Anxiety x10

[DailyDi]

Few things cause me as much anxiety as seeing my anxiety doctor.

I have to leave the house

I have to drive

I have to deal with people

He's always late

He asks about my weight

And now he might drug test me

[spoonchicken]

Hang in there, bro-bro * hugs & farts * 😎

[DailyDi]

28 minutes ago, spoonchicken said:

Hang in there, bro-bro * hugs & farts * 😎

It actually wasn't too bad today. The driving sucked, but the DR was almost on time - the person n front of me was fighting tears in the waiting room, so I knew she'd take a while and understood.

[spoonchicken]

Then perhaps you could choose to treat yourself to a burning red-hot Liquid Fart !!!

The kind that make your booty feel like your mouth tasted as you were eating dark green jalapeños…mmmm….

FYI: next time you get a head cold, try chewing slowly on a medium-sized dark green jalapeño. As you chew, draw the juices out of it , swishing it around in your mouth, breathing slowly, in through the nose and out the mouth. Your sinuses will clear up almost immediately.

[~Brian~]

2 hours ago, DailyDi said:

It actually wasn't too bad today. The driving sucked, but the DR was almost on time - the person n front of me was fighting tears in the waiting room, so I knew she'd take a while and understood.

@DailyDi @spoonchicken

i’m glad everything worked out for you Mikey. Today I planned on going to the Shaws supermarket, and I did set it up yesterday afternoon but unfortunately this morning when I was supposed to be picked up, the trip was in their automated system but no bus was launched. This means I spent the entire day wanting to go get some groceries, but couldn’t because somebody had made a mistake.

tomorrow will try it again and hopefully this time there won’t be any problems I don’t know why that happened like this, but sometimes the anxiety can be really pushing it depending on your situation. I’m a patient man but today it was kind of stupid because they already had me scheduled in the system but I didn’t get an automated call nor did they send a bus at all so I’m saying to them, since you made the mistake why can’t you correct it. And they gave me some sort of answer that didn’t make any sense that they couldn’t do it the same day they couldn’t take me two hours later to the same location, So I figure “what the hell is going on“

I recently went to my orthopedist the other day, and I was presently surprised that the orthopedist set me back up for “trigger point injections“ which are used when your neck hurts really bad or there’s some sort of pain because of something going through your spine. The last time they did this it was really helpful, and they did that radio frequency ablation almost a year to the day

having something not go, according to plan, really causes my anxiety to go up too!  when you have to rely on other people to get you somewhere that is one of the problems that you have to face as a disabled individual. I pride myself on being able to determine when I’m supposed to be ready to go somewhere and where I’m supposed to be for the pick up or The drop off. What really angered me was the fact that it was the bus company’s fault that it happened that I didn’t get picked up today, but they couldn’t correct it even though they made the mistake?

so far everything else is doing fine! I’m all set for Christmas now I have what I need, now all I have to do is wait till Sunday: it’ll be my mom‘s 75th birthday so I’ll definitely call her find out if she got the cards I sent, because I wanted to make sure all of them got out at once. The way our mail system works now, it takes double the normal time to send some thing local, and in order for that to happen you have to go from the central part of Vermont to the southern part of Vermont to White River Junction Vermont and then the mail comes back up to the central and northern sections of the state. It doesn’t make sense but when do things in life make sense? I’ve been trying to figure that out since I was about 10, if it doesn’t make sense, it just doesn’t make sense.

Take Care!

Brian