NightWitch

Hello! I’ve been frequenting this site off and on for years. I have had an ABDL kink for as long as I can remember. Recently, due to some medication changes, I have been experiencing urge and stress incontinence. (Yes, I’ve thought it through and continuing the medication is worth the other issues). I’m lucky enough to have a partner that also has an ABDL kink and is super supportive. Other than all that, I suppose I’m just your regular ol’ liberal millennial type ?

Just a little update! I’m still wearing pull-ups pretty much 24/7. It’s been a bit of an adjustment. I had one major leak in the car on the way to work. I’ve had a few leaks at home, but not a big deal. I’m lucky enough to have a partner that is very accepting and helpful. We’ve been incorporating abdl stuff into our sex life for years so the transition into actually needing to wear pull-ups was fairly easy in that aspect. I’m starting to feel a little more acceptance towards my new level of continence.

I feel a lot of guilt and shame. Even more so now that I’m struggling with some actual incontinence.

I’ve only worn pull-ups out in public. At home, that’s a totally different story

At first, I only wore ABDL diapers at home for fun. Now I wear pull-ups pretty much 24/7 to help manage some urge/leaking issues. It’s been really helpful at my work tho!

Up until recently, it was just for fun. But now I’ve been needing pull-ups to help manage some urge/leaking issues. I’d say I’m still pretty continent but wearing pull-ups has been helpful.

A little bit of everything! A few months ago I started wearing pull-ups pretty much 24/7 due to some urge/leaking issues caused by a certain medication I was started on. (Honestly, the urinary issues are worth managing the other symptoms I was having before the meds). But before all that I was definitely into the ABDL scene, wearing thick diapers at home and having my partner change me and care for me. It’s been interesting having my kink spill out into my daily life but I’m trying my best to be positive about it.

The stigma for sure. Leads to a lot of binge and purge cycles with diapers ?

I love the feeling of a thick wet diaper. It’s a huge turn on when I know that my partner knows I’m wet but doesn’t changes me until they are ready to.

I felt an urge during my commute and instead trying to hold it I wet myself. The medication has been great to manage the symptoms I was having. The urge and leaking issues are worth it in the long run. Thankful to have a supportive partner!

Well it happened. I experienced my first leaky pull up today. I wet myself in the car on the way into work. When I got out I felt a wet spot on my thigh. Thankfully I keep a change of clothes in my car. I had to do a quick pants change in the car before heading in the building. sounds like it’s time to start asking for actual diaper recommendations ?

A little update: Pull-ups seem to still be good enough for my needs. It’s been a little bit of an adjustment but over all I think everything is going well. I’m still wearing my regular panties over them. Not ready to give those up yet ? I still fantasize about having nighttime incontinence but I’m afraid to pursue it as I don’t want to lose any more day time control than I already have.

After years of wearing diapers for fun and day dreaming of nighttime incontinence, I’ve found myself with some minor daytime incontinence (due to a new medication). Today I made the leap and started wearing pull-ups. The day went pretty well. I’m just really trying to wrap my head around all this. On one hand, a form of incontinence as always been a fantasy of mine. But now that it’s happening I feel..almost sad. This isn’t quite what I wanted. I have a few events coming up that will require me to be away from any bathrooms for awhile and I’m feeling anxious about trying to navigate these social situations in a pull up. Tell me this feeling goes away?

I also bought some InControl Felicity pull ups. They just looked so cute I couldn’t help myself haha. They’re definitely a lot thicker. I’ll save those for the outside of work activities haha

I chose one of the Tena brand ones. They were surprisingly comfortable!

About a month and a half ago my doctor prescribed me a pretty potent diuretic. Since taking this medication I’ve noticed an increase in my trips to the bathroom. I’ve also noticed that the urge to urinate has gotten stronger and if I try to hold it for too long I’ve had some minor leaks. Today I decided to ditch the damp panties and wear a pull up to work. I was really worried about being found out but I don’t think anyone noticed! I’m still using the toilet as normal but having protection against the leaks is great! I’ve always like the idea of having some nighttime incontinence but apparently the universe heard me wrong ? The idea of adjusting to daytime incontinence (no matter how minor) has come as a bit of a shock to me. But here we are. Any tips or nice words would be great as I navigate through this new journey.