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mine is due to a car wreck, i was only 4 when i went through the wind shield of a pick up, it caused brain damage. mostly dormant through the younger years, as the teen years came i began feeling weird, and having accidents,,, it went away again,, then when i was 35,, some strange shit began to happen, and the incontinence showed its ugly head. stress, and sleep deprivation brought on siezures in the temprel lobes. witch brough on the wetting, and messing accidents. i had the electrode implants in my sinuses connected to the lobes,,, it was really strange when it took,, i was all messed up from the right, and left sides of the brain working like they should,,lol my bladder, and bowell muscles imedietly contracted, and i was totaly incontinent. they deadened the nerves that controll these,, the bowell that was forced out was stitched back in, and now im in therapy.so 38 years later im incontinent, limp, and probably no better off. went to see a specialist last week aout getting the incontinance under controll,, she said come , and see me in 12 to 14 months, and shell take a look at it then,, now is not the time. shit,, i hate doctors

every once in a while, i'll get an earfull, from one of my friends. were a pretty close knit bunch, and it's all in good fun. but every now, and again, one of them will catch me off gaurd, and really zing me,,lol .we have spent our whole lives, breaking each others balls, so it's nothing new,,,,lol

i would bring my own diapers, and mention that you sleep wet. and make sure you tell them, you dont want to be cathederized. your in the uk, but here, if you tell them not to put it in, they wont. not unless your going in for emergency surgery, then your a stuffed pig,,lol good luck in your operation, and i hope you get to wake in a diaper. let us know how you make out.

just a bad idea overall

omg, it is fun to play. these things are sooo thick. the first night i found it a bit hard to get to sleep, but when i woke, the cloth did a great job of absorbing. she says i look cute in em,,lol when she gets here firday night, shell get a fresh shave, and the same treatment,,, lets see if she can handle it,,lol

yup, that would be her

shes certainly no stalker, and a whack job?? maybe a bit nutty at times,,, well i spent the night in cloth for the first time. she was having a ball with this stuff, and definatly made it fun. i have em on right now, but they sag alot, and are really thick. the onsies are not like the abenas i usually wear, there bigger in the seat. after i was dressed, my ass was huge, and i was waddling. it started with a clean shave, lotion, powder, then the diapers, and pp. what a huge turn on. but theres now way i can go to work like this,,lol digger

Well ive just arived ho,e from work, and there were two large boxes on my porch. there were no markings on them, except my name address, ect. i brought them into the house, and set em down. i then removed my boots, and went in for a ghange. when i came out of the shower, and came down stairs i noticed there was a message on my machine, it went like this,,,,,,,, hi baby, i'm expecting a delivery at your house, so if you see them, dont open them. so of course the couriosity got the best of me, and i went right to work opening them. inside, there were a pile of cloth diapers, and some plastic pants, and some onsies in various colors. so me being the smart one, i called her, and started asking dumb questions like,,, how come you had them delivered here, and dumb shit like that. i think she knew i opened them, and said,,, i told you not to open them, there a christmas present. i then proceeded to tell her i dont wear cloth, cause i dont have time to care for them. she told me to be still, and said,,, i think you would look so cute in a little different type clothing,, rather coyly. then she said shell show me tonight, when she gets out of work,,lol now mind you, im not the ab type, im just an incontinent guy, who has learned to enjoy his diapers, and was lucky enough to find a chick that get into em too. so im a bit aprehensive about this i must say,, itll be a few hours before she gets out of work, then a pretty long comute to my house, so ill probably be asleep when she gets here,,lol ill let you guys know how i make out. digger

Hi RMS I keep some of these for back up. What i dont like about em, is they dont have a good tape system, so as to keep em tight around my legs for containment. They do ok for a light day,(like in the summer). But for a messy accident, there sure to leak on me.

Happy Thanksgiving everyone!!!! Enjoy your day.

my order of x plus was screwed up, and instead of sending me a case of plain x plus, they shipped me 2 cases of x plus air plus. i love these, the same absorbancy, but the velcro tapes dont come undone, there the balls

second youngest out of six (5 boys, and 1 girl)

big congratulations jennifer,, you deserve it.

DEER IN THE HEADLIGHTS LOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hi turtle pins, just my 2 cents. i think people on a norm, would love to think of themselves as indipendant, and strong. i too have some voulenteer experience. i have noticed that some opressed individuals have come from a past geberation of the same, and i dont think they were tought how to take command of there lives, or actions. as far as grand parents raising grand children, a lot of it comes from there children, not wanting take responsibility for there own actions, and stepping up to the plate. i also feel deeply that depression plays a huge role in a lot of these peoples lives. education is also laking here. as far as the feeling of wanting care, ive noticed that people on the most part, just need someone to carry the load for a while, meaning,,, the feeling of some one carring the cross for a mile so they can lift the haevy load off for a bit. it seems to touch there spirits, and regenerate them. i too at times have a hard time when i need care. it comes to the point of having to, weather it be physical, or emotional a few years ago i was having a hard time dealing with my situation, and a dear friend asked me,, what can i do to help??? i blustered out,,, NOTHING!!! im the one with siezures,,, she then said,, take a break from it, and ill deal with it for the day. give me the siezures,, now go out, and relax. lol needless to say, in my mind it was my only option,,,,lol it worked, it broke my train of thought enough, to actually let me get a grip. we all need care at some point, its a natural thing, so embrace it. and embrace the love, and care you give to others, its priceless.

well last night, was the first overnight sleepover. i was horrified at the thought, that beacause of the incontinence that once she saw what happens when i sleep, it would surly be over. the evening started out as a lovely cold autum ride, dinner, then cuddling by the fire. the first part of the evening went fabulous, then it came time for the hein, and shein. i got so nervous, and couldnt concentrate. she told me it didnt matter, not one bit, so i got an old blanket, and spread it out on the bed, and we had at it. it was amazing,(lol its been a while),, so anywho,, the worst happened,, i fell asleep,,, a couple hours later she woke me, and said you fell asleep,, you need to get up. my eyes opened, and my heart pounded,,, faster than it had ever. i jumped out of bed, and not thinking, i pulled the covers off the bed, and knocked her right off,,lol i excused myself, and headed for the laundry room, then jumped in the shower, the whole time thinking she wouldnt be there when i returned. almost a half hour later i got up the guts to come out of the bathroom, and to my suprise, there she was, laying on the bed with dry linens, and a big smile on her face. she puled me down, and gave me a big kiss, and held me close, saying,,"see? i told you, it dosent bother me", then she wispered in my ear, you know, im falling in love with you! we began to talk, and decided that incontinence was not allowed to be an issue in our relationship. but we both agreed that we had differences in opinion, in where she would ride ie on the back of mine,,lol we had a great laugh, and fell back to sleep. she really is a nutty chick, but in a good way. i have a news paper article hanging in front of me, that has a write up of her profession, and she is commended in it, as a leader in her industry. i then look over at her, and know what a sweet nutty chick she really is. she lives to live, and has a free spirit. she wishes everyone had a free spirit. thats why i think she has no issues. as far as the bikes go,,, i just orded a 110" stroker engine for my bike, that should blow her away on the straights she reads this board with me at times, and has an opinion of all of us, she says she wishes we will all be acceped, and our spirits free from the norm of society, (ithink she was a hippie in a past life). well its 4 am, and its time tp throw her out, and start guys day,,lol saturday is guys day, testosterone time. have a good day, and ill update soon.

I met a woman last summer, after a long bike benefit. It was late at night, and as the other motorcyclists pealed off the hiway, i was traveling with one (i live the furthest away). We got to talking a bit, and realised we lived only a few streets away from eachother. Anywho, after a month or so we began dating. A few weeks after that she came to my house on a sunday morning, asking where I thought this was going. On sunday mornings I have coffee on my patio, with the dogs, and i usually only have a tshirt, and a diaper on, so needless to say Iwas in a spot i couldnt get away from. She never said a word about what i had on, she instisted on asking me why I havent made a move on her, and wanted to know if she was wasting her time. The whole time I sat there, and squirmed, sweated, and my heart was racing. So i told her, she was a sweet girl, and I was taking my time. She sat back and relaxed. She then asked about my attire, I then went into explanation of the accident, and the outcome. She then asked if it had anything to do with why i hadnt made a move on her, and I said, it had a part in it. She told me i was stupid in thinking that way, and then i made the move. A couple weeks ago we had a haloween run with a few friends, and a party afterwards. She came dressed in chaps, a tshirt, and a molicare diaper,, her t shirt said "leather baby". Needless to say she was hot. She rode to my house like that, then the run (it was about a hundred miles total), then out to a few spots where the night life was. The whole time dressed this way. There were a few friends of mine, and a few of hers. I asked one of her friends wife,, does she always dress like that?? and she said,, She allways has the best costumes. I dropped it. Now back to sunday mornings,,,, Its the only day i dont have to rush around, so I like to get up, and have my coffee, and just relax. Yesturday, i was up early as usual, and having my coffee, and she came over very early, and said lets go on a ride, cause it may be the last before the cold weather sets in. I found it rather odd of her to ask, seeing where it was pretty cold in the early morning. So i got dressed, and put on an abena x plus, where it was cold, i figured it was the smart thing to do. As i was getting dressed, she came in, and insisted on taping me up, then smiled, and said she wanted me to tape one on her, cause she didnt want to have to get out of all the leather to pee once we got on the road. Fter riding a tank of fuel, we decided to fuel up, and head home. It was 9 hours total, and we only stopped for a cup of coffee twice. We got my my place, and fired up the wood stove. She undressed, and left her long sleeve t shirt, and the abena on, and pulled me under the blalnket to get warm. So i had to ask,, where did she get the molicare from that she wore at the party?!?!? She started laughing, and said,, none of my buss. Then i asked her why today she wanted one of my diapers?!?!? She looked me in the eye, and said,, If i wear a diaper, then maybe you wouldnt think it was such a big deal to relax in front of me, and another thing,, why should you get to ride longer than me, when i can wear one of these, and not have to worry about having to stop every 15 mins. Then she went into this big thing about me not letting her sleep over,, I told her im pretty self concious about the way i wake up in the morning, and how i deal with my incon. issues when i wake. So blah, blah , blah,, We had this big long talk about not worrying about it, and a couple hours later, I made the move,, she grabbed my hand, and said,, leave my diaper alone,,, if you want to feel up a diaper,, feel your own up! I was stunned. She has a kinky side to her, and wont answer my questions,, she just laughs, and tells me all in time. OK so theres my dilema, a nutty chick who im crazy over, and she didnt come with instructions. Not to mention her bike is a bit faster than mine, so i have to work on that.

well i think the most embaressing moment, shortly after the incon. showed its ugly face, i was at the beach with my kids, and a little wave came, and knocked my daughter ass over tea kettle, lol it was only knee deep, as i plucked her out, just as i turned,, a wave came, and hit me about the chest area, and the diaper sucked up half the atlantic. it swelled, and i didnt know what to do,,,lol

another wich hunt i say and another thing, i watched jennifer get bashed to shit on depend, now shes getting the shit bashed out of her again. she has brought nothing but an upbeat note to this board. being incontinent is hard enough, and reading how some one would actually hurt themselves to become incontinent, is a hard thing to believe. she,s genuine. and she's trying. i say back off of the witch hunt, and let live!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH GREAT!!!!!! Now George Bush will see this post when he logs on, and will go to war over diapers,,,,,

my girlfriend and i are sitting here reading this, and it has sparked an intrest. drop us a line digger5861@yahoo.com (gives himself a dummy slap),, and we are from the merrimack vally also

yeah pretty much busted. the party was at my house, and the leather baby is my girlfriend. she still hasnt told me where she got the molicare,, shes a fiesty one,llol

i saw a leather baby at the last halloween party i was at, she had on a t shirt that said leather baby, a leather vest, chaps, boots, and a molicare super. she looked HOT!!!!!

i now use osies all the time. i bought one to see if it would hold everything in place, and it did,, so now i wear one all the time

they wont stop jennifer. they insist on it,, there out of there freeking minds