*2 Year Update - My 24/7 Journey*

[igel]

You seam to be happy with what you have gotten. Is there any type of IC you would fear to get, and which you wouldn't be too happy to live with. Like very frequent messing.

[Ineedboth1994]

11 hours ago, igel said:

You seam to be happy with what you have gotten. Is there any type of IC you would fear to get, and which you wouldn't be too happy to live with. Like very frequent messing.

Very frequent messing is a dream come true FWIW. 

[Beccathelittle]

12 hours ago, igel said:

You seam to be happy with what you have gotten. Is there any type of IC you would fear to get, and which you wouldn't be too happy to live with. Like very frequent messing.

  I'm content, and I feel if that was a fear I'd never have stepped back into dips permanently in the first place.
 I already "mess" 2-3 times a day, if it where to go beyond that, I'd probably adjust my diet a bit  Believe it or not a monthly supply of disposable dips adds up so I'd like to keep it to a maximum of 4-5 a day. (normally around 4) 

But no, there are no fears.

On 4/18/2024 at 3:58 PM, diaperuser said:

@Beccathelittle what a nice update as always. Have a great weekend! Treat yourself to something nice. Maybe a restaurant you normally don’t go to all the time.

Thanks  

Hope everyone has a wonderful weekend! 

[IWANTHOTDOGS]

On 4/18/2024 at 2:45 PM, Beccathelittle said:

Hey DD!!

I hope everyone is having a super wonderful week, time keeps flying by and i'm excited for a relaxing weekend. Today would be my 2nd year 7th month, and 10th day or 953 days of being padded. Ever so closer to my third year!  

As the time continues ever forward, I find myself writing this after changing out of a very soaked dip having just come home from a fun day at the office for a few in person vendor meetings. This morning though was a bit less fun, having to change from a messy dip at work as quick as possible before the meetings started. 

While i'm thankful to be a 99% remote employee, it does not spare me from various onsite meetings or projects at offices / data centers but I'd rate myself a professional ninja diaper changer and glad to have private bathrooms when needed. Makes changing much much easier!

Life keeps moving forward and my body keeps changing little by little from what I can tell, even if it's subtle, it has added up to a life of constant leakiness and very sudden wetting/messing signals if at all. 

It's hard to really describe what has changed as things are subjective, but I do feel something internally has taken a hit when i'm leaking in between changes or laying down feeling my bottom growing warmer with no sense of needing to wet at all. 

Messing still is not at a state where I'd describe a complete loss of control. The warnings signs grow even shorter or more subtle/noticeable. Mentally I feel i've crossed a threshold where I'm feeling more on autopilot and dont give much thought to messing, there isn't a loud alarm or something trying to tell me HEY YOU'RE ABOUT TO POO! more just a very quiet subtle "oh I have to to go, so go." While my body is already relaxed and ready to let go. The warning is subtle, the feeling is becoming more automatic, and while I still feel I could stop it if truly wanted too, I've yet to actually test it. It's more just I have to put little effort into relaxing like I used to way back when i first started. Take this morning for instance, I found myself needing to mess after having just gotten out of the car at work. I found myself letting go and instead of heading to the office, instead heading to change first. 

I'm unsure what will happen in the future, but if this was as close to "incontinence" I could achieve without surgical intervention, I'm happy. I wish it wasn't an odd request to have scans or something performed, or just ways to see just how different my muscles have adapted / changed / weakened over time without going to a doctor or having something on my medical record. It just would be a neat to see for my own sake just to learn how much has changed without giving subjective writing. 

Anyway I hope everyone has a wonderful month ahead, and that you all have a great weekend. If you have any questions please let me know as I sometimes just don't know what to write. 

You're all loved ❤️ 

Thanks for the update! Have you considered trying another day in panties to see how your control compares to the last time you tried panties?

[Beccathelittle]

4 hours ago, IWANTHOTDOGS said:

Thanks for the update! Have you considered trying another day in panties to see how your control compares to the last time you tried panties?

Ah yes, the feat of strength  Well, it's been about five or six months since I last attempted it, and I'd have to buy some undies for that attempt again. 

Going without diapers during that attempt was not fun, it definitely was racing to the bathroom so very often. But If I did attempt it again, the one thing I didn't really test was just how long I could go by ignoring the pain. Pretty much I felt like my bum was glued to the potty that day. I went as soon as I felt the need, which was practically all the time I quickly went. 
Honestly by the end of the test, I was happy to be back in diapers after my bath. Way less mentally taxing and exhausting. 

If I were to test it again, I guess I would just test the length of time I could push past the pain / warning. I do sort of wonder if there would be a limit , and to what extent. I definitely don't feel I'd do well trying to feat of strength out and about away from a toilet very close by.

I'm not really in a rush to committing to a second attempt just yet, but as I'm now closer to my 3rd year of 24/7 I will probably go for a second test closer to my fourth year.  I'm positive my body is still adapting and changing, but it's so hard to truly know what's going on internally without medical testing which I don't really intend to discuss with a doctor or urologist at this point. 

Honestly the thought of even admitting to a doctor that, yes for the last 3 years I've been using my pants for my potty doesn't sound like a fun experience or one that would read well in a medical entry for life. I may have to one day, but so far I've done my best to avoid my doctor knowing about that.