from wearing what is kind of like a sponge in the crotch. Presumably this would happen to post-op MTFs quite easily since the vag tends to be more open all the time as opposed to the vagina of a genetic woman. This wouldn't be a big issue for me if not for the fact I like to go camping once in a while and in places with no shower facilities and I now am a bedwetter thanks to consistent wearing/wetting of diapers at night. Oh and why shouldn' I use the word pussy casually? It's a common name for something that can't be referred to with concision using unnecessary clinical terms neo vulva/vagina seems like a lot of extra typing just to avoid ruffling a few feathers. Besides, am I really being raked over the coals on a site for people often derided as being perverts? I'd think the trem pussy is about as benign as can be on a site such as this. Having to have to post things with endless prefaces and qualifiers just to avoid pissing people off is kind of a waste of time and frustrating especially when you inevitably miss something and get flamed anyways, seems like a lot of trans people could stand to just chill out a bit. I mean nobody any disrespect so just relax.

So I am new to wearing diapers with a pussy though I have had my pussy since 2003. I wear to bed and every morning I wake up and have pee in my vagina so I'm wondering if there's a way to avoid that without giving up wearing diapers. Anyone else have this problem? Is it an MtF thing only or do genetic women get it too? I don't know. And yeah it says I am a boy because I live as a guy now...long story, lol.

Hmm, I am curious to know more about this. I have been wearing to bed for 16 nights in a row and I think I'm getting to a point where I might wet a few times a night while sleeping but mostly I am awake when wetting. I wonder if anyone else has done the wetting thing and given it up on occasion. I want to wet the bed but on the unlikely chance I find a woman who can stand me I'd like to be able to stop. I also don't fancy having to wear diapers while camping and hiking so more info from people would be nice

Sure, PM away.

Hmm, you know I always laughed at those commercials for various medications when at the end they get the fast-talking bloke on there listing off the numerous potential side effects. Cure your depression but become impotent, bald, incontinent and temporarily insane! Where do I sign up? Lol. And no this isn't a dig on the original poster either, I just think it's funny that pharmaceutical companies have no shame, lol. Anyways, um...enjoy? Are you going to wear some discreet diapers when you're out and about now?

Most of my friends are women even though I'm a male. I actually lived as a woman for 8 years and had THE surgery. Now I'm back to living as a guy (with girl parts). Anyways I want to meet up with women in the Vancouver area. I'm interested in just making friends, or finding a mommy or being someone's daddy it's all good. I just want to meet some women with whom I can be open about being an AB/DL. I'm tall and slim, employed full-time, sane, not a very social person but enjoy small gatherings of people or being one-on one. I have a nurturing side (hence the interest in being a daddy) and also like to regress to early childhood though haven't done it much in the past. Outside of the AB/DL world I'm into all sorts of outdoor activities (hiking, canoeing, skiing, etc.) I go to the gym 2 or 3 times a week for strength training and do some martial arts training 2 to 3 times a week too. I love reading and going to movies too. If any of this piques your interest then feel free to message me or reply here, I'd love to hear from you

I'm in East Vancouver. I'm a post-op MTF who has reverted to living as a man FWIW. That's gotta be a rarity on here, lol. Anyways, hey, how's it going

I'd be into meeting up with some local AB/DL folks in the Lower Mainland. I live in East Vancouver so I can make it anywhere fairly easily but Downtown would be good. I'm new on these forums and am thrilled to see so many local people into the AB/DL thing What do you all talk about at these meet ups anyways?