complete Breaking the Girl: A Novel

[Wannatripbaby]

Wow! I honestly didn't think you'd go through with it!

You realize your fans are going to be insatiable now, right? ;)

[bbykimmy]

4 minutes ago, Wannatripbaby said:

Wow! I honestly didn't think you'd go through with it!

You realize your fans are going to be insatiable now, right?

I couldn't help it!

I don't know if you know this, but this whole diaper thing is kind of a sexual fetish for me.

I mean, this story is waaayyyyy heavy on the plot, but at the end of the day I still have a deep sexual connection with BDSM play and diapers.

I promise nothing in the future!  Tomorrow we go back to plot!

[chansu ragedashi]

29 minutes ago, bbykimmy said:

I promise nothing in the future!  Tomorrow we go back to plot!

Plot or not, whatever you write is enjoyable to read.

[thedman]

Starts marching up and down the fictional street chanting

 

Down with the plot! We want smut!

[fyunch]

2 hours ago, thedman said:

Starts marching up and down the fictional street chanting

 

Down with the plot! We want smut!

Four large security guards rush up and grad thedman and make short work of binding and gagging him and wrapping his squirming body in a leather body sack.

A striking domme, clad from head to toe in black leather and with a large coiled whip hanging from a fixture at her hip, strode boldly down the street.  She nodded curtly at her henchmen as they finished disposing of thedman in the trunk of a car.

"OK, Kimmy," she blared through the largest bullhorn anyone had ever seen, "back to your keyboard.  Plot or else."

[Guilend]

4 hours ago, bbykimmy said:

"What a dirty girl," he teased, bringing a fresh gasp to my lips.  "What a helpless, dirty girl.  This is why we keep you in diapers, Cupcake.  You just can't be trusted."

His words ignited a new fire in me and a long moan tore from my lips - all the best orgasms came while he talked, while he tormented and teased, while he told me how helpless I was, how I was his.  The diaper squished around me as he turned up the power to the Hitachi and my moan stretched for what felt like an hour.

"Tell me you need your diapers, Cupcake," he demanded.

"I need my diapers," I repeated, panting and pawing at my diaper, helpless in the mittens.  I writhed in my shame and pleasure as I repeated him, whatever words he wanted me to say, I'd say.  "I love my diapers.  I'm a dirty girl.  I'm Daddy's... ohhhh... oh Daddy... I'm Daddy's dirty girl."

"You'll be in diapers forever," he promised.

Ok, that was the best thing EVER. Ok, just wanted to say that. You can go back to the regular program now.

(Some days I wish I was female just so I could be that woman in that scene lol)

4 hours ago, bbykimmy said:

I couldn't help it!

I don't know if you know this, but this whole diaper thing is kind of a sexual fetish for me.

I mean, this story is waaayyyyy heavy on the plot, but at the end of the day I still have a deep sexual connection with BDSM play and diapers.

I promise nothing in the future!  Tomorrow we go back to plot!

It is a sexual fetish for me as well, so I didn't mind a little smut every now and again. You sure know how to write it. 

[YourFNF]

5 hours ago, bbykimmy said:

You all have NorboyDL to thank for this one, I couldn't get this out of my head.  The whole point of that paragraph was to tease everyone, but it's too damned hot.  So here we go.  This takes place after Chapter 7's tantrum.

CHAPTER NONE: BONUS SMUT

"Ple

The first climax came with the word forever as he dug the wand in - a vibe felt a million times better through a wet diaper.

But he didn't stop there - he lowered the power until I could breathe again, and started it all over, telling me how helpless I was, how he couldn't trust me, how I'd always end up in a messy diaper eventually...

I lost count of the orgasms, my brain just stopped working at some point.

Damnnnnnn (lights up cig and takes a drag)

[NorboyDL]

THANK YOU KIMMY!!! THAT WAS AMAZING <3<3<3

[bbykimmy]

Chapter Twenty-Six

I had blueberry pancakes waiting for Dani when she finally woke on Sunday morning.  I had kept her awake long into the night, exploring her body while she "struggled" against her cuffs.  By the end she was begging me to stop, her shirt rolled up around her shoulders and her shorts discarded on the floor.

I had brought her to orgasm at least three times, myself twice.  We had eaten ice cream after that and cuddled - she hadn't wanted to talk much, and honestly neither had I.  She had worn the cuffs all night, touching them from time to time while we snuggled.

She had enjoyed dipping a toe into my world.  Just as much as I had hoped.  Lauren had wanted so much pain, and had resented that I didn't want to do blood play or hot wax.  Kailee had bratted and begged and dove so far into the Little world so quickly that there had been no exploration, no curiosity.  She had been so greedy that there was no enjoyment for me.

So far, Dani was as perfect as I had dreamed.  As perfect as my research had predicted.

"Good morning, princess," I called softly as she stepped into the kitchen, hair mussed and rubbing her eye with the back of one had, a big yawn issuing forth from her gaping mouth.  Soft pink cuffs were still buckled around her wrists.

"If you're not careful," she teased, "I'm going to get used to you spoiling me."

"Sounds great," I smiled, dropping a plate of pancakes in front of her and drenching them in a Little-appropriate amount of syrup - entirely too much.  She laughed with delight and picked up her fork as I washed the pan.

"So is this the way that Seth and Jessica just live?" she asked, mouth half-full of chewed breakfast.  "She's like what, his slave?"

"No," I replied as I sat down beside her with my coffee, "their dynamic isn't as master and slave, though there are some people who live that way.  Jess is more like a spoiled brat - I say that with love, she'd call herself the same - and Seth is her loving but stern Daddy."

"He treats her like a kid, like all the time?" Dani asked, syrup on her cheek as she stared at me, D-rings dangling on her cuffs.  Watching her eat was delightful - watching her do most anything where she just got to be herself was enjoyable, she had this sense of wonder about her, like she took nothing at all for granted.  It showed in her eyes and her smile, no 'adult' could enjoy a simple pancake the way she did.  "And he likes that?"

"They both love it," I smiled.  "She gets ample opportunity to enjoy cute things, and he has someone cute to snuggle."  I hoped that Dani could see the parallels between Jess and herself, but that seemed unlikely - she had just dipped a toe into the pool of alternative love, she had just had her very first dominance and submission encounter.  Even though she was very clever, I didn't expect her to have the self-awareness to realize that she could enjoy that same freedom that Jess did, if she could just surrender her adult self.

But we'd get there.

"That does sound pretty great," she admitted.  My heart soared - maybe I was wrong, maybe she was already closer than I thought.  She wasn't diving in, she wasn't greedily throwing away herself to change for me, but the idea of stretching her limits and learning new joys...  "But doesn't that make sex kind of skeevy?  Is he a pe- "

"Absolutely not," I cut her off gently but firmly, not even wanting to entertain the question.  My elation evaporated in an instant, I hated that question even though it was understandable why vanillas made that erroneous connection.  "They are both consenting adults and there's nothing wrong with their lifestyle.  He cares for her, she cares for him, and they have a relatively healthy relationship... she just needs more friends, that's the biggest problem."

"Well, I think I'd like to be her friend," Dani smiled, "She's nice.  So... he wants someone who likes cute things, huh?  That sounds familiar."  She leaned over toward me with a grin, and I couldn't help but wipe her face with a damp cloth I already had at the ready.

"Does it?" I feigned obliviousness, not wanting to hope.

"Are you hoping I'll be Jessica to your Seth?" she asked with a grin.

"Perhaps," I took her hand gently, holding it between both of mine.  "But I'm more hoping you'll be Dani to my Vanessa."  She blushed deeply, looking down and letting her hair fall around her face.  I gently lifted her chin with a finger, smiling at her.  "You like being my princess, don't you?"

"I do," her blush was still strong as she tried - barely - to look away.  "But princesses don't get tied up, do they?"

Her question was barely a whisper.  My answer was pushing her plate aside and hooking a finger through each of the D-rings on her cuffs, pulling her hands toward me and kissing her deeply.

"They do if they want it," I whispered in response.

"Okay yeah," Dani squirmed in place, the same little happy-dance she did with good food.  "I think I understand why Jessica likes this sort of thing.  Does she like these?"  She wiggled her wrists, obviously not knowing the word.

"Cuffs," I offered, "And yes, she wears them quite a lot.  Seth also asked me to help him pick out her collar, which she adores."

"Collar?" Dani echoed, her eyes widening slightly.  "You mean like a dog?"

"Well," I smirked, "Jess' collar says 'Daddy's Girl' on it, so not quite the same... "

"If you had told me this stuff when we first met," Dani laughed, "I would have run for the hills."

"I know," I said, trying hard to keep the sadness from my voice.

"Do you want me to wear a collar?  I don't know how I feel about that."

"No," I released the rings on her cuffs and held her hands gently between mine instead.  "I'm honestly not that interested in the owner/pet sort of dynamic."

"What do you want?" Dani asked expectantly, staring directly into my eyes.  She was open, this could be the moment.  I could tell her everything, lay all the cards on the table - she was a Little at heart, it was so obvious.  She was submissive in ways she didn't understand, she craved the attention a Little got.

"I want a princess," I said, chickening out - I couldn't afford to reveal my true desires, not yet.  I didn't want her to bolt.  "I want a girl who will let me dote on her, who gets everything she wants and gives everything she has in return.  I don't want someone to struggle against me, I'm not looking for a girl to break.  I want a princess who loves as much as I love."

"Wow," Dani exhaled, "That's... that's a lot."

"Yeah, I suppose it is," I sighed.  "Well, we're on the subject... what do you want out of a relationship?"

"What?" Dani asked, seeming surprised.  "What do you mean?"

"What are your goals?  Your expectations?  Your desires?"  I asked, feeling nervous.  This could be it - infatuation was nice, I adored Dani and to me the chase wasn't over yet, but I wasn't going to pursue her if I wasn't what she wanted... or at least close.  It was extremely rare to find someone that matched you perfectly - there would always be little idiosyncrasies.

"I want... " she hesitated, looking uncertain.  Her eyes wandered to the cuffs around her wrists.  "I guess I've never really thought about it.  You date people to find 'the one', right?  I just want to find my special someone... "

"So tell me about your special someone then?" I prodded.  It was quite possible that she was unused to setting real goals and expectations - in my experience, most people shied away from honest talk.

"Well, I want someone active who can keep up with me," she pondered aloud.  It was much easier to think about likes and dislikes than compatibility and goals.  "I like to go jogging and I love nature walks... and I need someone who likes games and knows how to have fun.  Someone who isn't too serious."

"Someone who encourages you to feel cute, rather than serious and mature?" I prompted.

"Yes!" her eyes widened and she straightened in her seat.  "Honestly, I didn't know how important that was until you showed me.  I.. I was going to throw away Forrest!"

"Well we can't have that," I smiled, standing up.  "My sweet princess, we're running low on pancake supplies.  I'm going to go to the grocery store, do you need anything?"

"Um," Dani looked guilty, uncertain as I took the plate from in front of her.  "Do you want some money to cover groceries?  I feel guilty that you're doing so much for me."

"You're a friend," the word tasted like ash in my mouth, "who is in trouble - save your money, you have to replace a lot of stuff and we're in a period of inflated rent... just keep an eye out for specials, find a spot, and use some of the money you've been saving to get back on your feet.  I promise you, I don't mind springing for a few extra groceries."

"Okay," she sounded uncertain.  I stepped over to her after putting the plates in the sink, lifting her chin gently and kissing her on the forehead.

"Would my sweet princess be willing to do the dishes while I'm gone?"  I smiled.

"Of course - it's the least I can do," she perked up a bit - she just needed to feel like she was contributing.

"Thank you.  I'll be back soon, and then maybe we'll play some more?"  I stroked her hair softly before stepping to the door, slipping on my shoes, grabbing my purse, and heading out.  Out of habit, I checked my phone on the way down to the car.

There was a voicemail waiting, and a missed call from the number Aubrey had been texting from.

I slipped the phone back in my purse - there was no way I was dealing with that drama today, I had a princess to seduce.

*      *      *

I turned the music up a little louder as I danced around the living room - Mr. Blue Sky always made my heart sing and chased away the pouts.  Daddy had kicked me out of the bathroom because I kept playing with his daddy-parts while he was trying to take a bath.  His baths on Sunday were always too long, I much preferred his quick showers of the weekdays... although I tended to interrupt those too.  I just couldn't keep my hands off of him - I had a habit of slipping into the shower and pressing myself to him, teasing him and taunting him until he pinned me against the wall.

But now the bathroom was locked and he was irritated because he got the floor all wet chasing me out... but that also meant I'd probably get a spanking when he was done, so it was still a win.

As the solo really got into swing, I shook my diapered butt around - I was just a little damp, the padding only slightly swollen around my nethers.  I didn't want to be too wet - that would just make a spanking hurt more.  I slipped on my cuffs as I danced around in nothing but my Daddy's Girl t-shirt, buckling them with a grin.  Me putting on the cuffs was our very very overt signal that I was feeling frisky.  He could still say no, he might be actually mad about the whole water-on-the-floor thing, he got really particular about things like that... but I was hoping it wouldn't be too big a deal.

I was in such a great, fun mood that when the TV started ringing the video call, I hit accept without even thinking about it, turning down the music.  The remote to the TV was in my right hand, my phone controlling the music was in my left hand, and I was beyond happy.

"Hi Nessa!" I greeted the TV cheerily... only to see Dani staring wide-eyed and open-mouthed at me.  

[chansu ragedashi]

31 minutes ago, bbykimmy said:

Mr. Blue Sky always made my heart sing and chased away the pouts

i mean... this is true for everyone! (well alright not everyone, but i did start bopping my head and singing the chorus to the song!)

31 minutes ago, bbykimmy said:

"Hi Vanessa!" I greeted the TV cheerily... only to see Dani staring wide-eyed and open-mouthed at me.  

... and WHOOPS! looks like Dani just got thrown to the deep end on accident.

[CDfm]

WOW this has been an amazing story so far. I can’t believe how much you have written before I even had a chance to comment. It’s really a good thing the last two nights at work have been slow. It gave me an opportunity to catch up with this. I can’t begin to tell you how much I have enjoyed reading this. There’s not one chapter in this that hasn’t had me sitting at the edge of my seat. The characters are all so real I feel like I have known them for years and that I am a close part of their lives. I can really relate to Vanessa. She is kind and caring almost to a fault. I don’t think she is aware of the monster she created in Aubrey. Until she finds out what is going on and gets Aubrey under control I think Kailee is in danger of being severely injured. I really hope that Vanessa gets to her before anything really bad happens. I think Jess just blew it for Vanessa. I am really looking forward to seeing how she is going to explain this to Dani.  I was incredibly slow getting to this but at least I can say I was the first to give a like to this latest update. 

[HyperShark]

46 minutes ago, bbykimmy said:

I slipped the phone back in my purse - there was no way I was dealing with that drama today, I had a princess to seduce.

 

Little does she know of the drama she is about to get...

I agree with Seth on the long bath thing. I recently was forced into a year without a bath, only showers because of my housing situation. It has confirmed my decision that I much prefer baths over showers. The idea of sitting for a while in a bath reading a book is appealing to me, showers are just too much like hard work comparatively.

Going to be interesting to see what state Kailee is in by the time Vanessa finally realises what is happening over there. Hopefully, she finds out in the next one or two chapters.

 

[littleDlife]

reading that last little bit had me giggling like a school girly boy

[YourFNF]

9 hours ago, bbykimmy said:

Chapter Twenty-Six

*      *      *

I turned the music up a little louder as I danced around the living room - Mr. Blue Sky always made my heart sing and chased away the pouts.  Daddy had kicked me out of the bathroom because I kept playing with his daddy-parts while he was trying to take a bath.  His baths on Sunday were always too long, I much preferred his quick showers of the weekdays... although I tended to interrupt those too.  I just couldn't keep my hands off of him - I had a habit of slipping into the shower and pressing myself to him, teasing him and taunting him until he pinned me against the wall.

But now the bathroom was locked and he was irritated because he got the floor all wet chasing me out... but that also meant I'd probably get a spanking when he was done, so it was still a win.

As the solo really got into swing, I shook my diapered butt around - I was just a little damp, the padding only slightly swollen around my nethers.  I didn't want to be too wet - that would just make a spanking hurt more.  I slipped on my cuffs as I danced around in nothing but my Daddy's Girl t-shirt, buckling them with a grin.  Me putting on the cuffs was our very very overt signal that I was feeling frisky.  He could still say no, he might be actually mad about the whole water-on-the-floor thing, he got really particular about things like that... but I was hoping it wouldn't be too big a deal.

I was in such a great, fun mood that when the TV started ringing the video call, I hit accept without even thinking about it, turning down the music.  The remote to the TV was in my right hand, my phone controlling the music was in my left hand, and I was beyond happy.

"Hi Vanessa!" I greeted the TV cheerily... only to see Dani staring wide-eyed and open-mouthed at me.  

Can't help but find the Danni/Vanessa dynamic fun.

Also that last part (in George Takei voice) Oh my......

[Wannatripbaby]

5 hours ago, bbykimmy said:

"Are you hoping I'll be Jessica to your Seth?" she asked with a grin.

"Perhaps," I took her hand gently, holding it between both of mine.  "But I'm more hoping you'll be Dani to my Vanessa."

I absolutely love that line! ♡♡♡♡♡

I had a feeling Vanessa would ignore the voice mail. And by feeling I mean I I absolutely knew that was going to happen. The juxtaposition of the Vanessa/Dani arc with the Aubrey/Kailee arc is the most roller-coastery of all roller-coasters. I almost feel guilty enjoying the fun parts knowing what Kailee is going through.

Almost being the operative word.

[thedman]

Oh damn. This just got serious. I knew that TV was going to be trouble

[ELLIE52]

A picture's worth a thousand words, so now I would say the Cats Out of the Bag.  Should we place bets on Dani still being at Vanessa's place when Vanessa returns from the store?

Mercy for Kailee......

[bbykimmy]

8 hours ago, chansu ragedashi said:

i mean... this is true for everyone! (well alright not everyone, but i did start bopping my head and singing the chorus to the song!)

... and WHOOPS! looks like Dani just got thrown to the deep end on accident.

Whoops!  That damned TV!

8 hours ago, CDfm said:

WOW this has been an amazing story so far. I can’t believe how much you have written before I even had a chance to comment. It’s really a good thing the last two nights at work have been slow. It gave me an opportunity to catch up with this. I can’t begin to tell you how much I have enjoyed reading this. There’s not one chapter in this that hasn’t had me sitting at the edge of my seat. The characters are all so real I feel like I have known them for years and that I am a close part of their lives. I can really relate to Vanessa. She is kind and caring almost to a fault. I don’t think she is aware of the monster she created in Aubrey. Until she finds out what is going on and gets Aubrey under control I think Kailee is in danger of being severely injured. I really hope that Vanessa gets to her before anything really bad happens. I think Jess just blew it for Vanessa. I am really looking forward to seeing how she is going to explain this to Dani.  I was incredibly slow getting to this but at least I can say I was the first to give a like to this latest update. 

Aww thanks!  Yeah, we're at 57k words right now (a full-length novel is ~100k words, in general) so we're pretty far in!

Thank you for joining us in the comments, I'm glad to hear that there hasn't been a lull in the story for you!

8 hours ago, HyperShark said:

Little does she know of the drama she is about to get...

I agree with Seth on the long bath thing. I recently was forced into a year without a bath, only showers because of my housing situation. It has confirmed my decision that I much prefer baths over showers. The idea of sitting for a while in a bath reading a book is appealing to me, showers are just too much like hard work comparatively.

Going to be interesting to see what state Kailee is in by the time Vanessa finally realises what is happening over there. Hopefully, she finds out in the next one or two chapters.

Sorry to hear about your troubles, glad they're done.

Yeah - how do you think Vanessa is going to react to the whole mess?

6 hours ago, littleDlife said:

reading that last little bit had me giggling like a school girly boy

Even more than CHAPTER NONE?

3 hours ago, YourFNF said:

Can't help but find the Kaylee/Vanessa dynamic fun.

Also that last part (in George Takei voice) Oh my......

Do you mean Dani/Vanessa?

I think I love the Seth/Jess dynamic the most

3 hours ago, Wannatripbaby said:

I absolutely love that line! ♡♡♡♡♡

I had a feeling Vanessa would ignore the voice mail. And by feeling I mean I I absolutely knew that was going to happen. The juxtaposition of the Vanessa/Dani arc with the Aubrey/Kailee arc is the most roller-coastery of all roller-coasters. I almost feel guilty enjoying the fun parts knowing what Kailee is going through.

Almost being the operative word.

I had a feeling you'd like that one, you romantic  

And yeah - I thought about having Vanessa actually take the call originally... but I need more time for Dani and Vanessa's relationship to develop

2 hours ago, thedman said:

Oh damn. This just got serious. I knew that TV was going to be trouble

Always said TV was bad for you

2 hours ago, ELLIE52 said:

A picture's worth a thousand words, so now I would say the Cats Out of the Bag.  Should we place bets on Dani still being at Vanessa's place when Vanessa returns from the store?

Mercy for Kailee......

Place those bets!  What's Dani going to do?  Run?  Confront her?  Dive in?

[YourFNF]

7 minutes ago, bbykimmy said:

Even more than CHAPTER NONE?

Do you mean Dani/Vanessa?

I

Oh yeah whoops I had to wake up way to early this morning

[Guilend]

17 minutes ago, bbykimmy said:

Place those bets!  What's Dani going to do?  Run?  Confront her?  Dive in?

So let me get the straight. Jess answers the vid call wearing a t-shit, wrist cuffs and a damp diaper and I am guessing that the diaper is very visible to Dani who is now staring at Jess with an gaping mouth. I bet while Jess tries to explain why she's wearing a diaper and why it's a wet diaper she accidentally mentions that Vanessa might want Dani in diapers. At this point I cannot guess as to what happens next. This is one of those shock moments for sure. You got a like from me. 

[Wannatripbaby]

23 minutes ago, bbykimmy said:

Place those bets!  What's Dani going to do?  Run?  Confront her?  Dive in?

I think that Vanessa should come clean. I think she'd be able to explain it to Dani well enough that she'd at least give it a try. Saying something like, "I don't want you to wear them if you try it and hate it. That wouldn’t make me a very good Caretaker, now would it? I want you to try it because I think you'll like them."

[ELLIE52]

27 minutes ago, bbykimmy said:

Place those bets!  What's Dani going to do?  Run?  Confront her?  Dive in?

The author being unpredictable at times with the storyline, I wouldn't wager money.  Unless Dani has a secret desire for diapers which there has been completely no reference to, I would imagine she thought possibly ....  1) Jess is *cute* in diapers or 2) Holy cow,  checking her pink cuffs against Jess' pink cuffs, morphing her thoughts to Vanessa means diapers NEXT for me!, starts grabbing her few possessions, can't find her darned car keys or her wallet, whimpers a lot .....   wondering how she got into this mess, and before we know it, Vanessa is home.

As a friendly bet, I'll go with forced confrontation.

[Guilend]

11 minutes ago, ELLIE52 said:

) Jess is *cute* in diapers or 2) Holy cow,  checking her pink cuffs against Jess' pink cuffs, morphing her thoughts to Vanessa means diapers NEXT for me!, starts grabbing her few possessions, can't find her darned car keys or her wallet, whimpers a lot .....   wondering how she got into this mess, and before we know it, Vanessa is home.

Yeah, I agree, it's not a far stretch if you ask me to go from seeing Jess's cuffs and Dani's cuffs to thinking Vanessa wants Dani in diapers. I mean, if you think of how Dani's thought process has been. At breakfast she asked Vanessa if she wanted her to be like Jess and has asked a few times on that same line of thought. It wouldn't be hard for Dani to come to that conclusion

[NorboyDL]

9 minutes ago, bbykimmy said:

 

9 minutes ago, bbykimmy said:

Place those bets!  What's Dani going to do?  Run?  Confront her?  Dive in?

I think she's curious but maybe not ready for it yet

[the diaper mike]

That's good information I never knew that a full novel was a hundred k in words keep rocking it Kimmy