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So... I just went out for a short bike ride on my Mountain bike to some local woods (around 4 miles from my house) to do some trail building. I got myself kitted up, bag packed with all my kit and a shovel to dig and work on the jumps with. But for the first time ever, I also diapered up. A Tykables Goodnight. Now I hadn't been for a poop for near 2 days (intentionally of course) so the need was building, and to spice things up even more, I put a suppository in my pocket to take with me. I had my first wetting just before I left the house, first pee of the day so quite a flood to get the diaper nice and wet. Heading to the trails I realised it was not only more comfortable than I expected to ride in a diaper, but its padding worked quite well like a cycle short pad. I got there and set to digging and building, then after about an hour and a half I was getting a little bored digging and the urge was increasing. So I waited until there was noone in sight (quite a few walkers passing through), took the suppository out and with a quick dive down the back of my pants and diaper, popped it in my ass. It began working quickly and within 10 minutes of a little more digging I was struggling to hold it. So I went and started packing my bag back up, and right as I was doing so and the urge was getting just too much, a couple walked by me on the near footpath. Literally looking at me as the passed and right as they were, the suppository won. Out flooded near 2 days worth of poop, suppository assisted so quite soft and quite a lot! I will never get bored of that incredible feeling as you fill up your diaper. Especially when it is assisted with a suppository or enema etc, they just make it so much better. The feeling of losing the battle and the helplessness of filling your diaper whether you like it or not, and being out of the house makes it even better. Such a kick! As soon as I had finished, the poop had subsided and the diaper was suitably full, I grabbed my bike and mounted. Sitting on the saddle of course you sit exactly where the poop is situated in the diaper, with all of your weight on that spot. So naturally it thoroughly smushed around to the front and back, then even more so once I started riding. Riding in the messed diaper actually felt really good. It was almost like even more extra cushioning, and the feeling of it smushing up around was lovely. It took me around 15 minutes to ride home. Then the cleanup was the longest ive had as the amount of smushing from the saddle had really made a right mess. (I think its time for a shave back there too, a little too much hair for my liking and for this activity) Now im horny as hell after a fantastic morning and am enjoying myself a while with my toy collection. All in all a brilliant day. To those of you who cycle, give it a go!

A necessary part. I don't exactly enjoy it. But as others have said, if youre gonna make a mess of yourself then youre gonna have to clean it up at some point. The enjoyment and pleasure and thrill etc I get from a desperate huge mess in my diaper is more than worth the quick cleanup and jump in the shower afterwards.

@diaperjack101 Sounds fantastic! When you say semi-soft to semi-firm.. What are you classing as semi soft? Because ive found (as im sure everyone has) that the firmer it is the less messy it is. So when it come to the occasional blowout scenario im aiming for, i want honestly to be as soft as it can be! Im definitely going to have to try some fibre supplements as everyone recommends them. My diet is fairly average, but I could definitely stand to eat a lot more fruit. Thats something I often make a point of and then quickly just seem to fall off the tracks and eat less again. I had a pretty big load Thursday last week after holding for like 2 days before, out for a walk to my works office to pick some stuff up and it forced its way out while I was in the office. But big as it was, it was fairly firm-ish and wasn't the easiest thing to fill the diaper with. And even then once it had softened up with the walk home, it wasnt close to a blowout situation. I may try the Nullo stuff too, because I always fancy staying in my messy diaper longer, until I get inside and the smell becomes apparent. Then I quickly change and clean up.

50 minutes ago. At my workplace office with a 40 minute walk home. Having held it since Monday afternoon. Suffice to say its big, and im currently say in it at home

@Josh42 do you have any links to those? Sound interesting. Were the effects of them for you just temporary? Like the occasional wetting? Or have you watched a few of them and then started wetting at night semi-regularly?

Most of my time is in actual underwear. Diapers are an occasional thing for me. I wear Sports boxer shorts from Spyder. Honestly the most comfortable underwear I have every had in my life.

I was 26 years old (literally last summer ?). I am an extremely kinky person, always have been. If its sexually even a little taboo there is a good chance it turns me on. And there is a good chance I will enjoy it myself too. I pretty much hold the position of 'If it turns you on and you love it, it turns me on too!' If my partner is getting kicks out of something then I probably will as well because its giving them pleasure. All that said, I don't have much experience at all in kinky sex as I have been in a monogamous relationship with the same woman for 6 years now and she isnt at all kinky herself. And prior to that was an 'innocent' little virgin ?. (we do engage in pegging together though, initiated by myself of course. I loooove Anal) But from very early teens ive had a huge sex drive at least and always been into kinky fetish stuff. So anyway.... Prior to last year I had never even looked at or even considered the idea of Adult diapers. Hell I didnt really even know ABDL was thing. I stumbled across it through a chain of events which, as many do with these things, came out of other sexual fetishes. I have been into wetting porn for a little while now, probably 2 years or so. Watching women wet their pants for their own sexual pleasure and for that of others really turned me on, the whole mental aspect of it. Its naturally rather kinky and a bit taboo, which is right up my alley. This led me to try wetting myself a few times, and it felt great of course. The wetting porn then led me down the rabbit hole into messing. And.. well, same as above. Watching people do it and get pleasure from it turned me the hell on. So I tried it myself, and it turned me the hell on! A thing to note however is that im not into scat, at least not hardcore. I have no attraction or desire to handle or play with my poop, or get it anywhere near my face etc. But the feeling of messing, especially when urgent and really loading up the pants or diaper. THAT is what i love! And theres definitely something to be said for walking around in and sitting in a messy diaper too. So as you can imagine, the various porn sites linked through from messing videos into Diaper stuff. And so I had a look at it and went on the ABDL reddit page.. Realised I got very turned on by attractive women in diapers and reading peoples stories, and just thought 'what the hell, lets try it'. Ordered a few samples, wore them, wet them as much as I could. Messed them. And that was it. I was into Diapers Still pretty new to it all though by comparison to many on here. I don't wear very often. Went through an early phase where it was a few times a week. Currently on a lul, but in more of a phase right now of actively planning times to wear and go out and make a big mess.

@Evelyn Dellcerro Thankyou for the detailed response :) I thought it might be up your street from what ive seen so far haha Im not necessarily aiming for this all of the time, just like special occasions as it were.. So a significant change in diet etc is quite a lot for the odd all out messing. That said, I already eat pretty well generally and have regular movements. I am usually very active, though recently with lockdown it hasnt been so much. Working from home during the winter is a right bummer, and our rowing club is closed so I havent been doing that :( Still active and fairly fit, but not nearly as active as I was. Is there any particular reason you advise steering clear of laxatives and suppositories? Even for rare occasions? I would enjoy chatting some time :) You sound like you have endless kinky messy stories and so much experience and wisdom to part haha

It isnt so much creeping up the back that is the issue. I have plenty of space up to the waistline (seriously how big and smushed would a mess have to be to get out the top of there?!) My worry is more the legs. If it is softer, possibly a little watery.. then when walking if its pretty full it may leak out of the leg guards. Would the doubling up with a bigger one over the top help that do you think? I also don't have any cloth diapers.

Hello everyone So I want to hear all of your methods on how to achieve the biggest, messiest mess in your diaper possible. How do you go about it? Do you hold for days? Use dietary supplements or particular food types, laxatives? etc etc. I love the act of messing, and the messier it is the better. (so the softer the better too!) I want to go for complete and total diaper blowout level. And on a side note, how would be best to go about containing it to prevent leaks as much as possible if, say, I were out for a walk when it happened? I don't have plastic pants, would doubling up with a larger diaper over the top do the trick? Much love my messy friends!

Thankyou for the welcome Id like if my girlfriend was more on the adventurous side to perhaps encourage a little.. but I can't really complain. She doesnt get involved with the diaper stuff, especially the messy stuff. But we do sometimes talk about it as she asks me questions and so on. I will try and get in the chat room some time

Thats the natural position the body is designed to go in. So its a lot easier like that

Its kind of a funny one. Because I wouldnt call myself Bisexual. I dont find myself having any attraction to men for the most part. (though Il happily openly acknowledge good looking guys) But I appreciate a kinky and hot act when I see one, regardless of gender or appearance. And in that instance its a case of I find the fact he goes out riding in a diaper, messes it while he is out, rides home in the mess and so on.... Its all incredibly hot and the thought of the acts turns me on a lot. All that said, while I have never been in a situation for it to happen and likely never will be thanks to a very vanilla and very monogamous Girlfriend.. I would happily have sex with a man alongside women. (and after popping that cherry initially.. .who knows ?) So I guess maybe Bi-curious, or just Bi sexually but not emotionally... I don't know, but who cares right!? Labels are a waste of time

I have seen a video or two online (thisvid I think) of a guy who messes while out cycling in his diaper, then cycles home in it. Its hot. Totally destroys the diaper though!

I like to hold for as long as I can, (usually a few days) until im at bursting point. Then go out for a walk so that when it happens it feels more like im having an accident. And ultimately just lose control while out walking. That feeling of filling up your diaper while you are just casually walking along is incredible. Nothing else like it. HUGE turn on. When its like that its rare I have to push at all. Literally just relaxing lets it come flooding out without so much as a slight push.

Ive only just joined this forum. But you sound like an absolute legend! Mezmerising reading your stories like this.

Hi Everyone, This is my introduction post to say hello to the community. I discovered adult diapers only around 6 months ago now, and while I dont wear every day (or even every week at the moment) I love them. Nothing better than getting padded up in in a great ABDL diaper and just wetting to your hearts content all day. And messing them, well, I think we all know how good that feels. Im not a little and have solely an interest/ fetish for wearing and using diapers, but fair play to the littles out there :) I have a girlfriend who is aware of this fetish and while not engaging she is understanding and accepting of it and I can wear around her when I want to which is incredible. Looking forward to getting engaged with a community of like minded people. :)