Ginger

Im using abena m4 today with my gary wear briefs over them

I had a decent mess on my home this morning. No pushing, it just came out while I was driving. Very nice. I will wear it for a few more hours

im filling mine at the moment. I will take a nap when I am finished messing and change when I wake up

Currently i am enjoying a slow moving mess being made in my diaper and it feels amazing!!

I am close to Rolla and need a daddy

I poop in my diaper every day. There are some.days I dont have to poop, but when I do, its always in my diaper. I try to keep my mess on me as I find it to reinforce my training and I feel better when I am messy. Im wet at all times.

I aggree with incondl. For some of us, its a deep seeded need and I can say that I have diaper trained. I dont regret a thing and have never been more happy. Its a personal decision and its right for some and not for others. It takes certainty to fully make it happen anyway. So do what you will cause no harm and love your life!

I should try that sometime. I havent yet used cloth

I switched to the medline and it works great. I can keep my mess on me longer. Which I find I am needing more and more each day.

Yes, being able to trust my diaper has been key in becoming dependent.

I use diapers 24/7 for everything. Im in the process of becoming incontinent as i have lost most bladder control and have been working on losing bowel control. Tonight I went to bed after having changed into my nighttime diaper. I fell asleep and was awakened by tummy cramps. Before I could fully realize, I completely filled my diaper to the point of having to change before leaking on my bed. I use megamax diapers from northshore if that tells you how large of a mess i had. It was amazing not being able to control it and letting my body do what I has to do. Such an amazing feeling. Im so very grateful that I made.the decision to become diaper dependent. My life is so much better! Just cleaned up and showered. And back to bed I go! (Maybe I will wake to a messy morning diaper)

Just made a nice mess in my morning diaper. Going to finish my coffee and enjoy my full diaper for as long as I can. Its a beautiful sunday!

im poopy right now. Rather liquid but I am going to enjoy it for a few hours

Same exact story for me today. And same conclusion . Lol have a good nap. I know i will .

I agree, going 24/7 and using my diaper for everything was the best decision I could've made. I messed last night and after a few hours of enjoyment and a shower, I tried to get some air time so to speak. It was extremely uncomfortable not having a diaper on for that amount of time (about an hour) lol. All I could think about was getting back into one. I tried to use a pull-up style from northshore however that lasted about an hour before I was back into a megamax. Apparently I will.have to stick with the full sized diapers. Anything else feels inadequate. Shortly after getting into the megamax, I was sleeping like a baby! While I'm not necessarily physically dependent as of yet, I would say I am definitely mentally dependent. And I would assume that's a great place to start on my journey to becoming fully incontinent. I cant wait until the days where I will always have at least a small amount of mess in my diaper at all times. Ive never felt more complete. Safe to say I will be in diapers forever!!

Just had my morning mess in my megamax! I know there's more to come. Im glad I have my gary wear briefs because I'm going to enjoy this one for awhile. Why do I love this so much?! Lol

Well its been a few weeks now and I'm doing great! I'm noticing that I wet in smaller frequent amounts so I'm always wet. I still occasionally flood but I have my megamax diapees and they stand the pressure. Lol messing doesn't happen automatically as of yet, but I only mess in my diapees. I havent used the toilet at all. Ive got some Gary wear briefs to wear over my diapers and they help alot with keeping them from sagging, leaking and with odor control. Very good purchase indeed. I also think they help co coal the diaper bulge under my cute outfits and that has gelped a ton with my confidence. This is the best decision I have made in a long g time and I'm so happy I just caved and committed. Thank you all for your support. You have been such a good support system. I cant wait to be fully dependent. It's an indescribable sense of security going forward in my new diapered life.

if I wasn't a female and fear of infection, I would stay messy as well. I mess only in my diaper, enjoy it for a few hours and change. I AM wet at all times though as I seem to be losing bladder control. So very exciting.

No like noisy

Nope. Havent lost any at all

I ordered white megamax. The blue ones are too loud for my liking

No

Thank you for the advice!!! Lately my messed have been kind of hard and difficult to completely finish. Maybe this will help alot Im waiting on my new fiapers and pull-ups and Gary wear diaper covers. Im excited!! Lol

about 30 minutes ago I made a big poop in my m4, there is more on the way. Seems these days the easiest place for me to poop is laying in bed, in my diapees

I am definitely going to start that then. The need to be messy is constant