LonesomeLamp

I’ve read about the use of plastic pants a few times on the forum. Do you have any recommendations on any?

@Crinklz Kat that thing looks massive ? (that’s what she said) I found a few on Amazon in the days after seeing the one in the store. I’m surprised it hasn’t recommended any to me, honestly, lol. I wonder how big of one I can find. I might look up more later tonight.

Heh, the skunk is because I like skunks. But thanks for the wish! I need to start looking again.

Ah. When my parents and I went to pine mountain a couple summers ago, they had small skunk plushies in the gift shop. I just about bought one, but I needed a little more money and the store was literally about to close. It was small but it was so friggin soft. I was instantly in love.

I woke up today and decided I wanted to wear. I’ve a couple problems though. One, my booty’s been itching lately. I’ll be doing whatever and it’ll start to itch and I have to hide away to scratch it. I’m trying to not be too rough. Second issue with wearing is if I end up needing to mess. This issue was the most pressing one for me and let me tell you why. When I woke up, I already had the urge to poo. It felt like it was going to be a rough one. I went to the bathroom, but very little happened. I finished and went back to my room to get ready for work. Usually when my day starts out with me going to poop—especially if it’s a strong urge with very little production—I end up needing to go two or three times (total). My first concern was getting to work and then needing to poop again. This in itself would be fine, except I would need to bring some stuff for the cleanup, mainly another diaper because I don’t have the means necessary for a good cleanup. I thought on it and finally chose to go through with it. I’d bring a plastic bag to toss my dirty diaper in if needed. Clean up the best I can in a stall using as little material as possible. Sounds great. All I need to do is drop my pants and underpants and slip the diaper on real quick (I was already in work pants by this point). I get a diaper out and spread it to prepare myself to sit on it. I was just about to sit on it when I realized I didn’t pull my undies down. Haha, oops. I’ll just pull them down real quick and continue……maybe. I ended up keeping my undies on anyway. Anywho, I sit down on the diaper, underpants still around my waist, and I slowly begin strapping it on, trying to remember how the tapes went (yes, bottom first, I just forgot at what angles). I get myself taped up, and I grab a second pair of undies to put over the diaper, after taking my pants off. Soon enough, I was ready. I was wearing underwear under a diaper and another pair over it. Then I headed out the door. That is where the game comes in. It’s less of a game and more of a waiting period. I failed to grab a fresh diaper to bring along. I didn’t even grab the plastic bag. If I mess myself…..I’m not sure what I’m going to do. The mess will be in my underwear and not contained in the diaper. That’s one obstacle I’ll have to overcome in top of changing out of the diaper too. Then I’ll have to clean my butt enough that no one will immediately smell poop when they get near me. The second pair of underpants should be okay through the whole ordeal and I can slip them back on once I’m clean. Before I type out the ending to this post, I want to ask you all a question. If you were in my current situation, where messing is not an option, but it happens, what would you do? No cleanup items to help you, no fresh diaper, anything. Now to finish the post, I have two and a half hours left on my shift. I’ll likely be okay until I get home, probably even into tomorrow. The urge to poo comes and goes. When it comes, it’s very light. Almost feels like gas, it’s such a light urge. I plan to keep wearing overnight, but I’m going to remove the outer layer of underpants and put on some pj pants. If I need to poo in the morning when I wake up, I’m definitely going to mess myself. I need a shower anyway. Actually, that’s the reasoning behind me not taking my undies off initially this morning.

Which part lol?

I’ll just make an update here to my previous reply to the thread. I found it more difficult to fall asleep without cuddling the cow. It still needs more stuffing, but too little is much better than none at all. I still want to get a stuffed skunk though.

Dio - In Dreams

I chose the smallest plug I found on Amazon. It arrived today and I have it with me (it was delivered as I was walking out to head to work). It intimidates me a little, but I think I’ll be able to get it in. Definitely need lube though.

Does it count if it’s stuck in my head but I’m currently not actually listening to it? Device - Vilify

Is...is that a 2” diameter o.o (my calculations say 1.909”) If I were to buy one off Amazon...will there be a way to delete it from my view history and maybe purchase history? I looked something up on there last night and then I got an email today advertisement a lot more of them. *EDIT* I just purchased one. Now we wait.

O.O Should...should I also get security cameras? Or maybe we start making videos of us doing that? Or both? Also small update abound new cameras zoom. It has 20x optical and 50x digital.

Half an hour ago. Went to bed is a very wet diaper, already in need of a change. Woke up and wet even more and even leaked some. Finally got up and grabbed some stuff to shower. Got to the bathroom and unloaded in my diaper and then sat down in it. Very..weird feeling. Cleanup was fairly easy. I guess the extreme wetness I already had going on helped out with that. Most of it was contained in the diaper. What stuck to my body cleaned off in just a minute or two in the shower. Now I need to get ready for work and also put a fresh diaper on. I’m wearing the pants/underpants that got leaked into because my other clothes still need washed. *EDIT* Something was telling me to not wear today, so I didn’t.

Time for the conclusion that literally no one besides myself was waiting for. For reference, I had/have black boxer briefs on over it. So, I try to go through Taco Bell drive through, but they were backed up all the way to the road and the lot was 2/3 full. Went to Steak ‘n Shake instead. Their drive through wasn’t doing much better, so we went in. Technically the first time I wore in public. Other than the workers, there was one other person inside. I ordered a burger and shake. The other person got their order and left and ours took a little bit to get to us. I think I went unnoticed mostly, but there’s a chance I acted a little sus while there. I tried to be as normal as possible. Finally arrive to work and we go in. My dad got a shake for himself and one for the manager. I think I did better this time at not acting weird. We all hung out and stuff for a few minutes, skip a few steps, and I’m finally alone. Very quickly, my belly started cramping a little and I started to panic and try to come up with an escape plan just in case. I never came up with one, but I never did end up needing it, thankfully. Anyway, I did what I usually do and sat there a little bit and went to sweep the parking lot. There were so many cigarette butts in one of the spots and around it. I also found something that you probably wouldn’t want to find in any parking lot: a spent 9mm casing. Anyway, where I’m trying to go with this, for some reason, I felt more comfortable wearing outside. Maybe it was because of the thought that most of the truckers likely won’t see me again, or at least not very often. It was five or six hours into the shift before I wet the first time. I let the urgency build up a little bit but not too much before I let go. There wasn’t a whole lot that needed out. Continued on like everything was normal. At one point, I went and checked the garbage outside and found that the diaper was somehow more comfortable to wear after having wet it. At some point, I wet again and the diaper was a little less comfortable and I felt it was a little harder to conceal, but I pressed on. I saw some windows that needed cleaned at one point late in the shift. Oh, doing that made me feel so awkward. The first- well, second window I decided to clean was a door window. First one was too, but I want to focus on two specific ones. Anyway, the part of this particular one that needed cleaned was the lower half, and the side that needed cleaned would put my back towards the entrance most used by visitors, where there happened to be two guys standing outside chatting. Well. I sprayed the glass, squatted, wiped it off, and moved on, ignoring the guys. I kept saying it in my head whenever I got nervous. “Don’t act suspicious and no one can tell.” Eventually, I had one more door/window to clean. *sigh* It was the door where the two guys were still talking away. I walked up to it, sprayed it, wiped it, checked it, walked away. As I was approaching it, I guess one of the guys saw me and thought I was about to walk out or something lol because he alerted the other guy. Anyway, the rest of the night was fairly uneventful until about half an hour to clock out. I had just made mop water and was literally walking towards the door to go do the bathrooms when my dad walks in. I’ve been feeling a third wetting coming on, but I had already long decided to try to hold it until I got home. Also, my butt started getting sore way earlier like I was sitting on something, but I couldn’t feel anything when I rubbed the areas with my hands. Combine that with the two wettings, I had trouble not acting weird when my dad showed up. I was relying on him not seeing me up and doing stuff. Anyway, I continue out the door and go mop the bathrooms and walkways (I was originally going to skip the walkways) and come back and do what I usually do. My dad walked out the room to do idk what when I got back. When he returned, I was sitting and waiting for the last 15-20 minutes to pass. Eventually, he went back to the car and I wasn’t far behind. When we got home, I did a few things before the third wetting. I was starting to feel it kinda good by then, but it was still not very strong. So there’s my story. It was an interesting one, to say the least. I enjoyed the experience. 13/10: would recommend to a friend......if they were abdl. I do need to get one thing figured out if I were to try this again, which I very likely will. If I were to be wearing and I end up needing to poop real bad, what do I do? My options are to have it taped loosely so I can slide it down, take it off and call it quits, or just use the diaper. Those are the options I came up with while trying to decide my emergency escape plan. Idk which option I would have went with if I was still undecided and was forced to choose one. Most viable option would have been ditch the diaper or try to retape it afterward. Maybe take a spare with me and a bag. If I mess, clean myself up the best I can as fast as I can and then wear the spare one to try to contain any leftover smells. Before I leave, I’ll tell you where I’m at now. I’m still in the same diaper. I’ve wet it several more times since I got home. It is heavy and thick. I also am feeling the need to poop kinda decently. I’m going to wear this diaper overnight and take my morning pee in it. I’ll likely be more than ready to poo too, so I’ll do that before hopping in the shower. Just gotta remember to get a bag.

Ey, I have one of those. I think mine is the previous model. The power button doesn’t work though, unfortunately. As for phone camera, it’s good for a lot of things, but there are a lot more things that it isn’t. No optical zoom means you’re going to have to either sacrifice the image quality using digital zoom, or get closer to the subject. And that autofocus can be your absolute enemy. I can’t even count how many pictures I never took or had to retake over and over and over and over and over again because it would always focus on the background and not the subject. Or like when I try to take a picture of some deer in my back yard through my bedroom window...and the phone decides to focus the the window screen instead. Don't get me wrong here, phones have excellent image sensors. It’s just that the camera app (any device) often sacrifices the quality for some reason. On my iPhone 6s, I’ve resorted to using Snapchat to take pics because it usually takes better pics than the camera app, but then the camera app takes better video than Snapchat, so I use the camera app for videos. Before I go on a huge, pointless rant lol, I’ll just go ahead and summarize my deciding factors. I wanted some level of control over the focusing. I wanted something purpose-built for video recording because I didn’t want to fill my phone gallery, for example, with model train videos. Good ole optical zoom is a must. Preferably good in low lighting, but being good under unnatural lighting is a must (basically all cameras struggle with this tho, so I’m not going to hold it against it if it doesn’t hold up).

Evening. I’ll pee when I wake up, then it’ll be around lunch time when I go again. A little later in the afternoon will be my third time. I might go one more time before dark. After dark, it seems like I’ll need to go in rapid successions. I’ll pee once, then it’ll seem like ten minutes later, I’m peeing again. And again after ten or so minutes. Then again. I will also pee one final time just before I lay down for bed. I fall asleep and the cycle repeats when I wake up.

We have a vhs recorder. Well, I have it. Idr the model, but I’m wanting to say it’s a Panasonic. I’m also wanting to say it was produced in ‘95. Somewhere, we have a tape of my younger sisters preschool graduation we recorded on it. The battery for the camera is dead (dead dead, not “in need of charge” dead) and we don’t have the adapter to plug it into the wall. I did manage once to attach some wires to the battery terminals inside the camera and power it up temporarily once. I later found the same model being sold on eBay for fairly cheap. They were also selling the case and a few accessories with it. I have the case but no accessories. I’d say back in the day, this was one hell of a pricey camera and likely worth every dollar. When I get a chance, I should try to find the wall adaptor being sold somewhere. I’ll likely never find a battery. ‘95 was a long time ago. I’d say all the batteries they made to fit it are all lost causes by now.

You cursed me! ??? I got home and took my work shirt off and started feeling the need to pee. I emptied my pockets and started to walk off and was like oh yeah, I still gotta change my pants. I was also getting pretty desperate pretty fast. I change my pants, grabbed a couple things off my desk, and started to get up...and I dribbled a little bit. I managed to stop the flow quickly, but I felt a wet spot on the front of my pants. I ran my hand further down afraid I was about to fell a lot of wetness. Fortunately, I was dry, save for the one small wet spot. Once I stood up to go to the bathroom, the urge just kinda completely went away. I needed to poop though, so I still went to the bathroom. side note: I tried to edit this into my previous post, but it kept pasting the quote down here as a new reply. *UPDATE* I woke up today needing to go #1 and #2. After forcing myself up and nearly having an accident on my way to the bathroom (I tell ya, I’m falling apart over here lol), I...use the bathroom. I finished there and go to the kitchen and eat some cereal. I then went back to my bedroom and put a diaper on and came here and started typing this. I’ll need to change my shirt because this one is just a tad small, but yeah, will update later when I’m at work and stuff.

Yeah, I agree with all of that. You know what the shocking part is about this? When it comes to 4K, this is one of the cheapest I found. Ignoring the ones that fake 4K or straight out lie about it...I’d say somewhere around $600 would be a rough average for lowest price. Meanwhile, I was easily “finding” cameras in the $1000 - $1500 range. A lot of them, actually. If you’re not shocked enough yet, I even found camera bodies in the $10k+ range, no accessories, maybe a single lens. Also, it’s closer to $700 than it is to $800 lol.

I’ve owned two this year alone. First it was the Sony cx240 (or whatever tf that number was). I paid a little over $200 for it new at Walmart. I didn’t like the quality of the recorded videos. They seemed to be comparable to flip phone quality. I took it back (well, had my mom to) and a few days later, I got a used Sony cx405 from eBay. Original price of the camera was up in the $300 range, but I found one being sold for $160. After taxes and shipping, my conclusion was that I should have stuck with the first one. Quality may be a bit better, but a bit is about it. The first cam had 64x zoom, I think it was. The second one has 60x. Both are purely optical zoom too, but they do feature digital zoom (both have digital zoom disabled by default). Now let's talk about the one I just purchased (as in within an hour ago). I want a camera with good quality. I’m not wanting “perfect” quality, but I’d like something better than what an iPhone can give. I knew this would cost money too. A fair bit of it. I did a ton of research. Every camera review I read made each camera model look like trash. Some people talking about getting defective cameras, poor pr from the companies, etc. Finally, I took a deep breath and held it while I took the plunge. So what did I get and what did it cost me? The Panasonic HC-VX870K. Shipping is free. After tax, it costed me a whopping $731.39........ According to a google search, it features 20x optical zoom and 50x intelligent zoom, whatever that means (I assume a special type of digital zoom). As for image quality comparisons, I can’t tell yet. I bought the camera off eBay, so I need to wait for it to get to my house. Looking at the specs found in the google search, I can already see one huge improvement. The cx405 takes still pictures at 9.2 megapixels. The one I just bought goes up to 25.9 megapixels. What does this all mean for the camera I have now? Well, my dad said he’d like to have a camera capable of taking pictures (and video?) of small bugs and such. The camera I have would be perfect for him because of all that zoom. He’ll need to keep some distance between the camera and the bugs because it’ll throw the focusing off otherwise, but it will happily make the bugs fit the entire screen with the zoom. The estimated delivery for the newer camera is between the 1st and 4th of June. But my question is what is the first thing I should record after I get it? I mainly started looking for a camera to record my train set with. It’s indoors with relatively low artificial lighting, essentially the bane of all cameras’ existence. This means I’m going to have to record in various lighting conditions just to see how and by how much it affects the footage. By the time I get it and have it ready for use, I likely won’t be in the mood for recording the train. In fact, until I get more done for it, I don’t really have a reason to even run the train. Hmm ?. I ordered something else yesterday that’s completely unrelated. Idr when it’s supposed to show up tho, but if it does so in time, I could record it I guess. I also have other ideas, but those are for the weekend after it gets here.

Well, I was kinda doubting if I should have today anyway. I didn’t wanna mess in it for obvious reasons (smells and inability to clean myself), but I felt a poo coming on. I was going to wear anyway and just hold on, but then what I mentioned in the previous post happened, so I said screw it and came without one. I considered bringing one in my bag and changing into it once I was left alone, but the idea itself is a little weird to me. I would have two options if I had brought one to change into. The first is changing in this little “office” we have. The door will close and lock and provides a lot of privacy. However, I’d have to sit in the chair to put it on (floor would be too uncomfortable). Why is that an issue? It isn’t, really, but the idea makes me feel too awkward to want to do it. My second option would be to lock myself in a bathroom stall. If I did that, I’d have to choose the handicapped stall because it’s the only one you can’t see the toilet just by peeking through the door. And then I’d be in the same situation as before, where I’d have to sit on the toilet to put it on. That’s actually a bigger risk because the diaper can just fall into the toilet if it were to slip from my hands. Before you mention the women’s room and/or (and especially) a changing table, we don’t have any of those here. It’s either chair, toilet, or floor.

To put it bluntly, I was wearing undies underneath for devious (read: fetish) purposes. Well, I was also testing how wet they’d get and for how long they would stay wet. Nonetheless, I have this small fantasy in my head dealing with wearing underneath a diaper and needing changed and...yeah. I’m going to do this again at some point in the near future, but I’m also going to mess. Anyway, let me post a smol update for today’s plans. I woke up and two things happened that usually doesn’t. First, my mom was home. She’s usually gone by the time I get up. She also tends to not come home some nights. On top of that, she was also cleaning the bathroom on the end of the house that my bedroom is on. I didn’t want to make a lot of noise maneuvering the diaper while she was nearby and I needed to get ready to leave kinda fast, so I chose to not today. Will tomorrow tho.

I was going to post this as a separate topic, but I figured it fit in more here. I had a kind of a practice run yesterday when it comes to wearing in public. I didn’t go out in public, necessarily, but still. My package finally came in yesterday, and after I took a shower, I had to convince myself to actually put one on. It was less that I had to convince myself to put one on and more that I had to convince myself to not take my underwear off first. Anyway, I did finally put one on and all was well...for a short bit. I had already wet myself once when my dad came home. You may remember me talking about this nightmare of a camper that my dads friend bought to live in. The last thing I talked about was his fridge needing to be turned over and burped because of how that style of fridge works. Anyway, my dad comes in yesterday and says that the guy bought a fridge to replace the camper fridge, which straight up doesn’t work anymore and he needed us to help swap them out. Sounds simple enough. Shouldn’t be but just a 10 minute job. I said okay and got myself ready to leave. As I was getting ready, I was being paranoid about the diaper. It’s usually recommended to wear underpants on top of the diaper to reduce noise and probably to act as a facade in case part of it gets exposed, but my underpants were underneath the diaper and the diaper rose high anyway. Plus, with it already having been peed in once, it was kinda bulky already. I didn’t get a visual reference due to the circumstances, but I felt with my hand a crease in the seat of the diaper that was poking/rubbing against the pants themselves and I thought for sure it would get noticed by someone. My mom had finally made it home by this point too. All I needed to do was walk out of the door and I should be okay. First thing, my mom has me to walk over to her to give me something that I had to take to my bedroom. Still unnoticed, I think. The time spent waiting to actually leave the house was spent in anxiety. Surly walking around in that diaper made my butt look weird as I walked, but I pressed on and kept my mind off it as much as I could. We finally left. Skip to walking into the guys “house,” and he already has the fridge being replaced pulled partially out. We asked if he removed the screws. He said there weren’t any screws in it. Oh no. He said he was using hammers and stuff to try to pry the fridge out. Oh NO! I remember it being a little difficult trying to get it started pulling out, but it didn’t require a bunch of prying. Walk over to it to inspect it and saw exactly what I expected, but slightly worse. There were two screws we had put back in the top previously to keep if from just flipping out for any reason. The tabs that the screws go through were now severely bent and the screw heads were not accessible. After a really long time of various torture methods, we managed to get one screw to come out. The other had to have the head cut off. I went out back to make sure the gas and electric and everything was disconnected. Oml it was awful. It was hot outside and inside too. I was sweaty af. My diaper was chaffing ever so slightly. Well, I guess my undies were. Either way, I was not enjoying myself in these moments. And as expected, gas was still connected as well as part of the electric. Eventually, we get the fridges swapped and they give me a couple knives as a slightly late birthday present and I get to go home. Rest of the day was pretty uneventful. I planned to stay in my diaper until this morning after I woke up, where I’d get into normal underwear to allow my crotch area to air out some, but I was getting too uncomfortable in my setup, so I went ahead and changed shortly after I went to bed. So there’s my test run I guess for when I wear to work. I’ll have a better idea of what to expect of it and myself and all that. I’m definitely going to wear undies over the diaper when I do it. Putting them on under was just a little thing I wanted to try once or twice. As for when I’m going to do it, I’m thinking tomorrow or the day after.

Yesterday at a little past noon, I’d say. I could get a more accurate time if I wanted, but I don’t wanna rn. I also meant to post this much closer to when it actually happened. Anyway, the story is intriguing, as it starts off with a minor accident (for real this time). I woke up the day after I got back home from my sisters. I hadn’t pooped for a couple days by this point, so I knew one would be getting worked up soon. While lying in bed, I checked the tracking info for my package of diapers, as they were scheduled for delivery that day. Tracking said it had already been delivered. It’s around this point that I start feeling the poo finally starting to move along again. I slowly got up and prepared to make the walk to the mailboxes. Tracking said it was put on the porch, but I didn’t trust that. I could sense my poo desperation getting very intense. I figured I likely wouldn’t make the entire trip to the boxes and back without messing myself, but I was still going to try. Stepped out on the porch and there was my box. Okay then. I picked it up and took it back to my room (I was home alone btw). Skipping the specifics of getting ready to take a shower while still very desperate, I will mention two things. First, I went to stand up to look for something and my body released a little bit of poo into my underwear. The next big wave of desperation, I felt even more escape. My jeans already had a wetness in the spot where the poo was. I changed real quick into a pair of pajamas that are mostly white and finished grabbing shower stuff and rushed to the bathroom. Once inside, I did the only reasonable thing to do. I sat on the edge of the tub, waited for the next wave of desperation and filled my underwear. It left a nice stain through the pj pants. After enjoying myself for a moment and admiring myself in the mirror, I hopped in the shower and cleaned up. And in case you’re wondering, I got back to my bedroom and clipped my toenails and then convinced myself to put one of my new diapers on over my undies, but that’s a story for another topic.

Thanks for the birthday wishes everyone! Also, I know I’m not that old, but I can feel my body complain at me when I do some things now.