I ended up napping in the car just long enough to get to the first stop we had to make as i then i started to stir awake in my five point harness carseat as i didn't really know when i was put in the car or where we were as you could see me from the rearview mirror that i was waking up.
This talk of pinning on t-shirts stuffed with diapers is interesting. I'd like to see someone walking around with an old Bud Light or Black Sabbath t-shirt stuffed with diapers pinned around their waist!
I struggle to settle down feeling like i couldn't breathe which scares me more as tears go down my face. In my head i knew i needed to get away somehow as i couldn't get out of this ladies arms with my hands and knees hurting too much as i was gonna make myself sick if i don't calm down. I started to get over whelmed more now as part of me wasn't used to someone caring at all as i been so used to being unnoticed back home and at school i was lucky if i wasn't getting bullied and left alone which rarely happend.
After a bit i eventually calmed down and getting a bit exhausted as i was still in this ladies arms and wondered if she would ever put me down. As i just wanted to have a fun day but now it doesn't feel like that as i don't look to the lady at all.