I have had this desire for a long time, I am lying in bed with a wet and messy goodnight. I had this problem as a kid and wonder if this is why I enjoy it so much?. My roomate bought me a pack of goodnites as I confessed to her about my desire to wear goodnites/diapers . I have been wetting them and once and a while messing them, last night I went to bed dry and only wanted to wear a goodnight and not wet it, I woke up soaked. Is this a happening as my body is use to wearing a diaper now (its like day 28 in a row