Pixie_Stix

Actually, I recently had an MRI of my brain that showed everything was good. I have a "perfect brain"...whatever that means. I've also had a whole slew of other medical tests done and am continuing to get tests done and other problems worked on. Honestly, the incontinence is not as "major" as most of my other medical problems (all stemming from the car accident). I've also been having liver and kidney panels done every 3 months because of how much Tylenol I take everyday and they likewise show everything in the norm. And no, I don't have magical insurance that covers whoever the doctor randomly sends me to. It's state medical, it took me nearly a YEAR and two rejections just to get on it in the first place and even getting them to approve all the really *NEEDED* medical treatment has been just an absolute hair pulling nightmare. I think the most deranged thing they did was when they sent me a letter saying that I could only continue to get cash benefits if I was following what my doctor wanted me to do as far as treatment, when they themselves had, at the time, *REJECTED* what the doctor wanted me to do; as the insurance wouldn't cover seeing an ortho-surgeon. If you're rich and/or overly privileged then it's pretty easy to just see any doctor you want, any time, for hours on end, but most of us don't have that luxury, most of us have to kind of "be our own doctors" so to speak, spend a lot of our own time researching, studying and trying to find out what's wrong and to then weight all the options and find a cost effective treatment to then present to our doctor...often times almost completely on our own. My current doctor in particular, which is at the "free clinic", usually only sees me for about five minutes at a time and is always sending me home with great big huge twenty plus page packets of medical data and potential treatments to look at, analyze and come back to her with what I tried, what I want to try, how they worked out, etc, etc. Same thing with prescriptions, she'll prescribe things, often at my inquiry, but then relies on me to keep track of their effectiveness, how they worked, when I took them, what side effects they might have had, etc, etc, etc. ...that's just the way it is for poor people and those overworked doctors who get paid next to nothing treating those less fortunate. They have to "make do" with what they have and often times that means relying on the patients themselves to help them out.

Is there someone forcing you to read this thread? You don't have to be a "victim" you know, tell us all what's really going on, we'll help stop that bad man forcing you to read things on the Internet! You don't need to be a "victim" any more! Show us all on the teddy bear where the bad man touched you. ^__^ ...what personal attack? Saying that the man needs psychiatric help is not a personal attack, it's reality. I was being serious, not factitious. By the mostly unwritten rules and laws of Usenet, this man clearly falls under the protection of Formosa's Law, and as such I wouldn't flame him or verbally attack him in the manner you're insinuating. I am genuinely concerned not only for ~his~ mental health, but for the effect that his actions have, and are ~going~ to have on this community in general.

I should probably apologize since I'm the one who really started this current craze, back in the early 2Ks, especially with my "Generation Barney" stuff. Some of the fauxpics I made were pretty hilarious too: ^__^ Not ~really~ meant to be taken so overly serious, it's supposed to be for satire and parody, but a lot of people got the wrong idea and really went to town on the whole thing, which has since snowballed considerably.

This is one of those true and not true things. Yes, it happens, probably more than you might think, but most of the material you're going to find online about it...yeah, bogus. Trust me, brides who wind up wearing a diaper on their wedding day probably aren't going to be telling anyone else about it. Also, what most people call "diapers" these days aren't really diapers at all but those adult pullups. The very *FIRST* "wedding diaper" story I ever found online was back in 2005, it was *NOT* a first person account, but by someone there at the wedding and, not surprisingly, it was *NOT* in support of actually wearing diapers and posted on a kind of "true and embarrassing stories" web page. Here's the text from it: All these "communion diapers" stories though...yeah, they're *ALL* bogus. Several of us in this community did some *REALLY* in-depth checking and not a *SINGLE* story or instance could be corroborated in *ANY* manner. Further, we found tons of evidence that showed mass levels of really obvious "sock puppet" usage, where one person would create multiple accounts, sometimes using proxies and posting multiple "true stories" and agreeing with themselves in order to try and make it look like it was a common and widely accepted thing. The poster or posters in question, like this "babykeiff" fellow all had almost identical typing styles (although since pointed out they have been getting better at trying to mask it) and they almost always followed the exact same pattern of posting. Usually making a completely absurd claim, being called on it, making more absurd claims, being ripped apart, then backpedalling on the claims, then ripped apart further, then resorting to fallacies, arguing semantics and trying to veer the discussion off course in one manner or another. In almost every instance not one single bit of proof was ever given and, in those threads where some "proof" was given (names of churches and such), it was immediately checked into by multiple posters who found that it was ~completely~ bullshit. In most of them the church either didn't exist at all, or if it did the pastors of the church had absolutely no idea what they were talking about and vehemently denied *EVER* promoting the use of diapers for communion ceremonies. The quickest way to end this idiocy with "babykeiff" and all of his/her endless socks is to simply ask for the name(s) of the church(es). He'll *IMMEDIATELY* trip up at that point and that usually ends it. If his story was true at all he would be able to give the name of the church and it could be *EASILY* corroborated, so he'll either give a fake name that can be instantly debunked, give the name of a church that will completely deny his idiocy, or he'll immediately try and backpedal. Oh, also, the "letter sent home" to the kids is one of his *FAVORITE* whack off fantasies, he uses that one a lot, on many different sites and web boards, in *EVERY* single one though he never manages to actually produce this famed document, which of course would list the name of the church on it, as well as the names of those in charge, etc, etc. Again, such information would immediately wreck his little whack-off fantasy and the truth would be revealed, which is why he'll never post it and always has a lame excuse for why. I truly believe that this poster "babykeiff" really does have something wrong with their brain and truly needs psychiatric help, because the kooky lengths to which he is going to try and inflict our fetish onto other people is far past absurd and bizarre and is now bordering on schizophrenic, with stalking like behavior he's shown on various religious/communion oriented sites and web boards, coupled with *REALLY* obvious self-reinforced delusions. This man is clearly not right in the head and he needs to be stopped before he winds up doing crap in the real world...like that guy who spent 10 years flashing his diapers off to little kids before they finally locked him up. That's the road he's headed down I believe, it's only a matter of time.

Most of those aren't very good. I like mine personally, at least they're entertaining:

People seem to be having a hard time understanding that this goes both ways. There are an endless horde of trolls out there who get a big kick out of taking people's real life identities and then essentially making fake FaceBook accounts about them. Just as easily as I can go online and use my real life name and identity I can just as easily use anyone else's...even yours. And I can paint you up as anything I like, hell I could say you're a hermaphroditic Nazi babyfur if I wanted. The simple fact is you really can't believe ANYTHING you see or read online. Anything in the online world can be manipulated, altered, edited, controlled, faked, etc, etc. Even with photographs, trolls like myself practice the wondrous art of making "fauxpics". With enough effort you can even make them look more "real" than the original did: http://www.backwater-productions.net/_images/_Scraps/Fauxpic_-_8.jpg And those like myself are now putting together organized trolling efforts to seek out companies that do Google searches on potential employees. Basically we obtain lists of their HR department employees and we go to freakin town on them, painting them up in all ~sorts~ of horrible, disgusting, sordid ways. So that way if anyone ever runs a Google search on ~their~ name, well, let's just say they'll gain a greater appreciation for why you really shouldn't believe what you see or read online. ^__^

I think I like this idea best. My doctor is actually a woman and about my age, so that just makes it all that much more embarrassing to have to even mention at all. I've thought about maybe trying to get a different doctor, like an older male, but I'm on state medical so I don't really have too much say about who I can see. I'm not so sure the state medical coverage I have would cover seeing a urologist either, I had enough problems just getting them to approve seeing a pain specialist and a ortho-surgeon to get my jaw fixed. I got in a nasty habit of clamping down on my teeth/jaw every time I got a pain spasm from the nerve damage, due to trying to "tough it out", which in turn created an incredible horrendous TMJ problem and now I have pretty much unending migraines. I don't think that could cause bladder problems...unless it's from all the Tylenol I've been taking...but I've been having liver and kidney panels done every 6 months and they always come up normal sooo...yeah, not so sure about that. Plus the problem started before I got the endless migraines and started to get worse before then too. The fact that the state medical likely won't cover seeing a urologist is yet another nagging factor that's making me just to want to ignore it...and if I could get coverage for it I'd probably have to go through the whole process I went through with the other stuff, which would mean having to share my personal problem with a whole bunch of random strangers who aren't even doctors at all...I really don't like that idea...I think I'd almost rather just wear diapers than have to go through humiliation like that. It wouldn't actually be that bad to wear them all the time if I could wear like those Tena Flex ones, but they're so freakin expensive compared to regular adult diapers. The Abena pull-up ones aren't too bad either, I usually wear those at night because I sometimes wet the bed (pretty much guaranteed if I drink any alcohol or soda close to when I go to bed) , but I've also had a few accidents wearing those at night too, so they're not really the ideal alternative if it gets worse during the day...because I really wouldn't ever want to have an accident during the day. I'd rather wear uber thick crinkly diapers under spandex shorts than risk having a great big wet spot right on the front of my pants. --Edit-- It also doesn't help that I'm like uber self-conscious about wearing diapers in public. Even just wearing the pull-up ones I feel like everyone can see them and everyone knows I'm wearing them. I know they can't, but it's just like this nagging feeling I can't get rid of.

It's been getting progressively worse for me over the years, starting several months after getting hit by a car in the cross walk (which caused various sorts of nerve damage in different parts of my body...but not in my groin area that I'm aware of). Basically it's like I feel the urge to go, I use the bathroom, I feel like I've finished and completely emptied my bladder, wait and wait and wait...nothing happens. But then after I "zip up", wash my hands and go back to doing whatever...then I start leaking! Usually for anywhere from 5 to 10 minutes afterwards, completely without control, usually without any feeling at all, but sometimes like a sudden urge sensation when it's happening, but no control. I used to just stuff wads of toilet paper in my underwear to "deal" with the problem, but it's reached the point now where I need to wear a pad/guard all the time, otherwise I basically wind up with soaking wet underwear, even if I use toilet paper. I'm wondering if I can expect this problem to get even worse (I'm only 30 years old right now), what kind of incontinence it might be, and what possible treatment options (if any) exist. On the one hand I'm kind of inclined to just "live with it" so long as it's not going to get too much worse, especially since it's embarrassing enough that I don't really want to talk to a doctor about it. Despite being somewhat of an AB/DL, I honestly really don't want to be stuck having to wear diapers constantly though, so that's why I'm worried about it getting worse and if it does get worse, will it be too late at that point to fix it (presuming it can be)?

Mmmm...I wouldn't. The site is built using a pre-fabricated cookie cutter template that looks like it was slapped together by someone who had no idea how to even code at all. Usually sites like that are used en masse by scam artists, basically they create a kind of web bot that creates hundreds of cookie cutter websites for hundreds of different interests all basically designed to shell out garbage, adware, spyware, malware and the like.

Here's the next collection, "diapers": ...hrmmm...for some reason it doesn't seem to be showing the baby bottles collection. Well, here's some hard links: Baby Bottles Diapers Here's an example of how I took part of the content from one of Mr. Nightstone's pixel art images and then reworked it using a sprite from Maple Story to create a new diaper icon: Fun stuff!

Because Baby Furs are cute. Really, that's it I think. The adult baby fetish in general isn't just about diapers and playing baby, it's about the personification of innocence and cuteness, so anything that fits into that category will wind up inherently picked up and "adopted" into the community as such. It's a natural progression I think.

Looks pretty cliche to me. Just yer average poorly done fetish flick with about as much acting experience as your average high school drama club. I think the only decent diaper oriented movie I've seen was the one with the little girl whose dad dies in a car wreck, is blamed by her mother, starts wetting the bed, and then the crazy mother treats her like a baby until she goes over the edge and shoots her mother in retaliation, which then in turns causes her trauma (and a diaper fetish) in her adult hood...now *THAT* was a good movie! I also liked this one: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=klnL_uL2xio A German documentary film about drunken teenagers and how they deal with them (basically diapered like babies).

Yup, all plain, no prints.

Glad to know it wasn't just all in my head...I was seriously starting to wonder. Wish I could find a picture of them.

When I was a kid, probably back around 1986 to 1988, I was on vacation one time and at this hotel pool there was this family who had a young child still in diapers. The strange thing was that they had these RAINBOW diapers. Basically they looked like classic overnight style baby diapers, but instead of being white each one in the pack was a different color. And not subtle either, I mean like solid, BRIGHTLY colored. I don't recall though if the insides were colored though too. They were in a mostly clear package so that it created a rainbow like effect with the diapers and I ~think~ there might have even been a black and brown one too. Anyway, I've never, ever, ever seen anything like it since, don't remember the name and haven't had any luck at all trying to track them down online anywhere, so I was wondering if anyone here recalls ever seeing them or what the brand might have been. Any help would be appreciated!