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First off thanks for taking the time to respond, I appreciate it. So many thoughts that I don’t know where to start. It’s guess a bit more back story, I’ve been aware of my fetish for 20+ years. This site and some other resources can equip people to manage incontinence. I guess all my life my fetish was a partial teacher for my incontinence now. A couple of weeks ago I had got some plastic pants and haven’t leaked on anything and my diapers are getting more mileage. When it comes to cleaning up after dirtying your diaper a shower with hose and head is a game changer. I’ve recently got one as I tend to just use my night diaper to mess in as it’s more convenient and I live alone. I just hop into the shower and spray my self off then shower like normal. @DailyDi thank you for sharing! @~Brian~ reading your responses and what and the manner in which you share it has helped me over the last while. I appreciate how much support you provider to our community. Wearing diapers for any reason is a journey of acceptance, for some it’s short, for others it’s a mission. Thank you for your insights and support for the community ~hugs~ It is a mind trip when you go from using for fun to having to wear. When I was going through the decision process to just wear, one of my long term friends, who knows about my little side, pointed out that my need to wear diapers was greater than my want and that my little side makes it hard to see that as my little side is locked up in a toy box. I fully agree with her, it has made it harder to come to terms with wearing diapers. I’ve read other peoples journeys of acceptance and all are similar, it’s like a light bulb moment. It’s like a few weeks ago when I sat in the toilet and diapered for 40 MINUTES over 90 minutes, feeling like I had to pee, and I’m like I’m going to use the toilet, got tired and sore sitting there. So I got up and left, went about my work, 20 minutes later felt the urge to pee and was like well f$&@ this, I’m not going to try to hold it only to make it to the bathroom and not go, so I just let it flow, but that’s when I started thinking all this. @~Brian~i understand everything you’ve said and I wish I was there. However, my journey has me here were I’m trying to tell I don’t have to wear them… but at the same time having 4 messing in my diaper in the last 2 weeks say otherwise, which is why I continue to wear my diaper.

I don’t post much, but thank you to those that do. I’ve been mentally stuck and am looking for some community insight. Earlier this year I started wearing diapers 24/7 to manage my IBS and stop accidents in my pants. I’ve always had minor issues with IBS all my life but never wore diapers to manage it, however, life changes as you age. I did wear diapers for pleasure, but at 42 the reason for my diaper usage has changed. It’s been about 7 months since I’ve started wearing it has been more mentally reassuring knowing that should I need my diaper, I’m covered. ? While I make jokes, it’s to cover the fact that a part of me wishes that it was just for pleasure, anyway, it is what it is. The reason for the post is the last couple of months, when I need to pee, I’ve been using my diaper as it’s often easier, more convenient, my diaper doesn’t stretch out for sliding it down, I don’t have to run off and find a toilet when I’m out, and I could. Plus I wear the megamax as it’s fit is awesome and is super comfy and contains any kind of mess extremely well. However, for some strange reason I fell like I’m doing something wrong, like I feel some shame when I’ve used my diaper voluntarily as opposed to when it’s not voluntarily. When it’s comes to wetting, I’m not actively training to be diaper dependent, my IBS has done that for me already. Like the other day, in the grocery store, I had to go and some leaked out. I just went about my shopping as I was almost done and left and went home. While I was feeling a little embarrassed, it wasn’t much and would have been worse if I wasn’t protected and that’s why I wear diapers. So, mentally, it wasn’t that big of a deal. I guess my question is; does anyone else who wears for medical need that also has control use their diapers voluntarily? Or do you try to make it to the toilet? Bonus question, am I just overthinking this? Thank you for your input!☺️

I’ve recently stumbled upon an old podcast called “dream a little” its no longer running it looks like but there is about a 180 episodes and goes over it. You can check out their website www.thelittlelounge.com. There is another podcast called “love in brief” Telling someone about this lifestyle takes courage, confidence, timing, and loving yourself. I hope this information helps.

A squishy megamax

I have started wearing the mega max… and have found the same issue as @rusty pins I use lotion to prevent rashes and have found after a few hours the diaper is not holding up. I guess if I just didn’t move it would be fine. I have tried just powder and have had rashes. While I like the sizing of this diaper I wish it had the tapes like a confidry, where it’s like 2 tapes in one. I’m not sure how these companies expect people to use their products for the time frame that is advertised when the diapers falls apart. If I don’t use lotion the diaper seems to stay together longer and I get rashes, or use lotion and roll the dice… it’s BS. I haven’t seen baby’s diapers do this… this issue needs to be sorted! This diaper fits so well on me.

So strange, I was talking to an friend and she told me about this. Then said “I guess if you had an accident you could just way its the wet jeans look.” FASHION IS WEIRD

I’d like to start off by thanking everyone who has shared in the past and is sharing about their journey with incontinence or wearing 24/7. It has really helped me over the last few weeks. A bit of back story, I’m 41, very active, into a mountain lifestyle, and have always had minor bowel issues all my life. So minor that underwear has sufficed to deal with anything that may have happened, later in life I found out I have IBS. That is not the reason I wear diapers, its mostly always been for fun, although, after the last few years it certainly has been more comfortable. After all it is a diaper, its designed for contain waste. However, as my need for protection is changing for various reasons, I’m realizing that as much as I use to be recreational and wear when I wanted, I need to wear to protect various things, wetting pants, pooping, fill in some embarrassing story that is resolved with wearing diapers. ... I was smoking the other day, had to poop, was holding, started coughing... lets say with each cough my diapers was a tiny less clean than before. I didn’t have a full on accident, but I was not trying to go and my body was like “oh yeah, Hey remember that one time you had to poop and you thought you could hold it and you pooped your pants on the way to the bathroom, do you think this is that time again?” Now while to some this probably sounds like a thrill, but as I’m writing this and thinking about that moment at different times in my life, while only a few, its not fun running off from everyone cause you’re no better than a 3 year old. While the need is increasing to cover my butt, I’ve recently have been made aware by a lifelong friend that knows that I wear mostly for fun, now she says I need them more than I admit (which is part of the reason for this post). I’m struggling to accept my condition, on one hand I’ve had a desire to wear since I can recall, maybe 3 or4, on the other I’ve had poopy underwear more times than I can recall (not full explosions, but more then skid marks), so logically... I should wear my diaper -sighs- I have mixed thoughts about this as I’ve notice over the past 4 years my urge to pee sky rocket. Up until this year I would usually try to hold it, as I live in a small town and bathrooms are with in 20 minutes, with COVID... that has changed, I haven’t used a public bathroom in a while, since I’m diapered usually, I just go, or try to hold it on the walk home, granted, I’ve pee’d in an alley during the day on a 20 minute walk more then I want to admit. Lately I’m seeing my continence becoming more more difficult to control and the need for diapers increasing. I have yet to see a doctor over my weeing problem, but I have realized over the last couple of days I need to go. Currently I’m aware of the signal to pee, I can hold through the first urge to go, the second time it is like someone is trying to squeeze it out of me and -sighs- I’m dribbling beyond my control and will soon stop it, the amount seems to be relegated by urge to pee. After about 5-10 minutes the 3rd urge is making me pee around a 1/4 cup (if I really need to go) or I’m certainly creating a wet spot. I never noticed this until I started practicing over the last couple of days at home. Every time I’ve experienced the same thing, the longer I hold, the more the urge increases until the damn is over ran and the flood happens. Regardless of reasons, which I’ll be having checked out, I still do not trust my body to be in all adult clothing with out any protection and part of me wants to stomp my feet and cry, I want to wear big boy pants... but I knew one day this might happen. So now I have to accept my current situation and wear all the time or run the risk of soiled clothing, which EVERYONE!!! Pointed out is far worse then a dirty diaper. However, I’m truly struggling with need of protection AND WANTING diapers too. Like part of my brain is saying, “wait no, no, no, before it was all fun and games, you’re a big boy, you got this.” My body is like “sorry what? I was releasing some urine that I have to get rid off.” My spirit is like “hey, why do you think you were a diaper lover, wouldn’t it make all this easier? Don’t you have prior knowledge of brands of diapers? Do you really want to poo-poo in you pants getting groceries?” It’s like my brain is not accepting the current situation of my issue, even though, part of it is like, YES YES YES YES YES! I’m still struggling to accept this all, to look in the mirror and be like “you’re captain awesome! So what if you have a diaper on, thats part of you’re captain outfit!” Currently its a mix bag, but the internal narrative is a lot more negative when I’m standing there in a smelly dirty diaper looking in the mirror trying to be like “better in there than in your pants”. I just keep reminding myself incontinence is the inability to hold and diapers have the ability to hold.... like... some how this is suppose to make me feel better. I have to face facts regardless of my AB/DL mixture with all this, if I don’t do something, something far more embarrassing will happen. I read somewhere else on these forums, something like, I didn’t choose this, it choose me. I did not choose to have poopy underwear at any point in my life. I did not actively choose to be wired to think diapers should be normal life... However... here I am... On a website for people who need / like to wear diapers. I’m writing about my own incontinence issues and wearing diapers to solve the problem. Everyone says acceptance makes it so much easier, I agree, I understand this concept, but the stages to get there are a struggle, specially when you need to pull over every so often to change your diaper. Which is why I’m writing this, to help accept my need for diapers. Thanks for letting me express this, thanks for reading, have a great day.

The lid is regular size mason jar lid have fun

Hey all I’m super excited to show this! Disclaimer: I would like to point out I got this idea from the internet and have analyzed it to produce this DIY guide for makings your own baby bottle. I’ve added some finished photos of my basic bottle. There are 3 things you need and one step. 1 mason jar Regular mouth 2 lid Regular mouth 3 Comotomo 6+ months variable flow nipple. This is the Y shape nipple for flow. It’s a 2 pack! Comotomo website one step: assemble, you’re done, enjoy! The nipples set me back 21.26, for 2 making each bottle 10.73, Canadian. i got mine from Bed Bath & Beyond Canada Amazon CDN Now, that you have a bottle there are choices. You can apply whatever you want to you bottle. However I recommend getting a big to assist with Glass Etching. How to Glass Etch The other option is waterproof stickers. I recommend ordering direct from China from a site like AliExpress this link will search “water proof cartoon stickers”, you’ll get 50-100 decent size stickers for 2-5 dollars. So, each bottle could be less than 14.00 CDN Apple juice has never tasted so sweet!

Poops I did it again, was hoping to make it to the toilet and nope... time to go now.

I’m in Nelson, would be down to chat

right now, can never trust a fart with ibs hehehe oh well, good thing for diapers ?

Just found this site: https://www.lilkink.com/

Found something fun... https://www.halloweencostumes.ca/care-bear-costumes.html?a=17784 hehehehe

I’ve been looking for a pair of shortalls with little luck. Most stuff is marketed to a more feminine design. Suggestions?

Still in my cute Tykables unicorn ;D

I have a size 5 & 6, I find the 6 to big, but my nuk 5 is perfect fit. I have some baby paci’s but they feel too small now.

Yeah, its fun for sure. I like to rubbing my diaper on my blanket rolled up between my legs.

Welcome back to the party

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Having IBS, it keeps me from having some bad accidents in the morning

WIth BetterDry vs Comficare its about the cuts in the middle, I think its comficare that are narrower. I have the same issue, I’m a 34 waist and it feels like diapers are too short. I’ve tried sizing up and then its like its super big, the struggle is real hehehehe

No, I haven’t I’m not much of a gardener. However, BC doesn’t have a problem

Not so much a problem here, the problem is the gov’t has regulations on THC content also there are still only 2 stores in BC almost a year later. Now the medical stuff... thats another story

I too wear the onesie, its dealt with the saggy diaper issue and I noticed it helps keep my diaper closer to me which prevents leaks