Hi there, welcome to DailyDiapers! I'm happy to hear that you're enjoying exploring your ABDL side; and I think I'm pretty qualified to say that I understand what it's like to have to hide your ABDL interests from close friends and loved ones. I can also totally relate to your situation, as I'm really shy and introverted as well. It took several years trying to be a normal teenage girl for me to realize that I couldn't hide it any longer, so I'm slowly trying to come out of my shell. Feel free to PM me if you have any questions or just want to chat.