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I have written number of regression stories but wouldn't know how to link them if I wanted to, all are written under BooBooBrotches. The Craig's List Mommy(Ongoing) Suspicions My Girlfriends Sisters Baby My OnLine Mommy 2 Incredible weeks in Oklahoma Fooled & Embarrassed My wife won the Lottery More trick than treat Caught by a female security guard & It's Just another Diaper OOPS, missed one.... It's J. A. D., The Regression

I'm still on the watch list for a new liver, just going day by day for now, thank all of you for your interest, concern and prayers. I did manage to get out AN ALL NEW CHAPTER, NEVER RELEASED BEFORE, hope everyone that is still following this story enjoys it ............. Before Ozzie gives out any more spoiler alerts, way to pay attention Ozzie, I'm impressed, lol "The Craig's List Mommy" Chapter 43 The elderly gentleman stopped eating, then got a strange look on his face, one of surprise, shock and humiliation, if that would be possible to have all 3 at one time? As he started to turn red, JoAnn looked at him and said, "Are you alright sweetie, you don't look well?" This got the attention of Mindy, Pam, Lara, and yes, even Robby, and this time as he looked at the old man, there was a hint of recognition? The elderly gentleman started to squirm in his seat, then abruptly, stopped, as if he had regretted what he had just done, and as JoAnn looked at him, she knew all too well why he had suddenly stopped squirming, and she could only imagine, as she smiled at him, what he must be feeling, as the newness of the mushiness he was now feeling in his diaper started spreading around with every little move he was making in his chair. Mindy looked at JoAnn with that knowing smile only a mother would have and as she nudged Pam and Lara, the 4 of them all looked at the elderly gentleman and smiled, and then Pam said, "Is there something you want to share with us Snookums?" The elderly gentleman, known as David to Pam, although she loved to call him Snookums because it infantilized him even more each time she said it, was now looking at Pam as a tear drop flowed down his cheek, and with another, less resistant grunt, he felt the seat of his diaper completely fill up as the mess cascaded itself throughout the diaper, around his penis and balls, enveloping both butt cheeks and then slightly up his back, and he knew, there would be no hiding what he had just done, he had messed himself in front of everyone, in a food court, in a busy mall, filled with lots of mommy's and their baby's doing their mid-afternoon shopping and he could only thank God, school hadn't been let out yet, for fear the mall would be even busier? The smell was almost immediate as the odor of a dirty diaper wafted thru the air around the table where they were all sitting. Pam, JoAnn, Mindy & Lara all wrinkled their noses, literally at the same time, and then JoAnn looked at David and said, "Awww Honey, did you make a little boom boom in your diapey, you stink!. I have a couple of little details I need to let you in on Mister Honeysuckle, or can I just call you Davey? I'm sure you're wondering why we would go thru all of this trouble just to embarrass you, trust me, with what we have on you, you will have no problem doing what we ask, plus, you'll probably like it anyway, well, at least most of it? All 4 girls laughed and so did Robby, but this time Robby laughed his cute little baby laugh because he finally recognized the elderly man sitting at his table, it was his old boss from the Country Club, David Honeysuckle, but he didn't look or act so mean any more, and as Robby wrinkled his cute little button nose, he knew why, it wasn't him sitting in a dirty diaper, it was his old boss!!! As David looked at the baby that was now laughing at him, JoAnn asked him, "Aww, do you 2 recognize each other, Davey, this precious little baby is Robert, he used to work for you at the Country Club, but then, you wouldn't remember him, you never remembered or recognized any of your employees, you were possibly the worst boss ever, but not to worry, we have given you a potion in your baby bottle that will soon reduce and regress you to the same size Robby is, maybe if you grow up a second time, you can be a little bit more nicer to people." JoAnn knew she was stretching the truth, the actual serum was yet to come, but she needed to scare David in to staying with them, at least for a little while? David: I don't care what you showed me in that envelope, I will have nothing to do with this witchcraft, you're all crazy!!! JoAnn: Davey honey, you don't seem to understand, you no longer have a choice. Even if we were to just let you walk out of here, stinky diaper and all? (All the girls started laughing) By time you got into your car and on the road, you will have began forgetting things, simple things, like, say, driving, where you lived, where you're going, and that hun, is just the mental regression. You will have many flashbacks of your adult persona but your body will behave like that of an 18 month old, basically, when you eat or drink, anything, it's going to immediately come out in to your diaper almost as quick as you took it in. David looked confused and scared as his tummy rumbled a little bit more and he shifted around, messily in his chair. JoAnn: We still have a couple different phases for you to go, but we can assure you, when everything is all said and done, you will be able to grow up to be the little girl you've always wanted to be, you just need to trust us, and Davey, you really have no choice. As David looked over at Robby again, he for the first time, glanced over at Sammi and saw that she had tears in her eyes, and little did he know, she was in the process of dirtying her diaper also, unfortunately, this was not an event that was missed by Mindy as she picked Sammi up, spun her around on her lap, and peeked down the back of her diaper, giving it a little pat and saying, "JoAnn, I think Little Davey needs to make up his mind, I'm taking Sammi back for a change and he could use one too, we may as well make a party of it." All the girls laughed and JoAnn picked Robby up, checked his diaper and announced he was wet and needed changed too, then looked at David and asked, "Are you ready Hun, let's go get that stinky diaper changed so you'll feel better." David reluctantly nodded his head in approval and just as he began to stand, the young mother who had shared the changing room with them earlier came back by, smiling she handed JoAnn a small bag, stating that she saw this and just had to get it for him, pointing at David. JoAnn opened the bag and pulled out a large feeding bib that would fit David perfectly, for now, but what made JoAnn giggle, was the inscription on the bib, it read, "Mommy's Little Stinker", and as JoAnn showed the rest of the girls and they all laughed, the young mother wrinkled her nose as she stood next to David, and said, with a smirkish grin, "WHEW, looks like I picked out the right bib for this little guy, WOW, HE STINKS!!!! To Be Cont. Maybe?

Have you tried reading the Craig's List Mommy, there are 5 Dominant female characters in there and they do force Infantilism, and trust me, I have no plans of any of the 5 main ladies ending up in diapers? lol

Still no liver transplant so here's another chapter, hope you enjoy it. The Craig's List Mommy Chapter 42 Pam gently took the elderly mans hand as she threw the strap of the pink diaper bag over her shoulder and said, rather loudly, "Be right back, my little man here needs a fresh diapey." The elderly man quickly scanned the room to see if anyone was listening or had heard her comment. Meanwhile, Mindy Picked Sammi up out of her baby buggy, placing Sammi's bottom on her hip, she grabbed her diaper bag and looking back at JoAnn and Lara, she wrinkled her nose as she said, "I'm going to catch up with Pam, maybe we can change the babies together, this stinky one and the soon to be stinky one!!!" Both Jo and Lara laughed as Pam wrinkled her nose again. Once everyone was out of sight, Lara grabbed the baby bottle and a container out of Robbie's diaper bag. She slowly poured the milky looking substance in to the bottle, stating to JoAnn, "This new formula I've been working on works faster than a suppository and, actually tastes quite good, it has sort of a vanilla milk shake taste to it and is very smooth, almost like Similac, without the yucky taste, but the main thing is, whoever drinks it will be pooping within thirty minutes of ingestion. Also, what I love about this new formula, it doesn't create a runny, diarrhea type poop, it actually causes the subject to have a very soft, sticky type mushy poop, and when I say sticky, I'm telling you, this will stick to the skin on his bottom and throughout his diaper area, similar to a peanut butter type consistency, Pam is going to have a blast changing that first diaper, yuck!" JoAnn wrinkled her nose and laughed at Lara, but she was also impressed on the progress she was making with her concoctions to help each subject get more a realistic baby experience, before they were regressed for that final time, which of course, anything after that would all be a baby experience. Mindy and Sammi caught up with Pam and the elderly man just as they got to the family room, which was occupied, so they all sat on the chairs provided outside the restrooms and waited for their turn. As they were waiting, a young mother walked towards them, straddling what looked to be about an 18 month old on her hip, as she sat down with the baby now on her lap, the odor of a dirty diaper wafted through the air, the young mother blushed a bit as she watched Mindy wrinkle her nose, then pat Sammi on her bottom, which in turn created another wave of a dirty diaper smell. Mindy: Isn't that how it always works, you can dress them up and take them out but as soon as you're in public, they poop their diapers, it's almost as if they plan it. Both the young mother and Pam laugh, nodding their heads in agreement. The door to the family room soon opened and a mother walked out with her baby, as Pam took the elderly mans hand, Mindy swooped up Sammi and they proceeded in to the family room, but as Mindy got to the door, she turned to the young mother and said, "Your little one seems to be in a dire need of a clean diaper, there's plenty of room in here if you want to bring your baby in and get that yucky ole diaper changed." The young mother seemed a bit apprehensive as she looked at the elderly man who had entered with Pam, Mindy sensed what she was thinking and quickly said, "OH, I'm sorry, but you don't have to worry about him sweetie, he's a bit senile and he's in here for the same reason your baby and the other baby is, he needs a fresh diaper too, but if you would rather wait, that's fine, we should be finished up within 15 to 20 minutes and then it's all yours." The young mother thought about it and after flashing back on how her father was, in his later years, she figured it was no big deal, just another senior citizen in need of assistance and a clean diaper, plus, she knew her baby was getting riper by the second so she kindly accepted Mindy's invitation and gathered up her diaper bag and baby and followed Mindy in to the room. During the time Mindy was talking with the young mother, Pam had quickly removed the elderly man's pants and shorts and had him laying on top of one of the thick diapers from his diaper bag, just as the younger mother entered the room, Pam, with her back blocking the view of the elderly man laying on one of the two padded benches in the room, quickly pulled the diaper up over the elderly mans groin, but right after she did so, still blocked from the young mothers view, she quickly grabbed a warm bottle of tea from his diaper bag(which she had intended for him to drink later)then quickly poured it on to the crotch of the diaper. He flinched and jumped as she held him in place with a firm hand over his crotch as the wetness quickly spread throughout the diaper leaving a yellowish-brown shade, looking quite similar to a urine soaked diaper. Pam turned around and faced the young mother, stepping to the side and patting the crotch of the wet diaper and said, "He's only wet, this time, I was hoping we didn't have three stinky babies to contend with, hope you don't mind if I get him in to a dry diaper?" Mindy and the young mother both laughed at the three stinky babies comment and the young mother replied, "No, that's fine, go on ahead and finish changing him, I wouldn't want him sitting in a wet diaper." She then turned around and went to the other padded bench to change her baby while Mindy strapped Sammi on to the changing table and readied her for her diaper change. Pam pulled the wet diaper from beneath the elderly gentleman as he laid there blushing and feeling quite embarrassed that he had let himself fall in to this situation. As Pam wiped his bottom and genitals, he got a bit of a stiffie and Pam just smiled and commented how cute she thought it was. She told him to lift his butt as she slipped an overly thick, dry diaper under him and after a heavy dusting of baby powder, she pulled the thick cloth fabric up between his legs, forcing him to spread his legs a bit, she then pinned the diaper with two pink bunny diaper pins, commenting how cute he looked, this caused both Mindy and the young mother to look over at him and smile. Pam then told him to sit up as she pulled what he thought was a t-shirt over his head, but when she told him to lay back, he was surprised that the bottom of the t-shirt came up between his legs as Pam snapped the onesie in place. With a pat on his bottom, she stood him up and pulled his pants up over his infantile attire, then pulled on his shirt and told him to just sit there until the other mommies were done. The young mother was just finishing up with her baby as she folded up the dirty diaper and placed it in to the receptacle meant for that purpose, as she was packing her diaper bag, she looked over at Mindy who had just started with Sammi(she purposely waited for everyone else to finish so all eyes would be on Sammi for her first public diaper change). Both Pam and the young mother smiled, but wrinkled their nose when Mindy pulled down the front of Sammi's diaper, revealing a yucky mess that went from front to back. Mindy: Oh my, yuck, her has a nasty, yucky diapey for mommy, doesn't she? (Wrinkin her nose and waving her hand in front of her face) Good God little girl, what did mommy feed you, you are one stinky little girl, yes you are, stinky-stinky-stinky. Sammi, understanding every thing Mindy was saying to her glanced around the room, only to see Pam and the young mother watching intently and smiling as Mindy continued with the embarrassing diaper change and even more embarrassing baby talk. Mindy: O-K Little Miss Tinky Butt, let mommy get you cleaned up so you'll smell a whole lot better, yes you will, you won't smell so stinky anymore, well, at least for awhile. Both the young mother and Pam laughed, even the elderly gentleman smiled at that comment, having no clue, that he would very soon be in the same situation. Mindy began wiping the excess poop off of Sammi's bottom and her entire diaper area, and each time Sammi looked up at her, she would scrunch up her nose and smile. Once most of the poop was wiped off, Mindy reached for the wipes but discovered her container was empty, she turned around and looked at the young mother and asked, "Would you mind watching her, I need to get the wipes out of the other diaper bag?" The young mother walked over to the changing table saying, no problem, would love too, and as she looked down on baby Sammi, she actually took the edge of the cloth diaper and wiped a bit of poop off of Sammi's inner thigh, as she smiled at Sammi and said, "Oops, mommy missed some". Mindy came back with the wipes and told her thank you for watching her, and wiping that poopy little thigh down, I was gonna get it with the baby wipe, the young mother said, no problem, we mommies get used to dealing with poop. Mindy then went to work on Sammi, still baby talking her and letting her know everything she was doing, in explicit detail. Once Sammi was clean, Mindy pulled out another pre-fold diaper and pinned Sammi up, the pulled on her Lacey plastic panties and as she patted her bottom she said, "There's my precious baby girl, smelling as fresh as a daisy, and looking so cute I could just eat her up, yes I could." She quickly finished dressing Sammi and as Pam opened the door, taking the elderly gentleman's hand, both her and Mindy looked at the young mother, smiled and said it was a pleasure to share their changing room with her, the young mother smiled back, thanked them and looked at the elderly gentleman and said, you be nice to these ladies now, and try to keep those pants dry, they're here to help you. The group got back to the table where JoAnn and Lara had already purchased everyone's food, after sitting the elderly gentleman down, JoAnn told him, "The baby bottle in front of you is yours, I bought you a Happy Meal but you can't have it until after you finish your baba, and if you give me any trouble about drinking that bottle, I'll get the regular size bottle out of the diaper bag and make you drink it instead of the smaller infant bottle in front of you, either way, YOU ARE DRINKING THAT BABY BOTTLE, RIGHT HERE AND RIGHT NOW!!!!! The elderly gentleman slowly picked up the bottle and as he placed the nipple in his mouth, he looked around to see if anyone was watching, fortunately the mall wasn't that busy and there were very few people in the food court. He was about half way through with the bottle when he heard a familiar voice, it was the young mother and her baby stopping by to say goodbye to them, when she saw the elderly gentleman sucking on the nipple of the baby bottle, she squinted her eyes and sort of smiled, Pam immediately saw her puzzling look and said, "He has such a hard time not spilling his drinks anymore, we felt this would be easier for him and also keep us from having to carry a bib around for him all the time." The young mother nodded her approval and smiled as she and her baby left the food court. Once the bottle was empty, they handed the elderly man the Happy Meal and told him to eat, at first he feigned off like he wasn't hungry until JoAnn gave him that look and once again said, EAT!!!! He was taking his time eating but the girls were patient, after all, they knew something he didn't. While he was eating, Mindy fed Sammi her lunch, from a baby bottle, and as much as Sammi was embarrassed about this entire ordeal, she knew she was also hungry and her infantile responses took over as soon as the nipple from the bottle touched her lips, she lay in Mindy's arms nursing her bottle as if she had been doing it all her life. Robbie was awake but a bit unsure of where he was, just yet, as he nursed his bottle which JoAnn had given him. It must have been about 25 minutes or so when the elderly man felt the first cramp, he was still nibbling on his Happy Meal when it hit, and as he stopped eating, his hands started shaking as another cramp hit him, he didn't understand it, he thought to himself, he had never felt this type of discomfort before, and just as he attempted to take another bite of his hamburger, he felt a warm, soft, sticky mess filling up the seat of his diaper. To Be Cont.

" The Craig's List Mommy " (CHAPTER 41) With Sammi's physical regression moving in to the final stage, all four girls started concentrating on their next subject. An elderly man in his early 60's, with a bit of a fetish for dressing up like a female, a young female, school age, to be precise. He had taken a bit of a liking to Pamela which was playing right in to the hands of JoAnn. With the meeting set for the following day, Mindy and Lara covered all of the legal aspects that might arise to this man disappearing, and surprisingly learned that no one would really care, or even miss him if he was to vanish off the face of the earth, he had been that mean of a person to most everyone he had ever met. The set up would have to be handled perfectly and Pam learned much more about the new subject than even she could have hoped for. It seems, after Pam hacking the subjects computer one night after he had fallen asleep, with her still in his fancy apartment, the subject had been embezzling money from the organization he worked at for years, this would be the girls perfect in to get the subject to comply with their wishes, with of course keeping his fantasy of dressing like a young school girl in mind. Sammi's physical regression had finally completed it's final phase early in the morning on the day of the scheduled meeting with the new subject. She was for all intended purposes nothing more than a 3 month old baby, with unfortunately, the mind of a full grown adult. She cried almost every time she messed her diapers or was even changed, her adjustment and mental torture was just beginning, leaving even her unsure if she'd ever actually adjust to being treated like an infant again, probably, for the rest of her life? All 3 girls planned on meeting Pam and the new subject at the mall, and yes, they would be taking Robbie and Sammi, who would be experiencing her very first outing as a baby, this would prove to be a most interesting day, especially if Robbie recognized the new subject, the only questions remaining would be, would Robbie get scared by seeing him, or would Robbie laugh with delight when he would see what the girls had planned for the new subject? This day of the meeting would soon be called D-Day, as JoAnn, Mindy and Doctor Lara Ward got Robbie and Sammi loaded up in to their van, each baby with a fully stocked diaper bag and an extra bulky, pink diaper bag, for, perhaps, the new subject? As the girls entered the mall, pushing Robbie, who was sound asleep, in a stroller, and Sammi, who was wide eyed and looking somewhat terrified, in a baby buggy, they looked around for Pam and saw her sitting with an elderly gentleman near McDonalds, quite close to where they had met Robbie, not so long ago. The ladies walked to the table and before they sat down, Pam introduced the elderly man to the three ladies, and then to Robbie and Sammi. After all introductions were properly made, Jo, Mindy and Lara all joined Pam and her new friend at the table. The man, looking quite somber was taken back a bit when Pam started telling the other three ladies about his fantasy to dress like a schoolgirl, just as he was about to stand up, Pam gently took his hand and said, "It's ok babe, these are my friends and they know all about your fantasy, as a matter of fact, they're all here to make your fantasy come true, so, if you don't mind, give us a couple minutes of your time and JoAnn will explain everything to you, and when she's done, if you want to get up and leave, then go for it, but I can assure you, we four can make your fantasy, everything you could have ever imagined it could be, plus some." This sort of relaxed the guy as he sat back in his chair and said, "I appreciate what you're trying to do for me Miss Pamela, but to tell you the truth, it is a bit embarrassing, I never intended anyone but you to know of this, but my fondness for you, well, I guess what I'm trying to say, ok, I'll listen to what your friend has to say, as long as we all agree I can get up and walk away the minute I start to feel uncomfortable." All four ladies nodded their heads in agreement as JoAnn gently took the elderly mans hand in to hers and said, "Before you make any decisions or try to run out, please hear me through all the way, remember, this is your fantasy, we're just adding a few, shall we say, phases to get you to where and what you want to be, a precious little schoolgirl without a care in the world." The elderly man nodded, but still rather cautiously. It was at this time that JoAnn took a pink pacifier out of the extra diaper bag and placed it in front of the elderly man, she then grabbed a pink baby bottle, handed it to Pam and asked her if she could purchase a small milk from McDonalds and pour it in to the baby bottle, all the while, the elderly man was watching Jo's every move and wondering if she was getting a bottle ready for one of the two babies, but was still curious about why she would have placed the pacifier in front of him. When Pam got back with the baby bottle, Jo also placed the bottle in front of the elderly man, then looked at him, smiled and said, "Ok Sir, here's how this works, since we don't know you that well, we have to assure ourselves that our services are really something you want, and since you want to be a young schoolgirl, we are going to have to start at the beginning, which basically means, we will be regressing you back to an earlier stage of your life so we can grow you in to the role of a young schoolgirl, and we can assure you, every moment of every phase of your regression will be most pleasurable." The man sat back in his chair, slowly pulling his hand away from Jo's soft grasp as he said, "What exactly do you mean when you say, regress, are you saying I have to take that bottle and pacifier and actually use them?" JoAnn smiled and said, "Well, sort of, but unfortunately, that's not all, before you nurse the baby bottle, or get to enjoy the pacifier, Pam is going to take you, this bulky pink diaper bag, which, by the way, will be your diaper bag from now on, over to the family restroom, where she will dress you accordingly." Elderly Man: Just what do you mean, when you say, she will dress me accordingly? JoAnn: Well, it is a pink diaper bag so you will be dressed as a girl, and, it is a diaper bag, which means there are diapers in it, which by the way, will all fit you! Elderly Man: (laughing) I don't know what kind of scheme you all are up to, but I think I'll pass(as he looks at Pam), sorry kiddo, but your friends are just a bit too weird for me. (As he starts to stand up, Jo grabs his arm) JoAnn: I think, sir, for your sake, you might want to hear me out, if you leave, the alternative will be a 1,000 times worse than you wearing a diaper. Elderly Man: What is this, if you're trying to blackmail me, try it, you have nothing on me and as far as my fetish, or as you would call it, my fantasy goes, it's just your word against mine. JoAnn: Blackmail, really, trust me sir, we have more money than you could ever imagine, no, this isn't blackmail, we're doing this for Pam, she has really taken a liking to you and asked if we could do her this favor and grant you your fantasy, however, after we all discussed it, with Pam, we all came to the conclusion that we had to re-raise you to be that precious little schoolgirl you so long to be, and if Pam wants to regress you back to being her baby girl, then we're just here to help her. Elderly Man: I can almost appreciate what you are all trying to do for your friend, and me, but I'm sorry, I have no interest in wearing a diaper or drinking from a baby bottle, thanks, but no thanks. JoAnn once again reaches in to the bulky, pink diaper bag, but this time she pulls out a manila file folder and hands it to the elderly gentleman, he looks at her and slowly opens the folder, whatever it was he saw on the first page made him turn a sickly, grayish white, and as he quickly closed the folder, he looked at JoAnn, nodded his head and asked, "How long do I have to be a baby before I become a schoolgirl and this file vanishes?" JoAnn: First things first, let's have Miss Pam get you in to a nice, fluffy, thick diaper, dressed accordingly, then you can come back, finish your baba, and we'll talk about a time frame that will be suitable to all of us. Pam: Oh dear, talking about diapers, it smells like one of these little stinkers(pointing to Robbie and Sammi), just made a big boom boom in theirs(as she wrinkled her nose and looked at the elderly gentleman), just think babe, after a couple hours of wearing diapers I just might be wrinkling my nose at you. All four ladies laughed as the elderly gentleman turned red from embarrassment and Robbie started waking from his nap. Mindy quickly checked Sammi's diaper and loudly announced, "I think I found our little stinker, Little Miss Poopy Pants just won the Poopy Pants Award, Sammi could only blush as everyone, except her, and the elderly gentleman, laughed and wrinkled their noses. To Be Cont.

" The Craig's List Mommy " (CHAPTER 39) Straddled on Mommy Jo's hip, my padded bottom bounced up and down as we made our way downstairs. Once we had arrived downstairs in the living room, Mommy Jo set me in the playpen and turned the t-v on, making sure it was on the cartoon channel, for me to watch. She disappeared in to the kitchen and soon came back with a baby bottle for me. "Here ya go baby, a little something to drink while you're watching The RugRats. It wasn't very long when Mindy and Lara came downstairs, both laughing about something. Mindy stopped next to my playpen, knelt down and said, "Don't you worry your little head off Robbie, Sammi's going to make a cute baby, but she is never going to be a cute as you, oh, and just in case Mommy Jo hasn't told you yet, we've all got a very big surprise for you, but you're going to have to be patient, it won't be for a couple of days yet(as Mindy winks at me)." JoAnn: Actually Mindy, I was thinking about holding off for another week before we surprise Robbie, he'll still have his flashes of adult thinking and will, no doubt, appreciate the irony of his surprise, plus, that will give us time to let Sammi go through her entire transformation and, I guess, appreciate her life more as an infant, if that's at all possible, still having adult thoughts and all. Mindy: That sounds about right, and it will give me a lot of time to embarrass her as much as possible, although, I'm pretty sure her and I will have some very loving maternal moments, if she doesn't go all bat shit on me when I'm trying to cuddle and pamper her, if she does, then I'll bundle her up and take her to see some of her old friends, of course, they won't recognize her, but she'll recognize them, especially when she drops a deuce in her diaper and I have to change her right there in front of all of her friends while they're scrunching up their noses and waving their hands in front of their face because she smells so bad and has a yucky bottom. This caused all 3 ladies to chuckle a bit as JoAnn looked at Mindy and told her how bad she was. Lara: So am I to assume, our next subject is already set up? JoAnn: Not quite yet Lara, but I have both Kim and Pamela working on it and I would expect, by this time next week, not only will our next subject be set up, but Pam and Kim should have him under their spell, at least enough, for us to surprise him. Lara: Surprise him? Am I to assume that the next subject doesn't have the same fantasies that Robbie had? JoAnn: As a matter of fact, no, he doesn't, at least, not yet, but by time we're done with him, he'll hopefully come to enjoy his new lifestyle as an infant, and if not, oh well, he should have been nicer as an adult, just remember, this next subject is all for Robbie, it's our gift to him to show him how much we love him and that there is nothing we wouldn't do for him. Lara: Ok, I get that, but do we have clients to adopt Sammi and this next subject, and just how far are we going to go with our next subject, does he get the same treatment Sammi got, or are we going to taper off a bit and go a little slower like we did with Robbie? JoAnn: No Lara, he won't be getting any breaks, he'll get the same treatment Sammi got, less the suppositories and diuretics, I want this guy to suffer, trust me, he deserves everything he's going to get, and then some. Mindy: GRRRRROWL GIRL, pull those claws back in, mercy, I've never seen you so distraught, and you talk about me getting all crazy about Sammi. Good God girl, whoever this guy is, I feel sorry for him, he must have really pissed you off. JoAnn: Let's just say, I hope he makes a nicer baby than he did an adult, if ever there was a person worthy of sitting in a dirty diaper, and developing a nasty, painful diaper rash, it's this guy, just trust me on it(as Jo smiles and looks over to Robbie sitting in the playpen, sucking on his bottle while playing with his toes and watching cartoons). "The Craig's List Mommy " (CHAPTER 40) The girls had just finished lunch and after getting Robbie settled down with a bottle for his afternoon nap, Mindy stated that she had best go check on Sammi, knowing she had to be extremely uncomfortable by now after sitting in a dirty diaper for more than an hour. JoAnn said she was going to try and contact Kim to see how things were going on her end with setting up their new subject, it looked to be like all the girls were in for a busy afternoon? Mindy: (walking in to the nursery and wrinklin her nose) WHEW BABY, smells like someone has stinky pants? (Laughing as she approaches the crib) Good grief girl, is that you I smell, wow, I think someone needs her little bottom changed, pee-eew girl, you stink!!! Just as Mindy is pulling the blanket off of Sammi, Lara walks in, and immediately scrunches up her nose and says, "WOW, is that Sammi that's stinking up the nursery?" Mindy nods her head yes as she wrinkles her nose and laughs while she's looking down at Sammi, and Sammi can do nothing but lay there and cry because she knows every move, no matter how slight, will cause the mess in her diaper to shift and stick to her bottom. Mindy: Hey Lara, do me a favor, can you get me a wet wash cloth while I get Miss Stinky Butt here a new diaper and the baby wipes. Normally with this bad a diaper, any other baby I would just take in and give them a bath, but I want Sammi to experience what it feels like to be changed out of a yucky diaper, (As Mindy looks down at Sammi, wrinkles her nose again and says) Just so you know Sammi, we won't always be near a bath or a shower, and if you have a diaper blow-out while we're out and about, we'll need to change your diaper, no matter where we are or who we're with, so we'll just call this a practice run for your first public diaper change, now let Auntie Mindy get you out of that yucky old diaper you little Stinky Butt. JoAnn: Hey Kim, how are you and Pam doing with our new subject? Oh, really, wow, that's awesome, so is he sort of falling for Pam, great, sounds like she's getting real close to him. He what? No way, wow, that could be our cue in to get him set up to be our next baby subject, how long before she can set up a meeting between all of us, really, wow, well tomorrow should be just about right, Robbie might recognize him and remember who he is, and Sammi will have definitely been regressed, physically, as a baby, and it will be an awesome first outing for her as a baby, so yea, if Pam can set up the meet for tomorrow, let's do it, same mall, about 3 in the afternoon, should be busy so it just might be a very embarrassing experience for both him and Sammi, let me know if it's a go or not, and yes, I already have a game plan for him, just keep me updated, ok, buh bye for now. Lara got back with a wet wash cloth just as Mindy was un-pinning Sammi's diaper, as Mindy slowly pulled the front of Sammi's diaper down, she winced and wrinkled her nose and quickly pulled the diaper back up, giving it a couple soft pats, then squeezing the front of the diaper, squishing the sticky mess over, about and in to Sammi's vagina, causing Sammi to jerk and moan. This brought a smile to Mindy's face as she looked down at Sammi and said, "Ahh, looks like someone likes playing in her poopy diapey, well just think Miss Stinky Butt, you're going to feel that same sensation every time you make a mess in your diaper and someone playfully pats and squeezes your stinky pants, but, I'm sorry to say, I doubt anyone will pat and squeeze your diaper long enough for you to actually get off, they'll bring you right to the edge of a climax, and then, POOF, pull your diaper off, wipe your bottom, tickle your vagina with a wet wipe, just enough to clean you, but not enough to cause you to climax, then pin your little butt right back in to a diaper again. It's a proven fact that all little boys get erections when getting their diapers changed, possibly a combination of the fresh air hitting their little penis or just the fact that the cloth of the diaper fabric is rubbing against them, what ever the reason, they all seem to enjoy a diaper change, and you, Miss Stinky Butt, will also learn to enjoy your diaper changes, for what ever reasons?" Mindy once again pulled Sammi's diaper down and with little effort(due to Sammi physically starting her regression already), lifted Sammi's legs by the ankles and started wiping Sammi's bottom with the edge of the diaper. Once she had cleaned most of the mess, she carefully pulled the soiled diaper out from beneath Sammi, handed it to Lara, who just winkled her nose and said, "THANKS". Mindy grabbed the wet wash cloth and proceeded to wipe Sammi's bottom, then her vaginal area until all of the mess was gone, she then took a wipe and went through the same process, although, this time, Sammi jumped a bit when the cold wet wipe touched her bottom. Once Mindy was done, she folded a clean cloth diaper(a much smaller fold this time due to Sammi's body rapidly shrinking), and went to pinning the newly folded diaper on to Sammi's bottom as she said, "Just think Miss Stinky Butt, you'll be going through this more than a dozen times a day, JoAnn and all of us have agreed to regress you back to the age of a newborn, and Sammi my dear, newborns get 8 to 10 wet diaper changes a day and 4 to 6 poopy diaper changes a day, which means, basically, you'll be getting your stinky butt changed at least a dozen times a day, and just to make sure, Doctor Lara has come up with a special baby formula, just for you, we want to make sure you're producing at least a dozen wet and dirty diapers a day, you are going to be such a LITTLE STINKY BUTT, as both Mindy and Lara laugh and wrinkle their nose, and all Sammi can do is squirm a little bit more, and as she starts the last of her shrinking and physical regression, she feels that all too familiar warm, wet sensation, slowly saturating, the seat of her diaper. To Be Cont.

Unfortunately, I have had a setback with my health, they attempted to remove my gallbladder but the surgery was unsuccessful. It seems the liver, in it's attempt to survive, has encased my gallbladder and attached itself to it via veins it has produced. The liver was bad to begin with, but now it has also affected the gallbladder so I am now, officially on a waiting list for a new liver. I am on what they call a 1 hour status, which means, out of 3 possible hospitals including The Mayo Clinic, I cannot be no more than an hour away if I get the call that they have a liver. For the past 4 weeks since the failed surgery I have been seeing doctors and specialists 3 to 4 days a week. My transplant team prefer I be cleared by my Cardiologist, Kidney Doctor, Liver Doctor, Pulmonary Doctor, and yes, even a Psychiatrist. I have only one specialist left to see, the Pulmonary Doctor. It would be nice if all these specialists clear me for the liver transplant, but if they get a liver prior that happening, they give me a 70/30 chance which isn't too bad, since I have maybe a year left without the liver, but enough about me, I thought I'd take my mind off of everything and post another chapter. Thank all of you for your patience and thoughts. BooBoo/aka/Rob " The Craig's List Mommy " (CHAPTER 38) Once JoAnn had placed Robbie in the playpen, she looked at Mindy with a sly grin on her face and said, "Since you're not willing to let her little attempted corporate spy deed go, I have an idea that might amuse you." Mindy looked at Jo with a puzzled, but mischievous smile on her face as she quickly asked Jo what she had in mind. JoAnn: You know how we all enjoy when one of our subjects has that first real slip into infancy, when they realize they are actually pooping in a diaper? Well, I got this brilliant idea, and it will work especially good with Sammi here since she will always have the thought process of an adult. Before she has to use her diaper, I was thinking about hooking up two video cameras at the end of the crib, one aimed at her face and the other aimed at her padded bottom, we could then hook up a monitor with a split screen on the wall at the bottom end of her crib so she would be able to see, both her facial expressions as she wets and poops in her diapers, every time, and the other camera will show the bottom of her diaper as it slowly fills each and every time she grunts, but for the icing on the cake, she will also get to watch the seat of her diaper as the inevitable shadow starts to appear, when she wets or poops, and OH MY GOD, the look on her face is going to be priceless when she sees the edge of her diaper as a brown shadow appears, it almost makes me want to stick a couple more suppositories up her bottom to hurry up the process. Mindy: Oh My God Jo, you are brilliant, we can all stand around her crib, hold her hands and watch her expressions and the bottom of her diaper, at the same time, with her, but will we have enough time to set everything up for her very first poopy diaper? JoAnn: Yes, I think so(as she looks at Lara and Lara gives her an affirmative nod), I have the cameras and monitor downstairs, if you help me and we hurry, we can be back up here and get everything set up by time those two suppositories work. JoAnn and Mindy left the room in a hurry as Lara looked down at Sammi, and she saw the embarrassed look on Sammi's face, knowing that Sammi heard everything JoAnn had just said, but what surprised Lara was the fact that Sammi was actually turning red and grunting in an attempt to deny the girls their impending show of her humiliating and infantile deed. Lara smiled, held Sammi's hand and said, "Awww Sweetie, I know what you're trying to do, you're trying to poop your diaper before Jo and Mindy get back and get the video equipment hooked up so you won't be humiliated by having to do it in front of them, well sweetie, that's all good, but, the suppositories won't work on you until they have completely melted, releasing ALL of the chemicals that are in them, then and only then, will you be able to poop your diaper, as a matter of fact, you won't have a choice. You're going to poop, just like a baby, uncontrollably, non-stop, just a grunting, your little toes curled and your face red from all the pushing, until you have totally relieved yourself and your diaper has an incredible, and very noticeable lump in the seat, and sweetie, you are going to look absolutely adorable when you get that little potty face, and then you sigh in relief to yourself when you're all done." It wasn't even five minutes when JoAnn and Mindy came back into the nursery carrying their security equipment as they both hurried to set up everything. They were working in and around the crib so quickly that Sammi's head was spinning and she knew, as the cramps started and the rumbling in her tummy increased, it was just a matter of time before she had to poop her pants, but what bothered her more than that, was the thought that as soon as they pulled the light baby blanket off of her, there would be no doubt that she had already wet her pants, and she just knew Mindy would not let her live it down, she also thought that if she kept referring to the diaper as her pants, it would let her keep a slight bit of her adult persona, at least, for now. Unfortunately, for Sammi, once all of the video equipment was set up, including a DVD recorder, it was Mindy standing over the top of her, and as Mindy talked to her, slowly removing the baby blanket that hid her embarrassing secret. Mindy: Ok little one, Auntie Mindy is going to take your little baby blankie off so you can get a good look at what we all are going to see, when you do decide to use your little diapey. (As Mindy pulls the blanket off, she glances at Sammi's bottom and immediately gets a shit eating grin on her face) Well well, what do we have here, hey Jo, Lara, would you look at this little shit, she done went and did a little tinkle in her diaper, not enough to soak her diaper or the sheets, but definitely enough to create a small round, almost dry, but wet circle on the crib sheet and give her a little bit of a shadow on her little bottom, and from what it looks like, she's been laying in this wet diaper for some time now. Neither Jo nor Lara walked over to the crib, they just looked up towards the split-screen monitor as Jo said, "That's perfect, with that little bit of shadowing on the bottom of her diaper, I can now adjust the color so we can all get a better and sharper visual effect for when she does finally have to make stinky poopies." As much as Sammi didn't want to look at the monitor, her curiosity got the better of her and she glanced upwards to see the screen, it amazed her she didn't have to make any effort at all, the monitor was placed exactly where she could see it, whether she was laying on either of her sides, or on her back, and trying to not look at it would be virtually impossible unless she constantly kept her eyes closed, she also saw the extremely visible shadow on the bottom of her diaper, indicating that she had wet herself, and the picture was so vivid, she could see the drying wet spot that formed a perfect circle on the crib sheet she laid upon. Mindy couldn't resist patting the bottom of Sammi's diaper, just to confirm to Jo and Lara that their newest baby had indeed tinkled in her diaper, but just as she gave Sammi's bottom a couple quick pats, Sammi released a rather audible fart. Mindy immediately pulled her hand away, looked at Jo and Lara, laughed and said, "Well now, she's acting more like a little baby faster than even I anticipated, I wonder what she would do if I patted her bottom and rubbed her tummy at the same time?" The look of fear and humiliation on Sammi's face was literally terrifying, and when Mindy started patting her bottom and rubbing her tummy, Sammi writhed and shook, but, she then got a look of determination as her face turned red, her toes started curling and she started grunting and pushing as the suppositories were finally kicking in, then Sammi's face turned bright red, but this wasn't from pushing, it was from sheer humiliation as she released another extremely loud audible fart and in an instant, Mindy, Jo, Lara, and even Sammi could see the seat of her diaper quickly filling up and bulging out, Sammi gasped, as she saw the darkened shadow changing the clean white bottom of the diaper to a brownish and yellowish tint, then, the ultimate embarrassment of all, she lost complete control of her bladder and thoroughly soaked her diaper and the crib sheet, all the while trying to ignore the monitor, but still glancing at it, occasionally, due to the way she and the monitor was positioned. Mindy stepped back, but just for a heartbeat, then much to Sammi's surprise, she started patting Sammi's soaked and messy diaper, causing the mess to squish all around in the diaper as Sammi started to cry. Mindy: Awww, don't cry little one, you'll soon get used to sitting in a dirty diaper, heck, before you know it, you might actually come to enjoy the feeling of having a sticky, squishy mess on your bottom, although, with you still capable of thinking as an adult, I seriously doubt you'll ever get used to messing your diaper in front of us, or for all that goes, in front of other people, which, by the way, you will be doing, especially if we decide to get you enrolled in a day-care, but for now, Little Miss Stinky Butt, try and get some sleep, since I get to change your first messy diaper, I have no plans on changing you until after lunch, or, maybe even dinner. Mindy grabs the baby blanket and covers Sammi back up, then says, "Oh yea, and the reason I'm covering you up with a blanket, one, I want you sleep in a messy diaper, then later, I'll pull the blanket off of you after you wake up so you can see just how bad a mess can get if you're sleeping in a messy diaper for very long, two, I want you concentrating on sleeping and not staring at the monitor to admire your little poopy bottom, three, I think you need a little dirty diaper time after watching what you did, you making Robbie lay in a dirty diaper while you were recording him, instead of taking a break from recording him to change him, but most of all, I'm covering you with this blanket because, GIRL, YOU STINK!!!!!!!! This caused both JoAnn and Lara to laugh, but at the same time, nod their heads in agreement, and as JoAnn picked Robbie up out of the playpen, she looked at him with a smile, then said, "C'mon Baby Boy, let's go downstairs with mommy, it's too stinky in here, even for you", and somewhere deep down inside my soul, I agreed wholeheartedly, and giggled at mommy. To Be Cont.

" The Craig's List Mommy " (CHAPTER 37) Mindy: Hey Jo, finish your breakfast, Robbie will be ok for awhile, hell, it looks like he doesn't even mind sitting there and playing in a yucky diaper, although, you might want to push his highchair a little further from the table while we finish breakfast(waving her hand in front of her nose), he is a tad bit ripe. All three ladies laughed as Jo quickly takes Mindy's advice and pushes the highchair back about 4 feet. Meanwhile, Lara is staring at the CCTV monitor and finally, she says, "You do realize ladies, even as much as I wanted this punishment for Sammi, it does go against my hypocritical oath as a doctor. I did vow to never intentionally harm or cause my patients pain or discomfort, of any kind, if it was within my power. But yet, I sit here, watching Sammi being tormented and in what I could only imagine as excruciating pain when I know that something as simple as a secured, implanted catheter with an abundant amount of diuretics and a suppository could eliminate at least 90% of the pain she is going through." JoAnn: You do realize Lara, she is being punished for betraying our trust, but I know what you're saying, I was having the same feelings of remorse when I was watching her in the nursery after you two all had left. Mindy: Well hell's bell's ladies, if you two want to ease her pain and help her in relieving herself, I'll go with the majority, I could care less either way, but, if you do decide to alleviate her pain and her punishment, I suggest you try the FIFLE_FIX Serum on her, if it works, that would be punishment enough, knowing she is fully aware of everything being done to her as an infant, and if you want to add a little frosting to the cake, give her a partial additional dose of the youth serum, that should make her approximately a 3 to 6 month old infant, making her even more helpless and taking away her ability to even walk, that with her adult mind set and knowing she'll be a one year old infant for eternity, would be the ultimate punishment, and if it works, if everyone agrees, this could be a whole new way to fix the penal institution world wide. Instead of capital punishment or life long sentences, they could be reduced to a lifetime of infancy, thus opening up the world wide adoption market for infants, affordable and easy for everyone who wants to adopt. JoAnn: Alright ladies, I see where this is headed, first off, all in favor of letting Lara administer the diuretics and suppository so Sammi can relieve herself and be in less pain, raise your hand. Both JoAnn and Lara raise their hands, Mindy just shrugs her shoulders. JoAnn: Ok, majority rules, but before you ease Sammi's pain Lara, one more thing to vote on, all in favor of trying the FIFLE_FIX Serum on Sammi, raise your hand. Surprisingly, all three ladies raised their hands immediately. JoAnn: WOW, ok, guess that was unanimous, and finally last, but not least, since we're all headed back to the nursery, who wants to carry Robbie and change his stinky diaper? Without even a hint, both Lara and Mindy were up and out of the kitchen before JoAnn could even say anything. JoAnn: (Looking at Robbie and wrinkling her nose)Ok Stinky, let's get you in to a clean diaper before someone reports us to Haz-Mat(As she lifts Robbie out of the highchair, then carefully placing him on her hip, she heads for the nursery, with Robbie's full diaper squishing and spreading his mess all over his bottom as he bounces up and down on JoAnn's hips). When JoAnn and Robbie reach the nursery, she sees Lara and Mindy standing next to the crib looking down at Sammi, and she notices Sammi is awake. As she places Robbie on the changing table and straps him in, she hears Lara tell Sammi, "Sammi dear, we all know you are in pain, and you know we have the ability to alleviate your pain, if you want us to do that for you, just nod your head yes." Sammi quickly nods her head and with a tear in her eye, then mutters, barely audible, I'll do anything, please, just stop the pain. Then to JoAnn's surprise, Mindy unties one of Sammi's hands and hands her a piece of paper saying, "Sign this and we'll stop the pain. It's a waiver to try an experimental drug on you, but I can guarantee you, your current pain will be reduced so much you will think it stopped, the choice is yours, or we can just let you go on through with your rejuvenation process, pain and all." Sammi quickly signs the paper and it's not even sure if she understood what she was signing, she just wanted the pain to go away. Meanwhile, Lara is preparing the diuretic injection and a double suppository to give to Sammi. JoAnn: (Leaving Robbie strapped to the changing table, gurgurling and playing with a toy JoAnn gave him) Great idea Mindy, that definitely gives us an out if anyone challenges our methods in the future. Mindy: Yea, it was actually Lara's idea, and the form is just a general authorization form to allow us to do any medical procedures to her that we deem necessary. JoAnn: Brilliant, absolutely brilliant, at least we're covered if the serum doesn't work and she somehow, by way of a miracle, regains her ability to speak like an adult again, but for now, while you two are prepping her and re-pinning her, soon to be full diaper, I've got my own full diaper to deal with(as she turns around and looks at Robbie), Ok Mister Bubble Bottom, let's get you in to a fresh, dry didy. JoAnn unpins Robbies diaper and carefully folding back the front flap, she grimaces and waves her hand in front of her face as she says, "OH MY GOD, you little bubble butt, what have you done? Shew-wee baby, my God, what a yucky mess(as she starts wiping Robbie's bottom with the edge of the cloth diaper, but quickly switches to a baby wipe to continue and finish the job). Awww, I think someone is enjoying his diaper change(JoAnn points to Robbie's, now, infantile penis as it sticks straight up and squirts a little pee towards JoAnn). Ha Ha Ha, just like any other baby boy, get's a little erection when the air hits him and then tries to squirt mommy. Lara and Mindy both laugh as JoAnn quickly covers Robbie back up with the dirty diaper to avoid the inevitable spraying she was about to get, but then quickly recovers and continues to wipe Robbie's bottom once she's, somewhat sure Robbie is done, for now? JoAnn: C'mon Mister Bubble Bottom, let's get this finished so Mommy can go help Aunty Lara and Mindy get your little sister ready for her journey in to infancy, so just maybe, you can have a little playmate someday. Sammi must have heard JoAnn because she looked towards the changing table with yet, another tear in her eye. Meanwhile, Mindy had refastened the hand restraint on Sammi, but undid the leg restraints and began to unpin her diaper, bringing the front down, just enough for Lara to have access to her bottom. Lara quickly came over and as Sammi writhed once more in pain, Lara gently inserted two fast acting Dulcolax Suppositories in to her bottom, then gave her two quick injections, one being a strong diuretic and the other, a smaller dose of the youth serum, then Mindy quickly pinned the diaper back on her, looked down at her and smiled as she said, "I hope you realize, I'm going to be changing your first poopy diaper and girl, I am here to tell you, it will be a diaper change you'll long remember, because Sammi Dear, I know just how to baby-talk a stinky baby girl that needs her diapey's changed, and Sammi, you will be no different. JoAnn: Okie dokie Mister Bubble Bottom, now that we've got you cleaned up and smelling somewhat fresher, let's set you in the playpen so you can get some baby play time, Mommy has to help take care of your little sister, Sammi. Once again, Sammi heard JoAnn and was almost on the verge of crying when she suddenly felt a warm sensation coating her bottom and she sighed as she felt the comfort of actually being able to pee again, her only problem, she was peeing in a diaper like a little baby and not on a toilet, but either way, she was relieved the pain had subsided and she was ecstatic that she could actually pee again, now if she could just keep her embarrassing, infantile act, a secret for a bit longer so she could avoid the inevitable, humiliating treatment she would surely receive at the hands of her, now, new caretaker, Mindy!!!! To Be Cont.

Hi all, just a quick update, sorry I've been away for a bit, but like the diaper says, shit happens. First off, the surgery ran into complications, they could not remove the gallbladder due to the liver attaching itself to it, so after a couple days recovering in the hospital, I am now on a new quest, below is an explanation of what awaits me, but please be patient, after this, maybe tomorrow, I'll get some more of the Craig's List Mommy chapters put up. Sorry, I know you'd rather read the mommy story but this is just me venting and having the need to tell someone so I don't go plumb crazy thinking about it. This is following yesterdays meeting with the transplant doctors. The meeting with the transplant doctor was, shall we say, bitter-sweet. Both Sharon, my wife, and my son Robert went with me and sat in on the meeting with the 2 doctors. There was a wee bit of good news, that being, the condition of my liver is deteriorating but not to the point where they need to do something immediately? On the other hand, the news I was dreading, it is most definite that I will be needing a FULL liver transplant, not just a part of a donor's liver. The only way they will take the gallbladder out now is if they take it out with the liver, and that surgery is imminent, it's just a matter of time. Picture if you will a scale of 0 to 50, 0 being a healthy liver and 50 being a liver that is no longer functioning and in need of emergency transplant. The only way they will consider taking my liver is if I hit the 30 percentile mark, that they consider emergency and immediate surgery as to not have any effects on the other organs if the liver shuts down, I am currently sitting at the 15 percentile mark, much too close for me in my opinion. They said my liver WILL NOT get any better and it has to come out. He asked if I lived near by and when I answered yes, he said good, if they get a liver and no one else is waiting he won't hesitate to do the transplant on me, this could happen in 2 weeks, a month, 6 months or a year? I have to go through a battery of tests to make sure my body can with stand a transplant operation. The surgery itself will take 6 to 8 hours and recovery if everything works out will be 10 to 15 days hospitalized, if there are complications, he's had people taking up to 3 months recovering in the hospital before he let them go home. The testing with all of the doctors start Monday when I see my cardiologist, Thursday my primary care doctor and Friday my liver doctor, have yet to get appointments with my lung doctor, kidney doctor and doctor Seuss, he was the only one I recognized? Lol I got my stitches out today from my last operation 2 weeks ago, now I get to wait until they dig and cut in to me again, but have decided, not going to do it laying around, will be trying to get a doctors release to go back to work part time as early as next week, if I don't get the call to get to the hospital immediately? On a more serious note, I need to be careful over the next few weeks or months while I'm waiting for a liver, which by the way, as of today I am now officially on a donor list, my diet needs to be monitored and is stricter than it has been the past two weeks, I cannot miss taking any meds AT ALL, I can't catch a cold, pneumonia, any kind of infection in my body, such as my gallbladder again, etc., or any kind of a bleed that would cause sever blood loss, any of these would move me to between the 30 and 50 percentile mark immediately, so color me Mister Careful, I hope. Keep your prayers and thoughts coming, going to definitely need them, this roller coaster ride just got scarier!!!!!!!!! Love you all, Rob/aka/BooBoo.

I really appreciate the feedback, however, I am headed back to the hospital this Friday for surgery, they need to remove my gallbladder and part of my liver, will try and get a few more chapters in till then, and hopefully, will be back writing within the next few weeks, once again, thank all of you for your support........Booboo/aka/Rob

I've always kind of liked "Take a Chance on Me" by ABBA

The Craig's List Mommy By BooBooBritches (CHAPTER 36) It was almost heart-breaking to see Sammi wriggling in her crib, in such pain, as her body started the shrinking process, and you could tell by the grimacing on her face, her need to relieve herself was growing enormously as she got the look of a toddler trying to poop their diaper with little success. JoAnn, Mindy and Lara just watched as Sammi continued to writhe in pain, until, finally, she passed out, but even though she was unconscious, the three ladies watched as her tummy would swell, then shrink, then swell again in a continuous process as if someone was running a tape on a never ending loop. Lara: She should be ok for awhile, let her get some rest, she's going to need it, the next 24 hours will take their physical toll on her, and I dread to think of what she will go through mentally in the days, weeks, months, and maybe even years following her transformation, I can't even begin to imagine the humility of her knowing what will be happening to her and not having the ability to even communicate her needs or thoughts, other than by crying just like a baby has to. JoAnn: So true, but then again, she brought it on herself, my pity for her won't start until after she's an infant, dependent on all of us for her every need, maybe then I'll feel sorry for her, maybe? For now, however, let's all go get something to eat, I could use some breakfast and I'll bet little Robbie here won't say no to another bottle of formula. Mindy and Lara nod their head in agreement and after Lara checks Sammi's restraints one more time, she asks JoAnn if she's going to re-hook up the CCTV so they can monitor Sammi from other areas of the house. JoAnn says yes and asks Mindy and Lara if they could take Robbie to the kitchen and get his bottle and if one of them can start breakfast. Both ladies quickly agree and Mindy takes Robbie from JoAnn, then quickly follows Lara out of the nursery while JoAnn goes about the task of hooking the CCTV back up. Just before JoAnn leaves the nursery, she hears Sammi let out a moan and she can only imagine what hellish nightmare Sammi must be experiencing. JoAnn walks in to the kitchen and smells the fresh bacon frying in the pan as Mindy is stirring a pan of scrambled eggs, she sees Lara dropping bread in to the toaster and smiles as she sees her baby boy Robbie, sitting in the highchair, cheerfully sucking on his baby bottle and fingering a pile of loose cheerios on his tray. JoAnn: So is there anything you need me to do(as she adjusts the kitchen monitor to keep an eye on the nursery). Did you make coffee yet? JoAnn sashays over to the coffee pot and noticing there is a freshly brewed pot waiting, she grabs three cups, places them on the dining room table and then pours the coffee, just as soon as she has sat down Mindy sets a plate of scrambled eggs, bacon and toast in front of her. Soon all three girls are at the table chowing down and idly chatting while two year old Robbie plays happily in his highchair with the cheerios on his tray. Suddenly Robbie lets out a gut wrenching moan, followed by a grunt as his face turns red, and it doesn't take a detective to know what he just did. All three girls laugh as they watch the expressions on Robbie's face, first the strenuous expression that goes with the grunting, then the look of surprise as he lets out an extremely loud, muffled fart and the seat of his diaper rapidly fills, smearing the peanut butter like substance all over his bottom, and finally, that look of pleasing satisfaction as if to be acknowledging a job well done as he continues to nurse his bottle and play with his cheerios on his highchair tray. The three girls all know immediately what he has done as the odor of a dirty diaper mixed with baby powder slowly wafts through the air and they all smile. JoAnn is the first to notice that Robbie has once again shrunk down in size and she quickly goes to adjust the straps on the highchair before, now, 18 month old Robbie falls out. JoAnn: Well now, it looks like that last little part of his regressing transformation wasn't all that bad, a couple grunts, an explosive fart and a full diapey and he's as satisfied as a little one can be, sitting in his highchair, drinking his baba, playing with his cheerios, all the while sitting in a very dirty diaper, ladies, I think Robbie has reached the final stage of his transformation, and quite successfully I might add. Mindy: (Walking over to Robbie's highchair) Well hello there Baby Robbie, aren't you just the most precious little thing(wrinkling her nose), even if you do stink? Lara: I swear Jo, as many times as I've seen this, I still can't get over this transformation, it's nothing short of a miracle, and Robbie here, he's taken to it better than any of our previous subjects, he truly did want to be a baby again, it's quite obvious. Well Robbie, I hope, for your sake, being a baby again is all you hoped it would be, because little one, there's no turning back now, we plan on keeping you as our baby and in diapers until you are at least 5 years old, that is, if we don't discover the one serum we're still trying to perfect, it's called FIFLE_Fix, if we come up with a safe concoction, you'll never have to worry about adult problems again. JoAnn: I think Robbie would love that serum injection, he could be a baby for the rest of his life, which by the way, would be for eternity. We do have a serum, but it has not been safely tested, and we're unsure of any side effects it might have. Lara: You do realize Jo, we may very well have the perfect test subject laying in a crib in the other room, we could test it on her and if it worked, then we could administer it to Robbie, thus giving him his most ultimate fantasy. The only drawback would be, testing it on Sammi, if it did work, she would go through a life as an 18 month old infant, with an adult mind, and she would have to endure this experience for an eternity, which is why we named the new serum, FIFLE_Fix, which is short for FULLTIME-INFANT-FOR-LIFE-ETERNAL, and the FIX part, is permanent, might be worth a try, the only one that would suffer, mentally, would be Sammi, but for now, let's get Mister Bubble Butt changed, My God he STINKS!!!!! To Be Cont.

" The Craig's List Mommy " (CHAPTER 35) JoAnn confirms her suspicions when she takes a peek inside Robbie's diaper and her nose twitches a bit. JoAnn: Just what I thought, this little stinker needs changed again, he over-loaded this diaper. Mindy and Lara laugh as JoAnn wrinkles her nose and pats Robbie's bottom again. JoAnn: Well shucks girls, I guess we better get Mister Bubble Butt changed, and I've got an excellent idea, why don't you push Sammi's wheelchair up close to the changing table, near the foot of course, so she can get a birds eye view of what her bottom's going to be looking like, in the very near future, when she's getting her poopy butt changed. Mindy laughs as she positions Sammi's wheelchair near the foot of the changing table as JoAnn carries Robbie over and lays him down. She unpins his diaper stating, "He didn't soak his diaper, he's just a tad bit damp, but boy oh boy, he definitely over did himself when he pooped, My God, this formula is working wonders on his little system, his little insides are gonna be so cleaned out, he'll be pooping soft, sticky like baby poop in no time at all, just like a lil teeny baby, yes he will". JoAnn then looks towards Sammi, "Don't worry Sammi, you'll soon be doing the same thing Robbie is doing now, but unfortunately, your transformation may not be, shall we say, as maternally loving as Robbie's, plus I'm afraid dear, it's probably going to be quite painful and most definitely more embarrassing and humiliating than Robbie's transformation was". Lara: (As she looks at Sammi while JoAnn finishes changing Robbie's diaper) You do remember Sammi, when you first got here, I explained to you what this Regression Transformation would be like without the mental prep and the medical prep prior the finalization injections? The suppositories and injection are more of a blessing than a must, before I was to give someone the liquid elixir treatment only with the final injection. Without those two blessing steps, the pain would be excruciating, their adult persona wouldn't be able to handle the pain and pressure of the body shrinking down to the size of an infant, let alone their mind. They would be experiencing every single action their body is going through, in and including their over sized bladder and colon as it is shrinking to the size of an infants, definitely causing the pain of having an over full bladder and colon and being constipated all at the same time, trust me, I can't begin to imagine the pain the subject would be going through. You do realize Sammi, without all the prep, the pain you will be going through by tomorrow morning when you'll be the size of a six month old baby, unfortunately, you'll still have the mental capacity of your current age, and we're not sure, how long you will retain the mental capacity of an adult, we do know, the embarrassment and humiliation you will have to endeavor being treated like a six month old infant will more than likely be more painful than the physical pain you'll experiencing, and, speaking of diapers, I think we need to get you all dressed up for your soon to be quick journey in to infancy. JoAnn: (As she's just finishing pinning my clean diaper on) You know Lara, I don't see any reason at all why we can't just get Sammi situated in Robbie's crib, it might be a bit small for her, at least for now, but that'll change soon, plus, it has a plastic sheet covering the mattress, just in case, although, I'm pretty sure she's going to be constipated and unable to urinate for some time, that would be the painful part of the physical regression, but just like my former boyfriend, she is going to welcome that first messy diaper finally having the feeling of being able to go again after being so constipated, she might enjoy it so much, we'll do to her what she did to Robbie, let her lay in to for a while and tease her for being so stinky. All three girls laughed and a small tear drop trickled down Sammi's cheek. Once Sammi was secured in the crib, with both arms and legs restrained, She was quickly stripped and pinned in to an over size cloth diaper. Then with a pat to her bottom, Lara came over to the crib with two familiar looking vials and a hypodermic. Lara: (As both Mindy and JoAnn stepped back a safe distance from the crib) Ok Sammi, I'm sure you remember how the process works(Pulling a pair of long plastic gloves over her hands and up over her elbow's. She looks down at Sammi and smiles as she takes the first vial with the thick pinkish liquid in it and starts to gently massage it in to her skin. She covers every inch of her body with the liquid, unpins her diaper, slowly pulls the diaper down so she can massage the liquid on to her vaginal area and lastly, her bottom. With a pat on her bottom she says), O-K Little Miss Sugar Britches, let's go ahead and let that set for about 5 minutes and then we'll start the next application, oh, and Sammi, you noticed the liquid was pink, we have no intentions of changing your sex, you'll be a baby girl with a new chance at life. (After approximately five minutes) Now Sammi, you do remember how the next application works, the pinkish serum is a cloning, skin enhancing serum, this gives the subject that babyish, soft looking skin and pink tone all infants have, it also slowly tightens the skin making it virtually wrinkle free, other than the normal folds of skin a baby has. Finally, but most important, the injection, into the rectum, is probably the most uncomfortable part of the regression transformation, this is the actual youth serum that will start the regeneration process. Now normally, you would have been given laxatives and diuretics to make your transformation more comfortable, even without the six month long mental therapy, it would have still been a more painless experience, the mental therapy is just to get you over the humiliation of being treated like an infant, and help you adjust more quickly in to your new found babyhood. When Lara finally gives Sammi the injection, she pins her diaper back on, and with a smile on her face, she gives her bottom a couple firm swats and says, "You do realize, we could have given you the suppositories and diuretics to help alleviate your pain, but JoAnn felt you needed to be punished so she opted not to make it an easy transformation for you. I for one, thought your punishment of being treated like a baby while still retaining your adult memories and thought process would have been more than enough punishment, but, this is JoAnn and Mindy's show so I tend to agree with them, oh yea, and one other thing, Mindy said to tell you, that no matter who changes your diapers and feeds you your bottles, or just basically takes care of any of your baby needs, you will be teased and ridiculed when ever possible, in and including letting strangers watch as you're being changed, or even letting them change you while they're wrinkling their noses and calling you a stinky baby, the look on your face every time is going to be priceless!!!!! Once again, teardrops trickle down Sammi's cheeks and she feels a twinge like pinching feeling in her gut. To Be Cont.

" The Craig's List Mommy " (CHAPTER 33) (Approximately two hours later, JoAnn walks in to the nursery and observes Sammi changing Robbie's diaper, in the crib and not on the changing table) JoAnn: Hi Sammi, how's it going and how is our little man doing? Sammi: Oh hi, you startled me. I was just changing him, this little stinker had another nasty surprise for his Auntie Sammi, yes he did, hims had a yucky diapey, yes he did(as Sammie blows raspberries on my tummy). JoAnn: (Laughs) Yea, I'm pretty sure, he's going to have to get used to being in dirty diapers, since he's going to be having a lot of them for the at least, the next three to four years, if not longer depending on how long he's going to take to be re-potty trained. So tell me Sammi, why don't you use the changing table to change him on, seems to me it would be a lot easier than bending down over in the crib? Sammi: Oh I don't mind bending over for this little stinker(by now Rob was no bigger than a three year old), I'm just amazed at how well your youth serum works(as Sammi quickly grabs her recording device out of the corner of the crib and sticks it in her pocket). JoAnn: (Observing the attempted, sneaky move by Sammi) Well go ahead and get some rest, I like to be with our subjects for the last couple hours until his rejuvenation is totally complete. Next time you see Robbie, he'll be approximately somewhere between the age of a one year old to an eighteen month old baby. Sammi: That is still unimaginable, but I've got to say, I'm sitting here witnessing it first hand. I can't thank you enough for letting me be a part of your process and bringing me on board, unfortunately, I'll have to rest later, I really need to get back to town, I've got a few things I need to get taken care of and I can't get them done from out here. JoAnn: Oh, wow, I thought you'd want to stay until the process had reached it's end, but, if there are things you need to get taken care of, please feel free to leave, I'll have Mindy assist you and open the main gate for you, will we see you back again later today? Sammi: Oh of course, I'll definitely be back, I wouldn't miss this for the world. JoAnn: (Smiling down at Robbie and Calling Mindy on her cell phone) Hi Mindy(as she motions for Sammi to hold on for a minute), yea, Mindy, Sammi is getting ready to leave so if you and Lara can assist her, ON HER WAY, I would greatly appreciate it, she can't wait to get back to the nursery so she can play with Robbie(as JoAnn winks at Sammi). Ok Sammi, the girls will help you on your way, do hurry back. Sammi: Thanks Jo, and yes, you're right, I can't wait to get back to play with this little stinker(as she gives me a quick peck on the cheek and I just giggle), buh bye baby boy, Auntie will be back to play with you later. JoAnn thinks to herself, yes my dear, so you shall, you will be back shortly, but not quite the way you think you will? " The Craig's List Mommy " (CHAPTER 34) JoAnn watches as Sammi leaves the nursery, then walks over to the crib, lifts my infantile body out, easily, carrying me over to the rocking chair, sits down, pulls a baby bottle out of the pocket of the smock she's wearing and starts to feed me as I lay in her arms, looking up at her content as I suck on my bottle, and picturing her as my mommy, her glow, almost angelic like. Lara and Mindy are having coffee at the kitchen table when Sammi comes in, her overnight bag thrown across her shoulder. Mindy: Hi Sammi, Jo said you was headed in to town, could you give us just a couple minutes to finish our coffee and then I'll escort you to the gate and let you out, oh, did you want a cup, just brewed fresh? Sammi: I appreciate the offer but don't really have time for coffee, I'll grab some in town, I have tons to get done today. Lara: Really, I thought you told us your schedule was clear and you had nothing binding you to town? Sammi: Well, actually, it is clear, except for this one last thing I need to get done, it was something that came up unexpectedly and needs my immediate attention, after that, I assure you, my slate is clean and I'm all yours. Both Lara and Mindy smile as Mindy heads for the back door, Sammi smiles back and waves bye at Lara. As Sammi follows Mindy to the back door, Lara quickly walks up behind Sammi, and in the wink of an eye, jabs a hypodermic in to the small of Sammi's back. Sammi stops for a minute and yells "OUCH", and as she turns around to see what stuck her, she sees Lara standing there with the, now empty hypodermic, but before she can say anything, she starts to feel faint and both Mindy and Lara catch her before she hits the ground. Lara and Mindy walk Sammi over to a chair sitting her slumping, non-responsive body down as Sammi looks at them, with a lone tear running from one eye. Lara: (Seeing the single tear drop) WOW, that's amazing, this paralysis drug usually won't even allow you to cry, you must be quite upset my dear, but don't worry, the paralysis will wear off quickly, it was used to insure you would not try to fight us or run away. Meanwhile Mindy is going through Sammi's purse and overnight bag, then suddenly announces, "Here it is, now let's see what our little spy has been up to". Lara: Sounds good, but first things first, we need to get our little spy here confined, that drug won't keep her immobile for long. Mindy: OK, we can restrain her in the wheelchair, then push her back to the nursery so Jo can view this video also, Sammi may as well get used to being restrained in the nursery, I've got a feeling she'll be spending a lot of time there, restrained in either a crib or a playpen. Both Mindy and Lara laugh as Mindy leaves the kitchen to go get the wheelchair. Lara: (Looking at Sammi) I really thought your profession as a leading psychiatrist would have made you more morally compliant as far as protecting breaking medical discoveries and keeping classified information, classified? (Sammi looks at Lara, and even though she is completely paralyzed, the look of fear in her eye is unmistakable) Did you really think we would be so careless as to let a recording device in our home with out being capable of monitoring everything, in every room, oh, that's right, you thought the camera in the nursery was down due to maintenance problems, Hon, haven't you ever heard of a Nanny Cam, the nursery camera was just a ruse to get you feeling over confidant and allowing you to expose yourself quicker. Mindy comes back in to the kitchen pushing the wheelchair, and as Lara and Mindy get Sammi situated in the wheelchair and restrained properly, both hands and feet, and a chest restraint that will allow her to remain sitting up straight instead of slouching in the chair, Lara kneels in front of her and says, "Don't worry Sugar Britches, we'll get you a cuter stroller later, this is just until we can get you down to your proper age and size, more befitting a sneaky little girl like you. JoAnn is still nursing Robbie when Lara and Mindy come in to the nursery, pushing the wheelchair. JoAnn: Well, well, well, what do we have here, I can assume you found her recording device based on her present condition? Mindy: Yes, we found it, but haven't watched it yet, we wanted to watch it with you. Lara: Exactly, and Little Miss Sugar Britches is restrained because the drug will be wearing off soon and we wanted her immobile until we could investigate our suspicions in depth. JoAnn: Well then, let's see what we have, Mindy, could you be a dear and hook her video camera up to the TV monitor over on the dresser, that way we can all watch it together, and just maybe, after the drug wears off, Sammi can give us a step by step, detailed description of just what it is that she felt there was an urgent need to record. Mindy quickly hooks up Sammi's camera and with a quick glance back, making sure everyone has a good viewing position, she turns the camera on and sits back as all three ladies, Robbie, and Sammi watch the video. The first 15 minutes of the video is blacked out but you can distinctly hear JoAnn's voice as she is explaining every detailed step of the rejuvenation procedure and JoAnn says, "Aha, that must have been the clicking sound we kept hearing in the nursery, there's no video because she had the camera concealed in her pocket." Then all of a sudden, the monitor lit up and you could see a camera view of the crib, looking down towards Robbie from the foot of the crib it appeared the camera had been propped up on top of the foot board crib railing. For fifteen minutes all the girls watched as Sammi baby talked Robbie and occasionally patted his bottom, then JoAnn said, do me a favor Mindy, can you set that up for fast-forward, I'm curious about something. Mindy sets the camera to fast-forward and watches as they all see Robbie actually shrinking right before their eyes, with an occasional appearance and glimpse of Sammi. They watch for another 15 minutes and JoAnn notices something and tells Mindy to rewind the recording back about 10 minutes. After Mindy rewinds the recording, JoAnn tells her to just play it on normal speed and as all the girls watch, JoAnn tells Mindy and Lara to keep an eye on Robbies bottom. After a couple of minutes they all watch as Robbies diaper starts to get a little discolored and gets a distinctive shadow on his bottom, then JoAnn points out the crib sheet as they all watch a wet spot form and grow. After watching another 5 minutes of the wet spot expand and Sammi patting Robbie's bottom telling him what a stinky baby he was, JoAnn tells Mindy to go ahead and fast-forward it again. As all three ladies watch Robbies transformation transpire in front of their eyes, JoAnn keeps shaking her head in dismay. Finally near the end of the video you can see where Sammi is changing Robbie's diaper and telling him he's such a cute baby, stinky, but cute, then you hear JoAnn coming in to the nursery. Lara: OK Jo, what's with all the head shaking, we caught her, why are you so upset? JoAnn: I'm not upset because we caught her, that just confirmed my suspicions, no, what I'm upset about is she was so intent of videoing his transformation, she forgot all about his basic care, not only did she not change him when he first wet his diaper, she didn't even change him after he messed his diaper, yet through both, she stood there and continued to tell him in baby-talk what a stinky baby he was, I wonder if she'd like it if we kept her laying in a wet, dirty diaper and just teased her because she was stinky? Mindy: Well, now that you mentioned that, what are we going to do with her, we can't keep her paralyzed forever? Lara: Actually Mindy, Jo and I kind of talked about that while you were sleeping, and we could only come up with one decisive conclusion to our problem. JoAnn: Yes Mindy, and as soon as I hear back from Pam, we can all talk about it, but Lara came up with the perfect solution, unfortunately, we don't think Sammi is going to like it, but, I can guarantee you, she will most definitely know what it's going to feel like to be sitting around in a messy diaper, with her little bottom itching because she's starting to develop a bad diaper rash. Lara: We might have to change her name from Little Miss Sugar Britches to Little Miss Messy Pants? All three ladies laugh as JoAnn pats Robbie's bottom, wrinkles her nose, and says, "Speaking of which?" To Be Cont.

" The Craig's List Mommy " (CHAPTER 31) I looked back up and over at Dr. Ward and noticed she had a clean diaper in her hand. She motioned to JoAnn and said, "This first one is all yours, since the last subject was Mindy's, but fear not fair lady, we'll all be here to assist you with diaper duty as needed, and from what I can smell and see, there is going to be a lot of diaper duty being needed with this little stinker." All the girls laughed, even Sammi, as JoAnn grabbed the diaper from Dr. Ward, gave my bottom a quick, but firm pat, as if to assure I really did need a diaper change, then with an over exaggerated nose wrinkle and a quick wave of her hand in front of her face, she unpinned my diaper, slowly pulling down the front flap, and with a wince and very vocal "SHEW", she started wiping my penis and crotch with the edge of the dirty diaper. She methodically worked her way to where she had to lift my legs so she could continue wiping my bottom with the used diaper. Once she was satisfied she had most of the poop wiped off, she rolled the diaper up and sat it to the side, then grabbed a couple of wipes and proceeded to re-wipe the areas she had just wiped. When she was almost finished, Dr. Ward handed her a can of some kind of spray, I couldn't tell what it was but Dr. Ward told JoAnn that it would be better than Vaseline or Lotion when it came to preventing a diaper rash, plus it would be easier to clean up then the other two options. After spraying the cool feeling mist on me, Dr. Ward sat the can down and I could see it was an Adult Barrier Spray, Dr. Smith's brand I think? When Dr. Ward told JoAnn to go ahead and get me re-diapered, she also asked Mindy if she could get me a bottle so I wouldn't get dehydrated. JoAnn lovingly pinned my diaper back on and carried me back to my crib. After Mindy gave me a bottle, and locked the crib rail up, she told Dr. Ward and JoAnn that she would take first shift with me. Dr. Ward told her that they would be back in about two hours but if I needed changed before then, to just go ahead and do it but don't forget to log it on the chart, as she pointed to a chart on the wall I noticed for the first time. Sammi: If you don't mind, I'd like to stay here and help Mindy take care of Robbie. Dr. Ward: We appreciate the offer Sammi, but that won't be necessary, you will be getting a two hour shift to watch him immediately following Mindy's shift, I suggest you get some rest, it's going to be a long night. Sammi: Oh, Ok, that sounds great, any way I can help, just let me know. As Sammi walks out of the room, Dr. Ward looks at JoAnn and says, "We need to talk, Mindy Dear, I'll let you know what we talked about after your shift, although I'm quite sure, you already know." Mindy just nodded her head as if she was aware of what Dr. Ward was referring to as JoAnn and Dr. Ward left the room. Mindy looked down at me in my crib, sucking on my bottle, smiled and said, "You are just going to be precious, yes you are!" Dr. Ward and JoAnn were coming out of my nursery as they watched Sammi retreat in to her room, "Shall we go to your study Jo, we need to keep this conversation on the hush hush until I'm sure of what I suspect?" JoAnn: Ok Lara, I kind of think I know what you want to talk about, but just to be sure, why don't you tell me. Lara: Oh, I know you know what's going on, but we need to prove it first and then after we do, which should be easy, we need to have a group discussion of what we're going to do about it. JoAnn: I agree, but just for the sake of me not thinking I'm crazy or imagining things, tell me what your suspicions are. Lara: Ok, to make a long story short, I think we have a spy among our ranks, I think Sammi is using some type of recording device, a camera or tape recorder or something of that nature, and if she is, we've got a big problem and a major decision to make, and we've only got until Robbies Regression Transformation is completed. JoAnn: I agree whole-heartedly, I seriously think she's trying to go public with this and to boot, make a small fortune, not to mention possibly getting nominated for The Nobel Peace Prize along the way if she tries to take credit for our serum? Lara: With her previous work in regressive therapy she would have no problems convincing the right people that this was her project and that we were merely assistants connecting all the dots for her. JoAnn: Agreed, so how do we prove it and what do we do if we do prove it, we can't exactly call the police and tell them she stole our youth serum, now can we? Lara: Umm, no, but then again, I wasn't exactly thinking about calling the police, I have a more suitable idea, and punishment for our little traitor if we prove she is doing what we think she's doing. JoAnn: I think I know where you're heading with this, and I know just how to catch her, or, prove her innocence. Remember when we first put Robbie in the nursery, we had CCTV Cameras set up for monitoring, well, Sammi knows we have these cameras in there. What if we told her they were malfunctioning and we were replacing them but couldn't get new ones installed until tomorrow, and we actually went in and removed the camera right in front of her. This might give her a false sense of security and allow her to actually get bold enough to expose herself openly. Lara: If you take the camera out, how are you going to catch her, I don't understand? JoAnn: (Laughing) Lara, you have been behind a desk way too long, have you forgotten, all good mommy's have Teddy Bear Nanny Cams, it's the latest rave, and all we need to do is turn his on before Sammi begins her shift. The Teddy Bear has been a part of the nursery décor so she'll think nothing of it, we'll just make sure it's facing Robbies crib. Lara: You are diabolically clever my dear, while you're setting up the nursery I'm going to do a quick check on Miss Sammi's life, just in case we do what I think we're going to have to do, I want to make sure she left no strings attached and connected to us. JoAnn: Sounds good, I'll go let Mindy know what's going on and get the nanny cam set up. "The Craigs List Mommy" (CHAPTER 32) Two hours later, Sammi tiptoes in to the nursery, all bright eyed and bushy tailed, anxious to take her shift watching Robbie. Mindy: Hi, didn't expect you yet. We figured we'd have to wake you up, you looked exhausted when you left. Sammi: No way, I'm so excited to be a part of this, are you serious, I couldn't even sleep, I can rest later. So, how's our little subject doing? Has he woke up any? Has the serum started working yet? Mindy: Whoa girl, slow down a bit (ha ha ha), damn you're excited. To begin with, Robbie's doing just fine, guess you could say he's sleeping like a baby(both girls laugh), and no, he hasn't woke up yet, heck, this little stinker didn't even wake up when I changed his dirty diaper, he slept right through the entire change, and yes, the serum has started working, as you can see by his chart, he's actually shrunk about 6" already he's lost whatever body hair he had left. Sammi: That's amazing, I still can't believe you've all discovered this procedure and have managed to keep it a secret. Just out of curiosity, how many subjects have you used this serum of yours on? Mindy: Robbie is the third successful subject we've dealt with, as far as keeping it a secret, that was no problem, we made more than enough money off of the two previous adoptions of the subjects then we need, not to mention, JoAnn and I were financially set before we even discovered the youth serum, so we felt there was no need to release our findings to the world and Dr. Ward was just another super add on to our new enterprise, as we are all hoping, you will be? As JoAnn and Lara walk in to the room, they are surprised to see Sammi already there. JoAnn: Well hello there, a bit early for our shift are we? Sammi: (giggles) Yes, like I was just telling Mindy, I'm overly excited to be a part of your organization and this experiment, so yea, sleeping isn't one of my highest priorities right now. Lara: Well that's no problem, I can assure you, I was equally excited when JoAnn and Mindy brought me on board, as a matter of fact, Robbie is my first up close and personal experience with this youth procedure, the previous two subjects were just a matter of office calls where I would check their physical well being, I have never actually got to witness the entire transformation, so I can understand your excitement. Sammi: Oh, I didn't know that, I guess I just assumed, you being a doctor and all, that you were a part of this from the beginning. Lara: No, unfortunately I just started with Robbie, and as far as me being a doctor, I am a licensed pediatrician, I have an ongoing and working practice and I am here to insure Robbie has no setbacks or complications, as I have done with their two previous subjects. I am a big part of the various stages of regression but this time is equally exciting for me, I mean, are we not witnessing a bit of a miracle here? JoAnn: I'd love to let you two chat, but for now, we need to check Robbie, and then I have to disconnect the closed circuit camera, the system went down about an hour ago so I have to get a new camera. Mindy: (Hands JoAnn a desk top mini camera) Hey Jo, this should work until we get the CCTV repaired, plus since he's under constant supervision now until his transformation is complete, we really don't need anything sophisticated to record him with, it's just for our files only. JoAnn: That sounds good to me(As JoAnn disconnects the room CCTV camera), just set it on the dresser there by his changing table, that way the crib and changing table are in clear view of the camera. So Sammi, are you ready to start your shift, if so, why don't you go ahead and check to see if Robbie needs changed. Sammi walks over to the crib and gently pulls the blanket off of me, then sticks two fingers into the top of my diaper and announces to the other girls, "I think someone's got a wet tushy", she then carefully sticks a finger in to the leg gap of my diaper, and with a bit of a lift, she peeks in, wrinkles her nose a twitch and adds, "Uh Oh, looks like he's got a messy bottom to go with that wet tushy, yuck, someone needs his pants changed." As she whispers to me in baby talk, "C'mon Baby Boy, let Auntie Sammi change that icky diapey, you're a stinky little fella, yes you are!!!" JoAnn: Well Sammi, I can see you've got this, unless of course, you need some help? Sammi: No, not at all, trust me, I've changed poopy diapers before, this is just another yucky diaper, no big deal, you all go get some rest, I'll see you in a couple hours. All 3 ladies smile, give Sammi the go ahead nod and leave the room. Sammi immediately looks towards the desktop camera, walks over to it, and nonchalantly, sets her bag in front of the camera, blocking the lens, then removes a recording device from her bag and slowly saunters back over to my crib. Sammi: (As she sets up her mini-cam on the railing of the crib pointing down from the bottom towards me) Ok Stinky, let's get you a clean didy and out of those stinky pants. Sammi unpins my diaper and carefully starts peeling it off of me, from the top down, wiping the mess as she goes, all the time talking to me as if I was just a baby and for some reason, unknown to me, I'm laying there, helpless as a baby but fully aware of what is going on, and as I try to verbalize my feelings, all I hear are sounds, as if a baby was cooing and gaa-gaa'ing, and I quickly remember back, who I am, where I am and what is happening, although I still don't thoroughly understand it. Meanwhile, Sammi continues wiping my bottom and cleaning me up with warm baby wipes, and when she's done, before she pins my diaper back on, she makes a note into her camera which apparently is also a voice recorder, "The subject has lost most, if not all of his male genitalia along with all body hair, in the past two hours, the subject has shrunk at least 6 inches in length, his mass body index seems to have lessened and his skin is taking on a pink, soft tint, much like a baby would have. I will give an updated recorded report following my two hour shift, but for now, I need to get this little stinkers diaper pinned back on before he decides to spray me and his crib." (As she lets out a little laugh) JoAnn: Well ladies, that didn't take long (as she points to the monitor that is blocked by Sammi's bag), fortunately (she points to the other monitor that is hooked up to the Nanny Cam), this one is working perfect and we've even got sound. The three ladies rewind the Nanny Cam monitor and watch Sammi as she explained everything into her recording device. "Ok ladies, I think we've seen enough, let's go ahead and initiate Plan B, Mindy, give Pamela a call and let her know what's going on and see to it that she takes care of everything on her end, Lara, you and I can ready everything on this end, by this time tomorrow, we will have taken care of everything, including trying a whole new procedure that is yet to be tested!!!!! To Be Cont. (If there is any interest left)

" The Craig's List Mommy " (CHAPTER 29) I had been sitting there watching cartoons when out of the blue, Dr. Ward easily lifted me up and carried me to the changing table, I hadn't realized how much weight I had already lost and what with me being small in stature to begin with, it was literally no problem for any of the ladies to lift me as if I was an over grown toddler. Once I was on the changing table, Dr. Ward carefully, and playfully started to undress me, when she had got down to where all I had on was a diaper and onesie, she carefully unsnapped the onesie, then quickly peeked in to the side gap of my diaper to see if I was messy. Upon declaring me clean, she loudly said, he's a bit damp, but that's ok, he'll need a new diaper once I'm done with his next procedure. As I lay there looking up, I noticed that along with Dr. Ward, was Mommy Jo, Auntie Mindy and Auntie Sammi, they were all smiling and looking down at me as Dr. Ward slowly unpinned my diaper, but left the diaper still covering my crotch area. She gave it a little pat and said, "We'd best leave this covering that teeny weensy penis, wouldn't want any unexpected showers?" The rest of the girls laughed and for some strange reason, her remark embarrassed me and I turned a little red. This was not missed by JoAnn as she said, "Well, looks like someone still turns red and blushes when he gets embarrassed." Mindy immediately jumped in and said, laughingly, "Either that or he's trying to load up his diaper again." This made all the girls laugh as I saw Dr. Ward twitch her nose a bit and I turned even redder. Dr. Ward: I don't think he's trying to make me any yucky surprises(as she gently feels my abdomen), I seriously think he's still retaining some of his adult emotions, which is perfectly normal, he'll remember glimpses of being an adult for at least another year, by then he will have slipped in to the natural routine of being a baby, he will eventually let his infant persona overtake his adult persona. I'm sure, there will be times, as an infant, he will be embarrassed or humiliated when he flashes back to being an adult and knows that his future is fixed and set, if only he could tell us what he's feeling, emotionally? Mindy: I agree 100% Lara, even with Robin, right up to before we handed her over to her new adopted parents, I could sense she was trying to communicate with Robbie a couple of different times, unfortunately, for Robbie, he didn't understand what she was trying to relay to him. It was almost as if she was trying to warn him, almost as if what they say is true, baby's know how to communicate with other baby's, but then, we all know that was just a cute movie we saw, it couldn't really happen? Dr. Ward: Huh Huh, are you sure that's not possible? If I remember correctly, when I approached you and JoAnn about what I could do, as far as turning a full grown man back in to an infant, you told me that was impossible too, but, ta daaa, here we are. JoAnn: WOW, how I remember that, it seems so long ago. That idiot I was dating ended up being an abusive boyfriend, and with his hitting me all the time, I knew, just breaking up with him wasn't going to help me, he would have kept on stalking me no matter what, that's how I met Lara, I had to go in for an exam after that ass-hole beat me up one day, that's when Lara offered to help me, and by then, I was up for anything. When she told me what she could do, of course I was skeptical, but if Lara could do what she said she could, I couldn't think of a better way to deal with that ass-hole boyfriend of mine. Imagine the look on his face the first time he messed his diaper in front of me, that big macho man, sitting there in a dirty diaper, he looked so pathetic, it was absolutely hilarious. Mindy: I remember him, and I also remember teasing him as much as possible when ever I changed his diapers, I must admit, he had a tough time regressing mentally, but it was fine with us, the longer he retained his adult memories and persona, the more humiliating and embarrassing it would be for him. Dr. Ward: Yes ladies, I remember him well, fortunately, for our new subjects, we've refrained from teasing and humiliation, now we are more interested in working on the infantile persona and regressing the subjects slowly and more thoroughly. Sammi: So, you're saying, this doesn't have to be a long, drawn out six month process, you actually have the ability to regress someone, physically, immediately? Dr. Ward: Oh dear yes, the physical part of regression is the easiest, it's the mental part that takes time. Jo's ex-boyfriend was regressed overnight, while he was passed out in a drunken slumber, when he awoke, he was the size of an 6 month old baby, sleeping in a crib and wearing a stinky diaper. He had lost all mobility of his extremities and the ability to talk, so the only way he could express himself was to cry, and OH MY GOD, did that little shit ever cry, especially when he needed his pants changed, it was so damn cute. Sammi: Do you realize what you have here, I mean, you could change the entire penal system, instead of the death sentence, they could be sentenced to a restart of their lives, with the possibility of growing up more disciplined. The cost of jailing an inmate would be far less for states if their biggest expense was diapers and formula, especially if all facilities were required to use cloth diapers, you could revolutionize the entire judicial system, not to mention you would be rich beyond your wildest dreams. Dr. Ward: (Looking at Sammi a bit conspicuously) We have reasons why that's not possible, and as far as being rich, all of us have more than we'll ever need, which is why, once again, I emphasize, word of this procedure cannot, and must not, ever go beyond these walls. Sammi shook her head acknowledging Dr. Ward's statement? I watched as Dr. Ward opened a black valise she had placed on a tray next to the changing table I was laying on. She removed two vials, a hypodermic needle and a small jar. One of the vials had a bluish liquid in it, the other a pinkish liquid, I watched as she unscrewed the cap on the small jar. She carefully removed two small objects, then pulled down the front of my diaper, slowly, as if expecting to find a messy diaper, upon finding it relatively clean, just a tad bit damp, she lifted my legs and I felt her shove something deep in to my rectum, twice. When she let my legs back down on the damp diaper, she once again folded up the front of the diaper so it was loosely covering my crotch. Dr. Ward: Alright girls, he's been prepped physically, what I need each of you to do now is take 5 steps back away from the table. I'm going to gently pour these vials onto his body until he's totally covered, I don't want to splash any of this elixir on any of you, it might not be too pleasant of an experience if I do. Once the liquids have absorbed into his body, I'll give him this injection in to his rectum where I've just inserted two special suppositories, the suppositories, along with the injection, will make his transformation to an infant much more smoother and relatively pain free. Sammi: So are you saying that this procedure is painful for the subjects? Dr. Ward: On the contrary, the suppositories and injection alleviate the pain, all the subject feels is a slight pressure, not unlike having to use the restroom, which, by the way, the suppositories will help ease that pressure allowing the subject to excavate their bowels the same as an infant would. Sammi: I see, so you're saying the suppositories and injection are a must for the transformation? Can I ask, exactly how this transformation works, I'm a bit confused? Dr. Ward: How the transformation works is confidential, as far as the suppositories and injection being a must, no, they're not, but if I was to give someone the liquid elixir treatment only, without the other two steps, it would be excruciating, their adult persona wouldn't be able to handle the pain and pressure of the body shrinking down to the size of an infant, let alone their mind. They would be experiencing every single action their body is going through, in and including their over sized bladder and colon as it is shrinking to the size of an infants, definitely causing the pain of having an over full bladder and colon and being constipated at the same time, trust me, I can't begin to imagine the pain the subject would be going through. JoAnn: Well I can, I watched my abusive boyfriend suffer and go through exactly what Lara is talking about, and I am here to tell you, when they finally get to relieve themselves and they fill that first diaper, they could care less if they're sitting in a diaper or sitting on a toilet, the relief has to be something near the feeling of ecstasy, but, what do I know, I enjoyed watching him suffer, not feeling relieved. Sammi smiled as she carefully stuck her hand in her pocket and if you listened carefully, you could hear a hint of a slight click? " The Craig's List Mommy " (CHAPTER 30) As I lay there I look up and watch Dr. Ward put on elbow length plastic gloves, she then puts on what looks like a surgical mask and a full frontal rubber apron. She looks down at me and smiles as she takes the first vial with the bluish liquid in it and starts to gently massage it in to my skin. She covers every inch of my body with the liquid and then, slowly pulls my diaper down so she can massage the liquid on to my crotch area and lastly, by butt. With a pat on my bottom she says, "O-K BABY BOY, let's go ahead and let that set for about 5 minutes and then we'll start the next application". I see the other three ladies standing a ways back from the changing table, both JoAnn and Mindy are smiling, Sammi, on the other hand looks quite serious as she keeps maneuvering around the other two ladies, I guess to get a better look at what Dr. Ward is doing to me? Dr. Ward: Alright ladies, especially you Sammi, since JoAnn and Mindy are familiar with this procedure, let me explain how this is going to work. I've already explained the suppositories to you, those are time release and will not start melting for up to 90 minutes, at which time, well, you know how suppositories work I'm sure. All three ladies laughed and nodded their heads as Sammi turned so she was facing Dr. Ward, as if to try and hear her better. Dr. Ward: The blue liquid I just put on him not only starts the physical regression process but also determines and establishes his sex, since he was already a man, JoAnn chose to keep him as a baby boy, thus the blue liquid. Sammi: Wait, are you saying you can not only regress a person physically, but you can also change their gender? Dr. Ward: (Laughing) Yes, that is exactly what I'm saying, the serums that I use are so rare, they're actually obsolete. They are a synthetic serum that I and a couple of other un-named doctors and scientists created based on an ancient Peruvian youth serum, which is rumored to have come from the mythical fountain of youth. Both serums work in conjunction with each other and both must be applied simultaneously in order to work properly. The bluish serum which I just put on Robbie is a clone based serum created by a scientist who specializes in gene splicing and cloning, I must admit, we stumbled upon the two being mixed together completely by accident and after a multitude of experiments we were happily excited by the process we had created. It took time and a lot of trial and error, but we finally came up with an entire process to regress humans back in to their infancy, and if we wanted, even change their gender, if we wanted the subject to be female we would use a hot pinkish looking serum. The mental preparation is in part due to a form of a post hypnotic therapy which the subject is completely unaware of, we apply this through continuous looping audio tapes while the subject is sleeping so they gradually lose their adult persona, tie that in with being totally treated like an infant for a designated period of time, the subject eventually thinks they are an infant. The pinkish serum is a cloning, skin enhancing serum, this gives the subject that babyish, soft looking skin and pink tone all infants have, it also slowly tightens the skin making it virtually wrinkle free, other than the normal folds of skin a baby has. The injection, into the rectum, is probably the most uncomfortable part of the regression transformation, this is the actual youth serum that will start the regeneration process. The subject will have to be monitored all night long and as the youth serum starts working, the subject will slowly start shrinking, so he will have to be moved and re-diapered throughout the night, which is a 12 hour process. Of course, the subject will need to be changed numerous times throughout the night since his bladder and bowels will be shrinking also, causing the subject the need to both urinate and defecate what his adult body was retaining, on literally a continuous basis. 12 hours from the time of his injection, we will witness the rebirth of a bouncing baby boy, who will for all intent purposes, act like a bouncing baby boy. We do know that the subject will have what we call, Adult Persona Flashbacks for an undetermined amount of time, this unfortunately is something we have failed to learn how to control or manipulate. The good news is, as time goes by, these flashbacks seem to be rarer and shorter in duration. Sammi: WOW, I MEAN, JUST WOW, if what you say is true, this is absolutely incredible, do you even realize what this could mean from a medical standpoint if it was commercialized, it would be unlimited wealth and fame. Dr. Ward: Like we told you before, we are not in this for the money, the revenue we make from adopting these newly created infants go to finance additional research and the lifestyle we have all grown accustomed to. Not even the other doctors or scientists know what the final applications can do since they're all working on a separate part of the process and don't know the others even exist. Dr. Ward looks back at me and as she smiles, she once again takes a peek inside of my diaper, then with a devilish grin, she says, "So far so good, no poopies yet, c'mon baby boy, let's get this other serum on you so we can get you your final injection and start you on your path to a brand new life of total bliss". Dr. Ward carefully starts massaging the pink serum all over my body, taking her time with my bottom and crotch area, once it seems she is completely done with the pink serum, she carefully sets the empty vial down, looks at me, giggles and says, "Robbie Baby, what I am going to do now is a reward for you being such a good baby and subject". I lay there and all of a sudden, I feel Dr. Ward slowly grasping my penis and as she slowly and methodically starts fondling my shaft, I feel her hand moving in an up and down motion, and for just a flash, I can remember what this feeling felt like as I moan and attempt to raise my hips from the changing pad to try and meet her caressing hand, and as I give a small thrust, I feel what can only be compared to as a massive explosion coming from my penis and with a sigh I feel my butt lay back down on the damp diaper and I watch as Dr. Ward smiles at me and gently replaces the front of my diaper back across my crotch area. Dr. Ward turns around and grabs the hypodermic off of the tray, then looks at me, and with a smile, says, "OK Baby Boy, here we go, what I just did for you will be your last actual sexual response to being an adult, from here on in, when you get a little hard on, it'll most likely be because you're getting your diaper changed or your mommy has you laying on your tummy and you're feeling the friction rubbing against your diaper causing you to get a little, teeny, tiny boner, which by the way, looks so gosh darn precious and cute." After about 30 minutes, what Dr. Ward does next actually was the first time I was scared throughout this entire process today, she slowly pulls my sticky, damp diaper back, lifts my legs and with a quick jab, she sticks the hypodermic needle far up in to my rectum and I feel the poke and a slightly burning sensation as she injects me with the serum. When she sets my legs back down on the damp diaper, she re-pins my diaper and gives me a little pat on my damp bottom. Dr. Ward: Ok ladies, now the fun stuff starts, lots and lots of diaper changes, most unfortunately, of the messy kind. I know you're wondering why I didn't change his damp diaper, I need to make sure all the serum in his crotch and butt area is not rubbed off or absorbed in to a dry diaper, it is important that he not be changed until at least his first thoroughly wet or dirty diaper, which I'm afraid to say, should be pretty gosh darn quick. Both JoAnn and Mindy nod their heads in agreement as they wrinkle their noses, meanwhile, Dr. Ward hears another small click and she asks, "What is that click I keep hearing", as she looks towards where the girls are standing, Sammi just shrugs her shoulders and both JoAnn and Mindy kind of furrow their eyebrows as if to question what they heard too? Meanwhile, I'm feeling a tingling sensation throughout my body, not totally unlike that incredible sensation I just felt when Dr. Ward was massaging my penis before she pinned my diaper back on. Then all of a sudden, I felt my tummy rumble and I hear a growl that I know everyone in the room heard as I felt the mass of a sticky mess filling up the back of my diaper, then oozing up to and around my balls and penis, and when it stopped, another sensation, from my penis, as I started wetting my diaper uncontrollably, and as it seeped in and throughout the waiting mess in the seat of my diaper and up and around my penis, a whole new tickling sensation, that felt absolutely heavenly. When I looked up after what seemed like 10 minutes of these incredible sensational feelings, I saw Dr. Ward, JoAnn and Mindy all smile at me and wrinkling their noses, Sammi had a bit of a nose twitch too, but her smile wasn't maternal like the others, it was sort of, impish as she approached me and I, also heard what was like a small clicking sound? To Be Cont.

" The Craig's List Mommy " (CHAPTER 27) Sammi: Well hey there stranger, yes, it has been a while, and oh yea, I most definitely remember Robert Williams, and you're saying he is the latest recipient of your transformation program? Hmm, that should be interesting, he was as close as you're going to get to one already being converted to an infant. Lara: Yes, that's what I wanted to talk with you about, it seems he has some video and audio tapes of some sessions with you? Sammi: Yes, you're absolutely right, I gave him copies of tapes I took of our sessions to sort of pacify him and keep him interested in what we were doing as far as his psychiatric care and my research went. He was actually quite the subject as I recall. Lara: Yes, and he certainly hasn't changed any, he's taken to the care the girls have provided for him quite well, and that's without the transformation medication and treatments. Sammi: Well he's certainly a great prospect for your project, so what was it you needed to talk with me about, what can I do to help you? Lara: I just wanted to get a feel for how you felt about this subject, what with you already working with him in the past. Sammi: Well to be honest, I was a bit disappointed when he stopped the sessions with me, I always had a personal interest in him, he stepped right in to the study the Schiff's and Beth Day had started when they issued their findings in the now, infamous book, "All My Children". I guess I was a bit fond of him for his ability to be transformed in to an adult baby with so little persuasion. Lara: That's kind of what I thought, after JoAnn showed me the videos he had saved from your sessions, it looked as though you two had bonded, similar to the bond an infant would have with his mommy. Anyway, the reason I called, I have a proposition for you, how would you like to help us with Rob, I mean with his transformation. You could be there through-out the entire process, and just possibly, him seeing you might make him more susceptible to the transformation, that is of course, if you're still interested in Regressive Therapy and Forced Infantilism? Sammi: Really? Now Lara, you know that has been my lifelong work, and yes, I'm very interested in your procedure, I've heard whispers here and there about it but only rumors, I would literally kill to be on the inside of your organization and your, so called life altering procedure, so, when do I start and where do we meet? Lara: Ha Ha, tell you what, why don't you go ahead and clear your calendar and in the meantime I'll talk with JoAnn, Mindy and Pamela to let them know I'm thinking about bringing you on board with our projects and any future subjects, just to sort of get a feel for what they think about it, and you can let me know when your calendar is clear and we'll get a game plan set up for you to join the team. Sammi: Well to tell you the truth, my calendar is clear, has been for some time now. I've currently been on a sabbatical to work on my new book, but with this proposition you just offered me, I can add a whole new chapter or two to my book, with your permission of course, so yea, I'm definitely an all systems go as far as joining your little group. Lara: That sounds good, but as far as publishing any of my work, why don't we just leave an asterisk next to that little project for now, we're all still tweaking the procedure, if you know what I mean? Meanwhile, back at the Metro Mall in the Ladies Restroom: I can't honestly say what came over me, or for all that matters, what just happened to me, but I do know, the feeling I just felt and went through was far better than any of the humility or embarrassment I could have possibly felt, even though I knew I had just sat there and committed the most infantile act ever, it was bad enough that I wet and messed my diaper in front of this grandmother type lady, but in doing so, I actually had the exact same reactions an infant would experience, the face turning red, the curling of the toes, the clenching of the fists, and of course, the extremely audible grunting one would expect when an infant was trying to fill their diapers. But all in all, the satisfaction I experienced when I wet and messed my diaper far outweighed any embarrassment I could possibly have felt, if indeed, I felt any? As JoAnn walked me back into the food court, she bade farewell to the two elderly ladies and when we got back to the table, she went in to explicit detail of what she witnessed me do in the ladies room. Both Mindy and Pamela found it quite amusing, and cute, as they so cheerfully put it. The girls quickly packed everything up and after securing me back in the stroller, headed for the exit and the van. The ride home was uneventful, well, as uneventful as one could expect when traveling with an infant, Pamela who was seated in the back seat with me looked at me and said with a smile, as she wrinkled her nose, "OH MY GOD, this little shit just muddied his diapey again, it's absolutely amazing what one series of Dr. Ward's treatment does to these little ones, no wonder by the final treatment they all are in such an infant state of mind and have pretty much forgotten their adult persona's or identities, but then again, it's hard to be thinking like an adult when you're smelling like this little one(as she waves her hand in front of her nose), WHEW, HE STINKS!!!!!!! " The Craig's List Mommy " (CHAPTER 28) The next couple weeks not a lot had changed, other than me and the amount of diapers I was going through. I tried to keep track of how often I was being changed a couple of times, but for some reason or the other I kept getting distracted, it was almost as if I was losing the ability to maintain my train of thought for any length of time, but the couple times I did almost keep track, it felt as if I was being changed 6 to 10 times a day, most of which I think I was enjoying, but some times it just seemed bothersome or interrupted something important I was doing, like playing or watching one of my favorite cartoons? That was another peculiar trait I had developed, I don't ever recall watching many cartoons or even getting excited about them the way I was now, it was all a bit strange, but then again, almost everything that was happening to me lately was a bit strange, and even though I found it odd and different, there were times I seemed to languish for the attention, even if it was only something as simple as getting my diaper changed and having someone wipe my butt, there was just something satisfying and soothing about the whole procedure. I also remember seeing that new lady a lot anymore, and as much as I thought I knew her, from somewhere, I just couldn't recall where it was I supposedly had met her, I just knew her as my Aunt Sammi and that she always seemed to be talking to me, or feeding me, or changing me, or just basically taking care of me, and other than the fact that she always seemed to be wanting to ask me questions, none of which I really understood anyway, she seemed nice and was always there when ever I needed something. JoAnn: Hi Lara, thanks for coming over today, Robbie seems to be running a bit of a fever so I didn't want to take him out but I thought you needed to know? Dr. Ward: No problem at all Jo, we wouldn't want our little guy getting sick now would we? I think I'm going to go ahead and give him a complete physical today before I administer his 5th treatment to him, as you know, this will be the treatment that starts the physical change in him, the previous treatments were primarily for controlling his bodily functions and regressing his mental status from an adult to an infant, and I must say, that is progressing quite nicely. JoAnn: That sounds good to me, would you mind if Sammi was involved with his final two treatments, I know it has just been us up to this point, but she has truly been a great help as far as regressing him mentally, in conjunction with your treatments of course, but he's, well, he has regressed much better than any of our other subjects, and I think it might be in part due to Sammi's work based on her studies by the Schiff's. Dr. Ward: I think that would be a wonderful idea to have her sit in for the final two treatments, she has proven herself to be quite trustworthy and I agree, her interest in infantile regression has proven very helpful, especially with Robbie. Sammi: Hi Lara, thanks for allowing me to participate in Robbie's final two treatments, I've heard a lot about what you do but to be quite honest with you, I definitely have my doubts. What I mean to say is, I know I can regress an adult to an infantile status through regression therapy, but when everything is all said and done, he's still an adult, in an adult body. What you've proposed to me is, well, almost science fiction, and I'm aching to see just how you plan on going about transforming a full grown man in to an infant, not only in his mental capacity, but you claim to be able to regress him physically also, as in his body size? Dr. Ward: Well, yes Sammi, that's exactly what I plan on doing, over the next two weeks, you will witness, personally, Robbie, being transformed in to an infant, he's already there, mentally, and partially with thanks to you, I agree with Jo, he regressed mentally much faster with your assistance then any of our other subjects had, and if you choose to stay with us, in the future, to assist with future subjects, you're more than welcome to join us, but once again, I must remind you, what you are getting ready to witness must be kept between us, us being JoAnn, Mindy, Pamela, my assistant Kim, you and myself, our procedure must never get out or even talked about outside of our inner circle. With that said, girls, shall we get started? To Be Continued!

By special request I'm dropping the type size down, but just a tad, because if I drop much more then I can't read it, lol " The Craig's List Mommy " (CHAPTER 25) As I lay there I vaguely remembered any of the conversation Dr. Ward and JoAnn had concerning me and my future, as usual, and as much as I tried to put together what I was hearing, my mind was wandering aimlessly as I lay there, once again, mesmerized by not only Kim's effectiveness in changing my diaper, but also how she could just stand there, wiping my messy bottom, all the while talking to me in syrupy baby talk as if I wasn't a full grown man, but just another tiny baby that needed entertaining while getting their diaper changed. By time Kim had me changed, wiped and diped, this time, without the plastic pants, Dr. Ward came back in to the room by herself. She was carrying a tray with what looked like an assortment of needles and other items, Vaseline and some foil wrapped items. I wasn't as much interested in what Dr. Ward had on her tray as much as what she was saying to me. Dr. Ward: OK Robbie, we're going to get your first treatment over and done with as fast as we possibly can. What I would like for you to do is just lay there and do exactly what I tell you, when I tell you, the more you cooperate, the faster we'll be done and you can be on your way. What I'm going to be doing is administering the first of a series of six treatments to help you make it through your regression fantasy with JoAnn and the girls. We all know how important it is for you to make it all the way through with a monetary reward at the end, I'm here to insure that you do. With a nod from Dr. Ward, Kim unpinned my diaper, but instead of pulling the front of it down, she just left it laying there, still covering up my privates? Dr. Ward: Robbie, I'm going to need you to roll over on to your tummy, nice and slow, we want to make sure your little tush is still covered with your didy. Good boy, now, this is going to feel a little bit cold, just be patient, all I'm doing is putting Vaseline on your bottom, oh, and don't be alarmed, this is going to be a very invasive treatment, you will feel my fingers spreading Vaseline up your little bum hole, I'll be inserting two suppositories, but in order for them to achieve maximum results, in conjunction with the rest of your procedure, I'm going to have to insert them with the help of what we call, a SuPP-Plunger. What this does is gently pushes the suppositories up your anus as far as possible, thus, creating a more thorough cleansing when the suppository starts to melt as it irritates the walls of the rectum. These suppositories are what I refer to as my special pellets, once I've started the 6 week process with these, combined with the shots you will be getting, there is no turning back, so like I tell all of our subjects that come in for this procedure, you may as well sit back and enjoy the ride, the ride back in to your infancy. I feel Kim pulling down the back of my diaper and I jump a bit when the Vaseline is spread on my butt, but nowhere near as much as when I felt Dr. Ward shove two suppositories up my butt, followed by the plunger which made it feel like my entire anus was being spread open beyond belief. As I groaned a bit, I heard Dr. Ward say, "OK Robbie, hold still, you're going to feel a little stick and then some pressure". I immediately felt the stick of the needle, deep inside my anus and then the pressure, almost as if I had to poop, but couldn't? Dr. Ward: Alright, good boy, we're half way done. Kim, let's get him turned back over but make sure you keep that diaper under his bottom. As I was carefully rolled back over on to my back, I felt Kim pull the front of my diaper up, once again covering my privates, and I could see Dr. Ward prepping another needle. Dr. Ward: OK Robbie, you might want to turn away for this one. I'm not sure if you've ever had a catheter inserted, but this is going to feel a lot like that, however, I'm going to need you to remain calm and be perfectly still, this will be over in a heartbeat, and like before, you're going to feel a little stick, however, this time, there will be an enormous amount of pressure felt, and as much as you feel you want to pee, you won't be able to, not for awhile anyway, and unfortunately Robbie, you are going to feel that pressure to have to want to pee for about an hour, without being able to, but trust me, once you can pee, it's going to be the most euphoric feeling you will have ever had, so much, you'll be aching to get the next procedure just to get you back to that natural euphoric high you're going to experience. I took Dr. Ward's advice and didn't watch as she inserted the needle into the tip of my penis, but I immediately felt it and she wasn't kidding about the pressure, it took the place of the stick feeling almost immediately as she pushed down on the hypodermic releasing it's contents in to my penis. The pressure was almost unbearable, so much that, I barely realized when she gave me that final shot. Dr. Ward: Robbie, you may or may not realize I went ahead and gave you the final shot of the procedure. This shot was for the purpose of helping you accept the role of being a baby, and being treated like a baby more easily. It's a type of psychotropic drug we've been experimenting with, it helps to alter your sense of reality and perception, thus making you more susceptible to the baby role in which you long for. In as much as it makes you enjoy being a baby, it also allows you to maintain your own mind and way of thinking, thus allowing you to be basically a baby, but with your adult mentality. What the drug does, is prohibits your mind to act like an adult, even though you will still remember everything that is happening to you as far as being treated like a baby. In short Robbie, you are going to remember every single diaper change, bottle feeding and infantile treatment done to you, as well as everyone who has taken care of you for the remainder of your contract with JoAnn, you just won't be able to stop it or do anything about it. Basically what I'm saying, to make a long story short, YOU HAVE REACHED THE POINT OF NO RETURN, for all intent purposes, and as far as anyone who sees you for the next few months, will just assume you're a bit slow and you have the mental capacity of an 18 month old toddler, and only JoAnn, the girls, my associates, myself, and YOU, will know you're an adult with the ability to think like an adult. Kim went ahead and got me diapered, securing each pin with a smile, as Dr. Ward stepped outside to get JoAnn. I don't know why, but when JoAnn came back in to the room, I felt overwhelmed with joy, almost as if I was a toddler who missed his mommy. JoAnn came straight over to the table and gave me a little kiss on the forehead telling me that she had heard I was a good baby boy for Dr. Ward. Kim handed JoAnn a clean pair of plastic pants from out of my diaper bag, explaining to her that she highly recommended them due to the treatments and because of what was to be expected over the next few hours. Dr. Ward quickly interjected cautioning JoAnn not to keep me in plastic pants all the time, but for this instance, she thoroughly agreed with Kim. While JoAnn was redressing me, in the same outfit I had when I got here, Dr. Ward went over a few of the basics about what to expect over the next few hours and the upcoming week. JoAnn nodded her head as she listened to Dr. Ward while she was dressing me. Dr. Ward: I know you've been through thus procedure before with previous subjects, but since you only go through this 6 week procedure twice a year, I just like to refresh your memory on what you can expect. Oh, and by the way, you asked about Dr. Lake, it's funny you should mention her, I just talked with her about two weeks ago, remind me to tell you about my relationship with Dr. Lake, maybe next week when you bring Robbie back in for his 2nd session and we have more time to chat. " The Craig's List Mommy " (CHAPTER 26) As I lay there, after JoAnn got me re-dressed, listening to Dr. Ward and JoAnn talk, I tried to remember everything Dr. Ward had told me about the various medications she gave me, and as hard as I tried, I couldn't recall the little details of exactly what it was I was given and how it worked, but I did know I had this feeling of needing to pee very badly and as hard as I tried, it was useless, nothing seemed to be working, and yet, every time I looked at JoAnn, I got the feeling that no matter what happened, as long as she was near me, I would be safe. When we left the doctors office, it felt kind of strange, not having Robin with us, but then again, it also felt kind of nice, being the only baby now and getting all of the attention, and I quickly wondered, to myself, why would I feel that way, it wasn't as if I, really was a baby? I wasn't totally surprised when we didn't go home right away, but I was quite surprised when we pulled in to the Metro Mall parking lot, the exact same mall where I first met JoAnn and Mindy. When we got out, Pamela had set up the over sized stroller for me and as I got in it and sat down, I still felt the urgency of needing to go pee, but like at the doctors office, nothing was happening. Now as an adult, this might have caused me a bit of concern, but for some reason, it felt natural, feeling as if I wanted to relieve myself and not knowing, or caring, one way or the other, if I actually did, it was a strange mixture of emotions. The girls pushed me around the mall in the stroller for awhile and almost as if scripted, we ended up, back in the food court, at the exact same table we had all originally met at. JoAnn and Mindy got us all something to eat from McDonald's while Pamela was getting me out of the stroller and situated at the table, but before she let me sit down, I was surprised to see she had some type of a harness that strapped to the chair, and when I sat down on it, she brought it up between my legs, then brought the straps up over my shoulders, crisscrossing them, then fastening each one in the back, and I quickly realized, Pamela had set me up in a portable baby seat/highchair apparatus, and just like the very first time I had sat at this table with JoAnn, Mindy and Robin, I immediately looked around to see if anyone was watching, but surprisingly, no one was really paying any attention other than two elderly ladies sitting a couple tables away who were just smiling at me in a condescending way. JoAnn and Mindy got back to the table, setting a Happy Meal in front of me, and just like before, Pamela immediately took my drink and poured it into a baby bottle, then spread out my chicken nuggets and fries, with some ketchup, on a napkin in front of me. Then to my shock, JoAnn stood up, got behind me and pushed my chair closer to the table, quickly tied a bib on me, and with a pat on my head, said, "There you go baby boy, eat your num-num's all up and then we can go home and you can play awhile before you take your nap." I know I should have felt embarrassed, being trussed up like a baby, with a bib on and sucking on a baby bottle, especially dressed the way I was, but for some strange reason, which my adult mind couldn't comprehend, I wasn't the least bit embarrassed, as a matter of fact, I felt quite natural as I ate my finger food and drank from my baba, and even when my tummy started rumbling and growling, I felt no sense of urgency or panic, as a matter of fact, I was almost looking forward to releasing, what felt like pent up energy, but I would soon know, that pent up energy was just the suppositories getting ready to kick in. What I didn't know, was the shot Dr. Ward gave me in my rectum, was a numbing agent that would prevent me from holding anything in, and when the suppositories did finally kick in, it would be a natural release of the bowels, which I would be experiencing from here on in, and I wouldn't be able to hold it or contain myself, even if I wanted to, which was feeling more and more like the least of my concerns. As I was shoving the nugget's and fries in my mouth, unknowingly, smearing ketchup all over my face and fingers, I felt the seat of my diaper slowly feeling up, and the adult persona left in me, started to feel embarrassed as the mess began to spread and squish throughout my diaper, both front and back, and JoAnn must have seen me as I immediately quit eating, and just sat there, looking like a deer caught in the headlights, because she just smiled, got Mindy and Pamela's attention, and said, "Oh Look girls, I think a certain someone just discovered he has lost all control of his bodily functions, he's got that cute little "Potty Face" that is telling us he's making a little boom-boom in his diaper for one of us." Mindy: Ha ha ha, what do you mean, ONE OF US, that first boom-boom diaper is all yours, you know the rules, now the question is, are you going to change him in the van or wait until we get home and we have to smell him the entire trip? JoAnn: Are you serious, there's no way I'm riding with him in the van, what with him smelling like that(as JoAnn waves her hand in front of her face, then laughs). As soon as he's done eating, I'm taking this little stinker to the family restroom and changing his diaper, YUCK, but I'm definitely eating my lunch before I do that, he's not about to ruin my meal. All three girls laughed and continued eating their lunch, but I did notice, they all moved their chairs a little bit farther away from me. It was all kind of surreal, not sure how to put it, but I felt a wave of embarrassment come over me when they were talking about me messing my diaper and how bad I smelled, but then again, I felt a bit euphoric, knowing I COULD ACTUALLY sit there, in a public setting, and mess my diaper just like a baby, and as I looked around the food court, just as before, no one was really paying attention to me, so I proceeded to continue eating my nuggets and fries all the while smearing the ketchup everywhere. Just before JoAnn was fixing to take me to the restroom and change me, the two elderly ladies that had been watching me earlier came over to our table. One of the ladies stood near JoAnn and said, "AWW, he's such a sweetie, if you don't mind me asking, how old is he?" JoAnn: He's 25 years old, but unfortunately, he only has the mental capacity of an 18 month old. Older Lady: Aha, yes, that would explain why he's dressed the way he is, the bottle, the bib and the restraints. Well I must say, you are quite the exceptional young lady taking care of him like this, I'm sure he's a bit of a burden, but he's so lucky to have someone like you in his life. JoAnn: Well thank you, but trust me, he's no burden at all, it's not a whole lot different then taking care of a baby, just a moderate size adjustment, other than that, we just treat him like an infant and he responds by smiling and showing us all how much he loves us. Older Lady: (Wrinkling her nose) That is so sweet of you, but I think someone here has stinky pants, he smells a bit poopy. JoAnn: Yes he does, I was just getting ready to take him over to the restroom to change him when you walked up. Older Lady: Oh dear, well I'm sorry for interfering, please, don't let me hold you up, wouldn't want your precious little man to get a diaper rash now would we? All the ladies smiled at that comment as JoAnn was undoing the straps on my makeshift baby seat, and when she had the apparatus loosened, she stood me up, grabbed the diaper bag from the stroller, took my hand and as she said bye to the older lady, walked me, through the food court, over to the restroom area. When we got there, the family restroom was occupied so JoAnn had me sit down next to her on one of the benches located outside the restrooms. While we were sitting there, the two older ladies showed up, once again, and the one who was doing all the talking, sat next to me on the bench. Older Lady: Aww, I take it the family restroom is occupied? JoAnn: Yes, the door is locked so looks like we'll have to just wait our turn. Older Lady: Well that's not good, this poor little guy shouldn't have to sit in a dirty diaper. Plus, there might be a mommy in there breast feeding her baby, and if that's the case, you've probably got a bit of a wait. Tell you what, if you want, I'll go check out the ladies room, if there's no one in there, why don't you use the padded bench they have in there to change him on and my friend can stand guard outside the door, just to forewarn any one that might want to come in. JoAnn: (Thinking about the offer and looking over at me, she smiles) That is so very kind of you to offer, I think I'll take you up on your offer, I really do need to get him changed out of this dirty diaper, thank you very much. JoAnn stood and as she took my hand, once again I was feeling totally humiliated and embarrassed just being put in to this situation, and I didn't understand the spectrum of my emotions, they were running like a roller coaster, one minute I felt like an adult, embarrassed to be treated like this, and the next minute I felt as if I was nothing more than a baby and everything that was happening was a normal everyday occurrence, what I didn't know was that the psychotropic drug Dr. Ward had given me would cause this roller coaster of emotions, with no possible shutoff valve or any way of controlling them. JoAnn and I walked into the ladies restroom, after the older lady had went in and made sure it was vacant, but I was a bit shocked to see she had left her friend standing outside by the door and she went ahead and came in with JoAnn and myself. JoAnn immediately got my changing pad out of the diaper bag and while she was spreading it out on the bench, I was mortified when the older lady knelt next to me and started unsnapping my overall's as she talked to me in that syrupy sing song voice that one would use when talking to a baby. Unfortunately, it was at this time that my adult persona was in place and not my baby persona so I stood there, blushing and embarrassed as hell while this strange lady, old enough to be my grandmother, proceeded to undo the straps on my over-all's, letting them drop to the floor, leaving me standing there in just a baby tee and a very messy diaper as she smiled, patted my bottom, wrinkled her nose and said, "OH MY, someone's got stinky pants, yes he does, My Oh My Oh My, Whew, you're just a stinky little fella yes you are. JoAnn patted the bench and the changing pad motioning for me to lay down as she smiled at the older lady and thanked her for her help. When I laid down, another sensation hit me, but this one was like no other sensation I had ever had, and I vaguely recalled something Dr. Ward had told me about having some kind of feeling I would totally enjoy. Just as JoAnn started to pull down my plastic pants, my fists doubled up and I tensed as my toes started to curl and I started turning a bright red, I began to squirm around on the changing pad as JoAnn kept her hand firmly resting on the crotch of my plastic pants, and then, it hit. What started out to be just a little tinkle soon became a torrent as my diaper became wetter by the minute, and with each squirt I felt an amazing euphoric emotion, unlike anything I had ever felt before, it was almost like a combination of having to pee really super bad and finally getting to go and having a sexual orgasm at the same time. I must have been quite a sight, laying there, squirming around on the changing pad, fists doubled up, toes curled, face turning red, and to top everything off, I started grunting and farting as if I was trying to poop. The older lady just stood there and stared at the spectacle she was witnessing and when she could finally speak, she said, "Oh My, well you were certainly right about him being just like a baby, I haven't seen that little scenario since my grandson was an infant, he used to do the exact same thing when he was leaving me a surprise in his diaper, and just like my grandson, your little guy is just so gosh darn cute when he does his little potty show." Both ladies laughed and nodded their heads in agreement as JoAnn watched the color of my diaper starting to change as the shadowing beneath the plastic pants indicated the wetness and mess spreading, simultaneously throughout the diaper. Meanwhile, back at Dr. Ward's office……….. Dr. Ward: (On the phone) Hi, is this Sammi, it is, awesome, yea, this is Lara, just wanted to give you a head's up, you'll never guess who was in here today to start their first of the 6 week transformation treatment, do you remember a Robert Williams? To Be Cont., or not?

" The Craig's List Mommy " (CHAPTER 23) I was quite surprised when all 3 ladies got in to the car with Robin and myself, I had never seen Pamela leave the house till now? I could only imagine that going to see Dr. Ward was a pretty exciting thing for all of them to want to tag along, had I known what was in store for me, I would have jumped out of the car on I-10 regardless of how fast it would have been going. When we arrived at Dr. Ward's office, I wasn't at all surprised to see the general motif to be that of what one would find in a pediatrician's office, the walls were not all that different than the ones in my nursery back at JoAnn's house, brightly decorated with babies in various positions and activities, but all clad in only diapers and some times, diapers and T-shirts, you know, the kind of T-shirt that barely cover a baby's tummy leaving the belly button exposed. The room had what looked like a play area with toys for various ages, but all seemed to cater to the under 3 age, which I thought was a bit strange, I would think a pediatrician covered a child up until they were at least 15 or so? We walked in and Pamela sat with me while JoAnn was checking me in, I would assume, but Mindy took Robin straight back to one of what I thought was one of the examining rooms, unbeknownst to me, this would be the last time I would see Robin, but as Mindy walked away with Robin on her hip, I could have sworn Robin gave me a, I'm sorry look, and sort of waved bye bye to me, but I quickly dismissed that thought thinking, WOW, this place has really got me spooked, now I'm seeing and imagining things that just couldn't possibly ever be? We had only been sitting there for about 5 minutes when another lady walked in carrying a baby on her hip, and as she passed where JoAnn, Pamela and I were sitting, she smiled at us and winked at me, as if seeing an adult dressed this way was no big deal for her. Soon after they checked in with the receptionist the mother took the baby over to the toys and set him on the floor allowing him to play with the age appropriate toys that were available, even though it seemed the baby had no interest in playing, he just sat there and stared at me and I really started feeling paranoid, what with Robin at first, and now this strange baby, it almost felt as if they were trying to communicate with me, and I thought, how odd, is this what babies do with each other, is this their form of communications, and all of a sudden I thought about that movie "Baby Geniuses", but quickly dismissed that knowing there was no way, was there? I thought, hmm, too bad that wasn't really possible, but then again, if there was a way of communicating with telepathy, then that strange little baby would know that my tummy is really starting to feel weird and rumbling like crazy. Now under any other circumstance, I would think that I was on the verge of having to go poop, but I knew I already had a bad diaper this morning and there was no way I would be needing to poop, for at least another couple hours, and only then, if I was to eat something, which for some reason, unknown to me, I hadn't been given breakfast yet, let alone, anything to drink, and I thought this a bit odd, I thought all babies got morning bottles when they woke up? About another 5 minutes had passed when the receptionist came over to where we were sitting and told JoAnn the Dr. would see me now and asked if she could follow her back to an examining room. JoAnn stood, took my hand and we both followed the receptionist, when we walked in the room, it looked like any other examining room I had ever seen. An adult size examining table, numerous pamphlets on a dispenser on the wall, all dealing with infant ailments and procedures, a large 2 door cabinet, a small table with various magazines on it, mostly Parents, Baby Talk, magazines of that type, and two chairs, one on each side of the table. What I thought strange, was the fact that the examining table was an adult size table, not the size one would expect to find in a pediatrician's examining room? JoAnn sat on one of the chairs and just as I was about to sit on the other one, the receptionist took my hand and said, "UH UH UH, you need to get your little butt up here, you're the reason you're all here. Dr. Ward will be in pretty quick, but for now, I need to check your vitals, that means blood pressure, pulse and I'm going to listen to your little heart beat." The receptionist, who also turned out to be Dr. Ward's assistant, a Registered Nurse, quickly un strapped my Oskosh B' Gosh over-all shorts before I had a chance to get up on the examining table. Once the straps were undone, she reached under me and unsnapped the snaps in the crotch area, then pulled the over-all shorts completely off of me, leaving me just standing there in a diaper, a T-shirt and my socks and shoes, I must have looked quite the sight as she had me scoot up on the table and lay down. She expertly took my blood pressure, pulse and listened to my heart with her stethoscope, and when she was finished, she gave me a loving pat on the seat of my diaper, smiled and told JoAnn to make sure I continued laying there and that Dr. Ward would be in momentarily. I looked over at JoAnn as she was folding my over-all shorts and as she placed them on the table next to her, my tummy rumbled again, but this time, if felt much more violent and was quite audible as a severe cramp hit me. JoAnn must have heard it because she just looked over at me and smiled and just as she was getting ready to say something, the door opened and in walked, the most stunning lady I think I have ever seen, she was about 6'2", dirty blonde hair, the bluest eyes I've ever seen, and a body that I would have killed for and for some crazy reason, there was no way I could control my excitement as I developed a raging hard on inside my thick diaper and I could only hope that neither JoAnn, nor this gorgeous lady would notice? The stunning blonde walked over and introduced herself to me as Dr. ward, then looking at JoAnn, she said, "Great seeing you again, I've gotten so used to just seeing Mindy when she brought Robin in for her weekly visits, I'm looking forward to seeing you over the next 4 months, or longer, however this works out for you." Dr. Ward then turned towards me, laying there in just a diaper and a tee on her examining table, took out her stethoscope and listened to my heart, then had me sit up and listened to my lungs, asking me to breathe in and out at different times as she moved the stethoscope around on my back beneath my tee. She then told me to lay back down and as I did, I was hit with an agonizing cramp as my tummy rumbled again and Dr. Ward looked down at me, smiled, looked at JoAnn and said, "AHA, I see you gave him the special pellets like I requested. (She then looked back at me and said) JoAnn has told me all about you and how your fantasy was to be treated like an 18 month old baby, well Sugar Butt, hold on to your didy's, you're fixing to experience just what an 18 month old experiences on a daily basis, even when they're getting a thorough examination from their pediatrician." JoAnn stood up and walked over to me as I lay on the examination table and said(as I felt another cramp, this one more severe then the last), " It looks like you are going to finally get to live the ultimate baby experience, Baby Boy, this is exactly what a baby goes through at any given time, regardless of where they are or who's around, even in front of their pediatrician, babies don't control where or how they use their diapers, they just do it, just like you're getting ready to do." I just lay there, turning red as a beet as I listened to what JoAnn was telling me, with Dr. Ward on one side and JoAnn on the other side, I couldn't ever remember feeling this embarrassed, as I was hit with another cramp, and without any possible control or way of stopping it, I felt the seat of my diaper filling up as the warm, squishy mess slowly oozed in to my diaper, and as Dr. Ward patted the seat of my diaper, I felt the mess smear and squish inside my diaper and I watched, both Dr. Ward and JoAnn wrinkle their noses as the smell of my dirty diaper slowly floated through the room. " The Craig's List Mommy " (CHAPTER 24) The embarrassment and humiliation of what I had just done in front of this incredibly attractive lady doctor was almost more than I could had ever imagined, and as much as I wanted to just sit up and say out loud, I QUIT, I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE, both common sense and greed won out. The greed being I didn't want to be penalized, even a single dollar for talking and the common sense being, this is what my fantasy was about, although it was much more than I could have expected. As Dr. Ward continued to pat my padded bottom, she talked with JoAnn, about me, as if I wasn't even in the room. I only caught bits and pieces of their conversation, I guess mainly because I was too rapt in the feeling of the mess squishing around in my diaper, each time Dr. Ward patted my bottom. Dr. Ward: So, is this subject ready to start the treatments to get him physically and psychologically ready for his journey back in to infancy? JoAnn: Yes, Mindy, Pam and I all talked about it and after having him for a weekend and going through all of his personal effects, we all agreed he would be a prime subject, as per our little arrangement. Dr. Ward: Yes, I agree, it would seem to me that if there was going to be any resistance, so to speak, it would usually occur either before you get them to me, or, worse case scenario, it would definitely happen prior to them messing themselves in front of me on a pediatric examining table, just their adult persona would stop them from doing such an infantile act in front of a perfect stranger, and am I too believe that he has been doing this all weekend without so much as a safe word or any hint of resistance? JoAnn: Yes, that's exactly what has been happening, I mean, other then the promise of the normal monetary payment that is. This subject, however, has been somewhat different, there hasn't been a single time when he has asked to be changed out of a wet or dirty diaper, and yes, I know he wouldn't ask like an adult would, for fear of being penalized monetarily, but hell, even a baby who can't speak yet will let you know if they're uncomfortable and they need their diaper changed, he didn't even do that, not so much as even a whimper. Dr. Ward: Ok, well Jo, it seems like you have the perfect candidate for our procedure, I'll get with the other doctors as soon as we finish with Robbie's starting procedures. He'll undergo the normal routine, I'll get him his first of a series of 6 weeks of shots to help his body, and mind, undergo the transformation he's about to take(As Dr. Ward looks down at me). It's kind of funny, even though we're standing here talking about his future, he seems totally oblivious to anything we're saying, almost, as if his mind was already in an infancy mode. I've got to hand it to you Jo, you girls sure know how to pick them, this may very well be one of the finest and most ready subjects you've ever brought me. JoAnn: I hear you Doc, we were all a bit surprised at how easily he succumbed to our suggestions, even when we first met him in the mall, he was easily persuaded and complied with our every suggestion. I truly think, of all the subjects we have brought to you and who have completed the transformation back in to infancy, Robbie may very well be the first one who is already almost mentally there. Dr. Ward: I agree with you thoroughly, so, what say we get this little show on the road, and as one last little test to his attempt at resistance, let's get my assistant, Kim, to go ahead and change his diaper so I can get his first series of shots administered without too much of a mess, if he let's her change him, without any form of resistance, then it is apparent, that, as with any other baby, he doesn't care who changes him and wipes his poopy bottom. Dr. Ward calls Kim back in to the examining room and right away, Kim knows why she's there as she shakes her head, laughs and says, "RIIIIIGHT, save the dirty jobs for me", as she waves her hand in front of her face fanning herself. Both Dr. Ward and JoAnn laugh as they leave the room together. Kim: OK you little stinker, let's see why they left so fast. Following a couple quick pats to my bottom, I wince as Kim pulls down my plastic pants and I know, without even seeing it, just by the expression on Kim's face and at how much her nose is twitching and wrinkling, that this is definitely going to be a very messy diaper. As soon as Kim gets my plastic pants all the way off, she slowly unpins my diaper and as she pulls the front of my diaper down, she wrinkles her nose again, looks at me and says, "EWW, YUCKY-YUCK, MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS SUGARBRITCHES, W H A T .. D I D .. Y O U .. D O .. I N .. Y O U R DIAPER, WHEW, STINKY BABY!!!!! To Be Cont.

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" The Craig's List Mommy " (CHAPTER 21) I went through the diaper change barely thinking about it as I reminisced back over the thoughts of hearing the tape between Dr. Lake and I, knowing, the video tapes JoAnn, Mindy and Pamela would eventually be viewing would reveal more of me then I could ever have wanted them to know, and I realized, this quest for this fantasy of mine may very well might have set me on a road and a journey of no return, as a dreaded veil flowed silently and mystically over my deepest thoughts. Once I had been changed in to a fresh diaper and dressed for bed, JoAnn gave me a quick peck on my forehead, lifted the side of my crib up, locked the rail in to place, then said "Nitey-Nite Baby Boy", then she quietly slipped out of the nursery. I laid there looking at the room décor, all of the babies on the walls dressed in just diapers and posed in various positions and I thought to myself, was this, my destiny, is this what I really, truly want and desire, to be like all of them, having absolutely no control of anything I do, never having to make an adult decision again, and I felt the doubts swirling in my head, for maybe the very first time since I had concocted this fantasy, I was actually dreading the thought of even spending another minute, let alone a day, dressed and treated like a baby. JoAnn: WOW, that was quite an eye opener, so do both of you think he actually went through with these video therapy sessions with Dr. Lake? Mindy: I can't speak for Pam, but I'm itching to get a peek at these video's labeled "Baby Time", and as for me, HELL YEA, I'd bet money she regressed him back to an infant and recorded it. Pamela: I agree, there's no doubt in my mind that she regressed him back to infantile status, but I'd also be willing to bet, she didn't give him every tape, all he got was the ones she wanted him to have, basically, she just gave him enough fap material to keep him coming back. JoAnn: Yea, I get where you're coming from Pam, there's no way she's going to give him all of her findings, especially, if she regressed him through hypnotism, I'm quite sure there are things she didn't want him to see while he was under. I think that we should bring this up with Dr. Ward when we take Baby Rob and Robin in for their pediatric appointment tomorrow. There is no doubt in my mind that she has heard of, if she in fact, doesn't already know Dr. Lake. Mindy: WOW, so tomorrow will be Robin's final appointment with Dr. Ward, these past six months sure flew by, it's hard to believe she's going to be 18 months old, I'm sure going to miss her? JoAnn: I know, I know, it's always hard when they get adopted out, but we'll have another little one soon and just think, we still have Baby Rob, if you're rally gonna miss Robin that much, I'm sure I'd have no problem letting you change Rob's diapers now and then. All three girls laughed, but JoAnn could see, Mindy was definitely hurting? " The Craig's List Mommy " (CHAPTER 22) The morning was soon upon me but not soon enough, I slept, but it was a restless sleep. I wasn't sure if I slept uneasily because of what was on the tapes or because of the embarrassment of having the tapes heard by someone else, either way, I know the tapes were never meant to be shared and as I laid there, I wondered to myself why I had saved them, but deep down inside, I knew the answer to that question, I was sexually aroused by the thoughts of anyone treating me like a baby. As far back as I remembered, I had always had these feelings and for the life of me, I knew not why? I wasn't sure what time it was as I heard footsteps coming towards my nursery, and as I looked at the door, I watched it slowly open and in walked JoAnn with a big smile on her face. She hadn't taken no more than a couple steps when she stopped, dead in her tracks, sniffed the air, wrinkled her nose, and said, " WHEW, smells like someone has stinky pants for Mommy, My God kid, what have you been eating? " JoAnn walked over and opened the curtains, then opened the window and as she took a breath of fresh air she turned and looked at me laying in my crib and said, " AWWW, don't worry Robby, 18 month old baby boys always wake up with a wet and messy diaper and since you want to be treated like an 18 month old, why would you expect to be any different? Ha Ha Ha, I know what you're thinking, you're laying there wondering how in the hell do you keep wetting and messing your diapers without trying, let alone having the capability to stop and hold it as if you were a big boy who was completely potty trained. Robby Baby, with what we're feeding you, trust me, you couldn't hold it if you wanted to, but there is good news, the good news is, immediately following your appointment and physical with Dr. Ward, there will no longer be a need to force feed you diuretics and laxatives in your food, you'll be able to eat real baby food and drink actual baby formula without all the, "AHEM", so called incentives. " JoAnn just laughed although I saw no humor in what she was saying let alone even know what she was talking about. There was no doubt in my mind that they had been giving me laxatives but the diuretics were a bit of a surprise, I just thought I had been peeing so much because they were forcing me to drink a lot. JoAnn pulled my think baby blanket off of me and unsnapped my sleeper, she rolled the legs and the bottom of it up until it was all tucked under my butt then she had me sit up and as I did, I felt the mess in my diaper squish all over my bottom and then up in to my groin area as it oozed and seeped over my penis and balls. As I was in a sitting position, she pulled the sleeper off over the top of my head then had me lay back down, and with a firm pat on my messy diapered bottom, she wrinkled her nose and said, "O-K Baby Boy, let's get you changed and ready to go to your first baby physical, You Stink!!!" Meanwhile, unbeknownst to me, Mindy was busy packing a diaper bag, and a small suitcase, in Robin's nursery. Had I of seen what was happening, or even knew, I doubt there would have been little I could have done to stop what had already been set in motion, and I know, without a doubt, not only would I have been terrified at the possibility, but I would no way have believed it, at least, I wouldn't have believed it if someone would have tried to explain it to me? JoAnn took her time changing my diaper, as she cooed and goo goo'ed over me using more baby-talk then usual. I was a bit concerned when after she sparingly used a thick coating of Vaseline, both on my bottom, on my crotch area, and even up my butt, as she seemed to enjoy sticking her fingers up my rear numerous times explaining she had to make sure baby had a clean tush for Dr. Ward, she followed this over usage of Vaseline with a moderate dusting of baby powder, then she pinned me in to a double thick cloth diaper, followed by nursery print pink plastic baby pants, an infantile tee with Tommy from the RugRats on the front, and then she dressed me in a pair of Oskosh B' Gosh style over-all shorts, complete with the straps for the shoulders and the snaps in the crotch, and I knew, they had planned on taking me out in public dressed like this, she topped the outfit off with a pair of RugRat ankle socks and a pair of tennis shoes that used Velcro to fasten them on. Once we descended the stairs, with JoAnn holding my hand and toting my diaper bag as she had it slung over her other arm, Pamela saw me and quickly covered her mouth as she said, " OH MY GOD, that is so darn cute, he looks absolutely precious, oh, and by the way, Dr. Ward just called to remind you to make sure you use those special pellets she gave you, she wants him primed and in baby mode for his physical and appointment today. " To Be Cont.

" The Craig's List Mommy " (The Climax) (CHAPTER 19) Nursing my bottle, barely half empty, JoAnn looked at me, as I lay across her lap, then says, "Baby Boy, you're gonna have to hold your own baba for a little bit, Nanny Pam wants to show mommy something on your computer." When she said that, my gut felt like it fell out of the bottom of my stomach, I wasn't sure how the girls would respond to what my files contained, but I knew I was going to be embarrassed regardless of what they would be thinking of me, just the thought of what I was doing, and how I kept everything recorded, so I could watch and listen to it, over and over again. Pamela: Wow, this is kind of interesting, hang on a sec Jo, let me turn the speakers up. Oh My God, that's the last thing I needed, all three of them listening and watching at the same time, and as if to pour salt in to the wound, now I had to listen to it also, with all of them having the opportunity to look at me occasionally. I thought to myself, as much as I enjoyed listening, reading and watching everything in my private files, I at least had the luxury of doing it privately, at my leisure, without any possibility of being humiliated by someone else hearing or seeing the content. JoAnn: (As Pamela started the first audio taped recording) What exactly are we listening to here, is this what I think it is? Pamela: Oh yea, this is exactly what you think it is. This little shit has been calling up, literally, dozens of girls, who apparently work in various jobs, but all have one single thing in common, they all work where they would be of some help to little Robbie here, as it would pertain to anything having to do with infant care and what an infant wears. JoAnn: WOW, how many of these tapes does he have? Pamela: As near as I can guess, I'd say, roughly, at least, 40 to 50 audio tapes. But Jo, it gets better, he's also got dozens of responses in here from what look like Craig's List ad's, and he's got a couple of video tapes in here, not sure of what they're about, or who they are, but they must be important enough for him to save them? JoAnn: Ok, so I can see this is going to take some time, should I go ahead and change him and get him in bed, we do have a busy day lined up tomorrow? Mindy: Well don't check anything out until after I get Robin to bed, I don't want to miss out on a thing, this looks way too juicy, oh, Jo, did you want me to take Robbie and get him changed and in to bed for the night, he's definitely starting to get a bit ripe over there. JoAnn: Thanks Mindy, I was going to change him and get him to bed, but, now that I think about it, and every time I look his way, it seems to embarrass him and bother him a lot that we're looking at his private file, no, I think that maybe we need to keep the big baby up for a while longer, plus, we might have some questions we'll need to ask him about these so called private files. All three girls laughed as Mindy grabbed Robin out of the playpen and headed upstairs towards Robin's nursery. I must have been squirming a bit on the couch because JoAnn came over, checked my bottle, gave my messy diaper another pat, smiled, and said, "So Baby Boy, just from the way you're acting, I'm going to assume there are certain things on your computer you would prefer we didn't see or hear. Nuh uh uh, don't say a word, you're still under contract, remember? Here's how this is going to work, if we see or hear something we feel we want to question, we're going to ask you, to just nod your head if we're right, or shake your head if we're wrong, but at no time, will you speak or talk like an adult, for every adult word you utter, I'll deduct $100 off of your $10,000. Just think Robbie, if you say 100 adult words over the next 4 months, you'll not only need to be re-potty trained, but you'll also have to do it flat ass broke!" I immediately figured it out, I wasn't saying a damn word, even though I knew it would be difficult, considering I would have to be basically mute for the next 4 months, but I thought, in hindsight, this might be a blessing in disguise. At least this way, I could just nod or shake my head and wouldn't have to go through all the embarrassing rhetoric of trying to explain to them what I was doing and why I was doing it. Mindy: Ok, she's changed and all tucked in for the night, what say we get this little party started, I'm anxious to know what's on those audio's. Pamela: Oh, it's just not the audio's, I'm curious about the Craig's List ad's and those video's also, what ever he's got on here, he thought it was valuable enough for him to try and hide it. So JoAnn, since he's your baby, where did you want to start? What's that? Oh yea, I was wondering about that too, he does have all of the files subtitled and categorized. Let's see what we've got. We've got audio files labeled under 2nd Hand Stores, Drug Stores, Medical Supply Stores, Professional Seamstresses & Alterations and Costume Makers and Designs? The Ad's are listed under Craig's List, Professional Seamstresses & Alterations, Costume Makers & Designs, Care Takers and Help Wanted? He doesn't have but a couple of video files and they're both labeled Baby Time? JoAnn: This is quite interesting, I don't think we've come up against anything like this before, I mean, I kind of understand the costume makers, the professional seamstresses and even the medical supply stores, but the 2nd hand stores and drug stores are something totally new. As far as the ad's go, we pretty much all know about those, after all, it was a Craig's List Ad that got us connected with him, anyway, my curiosity is killing me, open one of the audio files, under the 2nd hand stores category. Mindy: You do know, all of these files may be nothing, they just might be records of his exploits in trying to find, people like us, you know, mommy type people? JoAnn: I know, I thought about that, but if that's the case, why would he go through all the trouble to hide them? Either way, let's find out(JoAnn turns around and looks back at me, and I suck a little bit harder on the bottle and she smiles), Just click on the first one, let's see what all this secrecy is all about. Pamela clicks the first file, labeled, "2nd Hand Stores", and right away the three ladies know they are listening in on a conversation that Rob had recorded, a conversation between him and the lady who answered the phone. JoAnn immediately looks over towards me, again, cocks her head a little bit, then turns around and asks Pamela to turn the speakers up as the phone conversation starts and they hear a females voice…… Good morning, you have reached the Goodwill, how can I help you today? Hi, yea, I was wondering if you could help me, this is going to sound a bit weird, but if you can just bare with me I'd greatly appreciate it. Well I'm sure it won't sound as weird as you think it's going to, what can I do to help you today? Ok, my girlfriend and I are going to a Halloween Party and I sort of lost a bet with her. Oh, ok, this sounds interesting, go on please. (As I hear a bit of a giggle on the other end of the line) The bet was, if I lost, I'd have to wear what ever costume she wanted me to wear, anyway, I lost so now I need to find someone to help me to put my costume together and she suggested I call a 2nd hand store because they had lots of items to work with. I'm sure we do, so tell me, what exactly is it she wants you to dress as? Ok, well, in a nutshell, she says I have to dress like a baby. (Ha Ha Ha) Ok, that's kind of cute, so what were you looking for? Well, obviously what ever a baby would wear, my problem is, I have absolutely no idea what babies wear so I'm, like, totally lost, could you possibly offer any suggestions, that is, if you've got the time? OOOOOOk, this sounds interesting, for sure. Let's see, I guess you could just wear a sheet folded like a diaper with maybe a baby bottle or a pacifier? That sounds good, except, there's one small problem, my girlfriend says the costume has to be as close to what a baby would wear, and it also has to look, and be, functional, what ever that means? Hmmm, so apparently your girlfriend wants you dressed in more than just a diaper. I guess, you could get some all in one pajama's, we have a few pair in stock last I looked, is that what you're talking about? Yea, something like that, so if I did that, then I wouldn't have to wear a diaper, I mean, it would be covered up anyway so no one would know, right? Ha ha ha, I don't think so, no, if your girlfriend said she wanted you to be dressed as close to a baby as you could be, then regardless of what you wear, I'm pretty sure she wants you in a diaper, plus, babies wear diapers under their jammies, and all their other clothes, that's just part of being a baby, you have to wear a diaper. Ha ha ha Ok, so apparently I guess she is adamant about that, I'll have to ask her if she'll forgo the diaper if I can find something else, like the pajama's. Now, she did say one thing and she was very serious about it, she said that regardless of what I wore, be it shorts, jeans, over-all's, or even pajama's I guess, anyway, she said they have to have snaps in them. Now I don't want to sound stupid, but why snaps, don't they just button and zip up, maybe that's what she was referring to and just said snaps by accident. HA ha ha ha ha, Oh my, I've got a feeling you're not going to be able to talk her out of having to wear a diaper, the snaps go up and down the legs and in the crotch area, they're there to make it easier to change your diaper without having to totally undress you. Oh My God, are you serious, Oh My God, Oh My God, so that's why she insisted on the one other thing. Ha ha, ok, this is funny, so what was the other thing she insisted on? She said I had to find one of those big bulky diaper bags and I had to stock it as if it was for a baby. Aha, oh yea, you're in trouble, I think she's got plans for you, well, we have lots of diaper bags in stock here. Ok, she did say it had to be big and bulky, I have no idea why? Ha ha, I know just what she's talking about, the bigger and the bulkier will make it look more like the real thing, as a matter of fact, we have one diaper bag here that actually has D I A P E R S stenciled on the side, and if I remember right, I think the bag is a pink. Wow, ok, now I'm more lost than I was, I have no idea what even goes in a diaper bag, I don't suppose the one you have there comes fully stocked does it, and I guess pink is ok, since my girlfriend will be carrying it, you know, as in pink for girls, ha ha ha? Ha ha, no, they don't come pre-stocked, but that's not a big deal, when you come down here, I can go over a list with you on what you'll need to get for the diaper bag, it's really pretty basic, and as far as your girlfriend carrying the bag, that's irrelevant, the color of the bag usually depicts the baby's gender. I think you'd look cute having a pink diaper bag. Hee hee hee Ha, basic to you, I wouldn't even know where to start and maybe we need to find a blue diaper bag then? Well, to start with, you need to think about what a diaper bag is for. It's basically, a remote changing station for when you need to change the baby's diaper. It has extra diapers, wipes, powder, diaper rash creme, maybe an extra set of clothes, bottles, formula, plastic toys, like keys and rattles, pacifiers and of course, a plastic back changing pad for those really messy diaper changes. Basically anything the baby might need while he's out with his mommy. Wow, sounds like a lot, just for a Halloween party, but then again, she did say to make sure the diaper bag had extra diapers in it, I guess mainly for show huh? Umm, I'm not sure about all that, I mean, she insists that your pants or outer clothing have snaps, probably for the crotch area like I already described, and she wants you to make sure you have a diaper bag and she made a special mention of making sure you had extra diapers, sounds to me like she's planning on changing your diaper sometime during the party? OH MY GOD, NO WAY, that would be like, totally embarrassing. Aww shucks, baby's don't get embarrassed, but tell you what, my name is Diane and since you have our phone number you must have our location, why don't you come down here and we'll see if we can get you the perfect baby costume for Halloween, I'd love to help you with this, it's going to be so gosh darn cute. You must really love your girlfriend, to actually dress as a baby and wear diapers, just because she asked you to. Well yea, of course I love her, but the baby costume and the diapers are because I lost a bet, other wise I wouldn't be doing it. Ha ha ha, why don't I believe you, I've got a feeling you'd be wearing a diaper if she asked, bet or no bet? So anyway, I've got to run, remember, I'm Diane, when you get here, just come up to the front cash register and ask for me, it'll be fun going through the store with you brain storming ideas on how to turn you in to a big baby, and watching you turn red because you're embarrassed. Ha, I don't think so, but ok, my name is Rob, I can be there after I get off work, will be about 5 this evening, will you still be there? Oh yea, I'm here until 8, so look forward to seeing you then, bye bye baby!!!! I just sat there, sucking the hell out of my bottle and rubbing the front of my diaper, that is, until JoAnn, Mindy and Pamela all turned around and looked at me. I immediately took my hand off my diaper and just sort of put my head down, this was when JoAnn walked over to me and sat down. JoAnn: So, based on the way you was rubbing your diaper, without you knowing we were watching, I'd say that these audio files are all different conversations with different salesgirls talking about what kind of baby costume you they could come up with for you. And all the while they're talking to you, thinking they're helping you, you're sitting on the other end of the phone masturbating in your diapers? Just nod yes if I'm right. Pamela: OH WOW, are you serious, is this your crazy idea of phone sex, do you do this just to get off in your diaper? Once again, as with JoAnn, I nodded my head yes to Pamela, then just waited as the room got deathly quiet. JoAnn: Well, this is definitely not at all what I thought it would be. It seems someone has been a very naughty boy, so, I guess you've left me no choice but to punish you, now, what would be a befitting punishment for such a naughty boy, hmm, let me think? Pamela: Uhh, Jo, if you don't mind my input, I think I just might have a punishment most befitting the perpetuated crime, so to speak. JoAnn: Really, ok, I'm all ears, but just one thing, we all have to vote on the punishment and the vote has to be unanimous. Pamela: Ok, sounds fair to me, if everyone agrees, here's my idea. Since Robbie likes getting off in his diapers so much that he would call innocent girls to help him achieve a climax, I think it would only be fitting if our little Robbie could show all of us, exactly how he masturbates in a diaper, and since the diaper he's got on is already a yucky, stinky mess, he can do it in that diaper, in front of all of us. JoAnn: Oh my God Pam, you are too much……I LOVE IT, that's the perfect punishment and it should embarrass the hell out of him, after all, he's not used to having an audience, just a telephone. Mindy: Ha Ha, I couldn't agree more, but can I add just a couple of other little details we should consider? Pamela: Sure Mindy, what did you have in mind? Mindy: Well, since we all presume he knows how to do it with his hand, let's see if he can do it with out the use of his hands. Pammie, if you can spread the changing pad down on the floor, and JoAnn, can you grab a couple of the hand towels from the kitchen, we need to tie his hands behind his back. Alrighty, now that we have him properly bound, let's lay him on the changing pad, ewww, wow, he stinks, this is gonna be so yucky. JoAnn: If he's laying down and can't use his hands, how on earth is he going to get off? Mindy: Patience young grasshopper, patience. Now if you girls can help me turn him over, and let's get him balanced on his knees, that's it, I want his bottom up in the air, very good. Now JoAnn, if you would do the honors, carefully place your hand on the seat of his diaper, and very carefully, push all that yucky mess towards the front of his diaper, very good, now, Pam, Jo, if you two would help me, let's lower him down, face first, on to the changing pad, now, very carefully, pull his little legs out from beneath him until he's laying flat on his tummy, causing that yucky mess in the front of his diaper to smear all over his baby penis and his little balls. Now, using only his body, let's see if he can get enough of a thrusting motion to actually allow him to masturbate in that stinky ass diaper. JoAnn: Oh My God, I love it, and I can tell Pam loves it too, she's over there salivating, ha ha ha. So Mindy, was that all you had in mind, not that it's not enough, ha ha ha. Mindy: Well actually, I did have one other thing in mind, since he has to have something to thrive for, other than just getting off that is, I think, that he has to keep trying to reach a climax until he succeeds, and if he does manage to whack off from that position, then we'll take him upstairs, change his poopy bottom and put him to bed in a nice, fresh, dry and clean diaper. However, if he doesn't figure out how to get off from that position by just rubbing back and forth on that changing pad, then he can try until he falls asleep and we'll just cover him up with a blankie and he can just sleep in that shitty diaper until morning, and I'm quite sure, considering the condition of his diaper and with all that rubbing going on, he's going to definitely have one hell of a serious diaper rash by time he goes and sees Dr. Ward. All three girls laughed and JoAnn knelt next to me, and as she smiled at me she started massaging and smushing the mess around in the seat of my diaper and I could feel the sensation as my penis pushed against the floor and the changing pad and just when I thought I was going to climax, she stopped, leaving me laying there, on my tummy, with a raging hard-on inside of my diaper, and as much as I tried to squirm, gyrate and shimmy from my tummy position, I just couldn't get off through the thick, messy diaper. I'm not sure if it was the mess and wetness from the diaper surrounding and encasing my penis, or if it was just for the fact that with my hands tied behind me I couldn't get any traction from the floor to cause enough friction to actually get off, either way and for what ever reason, I got the dreaded feeling it was going to be a long, messy, yucky, stinky, uncomfortable night. JoAnn: Aww, hims such a little trooper, look at my little baby getting tummy time, well you keep on trying baby boy, mommy will stay here and we're all going to take a peek at the rest of your hidden files, and maybe you can prove to mommy that you're more of a little trooper than a little pooper? " The Craig's List Mommy " (New Discovery) (CHAPTER 20) As hard as I tried, there was just no way I was going to be able to get off being in this position, and much to the humor of the girls, a couple times when I was giving it my best thrusts, my back end exploded with very audible farts and poop explosions adding to my diaper and frustration. JoAnn kept referring to what I was doing as tummy time totally ruling out any thought of what I was really trying to accomplish as I kept rocking back and forth on my tummy with an occasional thrust now and then. Mindy and Pamela both giggled every time JoAnn would mention tummy time and I knew they weren't thinking about anything infantile, even if I was laying there, rocking back and forth on my tummy wearing nothing but a dirty diaper, a tee-shirt and my Oshosh B' Gosh Over-All's, which kept the mess in my diaper firmly against my bottom and squishing up in to the front of my diaper where I didn't need any more of it to go because trying to get off while laying on my tummy was getting more and more difficult every time more of the mess oozed to the front and this, unfortunately, was happening, every time I had to poop some more. My over-all's and gravity were no doubt working in unison against me? The girls listened to numerous other files, all basically the same premise, me wanting to hear a stranger talk about how she would create a baby costume especially for me, but then, they came across a file from one of the psychiatrist I had called and talked with, this file must have caught their curiosity because they actually turned the speakers up, again, loud enough for me to hear, then looked at me as JoAnn said, "WOW, Baby Boy, what do we have here, OH MY GOD, We've finally hit the JACKPOT, maybe this is one of our colleagues we've conversed with in the past !!!!" As soon as I heard the first couple lines of the conversation, I knew right away, this was going to take some serious explaining, and with me not being allowed to speak as an adult, I just knew, these three girls would be totally looking at me completely different from here on in, for how ever long this job would last, and as I looked up from where I was still flopping around on my tummy, JoAnn smiled at me and told Mindy, we've got his attention, go ahead and run the audio. Good Morning, Doctor Lake's office, may I help you? Uh yea, is Dr. Lake a psychiatrist? Yes she is, would you like to make an appointment? Um, I was just wondering if she handles certain lifestyle cases? Well she does deal with most everything, would you like to set up a consultation with her? Yes, I think so, how much does that cost? Well now, there is no charge for a consultation, it is primarily for the purpose of deciding if she can help you or if she needs to refer you to another of her colleagues. Oh, ok, well, yea, I guess I'd like to set up a consultation, how do I do that? We can set that up for you right now if you'd like. Now keep in mind, it is a phone consultation so there would be no need for you to have to come in to the office at this time. Can I get your name and phone number and I'll have Dr. Lake call you at her earliest convenience? Ok, my name is Rob Williams and my phone number is 555-244-2229. Very good Mister Williams, she should be getting back to you very shortly, now, is there anything else I can do for you this morning? Um, no thank you, you've been most helpful, thank you. Well then, thank you for calling, bye bye for now. JoAnn: Well, now isn't this most interesting, Mindy, didn't we talk with a Dr. Lake a couple years ago? Mindy: Yes, we sure did, and if I remember right, she was very interested in infantilism and age regression therapy, but didn't she have another twist to her interests, something about, forced age regression, based on that book, All My Children, by…..um, what was her name? Pamela: You referring to Jacqui Schiff and her Reparenting philosophy her and her husband Moe attempted back in the 60's? Mindy: Yes, that's the one, didn't they get shut down because of an accidental scalding death of one of her patients, or, children as she referred to them? JoAnn: Yes, she did, and if I remember right, her and her husband Moe soon divorced right after that incident. Now that you've sort of refreshed my memory, I wonder if Dr. Lake ever continued on with her practicing of Schiff's Reparenting Therapy, I've never heard of anything like that since then, and even though Dr. Lake's interest came years after the original Schiff incidents, I remember she was almost obsessed with their findings and their art of regressing their clients to an infantile status. I lay there, listening and feeling somewhat surprised at the combined knowledge of these three ladies, I recalled the book they were talking about and I almost kind of remember it being introduced to me by Dr. Lake, and for some crazy reason, I felt my penis starting to get hard again after seeming flaccid for such a long time and I wondered, was it the tapes, or was it the thought of hearing and possibly watching Dr. Lake's and my sessions again, for at least, the 100th time over. (When Mindy starts the tape again, there is a couple of rings and then they hear my voice answer) Rob: Hello Dr. Lake: Hi, is this Rob Williams? Rob: Yes it is, can I help you? Dr. Lake: Well I certainly hope I can help you, this is Dr. lake returning your call, you were interested in a phone consultation? Rob: Oh yea, hi, and yes, I was, you just surprised me, I wasn't expecting a call back this quick. Dr. Lake: I see, well I certainly didn't mean to surprise you but then again, I do like to respond as quickly as I can to potential new clients, even if it is only for a consultation. So tell me Rob, but please, be as brief as possible, you need to understand, I don't go in to extensive detail during a consultation, if we choose to accept each other, then we can delve in to anything you want, as deep as your comfortable with, when ever you're ready, how's that sound? Rob: Ok, I understand, so, where do I start, what should I say? Dr. Lake: Well Rob, why don't you just go ahead and tell me why you called me to begin with, there must have been something you had on your mind? Rob: Yes, actually there is, so I'll just come out and say it so we don't waste each other's time. I actually have two questions for you, one, do you know what Infantilism is? And two, if you do, do you, or would you be willing to work with someone who believes they're in to this type of lifestyle? (There was a long, uncomfortable pause) Dr. Lake: Tell me Rob, are you calling for yourself, or are you calling for someone else? Rob: Oh, I'm most definitely calling for myself. Dr. Lake: I see, well Rob, in answer to your first question, Yes, I am quite familiar with Infantilism, and as far as your second question, I would be very interested in working with you. Rob: (Excitement very noticeable in his voice) Really, wow, that is so cool, you're the first doctor I've talked with that actually agreed to work with me on this lifestyle. If you don't mind, can I ask, how much will you be charging, like, what are your rates? Dr. Lake: Well first off Rob, I'm happy to see your excited, I can hear it in your voice. My rates are $100.00 an hour per session and we'll have a weekly session. Rob: Oh, ok, wow, didn't think it would be that expensive. Dr. Lake: Hmm, I sense that the rate might be a tad bit out of your price range? Rob: Yea, but only if that's a BIG TAD, I had no idea, I'm sorry, really didn't mean to waste your time. Dr. Lake: Hold on a sec Rob, maybe we can work something out. It just so happens that I'm in the process of writing a thesis on Regressive Therapy & Re-Parenting Options, would you be willing to let me video our sessions if I agreed to forgo the cost of my counseling? Rob: Really, WOW, yea, that would be awesome, but, do I get a copy of the tape also? Dr. Lake: (Laughing) Yes Rob, I'm pretty sure we can work something out for you. Now, with out going in to much more detail, I'll need to have you come in to the office and sign a contract release for your part in my thesis and the video tapes of our sessions, oh, and Rob, when you do come in for that initial meeting with me, I'll go a bit further in to detail on exactly what I am going to be expecting of you and how often we will be taping your sessions. Rob: Ok, yea, this all sounds great, so, when did you want me to come in and finalize everything? Dr. Lake: Would this Thursday be too soon for you, I'm booked up tomorrow and with today being Tuesday, I would most definitely like to meet with you before the weekend, at least to get the initial paperwork out of the way, so we can get down to the nitty-gritty of exactly why you wanted to see me in the first place. Rob: That sounds good to me, so what time should I be there and what is your exact address? Dr. Lake: I'd like to see you right after lunch, say, 1 P. M., and my office is located in the Thunderbird Medical Plaza directly behind Thunderbird Hospital on Eugly Way, 4894 Eugly Way to be exact, Suite 2A, so Rob, looking forward to meeting you and working together with you on this little project, talk to you then. Rob: Ok, and thanks again, bye for now. JoAnn: OH MY GOD, are you two thinking what I'm thinking, I mean, why else would she offer free counseling, I think she's picked up where the Schiff's left off, and Rob might very well be her first subject. As all three girls look down at Rob, only to see him furtively rocking back and forth on his tummy, then as if he has been totally spent, he collapses on his tummy, unmoving, other than just breathing heavy and panting. JoAnn: Well, well, well, looks like we just found what gets this big baby excited, he just got himself off listening to Dr. Lake's voice. Mindy: Yea, and guess what, I think we now know what the video tapes are, you know, the ones labeled "Baby Time", these are his sessions with Dr. Lake. JoAnn kneels besides me and while patting the seat of my diaper, softly says, "So tell me baby boy, and if you want, you can just nod your head, did Dr. Lake regress you back in to being an infant, for her thesis?" I lifted my head, turning it towards JoAnn, and with a weak attempt after having been worked like a horse, just to relieve my tension, I slowly nodded my head yes, as I felt JoAnn patting the seat of my padded bottom once again as she said, "Ok Baby Boy, let's get you out of this yucky-yuck diapey and ready for beddie-bye, we'll get a little further in to this in the morning, but for now, you need changed(waving her hand in front of her nose)YOU STINK!!!!! To Be Cont.