Before It Happened And How

[DLonline]

What was it like before you found out about AB/Dl? Did you know you were attracted to this sort of thting b4 u "discoverd" it? And how did you come about to be how you are today? Tell me and ill tell you .

[Guest TBinthehoodie]

well at first i thought i was crazy (no offense to people on the site i was 13-14 at the time) but now i accept it and love it. though all i got is my plushie pup pup and a couple of blankets. but make due with what i got (i'm a HS senior and still live with my parent)

[timmyc]

I was 6 or 7 when I first started to think about diapers, through I don't think I really ever wanted to be out of them at potty training time. I didn't really stat wearing until I was 13 or so and never heard of AB/DL until I was about 20. I was making pasties, and fake ads long before the days of computers. I had a nice collection of cartoons and articles that mentioned diapers. I went through a purges before I became comfortable with it all. Nugget Magazine, The Letters magazines and later DPF (mailed newsletter/roster) were my intro to diapers. I was already engaged when I got internet for the first time, my future ex wife was getting into diapers at the the time but didn't know why I spent as much time on dpf.com as I did. She wore for me, and as part of our sex life but didn't have the obsession, I did.

[johnbunkerDL]

I have known since as long as I can remember, age 5 I believe it was when I was searching the house for a diaper and I found one, put it under my pillow and would just hold it when I slept. It became sexual for me when I was around 14. I don't pee or poop in mine I just like the feel of the plastic cover, and I like looking at pictures of women wearing diapers.

[DLonline]

i have to agree with you on that john the feal of the plastic is really nice I like to look at the vids of chics in diapers there really hot in my opinion

[curiositykilledthecat]

I had the association with diapers pretty much since i discovered that my joystick liked to be manipulated. I always assumed it was a simple mis-association and I ignored it for years till I did well to suppress it. I "borrowed" a maxi pad while in seventh grade it was interesting but nothing doing. I ignored the urges until I was on my own and even then I never acted on the impulse, figuring it was wrong. It wasn't until I was bored on wikipedia one day that I came across infantilsm and diaper lovers. I decided to try it that naight and the rest is history.

[POOPYDL]

I was originally a bedwetter through my mid-teen years so my mom purchased bed protecters and protective pants. When I was 12 or 13 I got a really bad case of the runs and accidentally messed myself before I could make it to the toilet. By the time I got to the bathroom it was already halfway down my pants legs so out of frustration I just let loose with the rest of it. I had to sit on the toilet seat to take off my shoes and when I did the contents in my underwear squished up around my testicles and penis resulting in an immediate hard-on & I came uncontrollably. That was the beginning of my pants messing which I still enjoy with or without a diaper. I finally stopped wetting my bed uncontrollably at age 15 but shortly thereafter missed the feeling of waking up wet and started intentionally wetting. I did not start wearing diapers until I was about 18 and have been wearing since. I just recently heard about this website and joined to meet and chat with others who share this fetish. I still like to pee and poop with or without a diaper on.

[tenderheart]

I have always had an attraction to diapers. Since I can remember I have enjoyed being in diapers wet or not. I also wet the bed until I was 10-11 but I immediately missed the feeling of diapers and have been chasing the sense of security since. It's still a hard thing at times for myself, even with the amount of people that enjoy/have the same desires I still feel alienated from those I know. I suspect most if not all of my close friends know about my love for diapers. I am honestly terrified of a confrontation between myself and those I hold close about diapers.

[AFFLICTION12541208]

well at first i thought i was crazy (no offense to people on the site i was 13-14 at the time) but now i accept it and love it. though all i got is my plushie pup pup and a couple of blankets. but make due with what i got (i'm a HS senior and still live with my parent)

im a freshmen in college and i love the feeling they give me, its really cool to hear about someone around my age with the same likes

[Diaper666]

I was originally a bedwetter through my mid-teen years so my mom purchased bed protecters and protective pants. When I was 12 or 13 I got a really bad case of the runs and accidentally messed myself before I could make it to the toilet. By the time I got to the bathroom it was already halfway down my pants legs so out of frustration I just let loose with the rest of it. I had to sit on the toilet seat to take off my shoes and when I did the contents in my underwear squished up around my testicles and penis resulting in an immediate hard-on & I came uncontrollably. That was the beginning of my pants messing which I still enjoy with or without a diaper. I finally stopped wetting my bed uncontrollably at age 15 but shortly thereafter missed the feeling of waking up wet and started intentionally wetting. I did not start wearing diapers until I was about 18 and have been wearing since. I just recently heard about this website and joined to meet and chat with others who share this fetish. I still like to pee and poop with or without a diaper on.

sounds like me i mean ill pee in my diapers now but i refuse to poop in them all though i came very close the other day when i was wearing but in all seriouslny ive known since i was 15 when i was still wetting the bed i remember my step mom having to change me in the middle of the night at times .Then i went to summer camp (disabled people were allowed there ) and this one guy i met there kinda got me turned back into diapers make a long story short this was a two sided sword it was my first diaper experiance outside my home life and my first "gay" experiance witch in me being bi diddnt bother me but those were the golden days though .............

[curiositykilledthecat]

Well I haven't pooped in mine, may do so sometime soon just to gfet the curiosity over with.

[daclosetdl]

Myself I wet the bed when I was 7 or 8 and wore diapers for a while. Found rubbing my diaper was nice but soon stopped wetting and didn't have anything to do with diapers for 8 years then saw a springer episode about ab's and it started me thinking about them every now and again. Then when I was 21 lost a bet to a girl friend at the time and she decided my punishment was to wear a diaper in public as a bit of a joke and prank. Well I rather enjoyed the diapering and we had a great time with out leaving the house so for the next little while she insisted in involving diapers in our sex play for the next month or so which I didn't mind at all. After that my occasional thoughts started becoming more and more. Have had a few girl friends since who have enjoyed some diaper play with me and each time seems my like for diapers grows greater.

[DLonline]

i didnt get involved into the diaper scene until my late teens, i was bored on the internet and just searching for random stuff. Went to youtube and stumbled across some diaper vids and some ineedamommie videos (i love those) i never worked up the nerves to buy any diapers till i was 20 but when i did i bought a huge pack of depends cause i didnt really know what eles to get. It wasnt till recently that i found this site and now that i have it has made me feal alot more comfortable.

[subdlroz]

When I was pre teens I always preferred masturbation with a large pillow between my legs but that was about it for a long time.

A few years ago I got into the BDSM scene, I eventually had a dom. It was all his fault, I was into humiliation and whats worse than filling a nappy as a full grown woman as another watches? Well to me there was nothing more embarrassing, I was instantly hooked, a nappy puts pressure in the right places like the pillow of my youth and provides humiliation at the same time as some other fun sensations!

[babykeiff]

Being incontinent, and having access to the net, I set a gopher in motion ( that is a web search to those newly on the net). That gave me links to vaious fetish sites where diapers were the object of desire. Reading further into the interest, most of what was being described corresponded to my actions.

[Pazolus]

I have known since as long as I can remember, age 5 I believe it was when I was searching the house for a diaper and I found one, put it under my pillow and would just hold it when I slept. It became sexual for me when I was around 14. I don't pee or poop in mine I just like the feel of the plastic cover, and I like looking at pictures of women wearing diapers.

Same here! I really like the plastic cover of diapers. It is my favorite part. Super huge turn on for me, dunno why. It is something that I cannot understand.

[sarah_ab]

i found a website when i was 21, i wasn't looking for porn websites, i was doing research for a paper for class, and found an ab/dl website.

[BabyJune]

I've always fought growing up and maturing. I don't remember a specific time that I knew I wanted to go back to being a baby/toddler. I just remember fighting accepting responsibility. Obviously I gave in because I have a career and a house (even though it wasn't the career I'd planned on: an elementary school teacher).

Ever since I was a kid, I'd wrap stuff between my legs and pretend it was a diaper. The most cognitive memories of that would be around 7 or 8 years old. I was late being potty-trained, so not too many years elapsed.

I first discovered that there were other people with an interest like me when I read an article in a hardcore porn magazine back in 1977 about infantilism. The article was called "Don't Poo Poo Diapers." It had quite an impact on me and didn't make me feel so alone or unique.

[hazardouskink]

Ever since I was a kid, I'd wrap stuff between my legs and pretend it was a diaper. The most cognitive memories of that would be around 7 or 8 years old. I was late being potty-trained, so not too many years elapsed.

sounds exactly like my experience! when i was really young, probably 5-6, I would take a big blanket and tie it around me like a diaper. then i would proceed to stuff it full of all my plushies till i had this huge, hyper diaper bulge. just feeling it between my legs and the sensations therein was enough to get me off, even at that age.

my wetting started in pants, no idea where that came from. but i've always been addicted to having a 'padded' feeling. combining the two (and adding messing!) was the best thing I'd discovered since the internet!

[MLGTexas84]

My Mom used to babysit children for a living when I was growing up, and I remember sneaking them to my room and thinking about wearing them, when I was elementary, but they were too small for me. Then I figured out if I taped 2 of them together and put them inside underwear they were pretty close. I was so proud the first time I did it, I told my mom and she wasn't really happy about that. So I didn't do that again until I hit puberty and that was when it transitioned from thinking about wearing to a sexual thing.

Now I didn't know what it was called or anything like that, but when I was in Junior High my parents got dial-up and I sneaked into the living room late one night and typed in Diapers into a search engine, sure enough I found girls in Diapers (The Greatest Thing Ever!!). Then I had to learn how to dump the history so my mom couldn't figure out where I had been.

From there I read everything I could to try to figure out how or why we are the way we are. The only thing I know is that we like diapers just as deeply and truly as gay men love gay men, and straight men love women (and bi-sexual women). It's just who we are.

I don't know how I got this attraction, but my mom said when I was like 4 I used to go to a babysitter and at nap time I would have accidents and Donna, the woman who kept us, would put me in a diaper until my pants came out of the washer. Now I never wet the bed and when my mom would pack a change of cloths I didn't have accidents there either, but when she didn't I did. I don't remember this, but when I was 20 my mom had found my adult diapers and she was totally freaked. After she calmed down, I asked her if I had ever worn diapers after I was potty trained and she told me that.

[brandonthug]

I was 12-13 and had a friend who wet the bed. He had a plastic sheet on his bed. When ever i sat on his bed it gave me a funny feeling. I wanted to sleep on it. I made my own out of garbage bags when my parents were not home. I found some gerber pants size XL and would wear them over my underwear. I then discovered adult rubber pants. Then when i got my license i found depends adult diapers and was in heaven. The rest is history

[Floaty_Boy]

I guess I matured sexually fairly early. I had been a bedwetter until about seven or eight and my mom was fairly abusive about it (but then, the psychotic bitch was fairly abusive about everything ). Diapers, plastic pants, humiliation, that sort of thing. Near the end of it, she would make me wear just plastic pants without a diaper. She thought I was bedwetting on purpose, so she decided to make me as uncomfortable as she could. I don't remember much about those days (guess I've blocked out the beatings and such), but when I was 9, I noticed that looking at pictures of diapers and plastic pants (they were ALL still plastic covered back then) as well as vinyl inflatable toys would "make my weenie feel good" (that's how I thought about it back then, anyway). So one day, my sister and I were playing hide and seek with friends and I hid in our old camper in the garage. I was bored just hiding, so I started going through the cabinets and there, tucked away in one of the drawers, was one of my old pairs of plastic pants. I pulled them out and unfolded them, and they had this great smell of plastic and old pee. I got such a raging hard-on I had to put them on right then and there. Been hooked ever since. Spent the rest of my childhood wearing plastic pants and laying on top of blow-up toys. Didn't have my first orgasm until I was 13, but it was definitely sexual for me even before that point. Didn't try diapers until around 14 -- towels, makeshift stuff, Attends, whatever -- but once I did, that was it.

--Floaty

[Guest Mox1]

I don't recall the motivations, but I remember when rather young (12? 13?) I took take a maxi-pad from the bathroom and put it in the front of my underwear. I'm pretty sure my first inclination was to pee in it and make some friction, ultimately leading to my first orgasm. I did this for a few years without ever getting hold of any diapers but the thought was always in the back of my head. The first time I ever got some diapers, I think I was 14 or so, I found a coupon online for a free sample of some new brand. I just had to try. The few days it took to get it were so exciting. It was a similar anticipation to when I knew I was going to get laid for the first time. When I got a car, I started to buy them from the store. I get them delivered to my door now, as I live with a roommate who respects my privacy and doesn't open my shit up like my folks likely would have. It's not a regular thing for me, and I generally get bored with it by the time I even get through a bag. I probably go though a bag in about two weeks, and go 3 or 4 months before I get the next one. I like to pretend no one knows, and I've never let them enter my sex-life, though someday I'd like to try. I can imagine enjoying it, but I've never really bothered to try, or even fantasized about it. Perhaps it will permanently remain a personal activity.

That's my story. I've wanted to type that for a while.

[diapergirl77]

my older sister wet the bed until she was about 11 and i was always jealous about how she got to wear goodnites. i never wet the bed. i would sometimes take one when no one was watching and i would wear it. then around age 16 i started ordering free samples of diapers and goodnites online. now im 21 and i get my goodnites from a walmart two counties over so no one knows!

[rubbercatsuit123]

As a kid I always wore plastic bags with holes ripped in for legs, this worked for me for years until I discovered rubber wear after getting my own place at 20 then progressed to actual nappies at about 23 when I started dating a girl that worked for a medical supplies company. Lots of free samples of every brand! Very handy indeed. No idea as to why I actually liked doing all this, no links to betwetting or anything, just plain kinky I expect?