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I suppose the idea is that she is trying to maximize the time she spends holding it. She seems to be getting lazy, though. It might be more believable if there were something in there describing how before each accident she holds it as long as she can. I'll be interested to see where this one goes.

Well, I think everyone agrees that flat out telling you parents you have a diaper fetish isn't really a good idea. But, as someone who actually had weak bladder as a kid and suffered from daytime wetting accidents, I can totally relate to your thoughts about whether or not wetting the bed on purpose would be worth the diapers you would get from it. Revealing to your parents that you have a "wetting problem," whether is real or not, would have the same embarrassing results: you would certainly be allowed to wear some kind of protection, but you would have to live with everyone in your family knowing about it. There are a lot of times I regret not telling my parents about my wetting, because I could have not only saved myself a lot of worry and stress by having a diaper on, but also gotten to enjoy wearing one as a DL. For me at least, the trade off of the initial embarrassment would probably have been worth it, since I was going to wet my pants anyway, with or without diapers. As someone who is fully continent, you have a choice. Then again, anyone here will tell you that being a DL is not something they chose for themselves. Just like I had to hide my accidental wetting, you will have to hide your purposeful wetting if you decide to keep the diapered part of your life a total secret. There is also the possibility that you will get caught ... and in that case you will have a lot more humiliation and drama on your hands than dealing with a little incontinence. Doctors appointments and all that aren't really anything to worry about; a good portion of bed wetting is caused by stress or other unknown factors that can't readily identified. The fact is, if you start wetting the bed, you will get diapers, and your family will get used to the fact that you need them at night. I'm guessing that your brother is younger; are you prepared to let him know that his big brother needs to wear diapers to bed? If so, all you have to do is start wetting. There is nothing stopping you. You just have to figure out what you would rather live with: embarassment out in the open, or embarassment you have to hide.

So until I moved out of my parents house a few years ago I lived in Johnson County, KS. I always wondered if there were other DLs around. Where did you go to school? Where are you now? Was I the only one?

If only people would take the energy it takes to make stuff up and put it into the story forum. They could even write in the first person if they wanted ... and get feedback and positive recognition, instead of getting labeled as a troll. *sigh*

Do you ever sit on the train and wonder if any of the strangers around you is secretly into diapers too? What, you wonder to yourself, are the chances? Maybe one in a million? Well, even with a dismal figure like that, a city with an estimated population of 8,310,212 would still have at least 8 diaper lovers running around ... and I'm one of them. So I've been thinking for a while how great it would be to have friends in the city who are DLs too. Who knows ... there may be more of us than we think. So, speak up everybody!

Edit: oops, I double posted. Everyone should Ignore this one and post in the other one.

Sounds lonely. If this is true, (Which I doubt it is. You're only 20 years old and in this situation? How?) I'd advise you to stop letting your fetish ruin your life. You don't need to live in total isolation in order to live out your fantasy of wearing diapers. There are a lot of people on this site who wear 24/7 or close to it, and they aren't cloistering themselves away from society. If you want advice on how to balance diapers with your real life, there are a lot of kind people on this site who will be more than willing to talk with you. You just need to be honest and open with them.

1. Cowboy Bebop 2. Trigun 3. Neon Genesis Evangelion 4. FLCL 5. Ghost in the Shell (to keep this from taking up the entire list I'll let this slot encompass both movies and the entire GitS: SAC series.) 6. Sky Crawlers 7. Nausicaä of the Valley of the Wind 8. Chobits 9. Hellsing (again, this includes both the TV and OVA) 10. Naruto Some people might balk at the addition of Naruto in the #10 slot, but I'm sticking to my guns on this one. It's tragic that after the main story ended they felt the need to continue for 80 more episodes of unwatchable filler, and that the horrendous dub has done so much to tarnish Naruto's reputation in America, but even so, this is one of the most absorbing animes ever. Most people won't recognize the name Sky Crawlers because it just premiered here in NYC a week or two ago. It's the latest masterpiece from Mamoru Oshii, the guy who did Ghost in the Shell. I was surprised no one had mentioned FLCL yet. Nausicaä too ... a real classic from before Miyazaki sold his soul to Disney and started producing fluffy nonsense like Spirited Away ... The rest of them are canonical stuff already mentioned here. If I was going to extend this list, it would probably include the rest of the pre-Disney Miyazaki, Go Nagai, Matsumoto Leiji, and some more Oshii. Oh, and anyone who like Oshii should check out his live action "Cinema Trilogy." Mind blowing stuff.

I feel like I'm totally in control of my fetish. I deal with it when the need arises and indulging in it doesn't have a detrimental effect on the rest of my life. I don't feel guilty about it, and ever since I told my girlfriend I haven't even had to hide it. I think everyone here must have had some experience with the binge and purge cycle, at least enough to know that trying to quit isn't productive or healthy. So, yes I'm in control, but no, I can't just quit.

So would the term adult kid encompass LG/LB (little girl/little boy) people too? The topic title says "out of diapers but still playing," and most people I have encountered who identify as "little" rather than "baby" have been DLs. Does this mean that AKs (adult kids) are people who identify as LG/LB but not DL? (wow, think there were enough acronyms in that post?)

My girlfriend and I are getting by on our own on about $1400 a month. That's for two people in NYC. It's not that hard. Go for it.

Ah, okay. I've done things like entering creditcard info before, so I wasn't sure if there was some kind of system in place or something that I was just not finding.

So, I want to be offical and everything and get Verified 18+. How do I do it?

I'm in school right now so cash is usually in short supply. As a result I haven't been able to have diapers on hand nearly as often as I would like. I'm going to use my Christmas money in the new year to get myself a whole case of bambino biancos so I can always have them available when I feel like wearing. Also, I'm planning on starting martial arts classes soon, so my other resolution will be to stick with it.

First of all, don't pay money to anyone for an instant solution. The most comprehensive existing information on this topic on this topic is available here for free.

I totally agree. I'm a vegetarian, and although clean-up of a messy diaper is not exactly fun for me, its not nearly the kind of nightmare so many people are making it out to be. Once you've done it a few times, you just kind of get the hang of it. For me, changing out of a messy diaper takes a few minutes, tops. I've had weekends where I wore 24/7, and though it was extra work, it was not that big a deal.

As Dan Savage of Savage Love would undoubtedly tell you, a healthy sex life is an essential part of a healthy relationship. He points out time and time again that if a partner is not having their sexual needs satisfied, they will look for a way to do it ... be it cheating, spending time on porn sites instead of with their lover, hiring a pro, or whatever else they need to do in order to fulfill their needs. Basically, relationships between people who refuse to be GGG (good, giving, and game) for the person they're with just don't work out. Whether the timeline of a relationship like that extends weeks, months, or years, you can count on one thing: there will be problems down the line unless the partners in question can work out a plan that makes them both happy. And if you can't see a way to make sure both parties concerned are satisfied and happy? I think all his regular readers know exactly what he would tell them in hopes that one of them would listen before the shit really hits the fan ... DTMFA. (Dump The Mother Fucker Already.)

I'm pretty close, in NYC

Huh, wow. It's crazy to think about being among those first ABDLs who realized they weren't the only one in the world. I had a hard enough time coming to terms with being a plain old DL. To think of Heidi Lynn striking out as not only the original sissy-baby among ABDLs, but also coming out completely, giving interviews, and going on national television ... there is no other word for it but (I feel kind of dumb saying it) courageous. Even today, when more and more people are ABDL aware, its rare for people to come out even to their friends and family. There are people out there who feel like they have to hide it from their spouse or significant other. Heidi Lynn, you are a beacon of well-adjusted normality in a weird world.

Hi there, I just wanted to let you know that there is very large a group here for people who are into diapers but not the baby stuff. You're not alone.

Wow, well in that case my guess is the she must have been wearing full-fledged diapers to bed until at least 15 years old, when her wetting started to slow down. At 3 wet wet nights a week though, I'd think she'd still be diapered for a while after that.

Well according to this article she wet the bed well into her teen years. 10 to 1 she wore Goodnites. According to this one, it took her until 15 to manage to have 4 dry nights a week. She admits to wetting the bed occasionally as an adult too. According to this one the last time she wet the bed was after she was fired from SNL after the 1993-1994 season.

Three questions: 1. How many times have you actually run into someone you know at a Drug Store just by coincidence? For me, the answer is never. 2. Do you think a cashier would risk embarrassing both themselves and a customer by saying anything to someone who was buying adult diapers? Keep in mind that no one is going to assume that an able bodied young person would be buying diapers for themselves. They will assume that you are running errands for an old person who can't get around anymore ... hence the diapers. And as for Goodnites or baby diapers ... no one, not even a cashier who is secretly ABDL themselves, would be making a safe bet if they wer going to assume that they were for anyone but a child. 3. Even assuming that the cashier could empirically prove that the diapers were for you AND disapproved AND said something, would you willing to let the opinions of a total stranger keep you from the fulfillment and happiness that wearing those diapers is going to bring you? You'd be crazy if you did. So relax and get yourself some diapers. You'll feel dumb about worrying later.

"I Wet Myself" by Crucified Barbara is a good one.

I was surfing around yesterday and discovered a Facebook doppleganger called Diaperbook. It is pretty neat! How long has this been around? Is anyone else here on Diaperbook?