hazardouskink

Haha, I was gonna say... if you use the right diapers a 2qt enema is a LOT of fun in disposables! I do it all the time, but never with any added stimulant. Granted, I'm always standing in my tub so leaks won't matter.

Yep, well... there's another one to add to the list of 'faux messes'! Can't say as though I've tried pasta down the pants (or diaper!), but its certainly gotta be a good feeling.

I can't say I can relate (as I usually have the opposite problem), but it sounds like you had a fantastic time!! Thanks for sharing.

must try this! I'm a VERY funny individual when I'm high. Like, all I do is laugh and then fall asleep. I'm very entertaining at parties. I'd probably just think that my diaper was hilarious!

I'm strictly fetish also. I have no problem with what other people chose to label themselves or what they do or what they get off to or anything like that, but for me personally I neither understand nor participate in the AB culture. I am DL, through and through. There is no regression, there is no sense of security, there is no trip to my carefree past, and certainly no platonic enjoyment... I wear diapers to feel darn good and make my climaxes that much better. It is sexual, it is fetishistic, it is pointedly powerful. That also means (like you) that my fetishes come and go. Sometimes I'm so into diapers that my friends wonder where I've gone for a week. Sometimes I'm so into one of my other fetishes that my diapers stay up in the attic gathering dust for months. Sometimes I'm content to be vanilla for a time until I rediscover my fetishes, always there, always waiting. I personally do not understand how people can get off to 'vanilla' porn, especially the produced stuff. Amateur is getting a bit better, but seriously... I don't get it. I need fetish to get off. No idea why. Great post! Glad theres more of us out there!

Wow, the folks who are replying negatively need to actually READ the thread before replying. Geez. OP, they're just being muffin-heads. If you hold it until you are desperate the sound of a forceful stream will almost always make its way thru a disposable. Trickles will barely ever be heard. Instead, why not try having your S/O put her hand on the diaper to feel the warmth spread? Its worth a try (and hot to boot!)

I appreciate your reply, but I am very familiar. Like I said in my opening paragraph this is a fiscal move, not an emotional one. That said, anyone interested?

I've hit a financial snag in my life that's simultaneously forcing a physical downsize in what I can accommodate AND a definite depression in my interest in fetishes. Ergo... you all benefit from my rough patch! I'm offering a bulk sale of everything I have that's AB/DL related. I'd prefer to send it all at once, it'll be a pretty big box though. Included are the following: - 16 terry clothes (good stuffers). this pack is unused - 10 prefold baby diapers (also stuffers). some used, some new. used ones have been well washed and there is only one with any visible minor stains - enema kit (hot water bottle style), recently sterilized - 3 pairs of small leakmaster diapers from adultclothdiaper.com. 2 are UNOPENED, one is open but clean. - Baby oil lotion - unopened care bears extra-large baby wipes - 28 s/m depends fitted briefs - 5 cvs fitted briefs (s/m) new style cloth backed - 2 cvs fitted briefs (s/m) OLD STYLE PLASTIC BACK! hard to find! - 25 XL goodnites, some girl print but mostly boy print - BONUS: pacifier - BONUS: baby bottle - BONUS: frilly black panty Asking somewhere in the neighborhood of $100 but will negotiate. Best offer takes it, you pay shipping. I'm located in GA and will use whatever shipping methods you prefer. Don't worry, it'll be in a plain box.

yes, its amazing. my current partner and i LOVE to do this! and what with urine being sterile and all... there's no more risk than wetting your own diapers unless their junk is filthy. FYI.

This discussion is irrelevant and inflammatory. Mods?

Of course we're all familiar with the physical sensations of the deed, but it's so hard to separate out the emotional/mental responses that I'm honestly not sure if I could consider them exclusively in a description of my process. I know that at first I'm excited and heightened and even somewhat nervous, although not in the negative sense. Just anticipatory, basically. If the messing is in public or a situation where there's an element of risk I feel delightfully devious and twisted and revel in the fact that I'm enjoying something no one else can see or experience, a private ecstasy that 99% of the folks around me would never think to look for or understand. If I'm at home, there's that great sense of willful defiance in the deed, especially when viewed in the mirror. One of those "hey, you. yeah. look. I'm filling my f***ing diaper" conversations with yourself. There's a sense of extreme control and satisfaction as your load slides out into your diaper. No one else could possibly give me that sensation, and everything that is happening is from me, for me, and because of me. I also think that the moment where you really fully comprehend that you really are about to crouch down in your diapers and fill them with your own home-brand muck there's a delightful mindfuck. the socially-conditioned disgust we're supposed to feel and the extreme excitement and elation of going through with it form this wonderful vacuum of responsibility where for a few moments we're completely, blissfully dismissed from any and all worry or care. Yeah, I'm shitting myself. It's the dirtiest, lest responsible thing I could do to myself and still live. Bring it on. filling a diaper as a result of an enema or stuffing session is completely different, as it's pure sensation. fuck the mentalities; the feeling of that hot load and the way it interacts with my diaper is the only reality in that situation.

this message brought to you from on top of a diaper filled with 2 cups of pudding and a cup and a half of oatmeal! *rolls in awesomeness*

sounds exactly like my experience! when i was really young, probably 5-6, I would take a big blanket and tie it around me like a diaper. then i would proceed to stuff it full of all my plushies till i had this huge, hyper diaper bulge. just feeling it between my legs and the sensations therein was enough to get me off, even at that age. my wetting started in pants, no idea where that came from. but i've always been addicted to having a 'padded' feeling. combining the two (and adding messing!) was the best thing I'd discovered since the internet!

I'm glad lots of you folks have the opportunity to mess whenever you want, that's awesome! But some folks (like myself) don't have that luxury. being in a living situation with flatmates, having an extremely hectic schedule that leaves me virtually NO time for effective cleanup most days/weeks, and a desire to remain globally socially acceptable by not going out with an almighty stink in public all contribute to my inability to indulge daily in my very favorite messy pasttime. That's just something to keep in mind for all you lucky ducks who get to mess whenever you please.

A thread devoted a messer's very best friend at times when poop just can't be employed: surrogate loads! Rant, rave, share, discuss... let us know how you feel. maybe you'll learn something new! I personally love the classic oatmeal. A good cup and a half of hot oatmeal in the diaper does the trick every time. and the best part is, you can wear it around all day without skin irritation or smell! Of course, nothing comes NEAR the real thing, but when discretion and/or timing forbids a good home-brewed deposit in the pants, it comes darn close. I've also tried and loved the bananas-up-the-tailpipe trick. Unfortunately I usually get 'the urge' before the bananas really have a chance to completely goo themselves up and warm up to poop temp, so I don't do it all that frequently. Does anyone have experience with warmed pudding? I'd love to try that some time. I suppose a trip to the grocery would be in order for that.

beautiful tribute!! hear, hear! I completely agree. wetting is 'childs play'... to really experience the full extent of pleasure in a diaper you have to dive into the deep end. Folks who dismiss the thought before ever even giving it a chance are really missing out; taking the leap over to messing was the best thing I ever did in diapers short of wetting one in the first place! <3

do it, mate. just take precautions. I know I did, and I never had any problems. close calls, sure. but problems, nope. To echo everybody else, get something lock-able. And lock it TO something. I had a locking file box that was bikelocked to my bed and never had any trouble my freshman year. of course, I realized really quickly that people really aren't THAT interested in what I have, so now I keep my stash in a rubbermaid tub in my closet, just sitting there with no locks or anything. Also have never had any trouble. Until this year I've lived in a one-room shared dorm space, if that helps. Let me just say, though... be smart about it. If you plan on wearing 24/7 you'll have to be upfront with your roomie. If you plan on wearing occasionally when time permits (roomie is at class, visiting friends etc) then don't bring it up. it'll just create problems. Also, don't leave your stuff out in the open and ALWAYS have an 'out' in case your roomie comes home unexpectedly. I was the person that posted findings from room inspections as an RA. The person in that post was NOT smart about what he was doing. Remember that dorms can be searched to an extent and that most do execute quarterly or half-yearly room inspections for safety purposes. In our college we can't touch belongings or open doors, fridges etc. That seems to be pretty universal, so as long as your stash is IN something you should be safe. But for goodness sake don't give anyone a reason to search your stuff. no drugs, no paraphernalia or illegal activity, and if your campus is 'dry' no alcohol. if you smoke do so elsewhere, because as soon as higherups get involved they have the 'right' to search your belongings and ending up with a crowd of people in the hallway seeing your depends is not something you want to contend with. that being said, don't worry so much. unless your roommate has some kind of experience with diapers it won't be their first guess/conclusion. i've worn thrice-wet and messy diapers in the same room as my old roommate for the entire evening and he never noticed or cared. just be smart and you'll be fine, there is NO REASON to give up occasional diaper wearing.

i'm a transguy (factory direct below the belt), so i qualify as a responder for this question. i'd take the feeling of a well-soaked, pee-hot diaper over a dildo, TBH. Not to say there isn't a time and place for dildos (read: yesterday evening, partner out of town), but i've never had as good of an orgasm with dildos or sex with a male partner than I have with myself, my diapers, my bodily fluids, and my hands.

awesome! I'd like to try mashed potatoes one day. i'd bet that would be QUITE a treat!

yup, stuff in the diaper is hella hot! and for those of you who are interested in the feeling of a full diaper but dont want to deal with the smell or cleanup of messing it yourself alternatives are readily available! oatmeal is particularly wonderful because it soothes the skin while you play. XD

i know that i've been sound-conditioned in a way. slightly related. i ALWAYS pee in the shower. as in, if there is a situation where i dont i feel horribly desperate and have actually involuntarily released my bladder multiple times despite my best efforts otherwise. in any other situation i have a steel bladder. basically, as soon as i hear the shower i start really feeling the need. if i step under the water i basically have no choice but to pee. even if i'm not the one showering i'd better be finding a place to go fast or else. so yes. it works. just... not always as planned, lol.

im gonna bet that the OP meant 'diaper', not 'butt'. i have often wondered what that would be like, but i've gotten little bits of shell stuck under my fingernails when eating a hardboiled egg and BOY did that hurt... it makes me scared to expose my butt skin to the cracked shell. i do think it would be super awesome to crack the egg into the back of your diaper and 'wear' it that way. of course you'd have to warm it up first... nothing worse than cold, slippery muck down the diaper! *shudder*

too right! living in a shared-room dorm taught me REAL QUICK to never take 'alone time' for granted. it is a very rare occasion when i leave out anything even slightly out of the ordinary while alone in the room... the possibility of a room mate popping in unannounced is all too real to take the chance. So far i've been interrupted twice, once as i was pulling my pants up over some diapers and once when i had just unwrapped a new buttplug I got in the mail. both times i acted quickly and by some ungodly amount of luck I was not seen. i keep toys, vibrators, dildos etc (the frequent use items) in a combo lock box at the foot of my bed, my diaper/enema stuff in a locked tub above my bed, and my condoms and lube in my bathroom. since they're pretty tame and normal i figure 'what the hell', y'know?

I hear a rumor about these ultra pampers, but google can't seem to tell me much. Does anyone have info they could possibly share? or reviews? Thanks, guys! stay padded!

i think my situation may be what you're looking for. when i was a young'un (around 8) i started wetting a pair of bike shorts with a towel stuffed down them in the tub before my shower (yup, I knew early i was into makeshift diapers, lol!). i was very careful (or so i thought) to rinse and wring out the bike shorts and hand towel after I was done, and would hang both up under the sink to dry. I 'successfully' did this for a few years, during which time i did occasionally use other articles of clothing (in jeans, shorts etc) intermittently, but usually at times when i was at the pool or walking home in the rain so the effects were nullified by whatever I was doing. when we moved houses I had to change my 'style' and the addition of my own closet to my space made me much more discreet. well, at an extended family reunion a few years ago (so in my 20's) my aunts and uncles were sharing stories about my cousins and in a bout of uproariously hilarious stories my mom brings up this tidbit about me 'having some strange fascination with peeing my shorts' when i was a kid... needless to say i was horrified and shocked! I had NO idea that she had been aware of what i was doing. of course looking back I didn't make it hard to notice (heck, the cleaning supplies were under the sink!) but she'd never said anything at the time and I was taken aback by the realization that she probably knew MORE of the things that I had done as a kid. I didn't show much shock when she said this, though, and we all laughed it off (and apparently one of my cousins used to refuse to poop anywhere but his shorts, so I wasn't alone in my deviant potty behavior). so she definitely was not aware of how deeply rooted my fetish was/is nor that i continued to practice throughout my time in their home. its shocking how much people can know without ever telling you. it is scary to realize stuff like that. but i have never had another 'discovery', mostly because i'm super careful about what i do and where/when i do it now. being in shared housing does that to you.