Mayhem

(Previously known as Gaahl)

My name is derived from the first True Norwegian Black Metal band. My real name is Wesley. I live in New England. You can't spit here without getting your loogie on the window of a Dunkin' Donuts.

I realized I was a diaper lover on the onset of puberty within my first fantasies. I can attribute this to the fact that I was not potty trained until the age of five. I have always seen myself as an individual of activist compassion and justice. I see my fetish not as an affliction but as a blessing and a lesson to be more tolerant of those I see as being worthy.

I enjoy listening to music (primarily black metal) and writing, among other pastimes. I see writing as the ultimate opportunity and canvas for me to show my views, however cryptic and embedded underneath symbolism they may be. I also incorporate infantile imagery and paraphernalia as a statement on a tendency I have observed in myself to want to regress to a simpler time amidst trauma.

I roleplay, so if I'm not too busy you can send me a message to start up something. Just know that I do RP on another website as well. I choose not to play any characters under the age of 18.