abdl Update on Grace & Myself #3!

[APaddedPilot]

Grace spent almost all of yesterday in diapers while I was out shopping and when I checked on the nanny cam thing (I put some around the place so I can see if she's actually telling the truth sometimes) and she actually wet her diapers a lot and took it off and set it aside then she went to the bathroom for something before coming out and wetting the diaper again. She kept drinking a lot and eventually her diaper started leaking and she put her last one in the pack on (I recently started buying packs of diapers instead of samples) she stayed in it until I got home which was about an hour and a half later. I changed her and she asked if she could wear the wet diaper to bed to which I told her "No. I'm not dealing with you getting a horrible rash. You can stay in it for 1 hour and then it gets thrown away." So I did just that and when I put her to bed in that last clean diaper she asked me if I could let her do this for days in a row and I told her we'd take baby steps and if things don't go downhill she might be able to. 

Grace now spends most of the day diapered with me and from time to time she'll just take the diaper off and throw it on the floor before doing something else. I think she knows how to control it and now I want to work on stopping her from using laxatives, suppositories, and enemas for now. I told her that she can only do 1 enema a week and it cannot be bigger than 1 qt and it has to be ONLY water. I allowed her to drink a max of 3 cups of apple juice or prune juice a day and it seems to have gotten her off of those for now. 

A bad thing that's come up lately is a lot of things that are causing a s*** ton of stress on me which in turn is causing me to be short-tempered (I told Grace that if I start getting heated then she is to put a paci in my mouth and tell me "It's going to be okay.." while hugging me) not only that but I've also been getting sick because of all of this stress. It has been leading to me sometimes being sickly feeling (let's just say when I throw up the back end starts peeing brown and I can't control it). Since I noticed I needed to reduce stress I asked Grace to pamper me like a baby for like an hour a day which seems to work for now. If things get worse then I will lock myself in the room and listen to music and do some yoga. So far I've only gotten sick feeling twice (one time was possibly mostly because I ate Mexican food which sometimes tears me up) and since then I have been feeling better.

Grace could be back on social media in POSSIBLY a month and a half!!! She's thought about writing a story about this whole thing and she made me make this announcement. IF she does end up making this into a story names will be changed and it's going to be mostly accurate.

-Brooks ❤️

[vvp39]

I started reading, but as soon as I got to "nannycam" I quit.

[~Brian~]

@APaddedPilot

It sounds to me like your girlfriend is doing really well. Proud of Grace and I'm happy for her!

I'm also glad that you and her are working together to figure out a way so that she can do what she's doing without overdoing it! It's also awesome that you said that you allow her to put a pacifier in your mouth when you start getting a little bit upset or it goes too far, 'cause you tell her to do that, or that you work together like that. It's always good to have someone that loves you that cares about you and understands what's going on. I do understand that there are times when you can go a little bit overboard, and you need to step back, and I'm glad to see that she seems to be able to do that and realize that as long as she does it in an appropriate manner and also at appropriate times and not overindulge, she should be fine.

On 9/17/2023 at 6:24 PM, APaddedPilot said:

I checked on the nanny cam thing (I put some around the place so I can see if she's actually telling the truth sometimes)

I can also understand why you would put cameras around your house, because you may want to make sure that your girlfriend is telling you the truth. Is unfortunately sometimes necessary, and the reason why that it is done is so that someone can monitor the situation, similar to what you would do if you had a child that you were trying to take care of or that you were concerned about.

In this case I think it's appropriate to use cameras when necessary. This way eventually, trust can be restored if it has been lost for some reason, and you can also make sure that she's not overdoing it. There are appropriate times to use a camera, and I'm sure that you use it in an appropriate manner

I'm also glad that you are allowing Grace to be able to do to you what you would be doing for her when she wants to wear diapers and act that way act as a baby that is. In my mind that also allows you to allow her to gain trust back if she's lost any, but that also is cool because that way if she's wearing diapers, you may be wearing diapers, and if you get stressed out, she can do things like put you in a diaper or give you a pacifier, and you can do the reverse if it is her that is stressed out. I've learned from an experience that stress is a killer, and I don't feel like dying at sixty-one or sixty-two because I'm so stressed out and worrying about things that I shouldn't have to worry about, and life is too short as it is I don't really want to be messing with worrying about dying and having things happen. It's bad enough that I worry enough as it is, but since I started wearing diapers in 2019 and I went 24/7 and 2020, it's made my life a lot easier, and I'm telling you right now diapers are like my savior. Don't have to worry about whether I'm going to use the diaper or whether I'm going to use the toilet, because if I need to use it I use it, and I don't have to hide it I don't have to worry about it, and I can be the person that I wanted to be, but couldn't because of people's reaction.

So as I said you guys are doing awesome tell Grace that I said she's doing a great job and give her hug for me!

Good luck!

Brian

[APaddedPilot]

I told her I would take the cameras down after we had this all sorted out. The cameras are in the living room and nursery and that's it since they're to watch the diapers so Grace can't get in them without me knowing. So far she hasn't lied so I might take them down without telling her.

[APaddedPilot]

She has decided to delay social media until a little bit into 2024. She's back to doing her thing in diapers but will happily drop what she's doing to spend time with others!

 

- Brooks ❤️ 

I do keep an eye on her still because I don't want it to get as bad as it was but I don't think I'll have to worry about that for a while.