Pernax Posted February 23, 2017 Share Posted February 23, 2017 So i've been a member of this board for a long time, though I dont often post I've been though and typed up this post 2 or 3 times now and every time it comes out as word salad, so i will drill down to the bedrock of my question as fast as i can Link to comment
rusty pins Posted February 23, 2017 Share Posted February 23, 2017 I actually think everyone has a little side to them, it's just how much and how they choose to act upon it. Link to comment
FretaBWet Posted February 23, 2017 Share Posted February 23, 2017 This is actually a very good question Pernax. I agree with a lot of what rusty pins says above. I too only saw myself as a DL for most of my life. When I set up my profile here I self identified as a DL. I was drawn to diapers at around 5 years old and when I hit puberty (my first one lol) I had my first sexual experience alone in a makeshift diaper. My attraction to diapers had always been there but at that moment I found a new and extremely powerful attraction to them. When I started to awaken to the AB side I thought it was weird. Then I really took some time to analyze what I was feeling in the present as opposed to how I felt in the past. What I realized was that I was always an AB at heart but just didn't identify myself that way. I remembered visiting relatives who had a shed in the back yard and there was a stroller in the shed. When I could sneak off alone I would go inside, shut the door and sit in the stroller and pretend I was diapered and being pushed around the block in the stroller. This obviously was related to a diaper fetish. I also found a baby bottle at one point and cleaned it carefully and would use it while I wore a Link to comment
Pampertimmy Posted February 23, 2017 Share Posted February 23, 2017 For me, there has always been a baby in me. For as long as I can remember, I have always enjoyed acting and playing like a little child. My mom even tells me that I always liked playing with toys that were meant for toddlers and babies (I still do). Link to comment
Lil_jasuto Posted February 26, 2017 Share Posted February 26, 2017 I honestly think I've always known about my little side. It has been a part of me and makes up who i am today, although i think most of my life I have ignored it and kicked it to the curb and I have been miserable for doing so. Why did I neglect it? I don't know to be honest. Maybe Society had an influence about what a man should be and I felt like i had to conform. Especially with my current girlfriend. I felt like I didn't have time to be the little me and always felt I have to be a strong willed person and constantly adult to a point where thats all I had room to be. But she has shown me its ok to let the little side of me out, and she thinks its adorable and cute (complete opposite reaction I was expecting). Since Letting my little out I have felt much happier, motivated and productive in day to day living. I am thankful to have such a supportive and caring person by my side. Link to comment
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