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hello everyone my name is pacifierlover77 why I say im "new" if because I've been on this site on and off since I was twelve which helped me understand that I wasn't a freak for always having diapers on my mind. since I turned 18 last september I finally decided today to offically join this unique website and wonderfull website. Alittle about me and my diaper history. I realized I liked diapers when I was 10 and found 20 bags of teen pull ups in a big chest in my parents basement. How they got there I did not know at the time but later I found that when my parents best friends moved they have a mentally handicapped son who had no control over his bladder. they where moving out to californa for advance treatments for him and since they were moving into a apartment they gave away many things to their friends and we got their giant coffee table. For some reason they left the diapers in there if they didn't fit anymore or if they where to busy moving to notice them missing. I spent about 2 years wearing them and loving them even if they leaked constantly however I felt guilty keeping a secret from my parents and decided to tell them and hoped they would accept it. Instead of accepting my unique interests they told me I was mentally ill and sent my to the family shrink for 2 years before I was able to fake I had no interest in them. I remember crying myself to sleep every night wondering why I was such a freak and on day I googled "why do I like adult diapers" and I ended up here finding out that I was not along in this interest and I have accepted it and grown to love my fetish ever since. Now that im 18 and have my first job I've been able to buy my own diapers when my parents went away to visit family after christmas. I got depends overnights but their junk...next month they are gonna be gone for a week and since then I have got a a debit account set up so I am hoping to be able to find some good diapers and other toys online while they are gone. but enough about my past let me tell you alittle about me. I feel like im a hybrid between dl and ab since I love onsies, pacifiers, and diapers ( I also really wana try out plastic pants since my depends I have leak) but I hate being treated like a baby. I've found out I have a very girly side where I love the color pink and I love cuddling but Im only interested in woman I have 0 interest in men. But I love fighting, hunting, sports and many manly things as well so I think I have a good balance between the two. can't wait to meet you all!

well after eating a jar of baby food, a bubble bath and finally putting on one of my bambinos bellissimos i like em!! i love em!! the definitely felt awesome!! very bulky..... i couldn't close my leg very well for a while. since it was my first attempt it took awhile to get the tapes adjusted right >.> but the only thing i found bad was they started to feel hot on my after awhile, since i slept in them. now i wish i had bought a full case instead of a sample pack of two.... XD i think that the reason i got hot though is i get hot fairly easily......i prefer the cold too.... XD plus wherei live the weather is like it's from the twilight zone XD anywho!! that's all i can think of to say for now oh and i haven't used them for wetting yet.... i think i'll wait until i at least have a full case... XD does anyone else get hot easily when wearing their diapers??

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Was scanning the news today and had no idea the age of 40 is the beginning of the target demographic for adult diapers in Asia. Please note the article is NOT about adult diapers per se, but more about age discrimination in Asia. Those who sell adult diapers are so happy when you hit 40

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For a long time I have wanted to be spanked by my wife. It was something I kept deep down inside me because it was acutely embarrassing, even more than wearing diapers. It wasn’t about sex play nor was it some masochistic weirdness that I wanted pain. I’m the same as everyone else in that I really don’t want to be hurt or feel pain but still deep inside me was this chronic need to be spanked. But even as I imagined it I thought of it as a child-like experience not as some sexy adult time. I imagined having my diaper pulled down as I stood embarrassed and silent as mom used her hand to spank me. Or I thought of going over her knee and the humiliation of that. I often imagined being lent over the edge of the bed, diaper down as my wife paddled me long and hard until I began to cry or at least felt like doing so. When I imagine being spanked I feel a real sense of relief wash over me. For years now I’ve not really understood it nor have I sought to be spanked. It was always something I could just never have. But the need continued to burn and frustrate me immensely. My wife was a little bit involved in my diapers and baby ways until recently when she increased her involvement considerably. Then it came up about 2 months ago about spanking. I was beyond mortified about it because she had just read an article on it. I was hopelessly transparent about this feeling of mine and I’d not felt such shame in a long time even when discussing being an adult baby with her which as you all know is like surgery without painkillers. Somehow that experience was mainstream compared to this. She understood far more than I did and a few days later when I was just in my diaper and a baby top she took me to the spare room and pulled down my diaper and wordlessly spanked my bottom about 10 times. After it was over I looked at her and nearly cried. The emotion was overwhelming for us both and as if she could read my mind she smacked me again about the same number but a lot harder. This time the tears flowed freely for us both and for a brief moment in time I felt a release I didn’t know I was hiding. One morning a few days later I awoke in a wet diaper since I wore one to bed and made good use of it. My wife feigned anger at my wet diaper and ‘ordered’ me to bend over the bed. She pulled down my wet diaper and fortunately dried me off and then she used a paddle on my ass for what seemed like a long time but was probably only a minute or two. It hurt a lot and by the end of it I was blubbering and even some real tears. But the tears weren’t from the pain but from the emotional release. Since that time I’ve come to understand why I want the spankings - at least in part. My mom didn’t spank me much which at the time seemed good but as I got older made me wonder if she didn’t care quite as much as she should. When I was caught wearing diapers as a young teen there was just discussion, no spanking. When at 16 I stole diapers and underwear I was grounded, not spanked. When I’ve messed up during my life I’ve been lectured and little more. I know that like so many of us I think like a child in some of my inner emotions and I can recall as a little boy breaking something precious and I expected a spanking but there was none. I was sent to my room and for the next few days I felt very unloved because they obviously didn’t care enough to spank me. I felt like a nobody in that house. When my older sister was spanked for something I thought less serious a week later I knew it. I was unloved. When my wife spanked me that second time all these memories flooded back. And in my marriage I’ve screwed up and of course wasn’t spanked. It’s just not the adult thing to do. But as life goes on I realise I view a great deal of my feelings just as a child does. When I cheated on my wife once some years back she forgave me and we moved on, but I felt guilty about it and remained so. I felt guilty for things I’d said and done all throughout my life and they never really left me in part because I never paid the price for it. It’s the thinking of a child, but hey... that’s me! Over the last year we have begun to belatedly accept that I am a child in more ways than either of us realised. Its more than diapers and baby clothes. It is how I think and react and is a big part of my emotions. When my wife spanked me that second time I felt like I genuinely deserved it - because I did. I am getting spanked from time to time now. As I let more of my inner baby out for her to see she is feeling easier with spanking me for misbehaviour. But we both discovered something about our pasts. One night we were talking and the incident of the one-time cheating came up and it was obvious she still carried hurt from it. We’d both believed it was in the past and buried but it became obvious that it was still there in us both. To make a long story short, she spanked me. It was very, very hard and she let it all out on my ass bigtime. We are very close and we trust each other and as I laid there face down on the bed as she continued to spank me I felt loved and I felt as if I could trust her. I’m glad it was bedtime as I would not be able to sit down but even as it throbbed I felt a sense of peace. Since then we have used spanking to help me over some things in the past. Things I did wrong and still feel shame over. I don’t know if this helps anyone but just in case I am not alone, that is what happened to me and still is.

I bought my 10yo daughter a new Nintendo 3ds for her birthday and the first game we played was Super Mario 3D Land which is an amazing game BTW... Well.. there is a lot going on in the game, and a lot of sounds all coming at you at once, but once I cleared an area it quieted down enough for me to notice something hilarious! Now I know this is nothing more than an overactive DL's imagination, but if you make Mario run across a quiet grassy area, you can hear the distinct sound of a little bitty plumber swishing around in his bib overalls with a crunchy crinkly diaper butt! "Crunch Crunch Crunch Crunch" and if you look hard enough as he's running away from you, you can actually see the thick padded diaper butt through his coveralls as he waddles around. Lol. Now I know this is supposed to be the sound of the grass as he walks, but even my wife, the skeptic got a big cheesy grin on her face and proclaimed, "Oh my GOD. It DOES sound like he's waddling around in a diaper!" All I could do is laugh and ask her if she can see him waddle and notice his padded butt. She was as amazed as me to recognize the tell tale signs once she was told what to look/listen for. Its all in good fun, so neither of us recommend reading further into this. But.. we both do reccomend checking it out to see if you can envision it as well as we were able to. A tip, you can play this game on the 3DS at some Walmart stores on the display kiosk. So, the practical, reasonable side of me says "its just a mix of coincidence and wishful thinking with a hint of unfortunate sound effects on Nintendo's part because there is one thing that my wife and I both agree on... that does NOT sound like a plumber walking on grass, and his butt IS suspiciously big and "padded" which would account for his very unnatural "waddle" as he shuffles around the level.. and then there's the OBVIOUS furry reference that Nintendo slipped in there when you capture a feather and POOF little Mario's magically sporting a full on Furry suit! Maybe there IS more to this than I origanlly thought. Lol. So, check it out for yourself, and once you do, you can thank me for never being able to look at cute little Mario the same way again. And considering how much time I spent parked in front of my Nintendo as a kid in the 80s, maybe it had something to do with my unexplainable love for diapers. ;-)

Wow. According to this article : http://www.thenews.com.pk/TodaysPrintDetail.aspx?ID=86099&Cat=2 soldiers wear diapers to avoid having to exit their vehicles during ongoing combat operations. I think many of us may have suspected that this happens but this is the first news I've seen with any type of confirmation even though the news article itself is not confirmed. Anyway thought it was interesting. -DW Updated: I now believe these are what is in some of the NATO/Military supply containers Kevlar "Diaper" from Military.com This from the Marine Corps Times This is the first I've heard of the term "Blast Boxers" from a blog. None of these are "diapers" as they relate to incontinence but have everything to do with the protection of one's reproductive parts! And I wouldn't doubt that these may in fact be what is in those Nato containers. But the foreign (anti-Nato/American) press either inadvertently or deliberately picked up on the derogatory view of it.

Just wondering the different names we use to refer to a messy diaper. Messy? Loaded? Stinky? Poopy? Any takers?

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