A College Household

[randominterestedperson]

Author's notes:

- For this story I only wrote a prologue. If there's any interest, I will try continuing this one.

- This story is not set in the US, which means that holidays and so on may sound a little off for the majority of readers. Just roll with it.

 

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Prologue : Caught
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It was the middle of autumn and the first week off for college and university. It was a veritable exodus of students all rushing to go home for Halloween break, including Lynn's two housemates Madison and Peony. Lynn herself didn't really have any need to do so. Her parents lived a lot closer, making it convenient for her to occasionally go home during a weekend here and there. Not this weekend, though. She had made plans, having the whole house to herself with her housemates gone for a week. The kind of things you could only do with no-one around. She was excited and eager to start.

The front door opened, bringing in a gust of chill autumn air along with Peony's windswept hair. Lynn giggled and took a step toward Peony to help, but she was already stroking back her hair and tucking it behind her ears, smiling as she began unbuttoning her long coat. When she saw Lynn she let out het contentment. "Vacation at last," she said.

"Technically, vacation starts on monday," Madison interrupted as she descended the stairs. She took every step slowly and carefully, being forced to carry her luggage before she could plop it down on the floor and roll it after her.

Madison had been waiting for Peony to get home. They had agreed to depart together, seeing as they both needed to take the same train and given that Peony's last class ended rather late in the day, they would also avoid the busiest moments at the train station. And that suited both of them quite well.

It did not suit Lynn though. She had been preparing for her friends to leave for the last two weeks, getting all the supplies she needed to fully enjoy her time alone in the house. They were still tucked neatly in the back of her wardrobe, but she'd had a hard time leaving them there all day. Her fingers were itching to grab them, and itching hard enough to distract her from everything else she had planned to keep herself occupied throughout the day. Like going over this week's classes and doing repeat exercises.

Peony had prepared her bags last night and they were waiting for her in the living room. She gave them a glance and then headed upstairs, shouting at Madison. "Technically, I'm going to freshen up and then we can go."

Madison smiled after her before she asked Lynn: "so, what do you have planned?"

"Oh just studying and going home on tuesday," she blurted out to keep herself from blushing. Naturally it came out to forcefully, making Madison raise an eyebrow at her, which in turn made her blush anyway. She looked down. It was hard not to be embarrassed by what she had planned, even though she would be all alone. It just wasn't something that someone who was pretty much an adult should be eager about.

"Well, just have some fun, alright?" Madison said with a slight smile on her lips, like she knew exactly what Lynn had planned.

Lynn felt lightning go through her back and she shuddered, but before Madison could say anything Peony came bounding down the stairs, cheerfully calling "I'm ready." She had a smile on her face, her curly hair tied behind her head to avoid the same mess she had walked in with. "Ready, Mads?" She asked.

"You betcha," Madison said with a last glance at Lynn.

They grabbed their coats and before Lynn well realized it, she was standing in the doorway to the living room. All alone in the house they had rented for the year. She blinked, a bit flabberghasted at how much her heart was beating nervously in her throat. She stood looking at the front door for ten more minutes, scared that Peony and Madison would come walking back through that door. Slowly she took her first step toward the stairs. And then another, and another. On the stairs she threw a last look back at the front door and then deliberately kept a normal pace, allowing herself for a few moment to really long for that feeling between her legs.

Her bedroom was large with a classical looking wardrobe that occupied the wall next to her full-sized bed. Her working desk, as large a one as she could get in there, stood on the wall opposite the bed. It was stacked with books, both for her studies and just to read. Her laptop stood waiting for her in the middle of her desk. She would grab that later. For now, she stood in front of her wardrobe, holding the handles while her fingers trembled slightly.

She pulled the large wooden doors open and pulled out the strategically placed blanket to reveal her underwear for the next few days. It was a pack of adult diapers. She'd gone out of her way to go to pharmacy in a place she normally never visited and then had to go back the next day to pick up the pack she had ordered. They'd been carefully hidden in her backpack, but she had still feared being discovered by someone who looked at her. Even now, she had to swallow at the thought. There was no need to be scared of course, the only two people who could discover her here were well on their way home. So, she grabbed the pack of diapers and did what she had wanted to do almost two weeks ago: she tore it open, running two fingers across the stack of folded plastic.

She slowly undressed herself, taking off her blouse and her bra, her socks and her pants. She hesitated at her underwear, taking it off very slowly and carefully, as if she was not looking forward to what came next. It was just pretend. Or maybe it was that weird feeling in between eagerness and suspense.

Tugging at one the diapers, she was met with fierce resistance. They were packed so tightly that her fingers couldn't get enough grip to pull one out. She gritted her teeth, wriggled her fingers in as deep as she could, and pulled again. The diaper came loose and Lynn toppled over backwards. She sat up giggling, enjoying how silly she felt. Whatever unease was left melted away. Her excitement remained so she unfolded the diaper on her bed as best she could. It took some careful exploration since adult diapers were unfamiliar and a lot bigger than the baby diapers she had held and changed before.

With her right hand she cupped her sex for a moment, imagining how the diaper would fit on her and then parked her bottom on the diaper on her bed. She tried pulling the front flap up between her legs, her legs automatically closing when the fabric tickled the inside of her thighs. Despite being all alone she blushed. That was not a solution, so instead she laid down, almost like a baby. Spreading her legs, she pulled the diaper up between them. It took a little wriggling and adjusting to get the front and the back to align on her waist so she could snugly tape it shut.

She must've stood admiring her diapered bottom in the mirror for fifteen minutes before she decided it was time to go back downstairs. She considered doing it dressed in only a diaper, but longing for this moment, she had selected an old dress that was now quite on the short side for wearing over it. The skirt short enough that it wouldn't take much to get a peak at the diaper she was wearing. She just barely still fit into it, the skirt starting a little higher than looked good and ending not much below her diaper. If she twirled, she would probably reveal herself. She did, in front of her mirror, and could indeed see the flash of white plastic that was her diaper, though only for a second. She bit her lip and excitedly went downstairs.

In the living room, she pulled her cozy blanket and plopped it on the ground. Normally it was intended for cosying up when they were watching a movie. However, she had actually decided on reading a book today, not watching a movie, though she didn't really understand why. So she grabbed her book and lay down on her blanket, giving her diapered bottom a loving caress as she started reading.

The book was one she had had to read in high school, about a boy who got a prophecy that he only had two weeks left to live. She had forgotten a lot about the book since, so it seemed a good choice because it would be interesting to re-read and yet it also wouldn't matter if she stopped in the middle.

"Sander bumped his bike into the sidewalk..." the book began and Lynn tried to focus on the words and the soft feeling on her bottom at the same time. Oddly enough, she managed to entwine the two feelings together for a long time. The page number went up very quickly.

Just laying back down after having gone for a glass of water, she heard something fidget at the front door. Unconcerned she lifted her head to take a look and then she heard the key unlock the door and she could just barely see the door swing inward from where she was in the living room. And she panicked. She wanted to flee upstairs but there was not enough time or room to make it to the staircase as Madison and Peony dragged their suitcases back inside. All Lynn could do was throw half of her blanket over herself so she was bundled up completely and nothing peaked out.

"Oh, hey Lynn," Peony said as she began taking off her coat. Madison swiveled in the middle of removing her second arm from its sleeve, sending the coat flying toward the stairs.

She opened her mouth, nothing coming out at first. "I thought you'd be in your room," she said after a moment or two.

Giving her companion a look, Peony went on explaining. "They canceled all trains tonight. Or at least, they couldn't give any guarantees that any more trains would leave tonight. Some serious issue with the tracks not very far out of the station."

"Yeah, they advised everyone to take busses if they could," Madison added, "but the last one that might get us home had already left."

Peony smiled. "It's okay. We already called home and we should be able to take a train in the morning."

Madison did not look as happy with the news, but instead she focused her attention back on Lynn. "So what are you doing?"

"Just reading," Lynn blurted out faster than she wanted to.

"So," Peony came to her rescue before Madison could say anything, "want to watch a movie together since none of us have anything planned?" Walking into the living room, she added toward Lynn: "And you're already in your blanket anyway."

Lynn swallowed, trying to hide her anxiety about her roommates finding out what she was wearing underneath. Her throat felt like it would croak if she said something, so she just nodded an okay, tying her blanket around her like a towel. She tested getting up, making sure the blanket would not come undone, then bent back down to pick up the book. Peony was already sitting on the couch, patting the seat next to her before Lynn could excuse herself to go upstairs to put away her book. She felt herself blush a little, but she put her book on one of the cupboards and then went to sit next to Peony.

"Can I share your blanket," Peony said as Lynn sat down.

Normally Lynn really liked cuddling up to Peony. Her roommate was tall and warm and always ended up caressing her, making Lynn feel loved in a very good way, like Peony would always take good care of her. Today it instead felt like a trap and it was entirely her own fault. She could not risk her roommates discovering she was wearing a diaper, so instead she said "I'm really cozy right now, can I please stay like this."

"Aww," Peony murmured, wiping away a tear forming in Lynn's eye, giving her a kiss on the forehead, and pulling her close, blanket and all. Finally, she added her own blanket over the two of them.

Madison finished putting on the movie, The Time-Traveler's Wife, and climbed into the other side of the couch, pulling her own blanket over herself.

Lynn knew why she was in her blanket, yet the weather really wasn't cold enough yet to warrant it. Coziest way to watch a movie or not, she had two blankets on her and she was getting warm very fast. It was hard to concentrate on the movie and the movie did need some attention. When she finally gave up trying to follow, even thoughts about the diaper she was wearing or feeling it on her bottom didn't stop her from falling asleep against Peony's bosom.

She started awake when someone very close by yelled, "oh my god, what are you wearing?"

"She's awake," came the softer voice of Peony who was just putting a pillow under Lynn's head.

"She's wearing a diaper, Peony!" Madison screamed out, taken aback. There was still an undertone of excitement in her voice.

Lynn's hands shot down her body as if on their own, grabbing the skirt of her too little dress and pushing it to cover her diaper.

"Too late for that," Madison blurted out, thankfully not doing anything to expose the diaper again.

At the same time, Peony started in a more soothing voice: "Do you need to tell us something, sweetie?" Lynn shook her head no and Peony just kept going. "Have you been having some problems? Bedwetting issues?"

Lynn shook her head no again, but her diaper was in fact wet and she had no idea when she had done that. It must've been when she fell asleep watching the movie.

"I think she's just a big baby," Madison said, a knowing spark in her eye, "one that can't make it to the potty and wets her diapers."

Peony gave her a scowl. "Madison!"

"What?" The more forward roommate shot back. "It's true, just ask her if her diaper is wet."

Peony didn't need to. If Lynn had been embarrassed before, she must be as red as a stop-sign now. And then she was on her feet and asking "can I please go to my room now?"

"Of course, sweetie," Peony immediately replied in her calming voice. "And if you need any help, just call me, okay?"

Lynn just barely kept from breaking down in sobs as she rushed upstairs to her room, but the tears were definitely rolling down her cheeks. This was not what she had planned.

[BobbyDrago]

I like the start of this and can't wait to see if you take this one and run with it!

[diaprbayb]

[The Cle-venger]

Please do continue 

[Guilend]

I definitely am enjoying it. 

[diaperedcoach]

This has the makings of a great start to a story of epic proportion’s! 

[randominterestedperson]

Author's note: Ending of the chapter is a bit too sudden. I wanted to get it out today, but I may do some tweaking later when I work on chapter three.

 

 

Chapter 1 : Awkward Christmas
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It was the fourth day of christmas and high time to get back to studying for the upcoming exam period. The weather outside was windy and dreary, a perpetually overcast sky with not a drizzle of rain or a flurry of snow. All it did was pierce into your clothes to steal whatever little bit of warmth you had managed to protect from the bitterness of winter. All in all, the weather was just as miserable as Lynn felt.

It didn't matter. Or rather, it shouldn't matter. She had exams coming up and those had to be her priority. That was why she had come back, to have a quiet environment in which to focus. Even if being here made her heart feel like a dark pit and she sulked at having to see Madison and Peony again. She had been avoiding them since they had caught her wearing diapers. She had been so embarrassed they found out and yet she had neither dared to throw them out nor to make use of their soft comfort again. Glancing over them in her closet or her mind wandering off to them brought her such a chaotic mix of emotions as to overwhelm her. Embarrassment, excitement, desire, fear, warmth, shame, sadness. There was no beginning to untangling it all, and her studies took precedence anyway.

Her relationship with Peony and Madison had evaporated. They still lived in the same house, yet Lynn was helpless to do anything else but retreat into her own room, for studying, for eating, for reading. Whenever she encountered either of them in the house, her eyes fell to the floor and her feet carried her away. This state of interaction had persisted for almost two months by this point and had left Lynn without any real friends for that time.

Backpack and suitcase in tow, filled with clothes and meals prepared by her mother, Lynn stepped back into the house's hallway. The door to the large living room stood ajar and through it she could see enough to see there was light on in the kitchen. Her heart sank a little, as it meant that either Madison or Peony was present as well. She had hoped for solitude so she could study in peace and not have to worry about avoiding her housemates. That didn't look like a valid option anymore, which brought a lump to her throat.

With a deep but trembling breath, she put her backpack down. Her meals were inside and had to go to the fridge in the kitchen. That could wait until Madison or Peony had gone up to her room. Lynn herself grabbed her suitcase in both arms and began climbing the stairs up to her room. She left the lights off, as she knew the way perfectly, even in the dark. Her foot found something malleable in front of her bedroom door however, so she carefully dropped her luggage to her right and hit the light switch.

Her hand trembled as she reached down to grab the card on top of the package. It was written by hand.

Lynn

We miss you. So please put on this gift we bought you and come find us.

Madison & Peony

She could barely read the names with how hard her hand was trembling. Even her teeth chattered. Trying to swallow through the massive lump in her throat she opened the door and pushed the package of thick looking diapers into her bedroom. Only then did she notice there was a second part to the package, a little bag off to the side, stapled closed. She grabbed it and her suitcase next. Turning back around to close the door, she froze. In her head, closing the door was suddenly unacceptable. It was the symbolism of it that brought that to mind, but the real door had to remain open now too.

The lump in her throat was joined by her heart pounding in terror and her eyes watering with tears. She could break down and curl up and cry, but she chose not to. How was inexplicable, yet she found herself sitting on her bed, naked, legs tightly closed, heart pounding in her ears, fingers searching for the seam to tear in the package of diapers. Trembling or not, she eventually managed to open it up.

They were exceptionally thick. Like they were meant to be as thick on her as normal diapers were on a baby. Unfolding the one she was going to wear, she took in the print on it. There were pictures, cute childish ones, like the person who was about to wear this was a big... baby. That didn't help her trembling hands at all. She blinked to clear her eyes and tried to remember how eager and excited she had felt when she had worn that first diaper two months before. She couldn't bring that feeling back, but the altered focus allowed her to spread out and flatten the thick new diaper on her bed.

She laid down on her bed, lifted her bottom and pulled at the diaper to slide it under her. Her legs were still firmly closed, like she was resisting being diapered. That did bring back the feeling of embarrassment she felt the first time. It made her blush, but it also helped, and it didn't. Lynn's emotions were a mess, shooting all over the place. All those emotions she had been trying to avoid were all here now, unavoidable and overwhelming.

Her head distracted, her hands did what they needed to do. Her fingers deftly fastened tapes and then refastened them for a tight fit, then slid along the legs to ensure good fit there as well. She sat up. The diaper under her felt like a thick soft pillow, and around her tummy and back, it came up so high she had to look like a baby. She didn't dare to confirm it in the mirror.

Her eyes darted around looking for something, she wasn't sure what until she realized her bosom was breathing free. For a second she thought about grabbing a top from her closet, but then her eye fell on the second part of her gift. She opened the bag with a tug and found a top or a dress in the bag. No wait, it had short sleeves and was longer than a top but... oh. There were two flaps, one at the front, one at the back, and buttons to connect the two. She knew exactly what this was, but the word escaped her. She put her arms into it and pulled it down. She was covered in red hearts now, neck to bottom, front and back. She loved it. It didn't do anything to hide her massive diaper though, it was very clear what she was wearing. She buttoned the flaps together.

Standing up, she almost felt like trying to cover up her diaper. She knew why. She was supposed to put this on and then find Peony and Madison. She didn't know how to still her feelings. She must've stood there for a good bit just holding the front of her diaper, doing nothing. Doubting. Fearing. She had left the door open for this moment. If it had been closed she would've stayed in her room, instead it reminded her she should go.

She descended the stairs one at a time. She couldn't even close her legs anymore, so wide steps were her only mode of transport. She gripped the balustrade with all the tightness she could manage. The stone floor at the bottom made her curl her toes, and yet it felt a little appropriate.

The light coming from the kitchen sent a dreadful invitation. Lynn's expectations proved to be a complete blank. Her bare feet wanted to keep away from the cold floor, so with every moment she stepped closer. Her emotions had maxed out, left her not calm, but unable to panic.

Pushing open the door to the kitchen was the only thing left to do, so that's what Lynn did.

Her eyes found the floor in half a moment. She could hear Peony gasp and then Madison's voice, quietly. "See, I told you this would work."

"Lynn, sweetie," Peony began, "We... I mean... Is..."

A chair was pushed back and suddenly Lynn's face was in Peony hands and the latter kissed her forehead. A different hand patted her thickly diapered bottom, it still felt like there was a whole pillow there. Peony was looking her in the eye, looking for something.

"We kind of figured out you don't actually need the diapers," Peony started over.

From behind Lynn, Madison said: "Told you from the start."

Peony took a visible instant to choose to go on. "It took us some time to figure out this was more than just an awkward moment that you needed some time to digest. We began to miss you. No more movie nights, no more cuddling up to me. No more hugs."

"She just needs a good... boyfriend," Madison threw in, "but she doesn't listen to me about anything."

There must've been a look, because Peony looked away and frowned at Madison. Then her focus returned to Lynn. "We want you back, and it's fine by us if that includes how you are now. Okay?"

Madison tapped Lynn on the shoulder and she turned her head. "I think your padded butt actually looks cute, but I also enjoy you being embarrassed, so don't get too comfortable," Madison teased, trying to poke her in the side, but the diaper protected and Madison looked down.

Lynn heart was beating in all directions again, the quiet before the storm lifted and her emotions bouncing around trying to make sense of what was happening. "I look like a big baby," she said, just trying to say anything.

"You do."

"Madison!" Peony immediately interrupted.

"Peony, shut up. We got her big baby diapers and a onesie, and she's wearing them. By her own choice." Lynn felt her face heating. "Yeah, I'll definitely keep teasing you to get that reaction, but you can just be diapered around the house, you don't need to hide."

She felt a smile coming on. "Thank you."

"You're welcome, sweetie," Peony answered. "And if you want to talk about it, I'm here, okay?"

She took Peony's hand and squeezed it. "I didn't expect this." She felt tears on her cheeks and all of a sudden her nose felt stuffed. And then she was happy-crying on Peony's shoulder.

"I'll make you a cup of tea," Madison said, stroking her hair and patting her bottom again. She was really enjoying this.

When Lynn's tears dried, Peony helped her to a chair and she drank her tea. They were all quiet again.

"Instead of letting this moment dissipate, how about we start this thing right and watch a movie?" Peony suggested.

"Good idea," Madison responded, "the big diapered butt can crawl between the two of us."

Peony's breath halted for a second, as it were the instant before a sigh, but instead she confirmed Madison's idea. "Yes, and all under the same blanket."

Lynn felt small and unable to dissent, so she just nodded while sipping her tea. Once the tea was done, Madison guided her to the living room behind Peony, her hand on the small of her back, the diaper in between. It wasn't even the very top of the diaper. The realization made her eyes drop to her feet.

Bundled up between her two housemates, knees to chest, put Lynn ill at ease. Her toes were drumming the pillow under her silently. She was wedged in pretty well, making her hesitate to move her butt so she wouldn't push her diaper into one of them. Nevertheless, at some point during the movie, she was all cuddled up to Peony and her big padded butt was poking at Madison. The next thing she knew the latter was supporting her under the arms and saying "alright, time for bed. I'll help you upstairs."

Edited December 27, 2022 by randominterestedperson
Chapter ending rewrite.

[BobbyDrago]

So cute!!!!!

[LittleFenny]

I want to see more. I like that she has a supportive roommate as well as one who is teasing but at least so far looks like she will just be teasing and not cruel.

[aldl4811]

I would love to read more

[randominterestedperson]

Chapter 2 : Morning Decisions
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Lynn woke up still drifting among soft clouds that felt like soft silk caressing her in all her most sensitive places. The tangible wadding between her legs seemed to flow out of those dreams until she was conscious of where she was. The heavy blanket pinning her to her soft mattress, the onesie she was wearing holding her tight and keeping her diaper nicely sculpted to the form of her bottom. The caress of reality was more coarse than silk, yet to Lynn it was more like heaven than any soft smooth feeling.

There was just one stinging discomfort intruding in her cradle of coziness. She needed to pee. A few seconds of waiting and it turned into an urgent problem.

Not thinking she threw her blankets off and rushed out of her room, down a single staircase, and practically bumping into the bathroom door. It was locked. Her fist pounded on the door as the same time she shouted: "I really need to pee!"

A click of the lock later, Madison's face appeared in the opening door. Her eyes flicked down and she said "you're still wearing your diaper," and she started closing the door again.

Lynn's feeling from just before she woke flooded back in and her face felt glowing hot an instant later. She hadn't noticed, nor had she considered using it, and now that she was here and Madison had seen, she was too embarrassed for her bladder to even allow her to. As red as her cheeks must be now, if she had actually wet herself right there, Lynn would have fainted. Blurting out the first thing that shot into her mind, Lynn said: "It's too pretty to use." The embarrasment on her cheeks refused to abate.

"It will still be pretty after you use it," Madison answered with the door kept just ajar, a slice of her face still visible.

Before her housemate had even stopped talking, Lynn was shaking her head no. She was clamping down so hard trying to get to the toilet, she didn't think she could let go in her diaper. And yet she was fidgeting on her feet.

Madison sighed: "Ugh, fine," and opened the door to let Lynn in.

Lynn rushed in and went straight for her goal. She raised the lid, reached for the snaps on her onesie, and froze. She saw Madison, who was raising her tooth brush to her mouth while looking at Lynn in the mirror. Her roommate hadn't left the bathroom. "Can I get some privacy? Please?"

Madison simply shook her head no. "If you want privacy, you can go wet your diaper in your bedroom. Besides, I've seen you pee before and I've seen you in a wet diaper before."

That was unfortunately true on both accounts, but Lynn found it embarrassing. She was starting to run out of time and she really didn't want to pee her diaper in front of Madison, so she undid the snaps of her onesie, undid the velcro tapes of her diaper and let it drop. Still embarrassed, she didn't dare look at her housemate as she sat down and kept he private parts out of sight with the front of her onesie. Her thoughts evaporated as she felt the blissful release of her bladder.

For a few moments she forgot all about what situation she was in.

As her thoughts came back to her, Lynn found herself staring at the open diaper at the open diaper in front of her. It was still clean and thus she could put it back on if she wanted to. At that point she realized that Madison was actually holding the diaper in front of her.

"Do you want me to put it back on you?" Madison asked with with a grin, "you look like you want to."

"No!" Lynn said firmly, snatched the diaper from Madison's hand, and stormed off. As she exited the bathroom, she heard the toilet flush behind her. She'd completely forgotten and she realized she hadn't wiped either. Embarrassed again, she hastily put her diaper back between her legs and held it there as she went to her room. Her eyes were damp. This was a silly thing to cry over, but she couldn't help but feel a little helpless.

A knock came at the door. "Hey," Peony's voice came softly into her room. "Are you okay, I saw you barge in here in a weird state."

As Lynn turned around she pulled her diaper tighter against her body. It was all jumbled from her fumbling with it, she could feel it. She could also feel the moisture in her eyes start to form tears.

"Oh sweetie," Peony said and she crossed the room in heartbeat. "Lie down on the bed." Peony had such a motherly tone that Lynn couldn't help but do as she instructed. With deft hand she pulled at the back wings of the diaper to center it. "Lift your bum," she said and immediately pulled the diaper a little higher on Lynn's back. "Good, now spread your legs, no need to be embarrassed." She pulled the diaper properly in place and taped it back closed. "We need some wipes and powder for you. So, tell me what happened." She closed the snaps on the onesie as she talked.

Lynn dabbed at her eyes with the back of her hand and told Peony about her morning. She tried to tell Peony everything all at once, so it didn't quite come out as she wanted. Somewhere in the story, the fluffy clouds from her dreams found their way into the bathroom, that didn't make any sense.
 
Peony looked thoughtfully. "Madison can be a little direct sometimes, sweetie, I know that can be annoying. But, she's also right. It's totally okay for you to use your diaper, you can be the baby of the house."

Lynn just nodded. She dried her tears properly this time. "I'm sorry."

"No need, sweetie," Peony answered in a calm tone, taking Lynn's hard and softly stroking it. "Madison and I are both here to help. She may be a bit more pushy, but we both want to see you be your beautiful self, okay?"

Lynn nodded again. "Okay."

"Besides," Peony added, "you really do look cute like this." And then in a whisper: "I may be a little jealous." She finished with a little kiss on Lynn's forehead. "You want some breakfast?"

"I'm not actually a baby," Lynn said with a little more strength back in her voice.

Peony giggled. "Well, I wasn't planning on feeding you, but even big girls need to eat."

To her own surprise, Lynn didn't feel heat go to her face, instead she giggled. "Right. I'll join you then, thank you." She took a deep breath and felt calm. "Really thank you, Peony." Peony just smiled and headed back out the door. Lynn followed, still in her onesie and mostly clean diaper.

In the kitchen, Peony grabbed the bread and some stuff from the fridge and put them on the table, which she followed up with three knives and some placemats.

In all honesty, Lynn kind of felt like a little kid waiting for mom to finish setting the table. A little kid wouldn't be able to sit still though. She felt her thick diaper under her and for the first time that morning, maybe even the first time period, she was very happy she was wearing it. "Peony?" She asked, waiting for her friend to turn her head. "Thank you for the diapers. I..." She had to swallow for a second. "I really love them."

"I'm glad to hear that, sweetie," Peony answered while she took her own seat. "Madison actually went and found them, she insisted that we found some that you'd really enjoy. I honestly didn't know they made baby diapers for adults. But I'm glad you love them." She grabbed two slices of bread and the butter.

Lynn thought about Peony's words and how before she herself had insisted she wasn't a real baby. And yet, Peony had put her back in her diaper properly and taken care of her. She'd needed the comfort, it was just that, she told herself. She grabbed her own two slices of bread and the jam and started smearing. She saw Peony smiling at her as they both took a bite out of their sandwiches.

"Isn't someone supposed to feed the baby?" Madison asked as she entered the kitchen, dressed in a skirt and hair tucked behind her ears to keep it out of her face.

"Can you stop teasing her for five seconds, Madison?" Peony asked.

Madison purposefully looked at Lynn as she sat down at the table. "No, I don't think I can. But I am glad you are wearing your diapers again." She said the latter with a wink.

Peony sighed but seemed to let it go as she said: "Oh, I forgot drinks." A few moments later, she had water being heated and she was putting a teapot on the table.

It stayed quiet for a while. Still only wearing her onesie and a diaper, Lynn pulled her knees up to her chest and put her feet on her chair, and started taking sips from her tea because she didn't know what to say. It took a surprisingly short time for Lynn's bladder to re-announce itself. She had already decided what she was going to do, but sitting there in front of her friends, her bladder wouldn't let go. Funny that the morning had started with peeing in front of Madison and now she couldn't pee because she was in front of Madison and Peony. Not daring to move, she closed her eyes to try to feel alone enough.

"Lynn sweetie, everything..." Peony's voice came, interrupted by Madison shushing her.

Lynn's bladder was empty even faster than it had filled up from the tea. She couldn't see her diaper, but it still felt like she hadn't used it at all. Opening her eyes, she found Peony looking at her with a hesitant smile and Madison trying to hide a smirk and failing. She felt nervous, like what she had just decided for herself was opening up a whole new world. Yet the choice was made, so she said: "I'll put the diapers to good use."

[Kaiko-chan]

Interesting, I'm hoping you post more. I'm intrigued 

 

[Bonsai]

On 12/22/2022 at 12:16 AM, randominterestedperson said:

Turning back around to close the door, she froze. In her head, closing the door was suddenly unacceptable. It was the symbolism of it that brought that to mind, but the real door had to remain open now too.

On the metaphorical door, there is usually a large yellow-black caution sign that creepily warns to "do not open this door".

It's brutal out there! (TM Olivia Rodrigo)

But apparently, Lynn was lucky enough with her roommates.

The trio dynamics work really well and make for a very interesting reading.

[Little Lamb]

Love the characters' dynamic, hope there's more to it soon...

[sklawlor]

this is a nice story, hoping it continues.

[randominterestedperson]

Chapter 3 : Settling In
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Lynn being in a big fluffy diaper didn't change what all three housemates had come there to do, and that was studying their butts off for their first round of exams. Each of them wanted to do a good job on their studies, which is why they had come back during the vacation period in the first place. Life back home was filled with life and energy and life going on, while the rented house was filled with people studying and, as Lynn had found out, people supporting each other. On top of that, the university town was mostly empty: no parties, few students lounging about, and a calm wintry quiet perfect for focus. Which Lynn really needed, focus was not her strongest skill, fortunately being absorbed in her interesting studies usually made up for that.

As much as Lynn liked the support from her friends, maybe even Madison's teasing a little, she thought she might study best in her own room away from everyone. And so, she voiced that thought out loud as she got up from the kitchen table: "I'm going to study in my room."

With not a moment of pause before her reply, Madison shot out: "Are you really going to make Peony climb the stairs every ten minutes to check on you?" There was a twinkle in her eye and a playful smile on her face. 

Peony was looking at Madison, her cheeks slightly coloring. 

"See, her cheeks give it away that she will." The playful smile on Madison's face turned into a warm smile. "That's just the kind of person she is: caring, attentive. But you already know this, so just make it easier for her."

Peony took a deep breath then added: "I'll make sure she behaves. You can maybe build a little literary fort around the lounging chair, use your favorite blanket to cozy up and study. I'll make sure Madison behaves. Well, as much as she can behave." Her eyes glanced in Madison's direction, calm warmth in her eyes. She didn't look like she was trying to keep Madison in line, she looked like she genuinely believed in Madison's maturity to behave the right way and support her friends. 

Madison smiled. "I'll let our baby study, no need to twist my arm. I believe in her just as much as you do, mama-bear."

Lynn didn't make her agreement explicit, but in her mind she had given before Peony had even said she would keep Madison in line. Her friends wanted her here and she was still riding on the gratitude she felt for her friends wanting her to be her weird self. She had wanted to be in diapers, 

Ultimately it took each of them a couple trips upstairs and back down to bring all their study materials into their own corners. Well, corners for Peony and Lynn, for Madison everything was scattered across the living room. 

Both Peony and Madison gave Lynn pats on her diapered butt as they passed her on the stairs or in the hallways as she moved her books downstairs. Peony so softly that Lynn almost didn't notice. She cupped her hand to go between Lynn legs from behind, almost like she was checking if Lynn had wet her diaper. When Lynn noticed, it made her blush but thankfully Peony had already passed and could not see. Madison didn't bother hiding her pats, making the diaper crinkle as loud as she could then smiling. One time she said: "It's cute how it crinkles. Like it's announcing you. As it should."

By the time Lynn had installed herself in her corner in the living rooms, sitting in the lounge chair with a blanket covering her legs and her diaper, there was a tray on a small side table with a steaming mug of tea and two cookies. She grabbed one, dunked it in the cup of tea, stuffed it in her mouth, and then opened her first book. It fell open on the first bookmark, pastel yellow in color, with the text in her handwriting that said "start here". She had been through these texts already, of course, and she had tried being diligent throughout the year, which had been hard but now looked like it was absolutely worth it.

As she went through the course again, she got lost in her memories of reading the books on the reading lists, memories of moments in class, and even memories of the time Peony and Madison had caught her in diapers. The parts of the course from right after that discovery were going to be hardest for her, since she hadn't been focused at all. She flipped to the next page that had a bookmark. The bookmark said: "I must stand quite alone, if I am to understand myself and everything about me." She remembered why that line had resonated with her then, but it was rather out of context. Her situation wasn't about honor, duty, or loyalty, it was simply that she felt alone because of trying to discover herself. The quote came from Henrik Ibsen's A Doll's House. 

Another quote followed soon after: "Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves." That one was from Rilke and had snapped her out of her introspective confusion about being caught in a diaper. Lynn had thrown herself back into her studies, trying to distract herself from the loneliness she had put herself in. And now here she was, studies and diapers together like a book and its analysis together. She put a hand on her diaper in contentment and quickly grabbed her notebook to note down: "I do not know why the thick padding brings me joy, yet its warmth drowns out all doubt."

She looked up and saw Madison dancing through the living room, head phones on. The latter suddenly cast a glance at Lynn and when she saw Lynn looking back, she winked at Lynn and said: "Studious baby," smiling happily. A look at Madison's whiteboard, positioned right next to one of the doors into the living room, revealed the sketch of a diaper of all things, with some words next to it that Lynn could not read from where she was sitting. The diaper itself had clearly gone through multiple iterations, there were smudges all around it.

On Lynn's side table were some fresh fruits and her tea mug was full. Surely she had drunk from it before? She looked up in the direction of the kitchen, seeing Peony talking to herself and then glancing back in her direction, smiling warmly as their eyes met.

Pulled out of her literary realm for a few moments, she felt pressure in her underbelly: her bladder reminding her she wasn't a character in a story, those almost never needed to pee. Lynn on the other hand was all too real and needed to go. She put her book down on the ground next to the chair and moved to get up. The crinkling noise as she shifted brought the padding snugly hugging her bottom back front and center in her mind. She could feel it again, she had practically forgotten. She looked down but could only see the heart-covered onesie that was hiding her diaper from direct sight. 

She smiled and let go. Eh, tried to let go. She felt her face heat up and then suddenly she could hear herself peeing into her diaper. It seemed so loud to herself, that she looked up to see if Peony or Madison had heard, but oddly Madison was distracted reading in her own textbook, leaning on her elbows on the living room table. And the only part of Peony that showed through the door was her shoulder. 

Lynn quickly sat back down with a squish more than a crinkle, she felt her face heat again. It was great her friends accepted her in a diaper and wanted her in a diaper, but it was kind of embarrassing sitting in a used diaper where people could notice. She quickly draped the blanket back over herself and escaped back into her class books.

Between tea and shifting in the chair to give her bottom parts a little more space on occasion, she managed to make quite some progress through her books. It all felt a lot less orderly than during her classes. Her professors had warned that the exam would require linking all the material they had seen together to show understanding, so maybe that was not so odd. Holding her diaper again, eating some fruit, and drinking some more tea later, she realized she needed to go.

Suddenly she heard Peony's voice right next to her, where Peony had in fact snuck up to her. "Are you alright, Lynn sweetie? You look like you forgot something very important."

It only half registered. She had to go. Absorbed in her studies in the warm caress of her diaper she hadn't noticed the pressure in her backside swelling slowly. She threw her legs out from under herself and her insides seemed to drop even lower, announcing the epilogue of this particular story. She needed the bathroom now, or she would really be a baby, helplessly filling her diaper. She liked diapers, even wet diapers, but... she wasn't an actual baby. She rushed upstairs.

"You’re not getting cold feet now, are you?" Madison said after her.

Lynn didn't look back or pay any real attention to Madison's words, or she would've realized Madison knew exactly what the problem was. No, Lynn simply barged into the bathroom, closed the door with her left hand while snapping the snaps of her onesie open with her right hand. Her diaper dropped to the tile floor with a heavy thud as her bottom sat on the smooth toilet seat and she let go. She felt embarrassed.

Once the pressure was released, she had time to take a look at the diaper on the floor before her, the one she had been wearing. She knew she had used it, she had decided to use it, but the yellow had spread over the inside a lot further than she had thought while wearing it. Seeing it lie on the bathroom floor it looked quite heavy too. There was still plenty of white padding on the front and back, however. She didn't actually know how long she could keep on a diaper, how much she could or should use it. She knew she didn't want to waste her friends' gift, so... she should put it back on, she decided.

Finishing in the bathroom, she took the diaper back to her own room and put it on her bed, making sure it was laid out well for her to lay down back on top. It took a second to position her butt, laying herself down as she thought the diaper should fit. She pulled the front back between her legs, and it was in fact quite heavy, yet that just seemed to help it fall back into place. The way it seemed to grip her lower area seemed so tight and close fitting. She began with the lower velcros to tape the diaper shut, had to adjust a couple times to make sure the diaper gripped her hips the right way that she didn't have to worry about it falling off even with its weight.

She snapped the buttons on her onesie shut around the diaper once again.

Standing up, she was well aware of the diaper's weight now. She had used that diaper more than she had thought and she had almost gone number two in it as well. That was a little... maybe Madison was right to tease her. Just a little right maybe. She had been studying very hard, had been distracted, and the diaper had allowed her to focus for... well, it was almost four o'clock in the afternoon now. She felt her stomach be as surprised as she was that they had skipped lunch. The diaper actually had helped! That was wonderf... no reason to go number two in her diaper. She hadn't planned on coming that close and that just gave resonance to Madison's teases. She took a deep breath and headed back downstairs.

"She's back," Madison yelled toward the kitchen as Lynn descended the stairs. "I'm guessing you're still just a wet baby? A cute, wet baby, I'll admit."

Lynn felt her face grow warmer again and she tried to ignore Madison's teasing. Instead, how right Madison was was written large in her mind, and she felt her face flushing hot. 

Peony was at the bottom of the stairs in a few moments. "Are you alright, sweetie?" Waiting just a moment for Lynn to swallow and nod. "Did you get your diaper back on alright? Do you want me to check if it's nice and snug?" Lynn wanted to say no, but Peony was already pulling on her onesie so she could take a look at the fasteners. "Oh, you did a wonderful job. Well done." It didn't sound patronizing, it sounded motherly, even though Peony was the same age as Lynn. She finished with a pat on her friend's diapered bottom and disappeared back into the kitchen. Lynn heard pots a few moments later, evidently Peony was hungry too. 

"You know," Madison said before Lynn could hide back in her book corner, "I have no interest in wearing a diaper myself, but I really think they look good on you." She gave Lynn's bottom a slight squeeze.

Lynn felt nothing of the squeeze since her padding at this point was so incredibly thick it was already squeezing her butt by itself. She didn't know what to respond. Was Madison teasing her out of good fun rather than genuinely making fun of her? After too long a silence she said: "I appreciate the compliment."

"Don't worry, I'll stop making those, and instead keep poking fun at you." She grabbed Lynn around the shoulders. "Looks like your diaper soaked up all the water in the Nile." 

In an instant Lynn's face felt hotter than the Sahara. 

Madison smirked. "That's why we got you the super thick kind, so you could soak up the Nile. You're just using the product for its intended purpose, so you're getting value for your money. Well, Peony's and my money, but all the same, you're not wasting money."

The economics jargon didn't exactly soothe Lynn's embarrassment. Madison's admission that she wasn't misusing their gift however, did come as a soothing surprise. "I appreciate the gift, Madison, really. And even though you want me to wear it, it still feels embarrassing to wear."

"No Lynn, that's nonsense," Madison came back. "You're the baby of the house, it would be embarrassing if you weren't wearing a diaper."

Lynn sighed. "We're all the same age, Madison."

Another smile from Madison, a very warm one. "Yeah, but..." And she gestured at Lynn's onesie and diaper, even gave the latter a little tap on the front.

Lynn had to giggle at that. Somewhere in the back of her mind she realized something was wrong with the logic, but the warm smile somehow melted her embarrassment and made her admit, at least in her deepest inner self, that she was in fact the baby of the house. Who else would want to wear diapers anyway?

[wwww]

I hope that we don't have to wait another year for the next part(s) 😉

[randominterestedperson]

10 minutes ago, wwww said:

I hope that we don't have to wait another year for the next part(s) 😉

Haha, sorry.

I can't make any promises, but I'll try to make this my project for the summer. I also can't promise how far I'll get even when it's my project.