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I am definitely one of those toddlers described above when I poop my diapers. I really like to get into the scene with mommy and make it as realistic as possible. My mommy is very much into the nurturing side of our age play and likes me to act just like a 2 year that is in self discovery with his poopies and the fact that I must be in diapers since I am unfamiliar with the potty at this stage. Mommy likes to tease me in a loving way when I am in the process of making poopy in my diapers and after the fact. For me, when I feel the pressure of an impending poop, I allow it to come naturally and usually just fill my diapers wherever I am at the time. I am often sitting back on the couch drinking my bottle watching TV when the feeling hits me, so I just let go. My mommy usually knows when I am going, because I get that concentrating look and she will say something cute to me about loading my diapers and being a good boy. Just like a toddler, I don't say anything and try to go about my activities without a care in the world with the mess in my pants. I can smell my deed soon thereafter and start to get excited about the anticipation of when my mommy will smell it too and say something about her stinky boy - by this time she knows anyway, but it adds to the build up and makes me feel incredibly babyish and ashamed about what I did in my pants. I never ask to be changed when messy and will always deny it when asked by mommy. I love when my mommy asks me if I am stinky or messy and enjoy the back and forth play between us as she continues her interrogation of what I have done. I love when I am playing in a room by myself, poop my diapers, my mommy walks in and the smell is obvious to us both. Her look is priceless and is always followed by "is someone stinky again?" I follow her lead regarding my diaper change. Most of the time I am changed soon after, but sometimes she will keep me in my poopy pants for awhile if she is preoccupied when another activity or just to remind whom is in control. The anticipation of my diaper change is very exciting too and I try to allow our scene to play out without any influence from me about the uncomfortable aspects of my messy diapers. I really like it when mommy will leave the room and return later with a diaper and wipes in her hand and tell me it is time to get cleaned up. She will sit down beside me and make me lay on my back with my legs up in the air to ensure a thorough cleanup. Getting diaper cream around my pooper is the ultimate closer to our mommy/baby dynamic involving messy diapers. In summary, the more realistic it is to how a mommy treats her toddler, the better for us. I love being caught mid-poop and finishing up as my mommy watches me.

True Obama hasn't lived up to all of his promises, and has approved methods/laws we don't approve of in order to survive in a political environment we don't understand. But given our upcoming choice of Obama vs Romney (or Gingrich), I would DEFINITELY vote for Obama again. If you can't think in terms of who's right or wrong to vote for then at least think who's the lesser of the two evils here. It a no brainer really, you may not like Obama but you'll end up regretting the other guy even more.

It is amazing how some people just go over the top when they read a misspelled forum post, people are not stupid because they do not have the grammar prowess as others.... just like people who stutter are not stupid either... personally i would say that people that react so quickly on simple things like that have far more issues than someone that cant type,or misspell a few words.... i have noticed lately that the "Spell Checker" has given me some suggestions not even remotely close to the words i misspelled and i was only off by 1 letter.... if you read a misspelled word just get over it and move on there are more important things to get upset about

First, thank you Sir Stinkypants for the posting and provocation to delve into a very controversial topic within mainstream society - infantilism and the attraction to diapers. A much more healthy way to seek understanding than the media portrayal of our lifestyle. What a great topic and I really enjoyed reading the primer describing the psychology of infantilism from the defunct DPF website. As a lifelong ABDL, I could relate to the a few key drivers of what triggers infantilism and the attraction to wearing diapers as an adult. I try very hard to keep my ABDL needs in balance with the other very important non-ABDL things in my life and have found that this balance is healthy and allows my ABDL feelings to be a positive influence to my overall personality - i.e. it provides me with happiness that permeates my entire perspective on life and relationships with others. What follows is a brief synopsis of my journey into the ABDL world. My earliest memories were when I was 3 years old and my mom just brought home my baby brother. I grew up in a military family where my father was never home and we moved every year or two to a new location. The disruption of constant change, a new sibling, and a mother that was very harsh and non-nurturing had a lasting and permanent impact on me and caused issues with potty training. With a new baby in the home, my mom took me out of diapers and forced the potty on me immediately. I vaguely remember trying hard to please her and be the big kid of the home now that I had a baby brother. I recall that the attention shifted away from me and that I was now relegated to a supporting role. About this time, we moved to a new location and I struggled with using the potty, having many accidents. My mom and dad grew frustrated with me and my mom started to diaper me after accidents and threaten to return me to diapers on a permanent basis if I continued to go in my pants. Little did I know at the time that I had a physical condition called irritable bowel syndrome, which made control difficult. My accidents continued and I remember very clearly the incident that got me back in diapers on a permanent basis just after I turned 4 years old. We were at the store shopping when the urge to go hit me very sudden and before I knew it I had pooped my pants. My mom was very upset and we went home immediately to clean me up. She told me she had enough and proceeded to diaper me in my brother's diapers, which were very snug. She took me to the local Sears and bought bigger diapers and plastic pants for me and I stayed in diapers for the next two years until I was finally potty trained again so I could start school - I started school a year late due to my IBS and need to wear diapers. During this time, I was very self conscious and embarrassed about being in diapers and using them. I remember I was thrilled to finally be out of diapers once in school, but I continued to have accidents as I tried to learned to understand my body signals better having IBS. During the next few years, my mom would continue to use diapers as a form of punishment if I had an accident to remind me that I was acting babyish. Because of my extended time in diapers I continued to wet the bed, so I wore diapers at night. It was very humiliating for me to be in diapers during the daytime. At the same time, I started to notice how other mom's treated their toddlers during diaper changes in a loving and nurturing manner and the connection to diapers started to form in my head. I remember starting to fantasize about being diapered by a loving mommy and living a new life away from my family and cold, nonsense real mom. These feelings continued into my teenage years and I started to experiment with diapers by buying pampers and trying them on. All sorts of feelings rushed into my head. Fast forward to college, where I discovered adult diapers and started to experiment with them. My ABDL side started to form, but i thought i was alone. It wasn't until I found the ABDL community on the Internet, Diaper Pail Friends, etc. that I knew there were others with similar interests and feelings. I remember feeling elated that I was among friends and met ABDLs like myself. I am a practicing ABDL today, yet live a very vanilla life outside my baby and diaper time. I like to be the age of 2 or 3 when I age play and have a very strong attraction to being put in diapers and nurtured. That is my story and I would love to share more.

Terryfighter, I know you meant no harm by saying that, but please try to avoid racial context here when possible. Just say something like "diapers can be covered and unlike some other things, we can control what we expose publicly in regards to this" instead- the readers will get your point just fine Thank You! Bettypooh

Ello Sir knight, its very interesting how deep you have gone into your past and your personality, you have given it a lot of thought, and I think your outcomes are reasoned. Of course such musings are very subjective, and people can sometimes see what they want to see, although that doesnt appear to be the case here. I may be proven wrong but i think a lot of abdl's dont want to know why, they are just happy they do, I have also done a lot of soul searching of many years, trying to think back, my biggest hurdle is I have no memory of my childhood before the age of 9, it is a total and complete blank, even photos my parents have of birthday parties and holidays with me clearly in them do not jog a memory. I have had 'emotional' problems since I was 9. in fact having told my parents two years ago about all that had happened, my mum in tears said my Great Aunt always used to call me smiler, and she now realises that was there year i stopped smiling. A couple of girls that lived in our local pub down the road stayed with use for a week, and while everyone else was in the garden playing and having fun, i was upstairs in my room changing as i had got soaked (Hot summer day water fighting). The eldest of the two girls (About 2 or 3 yrs older than me) attacked me in my room, what I have been told by a pschiatric Nurse I had sessions with, was sexual abuse. The details I wont go into here. Several other incidents happened in my developing years, including my mums best friend committing suicide (She was apparently the person i always went to if i was upset or had a problem), and i was beaten up by a large gang of scum bags leaving me with 4 x A4 pages of injuries across my body. The doctor could make out the make and size of trainers worn by the bruising on my back. My school was a terrible place, were in your first year, they locked you into an enclosed playground to seperate you from the remaining school to stop you being beaten, I used to run home, taking different routes each day, for fear of being caught and beaten. During this time, I first experimented, with sitting on the toilet in my underwear and purposely wetting/messing them. then my cousin had a couple of new borns and i got very brave and stole some nappies (Diapers). these are my first experiences with such things. When i was 18 I joined the Royal Airforce as an airframe tech (hide the engines, wiring and armourments, and the rest was mine). and iwas also subject to bullying here, as I did not blend in (I didnt like golf, football or formula one, and I had got bored of porn after the first 100 times someone put it on, instead I liked Heavy metal, reading and painting little models). after about three years, i volunteered to do mountain rescue duties in the RAF, and was posted to north wales. I performed my normal duties, but was on call for call outs 24/7 and we went out to the mountains at the weekends to practice and be close by. During those years, i saw and took part in things that have left their mark upon me. I volunteered within the team to undertake paramedic training and went away on a course which concluded with a week hands on in oxfordshire. I reached ambulance tech level and could have progressed to tech. Through all of this I have had to keep my enjoyment of diapers a secret, I always thought i was some kind of freak, or sicko and if a single soul found out i would be locked up. it wasnt until i was 26, already married and had left the mountain rescue team that i finally found out it had a name and there was other people that do it, and it was ok. 17 yrs of paranoia... left its mark. so what does this tell us about me. well according to the two nurses i have done sessions with (neither of which is actually qualified to give me a diagnosis) I have either PTSD or I have social anxiety, which amounts to the same thing really. I have nightmares, I have daily flash backs from the childhood things i have mentioned and some of the call outs i attended on mountain rescue. I have a hyper vigilance problem, where i am always looking behind me, checking out all around me and am very uncomfortable in crowds etc. i have trouble sleeping and have since i was, funny old thing, 9 yrs old. well the list could go on, but i wont. back to diapers, wearing them and being childish in private, calms me, it takes me back to a time i cant actually remember, but where im sure i was unconditionally loved, cared for and looked after. all of my adult worries and problems drift away and I can be at peace, even if it is for a short while. I also started having these feelings when i was going through puberty, so i wont deny there is sexual feelings associated with my abdl feelings also, it is hard to seperate the two things. hey i was a boy in my teens with urges, which just happened to surface while i was enclosed in a diaper or sitting on the toilet... so after years of soul searching this is what i have come up with, my personal reasons are down to emotional hurt and the need to shed my adult responsibilities and worries. I dont know if this helps ya, but thats the bare bones of it for me. cheers Fozzy. P.S. trying to get to see someone who can diagnose you in this country, unless your willing to pay a large fee, which i dont have, is impossible. So i still cannot get any life insurance as they require you to give a difinitive diagnosis.

Who are you to say it's only sexual for a minority - especially when you lump DLs in which are not linked to ageplay at all? There is no 'we', there is no 'us', there is no 'community'. There's no need for understanding. There is no 'battle for AB rights' or anything along those lines. You're standing up for a group where those who are level-headed do not wish to be stood up for, and the same level-headed people will tell you that when the spotlights swivel to you, they have no intention whatsoever of making something that is objectively abnormal appear in a bad light. Do as you will, but you and all else here know all too well those paragraphs aren't there to convince us. They're there to convince yourself.

The statements touted in this post are the usual rhetoric that makes up the misconceptions that Republicans (I mean the politicians themselves) have of Obama. This is along the same lines as the class warfare crap and so on and so forth that is perpetuated. The fact of the matter is $500 billion is almost equal to all discretionary spending in the US federal budget. What really took place was a federal loan of $535 million to Solyndra. In addition, domestic energy production has actually been increasing. We are now tapping into the natural gas reserves across the U.S. as well as the oil reserves in North Dakota. The good news is the natural gas companies recently found alternatives to the whole fracking process, which has done much damage since the corrosion inhibitors used in the process as well as the natural gas were leeching into the ground water (That's good news, so you probably would not have seen it on the news, lol). As for the guns in Mexico, I will wait for the results from the investigation to pass judgement. Lastly, do you have any idea how stressful it is to be on unemployment. This idea that being on unemployment is fun and everyone quits looking for a job while receiving unemployment benefits is a myth. There may be a few lazy Americans who slack off when recieving unemployment, but I have not seen any significant number of people doing this. It is not fun being poor. No ones wants to be there, and the unemployment benefits do not last forever. Also keep in mind, the extended unemployment benefits we now see under Obama's administration is a temporary policy, an adaptation to the current economy. I doubt it will remain that long.

I have not had much of a problem with anyone's writing here. Most people here have at least adequate prose for the colloquial setting of a forum. It is after all not a writing competition. Precise syntax is not necessary. All that is required is a sufficiently understandable post. I think everyone here does a suitable job of this.

First of all don't you think that your statement is more than a little hyperbolic, secondly your being alteristic people who need a helping hand should be given one (ever heard the term pay it forward if not then watch the movie) as for people living off unempolyment a. correct me if I'm wrong but that existed well before Obama and b. thats a problem with the people of America not the government why have we become a lazy slobish and to be honest ignorent people because we choose to be. third, how can you say you want domestic energy production but then rant about grants to alternate fuel sorce production that could safely be made domestically. fourth, I've never heard Obama use his race to any advantage, only other people who want to see a race issue find a race issue if you understand my meaning. fifth, did Obama personally give guns to mexico I don't recall that and the fact that his is for tighter gun control laws proves how false your statement is. sixth, your really comparing Obama to a dictatior I don't even want to explain how ignorant and wrong that statement is but I will say this people who would refuse to help the less fortunate, who would as you so colorfully put it force people to work or basically die those are traits of a dictators, I doubt vary seriously you can name one real thing obama has done that is even remotely close to totalitaren. seventh, what the hell does "quickest rise to power" even mean; how has the media supported him anymore than any other president; and he has a record but just like your personal information and everyone else's its sealed from the general public for the simply reason of diplomatic right to privacy. eight, they are us so whats theres is ours and whats ours is theres why has america forgotten that in a republic the government is made by the people to serve the people. finally its well within your rights to not support Obama but make sure its for the right reasons and your not just being a sheep to bs like fox news or political talk radio.

Um. You realize that Obama also got support from companies that are pushing AGAINST SOPA, right? Your statements are not making sense. Also, you moved the goalposts, completely ignoring the fact that your FIRST statement was 100 percent incorrect. For those of you who are interested in logic, Kitten just used the logical fallacy known as "appeal to authority," when something else is bad because someone else disagrees with it, good because someone else agrees with it, or the inverse of either, with a bit of "tu quoque" (he's wrong because his supporter is wrong) thrown in. Also, I'd love to see the facts behind your statements.The biggest SOPA donors stopped donating to Obama because he does not support SOPA (See link) http://www.deadline....piracy-stand%2F Furthermore, your beloved Ron Paul received 5 times as much in the way of donations from groups that support SOPA as he did from groups that oppose SOPA. By your silly logic, you'll have to pick a different candidate. "End of story," right? http://maplight.org/...l-contributions You basically have nothing to stand on with your statements, in other words. I'll wait for your next attempt to move the goalposts. I love that you pass up the fact that the rights of State Governments are completely unequal to individual rights by rationalizing that an appeal to the majority MAKES them your rights. You don't really get what a tyranny of the majority is, do you? This is approaching sophistry, so I'll stop bothering to respond unless you decide to provide some facts, Kitten. I'm honestly not sure if you're just trying to troll this thread.

What a great find Yes, there's a lot of things we gave up trying to be 'grown up' that could do us a lot of good if only society would learn to not attach stigmas to things without a real reason. Bettypooh

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