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Listen this isn't even my true form! 😝😆

Wow there aren't even trying to pretend they aren't a state sanctioned trafficking mill with a side business in education now. Yeah this feels targeted as part of larger campaign.

Considering the the dermal armour, enhanced muscle grafts, nano forged borro-carbided titanium bone weave and pain editor...... 😝

Extremely happy for Ella here!

Unrelated but those pulse stun weapons (seems to be some kind ion pistol) are making me really glad I have a savior module installed and all my 'ware is milspec hardened

Why do I sense a purge coming on? *anti-fascist spidey sense going off like a five alarm fire*

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Going back to the conversation and Joy there's probably a reason "Stranger's Like Me" has kind of felt anethematic of relating to other girls for me 😅😆🤷‍♀️🙈💀

I think I've mentioned before but there would be a good chance in any of these dimension timelines for me to wind up as like a ultra paranoid left wing survivalist working IT remotely out in the middle of nowhere. They would likely have to send Hellcats after my ass if they want to dig me out of there. 😅😆🤷‍♀️🙈💀

Oh I completely forgot that was a thing in one of the earlier books... I was just thinking of grey goo body disposal 😅😆🤷‍♀️💀

I can think of a way out of this that would have avoided the adoption but no normal person would have considered it and certainly not a high schooler with a former friend and it requires being prepared to act at a moments notice as well as a 3d printed ghost gun and a canister of modified nanites.

I suppose that was one of the few good things about the States. I just had to sign some paperwork at the doctors office and that was it. Of course I also had to pay out of pocket which has it's own major problems

Not sure it would work with my job but appreciate the suggestion!

Yeah Jack is seeming increasingly irredeemable, I'm skeptical that that the board won't just pump her full amnestics and dump her at bus stop given that they seem to be the epitome of the whole "TERF Island" bullshit from what we've seen so far but then again they could surprise me 🤷‍♀️

Nope just a lot of major trauma cases sadly across countless words and more than a few centuries. Although I have temporarily ridden in a few principally combat bodies both organic and synthetic that were 4-6m depending on the specific situational requirments..... 😉

About the only solution I can think of at this point would be to excise the effected region and try to regrow it but even if you went in with a computerized cutting laser with real time imaging adjustment; trying to operate on the PONs would almost certainly kill the patient and it sounds like her screwed up nanites would make further nano-surgical intervention impossible..... 🤔 Maybe complete cybernetic spinal grafting with a co-regulation implant to take over the functions of the damaged brain area? But that's some seriously heavy chrome, especially for such a small person if the height loss sticks. It would also require anti-rejection drugs for life. If Carly wants a second opinion upload and download into a spare body could be a good option and in terms of mechanics I've got an 97.5% success rate. Although a lot patients I've done it on develop long terms psychological adjustment issues. It kinda depends on background culture and norms.

Yeah this is really bringing my skepticism about this place back to the for.

Whelp that finally got through! That egg is cracked wide open.

I would probably be catatonic or semi-catatonic at this point from lack of stimulation at this point but the library might bring me back.

That's fair. I guess Saphic shipping is my thing the way Guilend has diapered Amazons 😅😆🤷‍♀️🙈💀

*starts chanting poly-cue to a stomp-clap beat*

Basically yeah. We don't present like classic DID but there have been times where C&V have taken direct control and it feels incredibly weird, like watching myself on autopilot. Only happened a few times under extreme stress but... 🤷‍♀️😅

Yeah I would be loosing all trust in this person at this point.

Why do I feel like this or any other kind of forced hypnosis would back fire horribly with some one like me? I feel like I've speculated on this before? But yeah, Iike anything from a new alter to a full psychotic break, catatonia, seizures, vomiting, or even like complete ego disintegration/mental fragmentation would not be off the table. 😅😆🤷‍♀️💀 Honestly why I'm happy to be an older adult kiddo. Get to do stuff like nerf fights, play with action figures, read, and play video games. /j 😆🤷‍♀️🙈

It definitely seems like there are some cognitive effects. I wonder if I would I even notice or just assume the new extreme stressor to be making my alter C come to the front more. I wonder if there would be an effect on someone like me who already regresses to a degree? Answers likely no for the first month given the full on breakdown I would likely be having. So this place seems more reasonable than some of the others at least. Seems like if I were to cooperate and honestly explain some of my existing issues and regressive tendencies I would at least have good odds. "Yes mx. I understand that given the situation I'm likely to need a guardian here, especially as I'm likely to loose continence. TBH I could really use the support given being separated from my partners with no career prospects here. Can I at least get to know them first and make sure there comfortable looking after someone who is at times basically a queer heavily traumatized autistic tween/teen? I also want to make sure their comfortable supporting the recovery after my GCS."