[Mummy trying these pull upps on me]

Adorable!

[STL Babies or Mommies?]

Looking for someone to hang out with in the saint louis county area in missouri, preferrably someone 21-27 as I feel more comfy around people that age range.

[ABDL and Paganism]

Anyone else here a pagan? I am a combination of Hindu and Heathenry with a bit of Shinto mixed in but i also have some views from Luciferianism and Gnosticism. I consider myself a new age amalgamation, an Eclectic Pagan, however i am leaning towards Indo-Europeanism and Kemeticism in terms of original deities.

 

Yes i do believe in reincarnation and etc. I do practice magic and occult beliefs such as the law of equivalent exchange (what goes around comes around, i do not believe in three fold or ten fold laws). 

 

I actually believe that magic, psychic abilitirs, etc. Are powered by the same energy, a consciousness energy the energy called prana in hinduism i just refer to it as Etheron energy as i think there is a carrier particle of consciousness as a fundamental force of life. And that these rituals make use of sacred geometry found in nature as well as our conscious and subconscious archetypes as an extension of our will further enhancing and controlling our power over the world around us just as computer codes are used to hack into and control computers, rituals and etc. Are used to hack into reality itself and influence the world around us. The universal field of consciousness is what i think "god" is i.e. the collective consciousness of the universe, the world soul or anima mundi, the akashic records, brahman, shekhina, it has many names. It is synonymous with life itself. And we all have a spark of it within us be is humans, animals, aliens, deities, lesser spirits, demons, etc. Just Drops of consciousness in an ocean.  

 

I think when it comes to abdl and paganism its irrelevant as i see nothing against it in fact paganism explicitly promotes just being what comes natural to you. Your nature is part of you and you should embrace it, if that means wearing and using diapers and/or suckling on a pacifier or bottle/sippy cup so be it.

[Is messing a sexual thrill or a comfort thing - or a mixture of both?]

For me its mostly a comfort thing, just like wetting is. Sometimes ill hump my diaper whennits full but thats not very common. ABDL for me is like 90-99% comfort oriented and only 1-10% sexual.

[Paranormal Investigations...]

I'm looking to find an underrated haunted location nearby to do a paranormal investigation now that the pandemic is over.  I hope to find something soon by the time I move in the spring.

[What did you call accidents?]

Usually I would say "I peed" or "I pooped" whenever i went in my diapers as a little kid. I was in diapers until i was 5 or 6.

[New Years Resolutions]

Lose weight & Get tested/treated for insulin resistance

Get a Plastic Potty for In between diaper changes in case I'm not really done so i don't waste diapers

get more cloth diapers

find a Girlfriend or Femboy Boyfriend Caregiver so i can be their little.

find a decent place to move into come march

[Hello New Here!]

Hi you can all call me Suzaku, I'm an Autistic Otaku and Occultist/Paranormal Investigator that wears diapers 24/7 and am also a little. My little age ranges between 2 and 5. My favorite music genres are doo wop & rockabilly, my favorite foods are anything asian or italian, and my favorite diapers are northshore megamaxes and ABU Alphagatorz/Lil Kings.

Growing up I wore diapers until I was 5 or 6 and I had intermittent bed wetting issues until I was 12 so Goodnites were common for me until then. I have been an ABDL sine I was 10 to 12 years old and am now 27.