Dirtylittleboy

Thanks very much, I've written some of the chapters already but I writ them as if it was a 10 year old boy. It may seem shady and actually reading it I can see its unacceptable. But as it actually happened to me with some slight exaggerations I didn't see it as that. What I've done is changed it so it's about an 18 year old in college rather than a 10 year old in school. Ok nobody is going to baby an 18 year old like that but I'd love it if this actually happened as 18 year old. What do you think of the other chapters? I noticed theres some spelling mistakes actually it's a shame I can't edit it now though.

Chapter 3 The sleepover Today was going to be so good because I get to spend the weekend with Lloyd yes I know 18 year olds don't get excited about sleep overs but it's not something I got to experience much of before. And it's something about Lloyd I feel is special. I wish we was in the same classes because I get to talk to him but we chose different interests, maybe I can look at photography. I am going to see him in Key skills today so it’s going to be cool. I pack my bag and I pack a different bag with my weekend stuff which mam says she will take over to Lloyds for me. After breakfast mum takes me to school I hug mum goodbye and say I’ll see her Sunday and then head out to the school. I decide to go for a wander round the school on my own seems as I didn’t have nobody else to talk to, I just wander round right till the bell sounds and that’s when I make my way to my form tutor. In B Tec today we learn about all the different food nutrients like fat, carbohydrates, protein, and vitamins and minerals. I moan to myself about how much writing we have to do and also wonder when we will get to do some physical work. And then in English we got to watch a film which was great because it went by so fast, it was about 20 minutes left of the class which wasn’t too bad but still boring because we then had to write about what we thought about the film in 1 page. Theres some elements that are repeated in college as well as high school I guess but it's so bad I hated it, actually soon as lunch came it was great because I enjoy lunch as well because I got to meet Lloyd and talk then we went home together. We met Lloyds mum who meets us by the back of the college we’re all the college busses meet. So we get in the car and head to pick up Lloyd’s brother and sister who goes to primary school still. Lloyds mums car is quite big and there is loads of room she even has seats in the boot which is amazing, I think to myself how much bigger it is than my mums car. With me and Lloyd in the car we make our way to his brother and sisters school, his mum asks us how our day was. Lloyd stated about how his photography was doing. With not much to say I said college was okay thank you I guess even at 18 I'm not much of a talker, Lloyds mum then said are you looking forward to this weekend and I said yes I am thank you and thank you for letting me stay over. Lloyds mum said to me that I am welcome over any time because I am a good boy. I think to myself a good boy, that was weird does she think in a 10 year old or something. She said that we will be having tea and we can watch a movie or play pool but she will want us getting ready for bed early so we don’t have to mess around in the night she said we are welcome To stay up a bit later because it’s the weekend that we need to be quiet and calm down when it gets closer to bedtime. I thought that's ok then, I don't really have a bed time at home so don't really want one here. Although my mum wouldn't hesitate to tell me off still if I was up till 3 AM still on my game especially if I had college. We picked up Lloyds brother and sister and they were excited to see me and they were jumping around in the car saying are you sleeping over tonight Lloyds mum then said calm down please kids yes he is staying over tonight but he doesn’t want You jumping all over him. Almost blowing my eardrum I could hear them shout yeah Cody is sleeping over, Lloyd said they do get excited when I have friends over. In Lloyds house we get sent to our room to change into our clothes so his mum can wash our college clothes, when getting down she asks us if we would like a snack which I said yes please mum gives us both a packet of crisps and a can of Coke which I say thank you. After our snack it seems a bit sunny so we go out and play with his brother and sister and the slides which would be so cool as a kid because it’s in Lloyds back garden, Lloyds garden seems a lot bigger than my mum’s garden they also have a dog who plays a lot. I tell lies I have two dogs and two cats my s, Lloyds garden seems a lot bigger than my mums garden they also have a dog who plays a lot. I tell lies I have two dogs and two cats myself, I say one dog is quite big and you need to hold him tight or he will pull you over if he sees a cat but the other dog is a lot smaller and easier to control. We play untill Lloyds mum calls for tea when we all sit down on the table Lloyds dad speaks to me asking how I am I say I am good thank you very much and thank you for letting me stay over. I eat all of my dinner and his mum embarrasses me by saying to Lloyd why can’t you be more like Cody and finish your plate. I say my mum thinks I am a pig sometimes joking, his mum says you are a growing boy and his dad says you have a healthy appetite, I think to myself that actually I've stopped growing but never mind. When we finish our food I asked Lloyd if we can play Pool Lloyd says yes okay then his brother mind asking if he could play as well so we play doubles me Lloyd his brother and his sister of course me and Lloyd win when we play another game his dad Plays instead of his sister so We end up losing much to the delight of his brother. After our second game we decide to watch a movie and we have a drink with that movie We decide to watch Shrek the third which is something I’ve never seen before but it is really funny, and his brother and sister wanted to see it anyway. After the movie we go to watch the second one that Lloyds mum says for us to get ready for bed, I felt just a little small being told this as an adult but it was no big deal, just to make things easier I just complied. When getting in our pyjamas loads mum knocks the door and ask if it’s okay to come and I quickly pulled on my pyjama T-shirt with my trousers still on and Lloyd does the same and he opens the door. Lloyds mum says she wants to have a quick talk to us and says it is about our sleeping arrangements, She says for me not to be embarrassed Lloyd all ready knows about this but she didn’t want him to say anything to me because she wanted to explain. She said that it will be easier on everyone especially Me as I will not be cold in the night, me wondering what she is talking about stare at her with intent She says that she wants us to wear some night time protection which will stop my sleeping bag soaking wet and Lloyd and his brother will also be wearing them. She says that she will get his brother sorted first then Lloyd then she will come and see me she doesn’t want me to feel uncomfortable. Lloyds Mum rubs my head and goes out of the door and closes it, I turn to Lloyd and say has she ever done this before he says yes she was going to do it last week for me to stop you finding out but she didn’t get anything I say this is going to be really embarrassing and he replies saying don’t worry about it mum will understand and she will make you feel better she says it’s not something we can help so she will try and help as best way she can. About 10 minutes later Lloyds brother comes running through the door giggling saying Lloyd mum wants you in the bathroom and jumps around. Lloyd goes in the bathroom and His brother says to me are you going to wear nappies, my eyes Go wide in shock At the thought of it and his brother just pulls down his trousers where I can see a nappy. I stand there wondering what is going on when he says mum says that she is going to put a nappy on us all to keep the bed dry. I can’t cope with all of this when I say oh, His sister comes in and covers his mouth saying come on stop teasing him you are embarrassing him. His sister drags him away and I stare at the door in embarrassment and wondering what is going to happen surely she is not going to see me naked and I don’t even know how to put on a nappy. What will my mum say at this? I'm 18 now is it right her doing this?Loads of questions and thoughts go through my head at the thought of this when all of a sudden Lloyd walks through the door saying mum wants to see you in the bathroom. I slowly walk past him and make my way to the bathroom as if I’m taking the walk of death. I finally get into the bathroom where Lloyds mum turns to me and smiles saying hi mate I know this may be embarrassing but I deal with two boys of my own and you have nothing to be embarrassed about. I stand there looking feeling as if my mouth has been sewn shut, Lloyds mum asks me how I would like to do this, I say well I don't really know how to put on a nappy should I try over my trousers or something? She says don't worry about it I can just help you for now and we can teach you later on. I say what about my mum? Even though I'm 18 she will know when I put a load of nappies in the bedroom, she says I talked to your mum and she says it’s a good idea and she understands. She says to me well we had better get you ready or it will be morning before you go to bed, she says to just hold still when she grips the waist band off my pyjamas and pulls them down to my feet and asks me to step out of them. I just freeze as I didn't expect her to just do everything for me, she then grips my underpants and pulls them down slowly and asks me to step out of them as well. She puts them on the floor when I recognise that I have not wiped myself properly again because the stains on the back of my pants, another baby ish habbit that I really need to pay more attention to but I guess growing up I've always been the same. I don’t know what my face was like because I was praying that she didn’t see them and at the same time I covered my hands on my private parts. She turned to a pack of baby wipes which I had noticed and said ok then let’s get you cleaned up quickly before we put the nappy on you, she started to wipe my front and then my willy got really stiff, I became embarrassed again at the thought of not only this woman seeing me naked and wiping me but seeing me stiff as well, she must think I am some sort of weirdo who likes this. She holds my boyhood whilst wiping all over me and making sure she gets my tip and my balls at the same time, she wiped up and down my shaft and then pulled my foreskin down a little to clean there, then she cleaned in between my legs. She had me turn around and she started to wipe my bum cheeks then she wiped between my bum cheeks, she said nothing as she continued to clean my bum. After a couple of times of wiping the outside and between my bottom she used one hand and pulled my left bum cheek open and exposed my hole which made my eyes go wide with embarrassment, but she just used a wipe right on my bum hole and got a second one to clean me back there. With me all clean she said ok then Cody you are all clean now I just need to get this nappy on you so can you just lay down for me. I laid down without talking and she lifted my legs up with my help of course and placed the nappy under me. She got baby powder and poured it on and rubbed it in then covered up my front which was awkward because of my hard on and then taped up the sides, after that she patted my hip and said all done. I got up and started to put my pyjamas on when she said, Cody I know it’s hard for boys keeping themselves clean but I want you to try really hard when your staying up here ok, I don’t want you to get soar at all and I definitely won’t want anyone at college to smell you ok, I blushed so red. She said I know it's hard for boys to keep clean, I'm an adult which is even worse what am I doing. We went to the room and said goodnight, you would have thought I swallowed a fireball she just gave me a kiss on the forehead, With that I put on my pyjamas in Lloyds room. When going to Lloyds room I see him laying in his bed and looking, I look at him then look down immediately not saying anything through embarrassment. Lloyd speaks up saying he knew it was going to happen tonight but we didn’t want you to get scared so we didn’t say anything. I look to him and say that was so embarrassing I thought I was going to die of embarrassment, Lloyd said don’t worry about it she is used to us wetting the bed so it’s no problem to her, I say to him well what if I get up and I need to pee? Lloyd says oh I don’t know I never usually get up. I say to Lloyd that I sometimes wake up to use the toilet so don’t always wet the bed. Just then Lloyds mum walks in and says ok then boys I’ll see you in the morning and I'll take those Nappies off when I get up, just then Lloyd asks my question from earlier and she says, don’t worry darling if you need to pee just go in your nappy that’s what it’s there for. She kisses us both on the forehead and says goodnight. We was awakened again by his brother and sister giggling and jumping on us, His sister this time sits on top of me smiling asking how I slept and did I wet last night, I momentarily forget I’m wearing a nappy and say no I’m dry when she turns around and puts her hand on my nappy and says loud No your not your wet. I blush again and get in shock at a 10 year old girl seeing and feeling my nappy, I think to myself this isn't right and cover myself up and say oh I forgot, we go downstairs with me yawning and Lloyd closely following his brother and sister who is running down the stairs to the TV room. With giggling they turn on the tv and we watch some cartoons. After watching the first cartoon which was the powerpuff girls Beth pointed to Ryan giggling saying “wow you’re nappy is really big. Lloyd was bent over pulling the bottom of his trousers down to his feet when Beth gave a huge smack to his bum and a thud was heard, I made a frown and said oh that must have hurt. Lloyd said That didn’t hurt at all, he shook his bottom at Beth and said ha ha, Beth smacked his padded backside again twice and giggled. Ryan laughed excitedly saying smack my bum, Beth again gave 2 loud smacks to Ryan and he laughed and then she turned to me which I didn’t move because I wasn’t too sure of it but she then reached out to tickle me which caused me to wrap up my hands and turn away from her, as soon as I turned away she smacked my bum hard and laughed historically. I got off the sofa realising that it didn’t hurt one bit and I giggled saying Beth that was mean, we laughed and then we all started wrestling with each other. We continued watching TV for another hour till Lloyds mum and Dad came down, His dad said hello to us all and asked me how I slept, I replied saying I slept good thank you. He smiled saying I’m glad to hear that and walked to the kitchen, Lloyds mum said ok after breakfast we will get you changed ok. For a moment I forgot what I was wearing and became embarrassed when she turned to me and said it’s ok Cody there’s nothing to worry about. We had breakfast as if nothing had happened last night apart from Ryan saying about the Nappies being really puffy and makes it feel like he’s sitting on a pillow. After breakfast Lloyds mum called us all upstairs, well apart from Beth she watched TV, she did want to come up but thankfully she was told to wait downstairs because it wouldn’t be very fair. Lloyds mum asked us me if I wanted to have privacy or if I minded being changed infront of Lloyd, after a couple of seconds thinking I opted to be in privacy because I would die of embarrassment if Lloyd seen me in my state, even though he was in the same position, I just didn’t want to be seen like that. So Lloyds mum also asked Lloyd what he wanted to do and he also opted for privacy which he must be thinking the same as me. So she said to us ok just stay here I’ll give Ryan a quick bath then you 2 can have one, so she took Ryan to the bathroom and we both sat in Lloyds room talking about what we were going to do today. Lloyd mentioned that we can go for a walk along the park and take some photos and we can do some photography studying and be back for lunch then we can go off somewhere else later. I thought this was a great idea so I decided to opt for it, when we finished talking Lloyds mum came in and said ok who’s first, I didn’t have an answer so Lloyds mum took Lloyd to the bathroom and I herd the bath running. I was horrified when I thought Lloyds mum was going to bath me, she was bad enough when she wiped me but giving me a bath I mean I’m 18 you don't just get bathed like that but her wiping me yesterday made me wonder. After a couple of minutes I was thankful to see Lloyds mum come in and tell me Lloyd won’t be long and when he is done I will take off your nappy and you can have a bath, she smiled and said ok buddy just give me a shout if you need help. I think why would I need help? In 10 minutes Lloyd was done and came into the bedroom to get dressed, I was called into the bathroom and I could already see the bath was nearly done, they must have a really powerful path cos it doesn’t take long at all. She asked me to take my trousers off and lay down, I got embarrassed again but she reminded me not to feel embarrassed because lots of boys my age need to wear Nappies because of bed wetting and she has 3 children of her own so she has seen everything before. I laid down and she soon had my nappy off me and she turned the bath off. She felt the water making sure it was warm, when she was satisfied she told me where the shower gel and shampoo was and she said don’t forget let me know if you need anything and then she left, when I got in the bath it felt so good and warm so I just sat there playing with the bubbles for a bit when I herd a knock on the door and Lloyds mum saying it’s nothing to worry about bringing in my bag and a towel so I can get dressed. I'm not used to people just coming in like that so I cringed but Lloyd's mum just said not to worry its something that takes some getting used to. After my bath I felt so much better and I was glad I could do it with privacy, I mean I no she changed my nappy pretty much but I still need privacy and plus mum hasn’t washed me for a over 10 years now, well I think I was 7 I’m not sure and nobody has seen me naked since I was 8 or something, mum walked in the bathroom when I was 8 to pick up my dirty clothes and she helped me wash my back a couple of times. I soon got dressed quick as I can to go out with Lloyd, we got downstairs and Lloyds mum gave us a snack to eat out with seems as we will be gone till about lunch time which was an apple and a can of coke and then we went out the door. We went down the field and we seen a few kids there which I didn’t know any of them so I got a bit nervous, there was a few teenagers and a few younger kids which are neighbor's with Lloyd and friends with Lloyd's brother so they wanted us to play. Lloyd introduced me to them and we decided to play football, well it wasn’t my choice because I hate playing football I can’t play very good especially goals I don’t know where the ball is going so it ends up on the other side of the net to me unless I happen to get it in the way which it hit me in the face before but it was ok it didn’t hurt, it even hit me in the bum before which was funny I wish I could see myself. So the teams was picked and for the first time I was picked first for the first time ever probably because I'm older and they think I'll be good but they might pick me last when they find out how bad I am, I was pleased with the way I was playing I even got the ball off someone. After half hour of playing we got bored and decided to play something else, I think we were winning but I don’t know if anyone was keeping count. we decided to play British bulldogs which is a really cool game where one person is in the middle and a line of people line up and run from one end of the field to the other and the person on it had to catch someone, if you get caught you are it. It was really fun and I was the biggest and faster so was pretty easy for me and even got a couple of free walks. If you have a free walk it’s when the person on it steps over the safe line and we can all cross without being tagged. There was times in primary school actually I was playing it and they said they had a free walk but I didn’t step over anything, I argued I didn’t step over but they said they got a free walk anyway. I decided not to argue that because I was having fun anyway, and besides I can easily catch someone out because there’s loads of people. I don’t know how long we was playing for but we ended up playing WWF which is world wrestling federation, well actually it was but they just changed it to WWE which is the same but they have entertainment on the end not federation. I was careful to not be so rough with the then as they were kids but it was really funny doing some of the moves, I wouldn’t want actual kicks or punches and definitely not steal chairs or anything because that would really hurt. The best thing is doing the walls of Jericho but I didn’t actually do the move we just pretended, I got to this one kid and I just used my strength to wrestle him down and pin him down which was easy but got to someone else but he wouldn’t let me. We had so much fun when Lloyd said it was time for lunch. Lunch was nice we had hot dogs and fried onion with sauce, I love fried onions but not any other type of onion because it tastes so strong. After lunch we played on the computer game for a bit, the game was a 4 player game so Beth and Ryan played as well it was mario cart which was so funny, I tried hard to get in front but Lloyd was winning but I was second, I kept slipping on bananas which was annoying because when I got close I would slip and fall further behind, but I did find it funny because the cart would spin and it would make this silly move that would make everyone laugh. After an hour of playing we went out in the back garden again and because it was warm which wasn’t all the time in September especially late September Lloyds Dad got the hose out and we run around. I borrowed a pair of Lloyds trunks which was really tight on me but it still fit ok, we played a game where we had to hide and Lloyds Dad would spray us with the hose and we had to run away. We got a bit cold then so we got dried and dressed again, we did play in the back garden some more though and Lloyd got his camera out to take some photos. We ended up playing tag because Beth Beth snuck up on me when I was sat on the wall and tickled my ribs, I caught up to her and tickled her back which got her into giggles. Just when I thought she learned her lesson Ryan tickled me himself so I ended up tickling him as well which made him squeal. It was so funny doing it and I ended up doing it to Lloyd as well. I was bad at football and I hated PE sometimes because of the stupid sports we sometimes played in high school, I was good at Rugby though I think, well I wanted to join the team in school but I was told I would have to improve by my brother or a teacher I think but it didn’t bother me none because I thought I would improve then Join. I guess I never improved and the bullying knocked my confidence. Anyway in Rugby one time the other team got the ball so I ran after him to tackle him, the rest of the team fell behind and I caught up to him and tackled him, then I tackled another then another, no word of a lie the teacher even shook my hand after that. Anyway back to what we were doing in the garden I think I was more athletic than Lloyd, and his little brother and sister were younger so I was bound to be more athletic than the others. I kept getting them all on the floor and tickling them it was so funny. I even picked them up, wow they were so light I could run around with them. After about 10 minutes Lloyds Dad came out and I think he wanted to even it up because he got involved, he soon caught me and started tickling me which made me laugh so much, I said out loud, I surrender, I surrender. He tickled me for another 30 seconds and then he left and Lloyd, Ryan, and Beth all jumped on me and tickled me when I was on the floor. I couldn’t believe how ticklish I was but I overpowered them all eventually and ran away. After 3 hours of playing in the garden we sat down on the computer again till dinner was ready which was only about 40 minutes so we played a different game which was a fighting game, I loved tecken 2 when I was a kid it was so cool and I won each time, They got bored of losing I think because they stopped playing so I played against the computer a bit. 10 minutes before dinner Lloyds mum called us to wash our hands and face before we sat down and then we sat waiting for food. Food was lovely it was Lloyds favourite which was lasagne and chips. I loved that food as well it is my second favourite food I guess because pizza is my favourite. Lloyds mum asked us how today was and we were talking about how we played all day. I said how I don’t usually like football but I did enjoy football today and how I enjoyed wrestling. Lloyds mum said it was great but not to hurt ourselves, I said it was only pretend wrestling and none of us got hurt. Lloyd said how strong I was because I could pick him up, I felt really proud of that because I was considered a weakling at School and I've done a little weight training recently since 16. I got picked on a bit at school I don’t know why maybe because I got lost easily, I blame a girl called Steph who used to go to primary school with me she said how much of a spaz I was and everyone joined in but I'm from it all now anyway or at least Ihoped. After some lovely dinner and talking to everyone Lloyds mum asked us if we’re going out or staying in now, Lloyd said we’re going to stay in now so Lloyds mum said because we have been playing in the mud all day we need to have another bath. I wasn’t too happy with being told to have another bath today because I'm not a little kid anymore but hey I'm not going to make a fuss and it’s been fun so I wasn’t going to say anything, also I didn't want to become argumentative or his mum might say for me to just go home and I didn’t want to be stopped sleeping over again. So we all had a bath again and we got in our pyjamas which Lloyds mum washed for us. After the bath we played pool and watched movies till bed time. Lloyds mum called us up one at a time but thankfully she didn’t wipe my bum or willy because I was already clean from the bath but she did get me to lift up my legs and poor powder over me. She rubbed it in my willy and bum and even poured a little inside my bum which got me really stiff so to say it was embarrassing is an understatement, I mean an 18 year old having his friends mum rub baby powder on his privates and bum and putting a nappy on him because he wets the bed. I’m so glad Lloyd wets the bed and his brother because I don’t know if Lloyd would be friends with me otherwise, I would still be friends with him if I didn’t wet the bed because I can keep secrets and I'm really open minded because my mum raised me to be nice to people which I want to be nice to people anyway. We fell asleep in about 15 minutes I think which is weird because I usually stay awake for ages. I don’t usually like going to bed because I would rather stay up im not sure why but over Lloyds I like to sleep over anyway, I think because I played all day I wasn’t so full of energy anymore anyway. In the morning we got up early after Ryan and Beth coming in and we watched cartoons, I try and not give this out but I really enjoy watching Cartoon Network but some people think it’s babyish for liking it. They got loads of programs like Ed, Edd, and Eddy, powerpuff girls, Dexter’s Lab, and others. So we started playing again soon after and Lloyds trousers fell down and his nappy was showing which got us all giggling, I seen the yellow wet patch on the front of his nappy but I don’t think he was too bothered by it. Ryan found this funny so he just decided to pull his trousers down and shake his body as if he was showing off his nappy. I was hoping they wouldn’t get me to do it because I was wet as well and it's not a good idea to start showing your nappy off to kids even though were all the same, even though Ryan and Lloyd was wet I was still embarrassed I just didn’t want anyone to look at me wet because Lloyds mum looking at me was bad enough. But then after more playing I soon forgot till I was standing up and Beth pulled my trousers down and they all seen my nappy was wetter than there’s which may have been because I drank more than them. But all I thought was I had my school friend and his brother and sister looking at me in a wet nappy I just wanted the ground to swallow me. I quickly pulled my trousers up and sat down and looked at the ground because of what just happened. They noticed I didn’t enjoy that so try all put an arm on me and said it was ok and they like me a lot anyway and would never tease me like that, they reminded me that Lloyd and his brother wet the bed so were all the same, I knew that anyway but it somehow made me feel a little easier. Lloyds mum and Dad came down and we had breakfast with a chat on how we slept and they asked me how I enjoyed the sleep over. I told them it was great thank you and I thanked them for inviting me again it was even more fun sleeping over for 2 days. We all had a bath after Lloyds mum taking our nappy off just like last night. When she got to me she asked me what I thought about wearing them to bed, I didn’t want to upset her so I was polite about it. I told her I was embarrassed at first but I still enjoyed the sleepover, I didn’t want her to getupset so I didn’t tell her I didn’t like wearing them. Well secretly I liked the feel of them and to be honest Lloyd and Ryan look cute in them as well so I suppose I do like them but being changed and people knowing is really embarrassing. After my bath and getting dressed I went down to the tv room and then I noticed Lloyds mum washed all of my clothes again except my pyjamas which was in a plastic bag which was really nice of her so I said thank you. Mam usually washed my clothes anyway or sometimes I do my own washing but I like to be polite, we all watched TV till my mum picked me up which I was ready to go but to my surprise she came in for a cup of tea so me, Lloyd, Beth and Ryan played again when Lloyds mum said to calm down and mam said for me to calm down and stop acting like a child as well. So we watched more tv and played on the computer. After half an hour mum called me and said for me to get my bag and coat so I said goodbye to everyone and thanked Lloyds mum and Dad for having me, Lloyds mum and dad said I was well behaved once again and I am welcome over anytime I want. After our goodbyes I went in the car with mum and thanked her for picking me up. Mam asked how I enjoyed myself and I said it was really good I asked her if it was ok for Lloyd to sleep over and she said sure. I said loud yeah thanks mam. Mam told me to quieten down not so loud so I said softly sorry while covering my mouth. I noticed there was some bags in the back of the car so I asked what it was and she just said shopping, I hate it when she says that I know it’s shopping so I said what shopping mum, she said never you mind about what shopping. God I hate that I just want to know why don’t she just tell me. Anyway I guess I’ll just have to ignore it or see when she unpacks. she’s going to tidy up so she wants me to tidy up the bedroom, before I could protest she said it's a mess in there you need to act your age, so I just said ok fine. I got home and I was sent to tidy up straight away, but not being in the mood to tidy I just had a look on my phone for half hour till mam came back upstairs and told me off because I haven’t tidied up, she said I will stay up here till it was tidy, jeesh I guess even at my age she knows how to put the fear of her into me. It wasn’t actually that bad but I get so easily distracted simple tasks like picking up a little washing and putting away toys tidy can take me ages. After an hour I finally got it done because I got bored of my room and went downstairs to watch tv with my mum. The house looked like it was hoovered and I could see some freshly folded washing on the other chair. Mum told me to grab the pile to the left which was all my clothes and hang them up, I whined and asked to do it later but she wouldn’t have any of it and sent me up now. It took me ages to hang them up or it felt like ages because it took me slower than mum usually does and some of the hangers kept breaking cos I put them through the t shirts through the top and not the bottom. After 10 minutes I went back downstairs and watched the rest of Emmerdale with my mum which usually has me bored but I kind of enjoyed it with my mum, maybe it’s cos I like spending time with her and this was spending time with her for me. After an hour of watching TV she got up and said right let’s get dinner on, so I followed her and asked her what’s for dinner. She tends to swear sometimes but she doesn’t like us swearing she says it’s disrespectful especially in front of her, she says she will give us a slapped ass if we swear infront of her she dont care how old we are which to me is ironic because ass is a swear word anyway. So after hearing my question of what’s for dinner she said shit and sugar, I knew she was only joking but my imagination invisioned a plate of poo with white sugar on which got me laughing a bit. She then told me what really was for dinner which was Sunday roast dinner, I loved Sunday roast but it takes ages and she said we’re having chicken which was already in the oven she just had to turn it on. She said dinner will be ready at 5. I looked at the time and realised we had 3 hours so I sat in front of my computer when I realised I haven’t had lunch which made me hungry, I went downstairs and made a chocolate spread sandwich which was lovely. I love chocolate but then who doesn’t, so I went back to my computer and played on grand theft Auto Liberty city again till I completed it which seemed ages but I was already half way through the game got bored of the computer pretty quick then so I went downstairs and asked if I could watch tv on the downstairs tv but mam said no because she was still watching tv, I said ok but can I watch it till you get back. Mam kind of got annoyed then because she raised her voice a little and said no go outside for a walk, I said I didn’t have any friends so she said to take the dog out for a walk, I reluctantly said ok and got the dog lead, she said to me to make sure he goes out for a good walk. Soon as I picked up the Lead the golden retriever dog Robbie and the cocker spaniel ritchie came rushing out of his bed to me because he was excited to be taken out for a walk, I put the lead on him and put my coat on. I said goodbye to mam and she said an hour at least, there was a route I went that took an hour so I just went that route. The walk wasn’t actually too bad and the weather was ok as well, I walked until Robbie started sniffing which usually meant he had to go to toilet, I just hope he wasn’t doing number 2 because it was just outside someone’s house. We was on a patch of grass which belonged to a building of flats and it didn’t have any fence so I guess it wasn’t really there garden so it was ok, thankfully it was just number 1 because I don’t really like to pick up dogs mess it’s so disgusting. Also hands will smell of dogs mess as well so I just hope he goes when we’re out of sight. I continue down to the local shops to get to the dog walking route I walk Robbie to the brook and a field which is like a canal but not quite because it has a small footpath and a small stream of water which leads to the canal. I look on the field when I think how cool it would be to let Robbie off the lead but If I do I won’t get him back on because he never listens to me, he listens to my mum but not me. I wonder to myself when all of a sudden Robbie pulls me hard and I go flying through the hedge with him trying to pull me through it, I even get dragged through some barb wire when I finally let go. Robbie runs off and all I could do is watch as he runs off with his lead attached to him and I see a cat running off in front of him and with me sitting in the middle of the hedge he dragged me through. I shout at him stupid dog and I’m sitting there in pain on my belly. I here a ladies voice behind me asking if I’m ok, I look at her as I sit up and say my dog dragged me through the hedge, that’s all I could manage to say when I start wincing at the fact that I’m in pain and my dog just dragged me off. The lady comes over to me and comforts me saying it’s ok I will help you out, She asks where I live when I say the name of the street she says oh no problem I can take you home and we can find your dog. I nod my head and she helps me out of the hedge and I wince at the pain on my belly, she asks me if I’m hurt anywhere and I point to my belly, she asks if she can have a look and I just nod. She lifts up my top and I look down and I notice some scratches on my stomach and a little blood from one part of the scratch and she says ok well let’s get you to my place first and we can sort you out. I nod my head and she takes my hand, just then I see a man walking Robbie and he walks up to us and asks if it’s ours I say yes and the lady says oh thank you I’m just taking him to my place and I’m going to help I seen the dog chase a cat. We get to her place in a minute even with my scratches and she says for me to sit down. The lady take my coat off and then she notices a wet patch on my trousers and she says oh dear you had a little accident. I look down and I stare in shock and a flood of embarrassment washes all over me and tears well up inside me again. As soon as the lady notices what I’m about to she comforts me saying it’s ok dear accidents happen don’t worry about it and she hugs me, she says for me just to stand up a little and she looks behind me for some reason, she maybe checking to see if her seat was wet but thankfully it wasn’t. She says for me to stay there and she will be back now, she comes bck with a towel and I think she’s going to take my clothes off but thankfully she just puts the towel down on the sofa and she sits me down again. The lady walks over to me and asks if I’m ok, I nod and sniffle feeling sorry for myself. The lady says I'm just going upstairs she will be 5 or 10 minutes could you hold on till then? I nod, she asks if I would like a drink so I nod. The lady goes to the kitchen and comes back with a can of coke and asks if that’s ok, I say thank you and happily drink the coke which makes me feel better already. The lady continues to talk to me and says her name is Sylvia, we talk about what I do which I explain I go to college and about how I find it. She asks how old I am, I guess she was a little surprised when I told her I was 18. After a few minutes of talking she goes away and come back Robbie and ritchie seeing them wagging their tails I say to myself yeah I’m glad your pleased after you did this to me stupid dog. She smooths Robbie and then he goes to the jug of water and drinks it which the lady must have put down. She comes over to me and kneels down and asks if I’m ok, I nod and she says well that was silly letting him drag you through the hedge wasn’t it, I pout saying it wasn’t my fault and she hugs me saying it’s ok don’t worry, while embraced in her hug she whispers to me, I will put your clothes in the wash and you can go and have a bath. She Lets go and Sylvia points me upstairs to the bathroom. When I’m the bathroom I notice a big mirror and decide to look at myself more, after a minute looking at myself I hear a knock at the door and the door opens with Sylvias head popping in and saying Cody there’s a flannel you can use. She stops talking and looks at me, She comes in and says come on I’ll help you, I was about to protest saying I could do it when she says well I’ll be quick doing this, maybe a bath isn't such a good idea but I can help you and it will be less painful, you will take forever and I don’t want you getting water all over my floor. So she takes my shoes off and unbuttons my trousers and pulls them down, then she pulls down my boxers and takes them both off. When she has me naked apart from my T-shirt and socks she whispers to me, Cody you haven’t wiped your bum very good have you, I look at her humiliated and shrug my shoulders and she says it’s ok don't worry I will chat to you in a bit but don’t worry about it now. She stands up and wets the flannel and rubs it in soap were she washes around my front and making sure to wash all my willy, then turning me around washing my bum and between my bum cheeks as well then she dries me with a towel. This feeling gets me all strange inside because this is the first time apart from Lloyds mum I have been seen me naked since I was 8 and mam last give me a bath at 7, when she was done drying me she puts my trousers and pants in the wash all done with in 5 minutes. I guess she was right when she said she will be faster, she rinses out the flannel hangs the towel and puts my trainers downstairs then we’re on the sofa. We spend quite a bit of time talking with her asking about my accidents and my toilet habbits. Embarrassed I do say to her that I have been wetting the bed lately but this is the first time I've wet my pants. She says she is just going to check my cuts as she has cream for me. she opens my dressing gown which she put on me earlier but she exposed my nakedness again. Before I could even think to protest she reminded me that she just seen me nnaked it's nothing she hasn't seen before. She rubs her finger parralel with my cuts and her hand brushes past my willy. She rubs my belly for a minute then she gets some cream and rubs it in my stomach again herbhand brushing past my willy again which makes me hard. She notices this and says oh it's ok baby you can enjoy this if you wan its perfectly natural. She runs the cream in my willy saying it looks a little dry which puts me in heaven andnthand then she gets my feet on the sofa spreading my knees apart and she rubs up and down my bum my bum hole as well as my willy. I am in heaven but then she stops and says we better get your clothes on. we call my mum after getting dressed and I get my clean clothes on. Mam turns up and we both leave thanking the lady for everything then we get in the car and go. Within 5 minutes we get home and we’re in the house When she comes back in mum checks dinner quickly and comes back. Mam goes to the kitchen then comes back with a small tube and says this is cream that will make all my scratches get better, she takes my top off and she puts some cream on her finger and asks me to lay down. She says not to worry and this is healing cream, she goes to put the cream directly on my scratch and I hold my hand out to block her. Mum says not to worry she has to do this or I won’t get better, I remove my hand and she continues but very gently rubs the cream around my scratch then directly on it. I tense up but realise it isn’t half as bad as I thought it was going to be so I relax. Mum says to me that I will be fine as she continues to work, after a few seconds she gets more cream and runs more in till I wince and jump, she says sorry love to me and she says it will be over soon. Finally she finishes and she says for me to just lay still and she goes out to wash her hands and check dinner again. Dinner was lovely as usual. Dinner is finally ready, I love our Sunday dinners because it is really filling and tastes delicious. We talk about how our day was and I talk about my 2 day sleepover with Lloyd. After dinner I sit down till mum comes back in 10 minutes and again says she needs to check my belly, after checking my belly she says they are getting better and rubs my head saying she had better get a halter for Robbie, I ask what a halter is and she says it’s a kind of lead that goes around the dogs face to stop him pulling so much. I look at her saying what like a muzzle, she says it’s not a muzzle because they stop the dog biting and Robbie doesn’t bite a halter stops him from pulling you over. I say ok that would be good I don’t want him pulling me through the hedge and barb wire again, I say that it would be good if I can let him off the lead but he never listens to me, mum says to keep him on the lead because she doesn’t want him running on the road and getting run over. After everything was done Mam stands infront of me and says ok would you like to watch a movie and I say yes please Mam gets the remote from me and sits down and turns the sky over to the movies and says ok then here is your choice of movies, we decide to go for the nutty professor 2 which was very funny and we really enjoyed it but it was over really quickly, well it wasn’t too quick but it was quick enough for me and I really wanted to watch another film but mum said that we have to get ready for bed because of college in the morning which was a shame, it's much better to go to bed earlier rather than falling asleep in college I just dont always do what's best for me. So my room and when I went to the bed I was surprised to learn mum had followed me. When she spoke I jumped and I said oh Jeesh mum you scared me, mum laughed and said sorry love, mum came in and closed the door saying she wanted to talk to me alone and now is the best time to do it. I nod my head to signify I understand, mam says to me so Lloyds mum said you wore Nappies to bed for the last 2 nights, my face gets red hot instantly and she says for me not to be embarrassed and that lots of kids my age and even older need them for bed wetting. I start to calm down a bit and she says that Lloyds mum found it worked well for her 2 boys and you for the weekend and she was really impressed how mature you was with it. I smile and feel proud at the compliment when mum continues to say how she thinks it will really help not having to wake up in wet sheets in the middle of the night and having to change when a nappy will help keep me dry and all I have to do is take it off in the morning and have a quick bath and I won’t even have to change my sheet. She says that it will also get stop the smell in the bedroom so I can have my friends over without being embarrassed. I think of this and I start to find myself agreeing. After 10 minutes of trying to persuade me I finally give in and agree to wearing a nappy to bed. The first thing I do is take my trousers off but I hesitate with my briefs because I am still not used to her seeing me naked, mum hugs me and says look I used to change your Nappies all the time and believe me you haven’t got anything I have not seen before, I let my guard down then mum grips for my pants and pulls them down and off leaving me naked from the waist down, She then takes off my t shirt leaving me fully naked then motions for me to get on the bed. Mum asks me to lay down so I lay down on my back slowly, she reaches under my bed and pulls out a disposable nappy then unfolds it. She asks me to lift my legs up in the air, I lift my legs and my feet rest on the bottom of the top bunk. Mum places the nappy down and she says for me to keep my legs up and I see her staring at my private parts and bum, I complain about her looking at me and she says again sorry love I was just checking for redness down there as I feel her hands on my bum and I feel her pull my bum cheeks apart and look into my hole. My eyes go wide and I say Mam why are you doing this to me, still leaning close to me she says Lloyds mum said you were dirty back there as well, I know it’s embarrassing but please try and clean yourself good because you will get soar. If you want help call me and I’ll show you how to again there’s no need to be embarrassed I just want you to be healthy ok. Mum tapes up the nappy and pulls on my pyjamas and gives me a hug saying thank you for being sensible about this. Mum opens the door and we go to my room with her saying to me saying I’ll change you in the morning and you can have a quick bath. She walks out and turns the light off, I soon drift off to sleep into a dream where I am over Lloyd's house and were both just in a pair of nappies.

Chapter 2 A new friend After last week at school I wasn’t looking forward to it as much as my first day but this week was completely different I wasn’t going to find out yet I will make a new friend. After the first two lessons I was wondering around having break when I seen another student who seemed younger than me, he had blonde and was playing with some sort of thing were you put on a string attached to two sticks which you throw in the air and catch on the string again. He was very good and I couldn’t help but smile and asked him what he was doing he smiled and said watch this and he can do lots of cool tricks with it. We got talking and found out that he was also 18 years old, I introduced myself and told him my name, he said his name was Lloyd and he also had a brother and sister they were younger than him he lived at home with his mum and dad he lived in the next estate over to me which was about a 10 minute drive, I would probably cycle which will take half hour. We carried on talking throughout the rest of break until we have to go to class, he was studying photography so we arranged to meet at lunchtime so we could eat together the next two classes I had maths and key skills. I find it hard to learn all this new stuff and homework is even worse. we had lunch I planned to meet Lloyd because I was excited at getting a new friend, I found out that he brought in his own lunch from home which was sandwiches so I still had to queue up and I brought my own dinner with my money and then sat next to Lloyd. We quickly ate our dinner I had a big appetite so I could scoff down dinner really quickly, we wondered round the college talking and laughing until the end of the lunch I arranged to meet him immediately after school so we could talk some more but then he said his mum was picking him up so I said goodbye that we arranged to see each other during school tomorrow. I then went home which I cycled to, it took me about 40 minutes to cycle The next day at college I met Lloyd again this seemed to be a regular occurrence so I was really happy that we made friends. After a few days of talking to each other Lloyd asked me if I would like to go over his for tea, I immediately said yes please that will be great. So the date was arranged, Lloyds mum would pick me and Lloyd up after college and take us to his place and then my mum would pick me up from Lloyds house, Llpyd got picked up anyway by his mum and my mum didn't mind picking me up or dropping me off once in a while. I don’t know what it is but everything seems better when you’re with somebody else I had a great time and we played a game of pool then Lloyds mum gave us tea when his dad got home. I learned his dad was a carpenter I met his brother and sister who were both younger than him, His brother wanted us to play with him and show Us his pictures, he was 10 and had special needs. A little like I was in school actually. I learned Lloyd also had learning difficulties and still do,I still do actually its just hard absorbing new stuff. t I just wanted to talk to Lloyd and play pool his brother got a little bit upset so his mum said he should let me and Lloyd play together and his brother can talk to us after. We played until it was time to go home we talked about having a sleepover which maybe a bit childish but honestly I still was a kid at heart really and it seems Lloyd didn't mind either. Well actually I suppose adults would just call it hanging out and crash up my place but still never mind. I never had sleepovers as a kid because of my bed wetting I was a always too nervous incase and I never told anyone apart from the jerk who for some reason I still hung out with. When my mum picked me up and we said our good night my mum came in for a cuppa as well so we had a chat about college and how we were both finding it. When I got in the car mum asked me how I enjoyed it I said I had a really good time and we talked about a sleepover, mum scoffed saying your a bit old for sleepovers that's what you did when you were 10. But it was fine by me anyway because I knew what other students would do. They study and crash over each others. The next couple of days at college we continued to talk about the sleepover he said it was going to be really cool to have a friend over, Lloyd said he will show me a few things with the camera and what his course is about we decided to make it this weekend. Lloyd seemed pleased with that so he checked with his mum and she text him back pretty much straight away approving it, yea were adults but it's still her house and can't just invite myself up. So the weekend came and I caught a bus over, we started talking in his room and Lloyd showed us were we will be sleeping, he had a room of his own and his brother and sister also had a room of there own well I guess it's not right an 18nyear old in the same room as a 10 year old. His brother and sisters seemed to be like one big room with a wall and door between them, we got our stuff ready for bed and we talked then we went in the tv room and watched a video. We talked, we even played a game of pool because there was this awesome pool table there, I said to Lloyd he has a nice house and it’s bigger than mine. Lloyd said that he likes living there because there is plenty of space. After a few minutes we seen his brother and sister who went round their friends house, they came in and they were really excited to see me, they both wanted to play with us so we played pool and watched some cartoons which his brother insisted on watching but I didn’t mind too much because I had all night to chat and actually I enjoyed watching them so it was ok playing with them, in fact it was fun. We were asked if we all wanted a snack which we all said yes, I never eat snacks at home I buy then myself from the shop, man buys the food as I only have a part time job mum says I eat enough as it is, or as she likes to say eat her out of house and home We had some crisps and some coke which was real tasty and I loved how sweet the coke was maybe because it came from someone else's house. After a couple of hours his brother and sister had to get ready for bed so we talked about College life and how hes finding it. We retired to his room and talked about the weekend, we talked about my part time job. I worked in a cafe part time cleaning tables. It's ok it gives me a bit of money so it's not too bad. When I walked in to Lloyds room I seen him starting to get undressed I seen him take his day clothes off and noticed how pale and skinny was. I snapped out of it so he would not see me staring, I thought how he was very good looking but I'm not gay I like girls so dismissed it. With my back turned to him I took out my pyjamas and then started to undress. Again I turned to get a quick sneak and just as I turned I seen him pulling his trousers just over his bare bum. I was wondering why he didn’t have any pants on that pushed it out of my mind when I continued to get dressed, when we got dressed I made sure my sleeping bag was Out ready for me to get in it. We went down stairs for another hour and Lloyds mum made us a hot chocolate she said it will help us to relax, I was happy because I liked being mothered like this, well actually I was embarrassed and felt cheeky as I always do but I loved to distress. We finally went to bed that we talked for a bit about why we chose the courses and then what it was like I'm school for us. We realised we actually went to the same school. We talked about what we liked and disliked and the teachers. I learned he was in a special needs unit which is a different part of the school which I had never seen when I was there. I told him I had a teacher come into my lessons sometimes I also learned He is partially deaf meaning he can hear but only with his hearing aids. We drifted off to sleep about half an hour later. When we woke up in the morning it was about 7 am When Lloyds brother came in and started jumping on me I was startled awake before I had a chance to realise what was happening he stopped and got off me and whispered To his sister and they both giggled when I realised that I was wet. At that point I became red and hot with embarrassment Lloyds sister spoke to me softly saying did you wet your bed last night without answering she knelt down and felt my sleeping bag and she giggled. That’s When Lloyd woke up and she then walked over to him and said Lloyd have you Wet the bed as well again without waiting for an answer she felt his bed when she giggled and ran out of the room. I turned to Lloyd and couldn’t speak when he said calmly I sometimes wet the bed and I wet the bed last night, I gasped and said oh, I couldn’t really think of anything else to say, he said it so confidently and it was such a childish problem to have. I admired his confidence but I had a major problem. Why was I wetting the bed? I thought oh great I'm 18 what is his parents going to think. His brother and sister ran in the room giggling again And his sister saying don’t worry Cody both of my brothers wet the bed too. I started to get my head together and said so you wet the bed sometimes too, Lloyd said Yes but don’t worry we will change the sheets and wash up now don't worry about mum and Dad. Lloyd got out of bed and said we usually go in the room and watch TV till mum and dad are up, I was soaked so had to get out my PJs, Lloyd got a dressing gown and stripped naked, I again was mesmerised at his adorable body. He put on his dressing gown and he said it's ok theres a gown for you it's only so we don't wake mum and dad so I took off all my clothes as well and put them in my bag and put on the dressing gown and followed all of them downstairs. They turned on the TV and we all sat down on the sofa. After a few minutes I then noticed Lloyd and his brother smells a bit like pee because they were wet. After a while we started to mess about and pretend to wrestle I noticed when Lloyds Brother was laying face down and His sister started to pretend to smack his bum and he was squealing with excitement but when I thought it would be funny to join in so we was all messing around when Lloyds sister Got near my trousers and wrinkled her nose saying you smell of pee and need a bath I got embarrassed. Lloyd said to me don’t worry because she is used to us smelling of wee, I said okay so we continued to play and watch TV when I seen Lloyds mum and dad come down and order us to settle down. Lloyds mum came over and said okay then everyone let’s get you in the bath and then we can have breakfast. She motioned for his brother and sister to follow upstairs. Lloyds dad turned to me and saying how did you two sleep I said fine thank you embarrassed I was in PEE soaked pyjamas but he said not to worry accidents happen and as you can see you’re not the only one. He went to the kitchen and boiled the kettle and I asked Lloyd with his brother and sister when he said mum is giving them a bath, I said to him so your mum and dad really won't mind? He said no they are used to me, I did think it was strange Lloyd's mum giving a 10 year old a bath but never thought anymore of it. We watched TV again until his brother and sister came back down and said for me to go upstairs, I hesitantly went upstairs thinking his mum might be a bit cheese off but then Lloyd has said a couple of times now its ok. When I got to the bathroom his mum was stirring the water with her hand and said to me hi sweetie did you sleep okay last night I said yes I did thank you and she said well I didn’t know you wet the bed but don't worry because you know about Lloyd And his brother for the same but seems as you know already then it won’t hurt. I said I got really embarrassed when everyone found out, his mum said it’s okay it’s something we all used to in this house. That’s when his mum turned off the water and said if you go and get your spare clothes there is a towel here and you can use this shower gel and shampoo I said thank you she said she will get my wet clothes and wash them and the sleeping bag. I said I'll do them but she insisted so I told her they were in my bag. when she left I got embarrassed again about her handling my pee soaked pyjamas after a couple of minutes I went to get my bag and got my spare clothes out and went back to the bathroom and closed the door and locked it and stripped naked to get in the bath. It felt weird being in somebody else’s bath I Soon washed up and sat back to relax I sat for about 10 minutes when I hear a knock on the door and Lloyd asking if I was okay, I shouted back yes I am okay thank you I am just getting out now. I quickly got out dried myself got dressed and emptied the water and left to go downstairs when I seen Lloyds mum smile and say did you have a nice bath? I said it was lovely thank you are bit embarrassed at everyone knowing I had a bath to wash off the pee Lloyds mum turned to Lloyd and said okay you’re turn sweetie. After 10 minutes Lloyd came down and we had cereal for breakfast, after breakfast we went out the back to play with the kids they went on the slide and swings also Lloyds dog who was running around getting excited and barking. After a couple of hours It started to rain so we went inside and played pool and watched TV till we had a sandwich for lunch. But when Lloyds mum came in and said my mum was going to pick me up in half an hour I disappointedly said okay and continued to talk to Lloyd. When my mum got here she asked Lloyds mum how I behaved like I was still a kid and she said I was good as gold and I am welcome over any time. It pleased me that she hasn't banned me from her house, I was talking to mum and she asked me how it went and asked if I wet the bed, I was shocked at her knowing. She said it was ok because Lloyd and his Brother wet the bed too so.shes used to it but you need to see a DR. I was humiliated but I had a strange feeling of excitement at that fact probably because I knew that I didn’t have to hide it from them. After going back to college I met Lloyd and I said the sleepover was great I had a lot of fun he said his mum dad brother and sister text me and said if I would like to sleepover again I excitedly said yes. After talking with him we arranged a sleepover again for this weekend if it was okay with his mum and dad. when getting home that night I told my mum I'm going over again and she was very surprised. She said that make sure I see a DR first because even though shes used to Lloyd she don't really would want to be cleaning up after me if I wet the bed again. So in college I asked Lloyd how he was and what did his mum and dad think of me wetting the bed? He said she said she would love to have you again and don't worry about wetting the bed it's fine. if it happens again not to worry about it. I was relieved but couldn't get over the fact I had wet the bed again. We made plans for our sleepover which this time we planned for two nights Friday And Saturday so we get to spend more time together. Tuesday came again and me and Lloyd wandered around slowly around the college and talking. I make sure it’s quiet before saying to him “uhhm did anyone say anything about me wetting the bed” I thought I would ask because I am really not used to people knowing about me wetting the bed but didn’t mind so much seems as Lloyd also wets the bed. Lloyd replied “mum didn’t mind she said she was expecting you to see her first if you had a problem but it was up to you”. I was looking at him when he said again “mum did say she wants us to have a bath straight away this weekend though so we don’t smell of pee too much, she also said that she wants us to put our pyjamas in the wash so she can wash them as she don’t want everything else smelling”, I got embarrassed again knowing that I will have to give his mum my pee soaked pyjamas showing my shame. I turned to Lloyd when a thought come into my head, “uhhm Lloyd what does your sister think of me wetting the bed”, Lloyd turned to me and said “oh she is used to me and my brother doing it so she won’t say anything”, I replied to him saying “when I was at your place they were laughing when they found out I wet the bed”, Lloyd turned and said “She didn’t mean to make fun of you I think they were just excited to see you that’s all”, I said “oh ok no problem thank you”. The rest of the college day was uneventful but it was ok, I kind of wandered off in a world of my own in Maths when the lecturer asked me a question about a sum on the board, it was some sort of problem which didn’t make sense and the teacher got inpatient and said “well come on what do you think the answer was”, I just replied saying I don’t know sorry. I herd a few snickers and the lecturer sighed and said anyone else. I have difficulty concentrating in college I think and I just don’t understand what the lecturer is saying to me sometimes, I have even been told my work isn’t fully completed or I did it wrong which is something I can’t help sometimes. I get back home I have tea and after my studying which took alot of discipline for me but mam reminded me to do it. We watch TV, some of it I watch on the downstairs TV but mam had a programme she wanted to watch so I went upstairs to watch My TV, quickly get bored and just sit on the chair thinking about what happened, when you’re in college you don't wet the bed but I guess I still got a lot of little kid habits. The rest of the night passes by as I eat tea and I'm just lost in my thought of my baby ish habbits. I remember a time I was taken to the DR for bedwetting and even worse for me at the time I didn't always make it to the toilet in time peeing or pooping, I don’t know why, they have asked me all sorts of questions like does it hurt pooping or am I scared to go but it wasn't that. I remember the time I was in there and mum was saying about my soiling and bed wetting, the DR said he was going to need to have a look at me and asked me if I wanted my mum and sister in or out of the room, I hesitated for a second but chose them for in the room, the dr pulled the front of my underpants out and looked at my willy and felt the front of my pants and then he went round the back of me and pulled the back of my pants back exposing my bum as well. I don’t know why he did that maybe he wanted to see if I had an accident but nothing was said I was just embarrassed. My thoughts came back to me. I was about 9 or 10 at the time then as well it's been 8 years so why after 8 years is this happening. After a while of laying in bed I drifted off to sleep.

This story is about two 18 year olds and it involves other characters and even though it’s not true it didn’t happen it’s kind of about my childhood but I was much younger, I was only 11. The reason why it’s not true because certain things just didn’t happen and certain things did. I wasn’t the happiest kid around, I suffered abuse such as sexual abuse, and emotional abuse, and I was bullied most of my life, One thing I can say though I was raised right, sometimes I felt like there was no love and people just didn’t care but hey There we go. Places and names have been changed so it’s to protect the real identity of the characters. This story will involve nappies which is the British word for diapers, it will also involve sexual acts. Once again I must say that certain things didn’t happen if you are offended by this or if it is illegal for you to read this please do not read on. I actually changed this a bit as my original draft described it as a ten year old boy. But this story will get to some ABDL stuff and actually turns a little sexual. But its not a story about sex just how wetting the bed and having stained underpants led to me being treated like a baby. As I said certain things did happen to me as a kid like wetting the bed, not cleaning myself properly, being bullied by alot of people. So just set this scene in college rather than school. As this is a story set in The UK I thought I would give some translations to our American friends Diaper = Nappies, Sidewalk = Pavement, Elementary School = High School, Fries = chips, Chips = Crisps, Recess = Break, Pants = Trousers, Trash = Rubbish This story is set in the south of Wales which is actually a country not in England which some people believe, it’s a constitutional country which makes up the UK. This is one of my first attempt at writing a story any feedback is welcome please let me know in comments or if you want you can email me at dirtylittleboy88@yahoo.co.uk and please forgive me about any grammar or spelling errors. I will be writing this chapter by chapter so please let me know what you think many thanks. Chapter 1 First day at College Hi my name is Cody I am 18 years old. I am about 5ft 5“ tall and even though I am kind of short for my age I am not that short, I have dark blonde hair and it’s flat although if it grows too long it gets curly, I have just finished high school and I am looking forward to going on my first year of college. I am from a little town called Merthy Tydfil and even though I am from Merthyr Tydfil I am going to a different college Called Pen y dre. After a long talk with Mum we decided that the college would be best even though it’s further away Because the one closest to me wasn’t that good because of all of the bullies I had in school. You see I am not that good with making friends I don’t know why, I had some friends that are a lot younger than me and I have one friend who is a year older than me. I have neighbours that they don’t have any kids of their own or they do but they were all adults when I was growing up. My best friend or someone who I have always got along with is adopted and Sometimes he can be a real jerk. I have one brother and one sister who are both older than me and moved out and even though again they can be bullies they were also are very protective of me as a kid. After watching a bit of TV in my room because mum likes to watch soaps down stairs My mum comes in and advises me it’s time for bed due to college. I tell her I'll finish watching this program it’s only got 10 minutes. I finish watching TV and then I finally go to the bathroom to wash and brush my teeth then make sure I use the toilet because otherwise I will end up getting out of bed. I can’t remember how long ago but I used to have a problem wetting the bed when I was 10. I stopped wetting the bed shortly after I was toilet trained, but then I started wetting the bed again, mum took me to the doctor and There was nothing physically wrong with me and I said I will grow out of it they even suggested that I wear nappies to bed. At that point I instantly refused even though they said that lots of boys and girls wear nappies to bed and even some adults were nappies to bed but I wouldn’t have any of it. Mum came in after I put my pyjamas on and said good night to me and said she will wake me up at 7:15 in the morning so I can Get ready for my first day of college. Ok I'm a bit old to be woken up like that but I'm lazy and wont get out of bed. I don’t know when I fell off to sleep but I was dreaming that I went to the toilet and next thing I know mam was waking me up and I was soaked in Pee. Not wetting the bed since I was a kid I was shocked but mam calmed me down saying it's ok just get in the bath and left. I took my clothes off and had I put my pyjamas in the wash and I got in my college clothes after my bath, I went down to breakfast. I sat down and started talking to mam, she was asking how I was feeling for my first day. I said that I am a bit nervous but she said I'll be fine. I remember my first day of high school we was sat in a hall and I was amazed to know that there was three schools in the high school and I was in lower school my brother and sister was in middle school, I started to get on edge knowing that I won’t be in the same school as my brother and sister but however they said that it is still the same grounds just a different part of the school. I had breakfast and mam drove me to college before work. When I was a kid mam didnt work so we had free school meals she used to work but because we didn’t have a dad since having us she couldn’t afford a babysitter and she had nobody else to look after us all the time she did say however but now we are all in high school she is looking at a cleaning job which she can do in the evening because my sister can look after me because she was then a teenager. We arrived at the college and I gave my mum a hug goodbye, she said have a nice day at college I got out of the car and went to register, there were loads of students it seemed to be 10 times bigger than my old high school, it was 20 to 9 in the morning and I had 20 minutes to wander around exploring my new college. I didn’t talk to anybody but I did find the toilets so decided to use them before first lesson started. Finally 9 o’clock came and all went to our lessons. Mine was BTec Sport. Another thought drifted into my mind about my first day of high school. We went into assembly, I thought the entire school was there but it was only year seven I couldn’t believe that there seemed to be just as many first years there as my entire primary school we was all given a talking to by the head of lower school we was also talked to by the head of school and the deputy head. Some of the teachers looked funny like the deputy head walk this down like it was his dressing gown I laughed to myself thinking he must have come to school in his pyjamas. After the school assembly we was all given Details of our form tutors I was in 7H before I could figure out who my form tutor was we was told to listen out for our forms by our form tutor a form is a kind of class which you don’t learn anything but you have to report to the start of the day and go to different classrooms for different subjects not like primary school where we had the same teacher all day. Back into college I was Listening to the tutor give a lecture mostly about our year. When I was in school I always enjoyed sports but was terrible at team sports. It was mostly because I was bullied. They would tear apart everything I did but did have an interest in swimming, running, and Taekwon-do. So I loved sport I was just not confident. I was good at tackling people in rugby but again someone decided to elbow me in the nose which again drained my confidence. I was 18 now and were not kids anymore. I'd have thought everyone would grow up by then though. When lunch came I was starving and I tried to talk to other people but I was too scared to so I found myself wondering alone. When dinner came there was a queue to get in to the hall it was massive there was a female staff member who seemed to be scary she had a loud voice and when there was a gap between the students she would shout out loud come on Q let’s get a move on, for dinner there was all the food I loved, pizza chips or lovely junkfood so I took it all without complaining. We finished off the rest of the day with different lessons such as key skills, Maths and English which I thought I'd never had to do again but never mind. I went to the bus and text mam, she asked me how it went for me today And I made any friends I told her no I was too nervous and she said don’t worry you will soon make friends I told her it was all good in college just getting used to things. When getting home I got out my college clothes and hung it up properly which to be honest mam said to do this morning otherwise I'd just chuck it on the floor because I'll be wearing it tomorrow. I said okay I used to just chuck things on the floor as a kid when I finished school and mum comes in complaining that the school uniform has all been creased. I laid on my bed which mam kindly stripped for me when I was in the bath, I fell asleep and the next thing I know mam woke me up saying she cooked me some tea. When coming down for tea mum asked me how I was and said I was good just a bit head screwed from college. She said I'll get used to it. She said the sheets have been washed and dried so just take them up and make my bed after tea not as I am getting to bed. Nothing about me wetting the bed this morning was brought up which I'm glad of. The next day at school was also uneventful apart from me getting lost I did talk to a few other students but it didn’t last long, at one class I followed some other students but realise they have a different lesson and ended up wandering around for 20 minutes getting lost when I got to the class I said sorry I’m late I got lost the lecturer was fine with it and I took my seat. I continued to find it hard to make friends and talk to people I was always bullied for getting lost at school as well as everything else I told them stop teasing me but they still continued to do so. The end of the day couldn’t come quick enough because I felt like a disaster and I seen someone I knew from school which made me even more nervous I did my homework from what I missed but didn’t fall asleep this time. I had tea and then watched a bit of TV in my room which was now mine as my brother moved out. When I was a kid after school I was allowed to watch half hour of TV on my own program and my brother and sister was also allowed to watch TV of their own program in the downstairs TV, so we grew up with not expecting to lounge around the TV all night. After watching TV it was about half past five when my friend come over to see me and asked if I can go out. We only went to the end of the street to chill. I told him what it was like in college. He instantly talked about himself and said That he has a few friends in college not just me. We talked for an hour about what it’s like going to school anymore and we made plans to meet each other on the weekend, I said okay and said goodbye I have to go back in. The rest of the week was pretty much the same but I talk to more people some students were nice and others were ok but were taking the mick because I got lost, I wasn't too happy but they said they were joking. Finally the weekend came and went over to my friends who live in the next street to me which was a five minute walk away they were long streets so it took a few minutes. We hang around in. We hang around in His bedroom and we walked around outside. When we were kids we hung around there. There was hedges we could build a den we hung around for a couple of hours and he would ask me if I could sleepover, now he knew I wet to bed at night and he didn’t worry about it neither did his foster mum we talked for a bit and we had tea over there when it came time for bed I would sleep on the floor in my sleeping bag he said to me try not to widdle on the bed ( which is supposed to be his version of saying wee), I asked him what his foster mum will do if I did with the bed he said she will clean up that she’s going to be very happy about it. But come Morning I was pleased to find out I was dry. we again hang out for a full day had lunch at his place until it was time for me to go home, I dont know what I seen in him really but I guess when you've been friends with someone for so long it really doesn't stick in your mind about breaking friendship. It was early evening and I decided to turn in so I can make sure I'm prepped for tomorrow. I catch a bus or cycle sometimes so I make sure I'm in bed early enough which even my immature mind is a massive improvement. I had a bath said goodnight to mam and set my alarm. Stayed on my phone until I fell asleep.

Thanks, posting the first chapter now

That's great thank you I'll write a story about an 18 year old thanks Can I also ask and sorry if it's been said before but where do I start posting my story? I see a completed story section but not for works in progress

I completely understand and its actually unpleasant for some people to read. No problem I completely understand thanks. Can I write a story about a 16 year old boy in a sexual nature. Or if not an 18 year old thanks

Hi I'm sorry if I missed a different reply. But I wanted to write a story, it's a particularly long story but it's about my life. I was abused as a kid see and some of the story is true but some of the story has been excajurated. Like some of the things the main character goes through might not have actually happened to me. But I was sexually abused which is the reason I'm an ABDL. Just seeing what you thought of that? Many thanks

Hi 3bsg3 good to see were so close.

Hi sure I will be up for that. When would you like to meet up? Maybe a weekend?

Hi I was just wondering if you fancied meeting up at all

Hi I live near Cardiff in South Wales

Hi I have been an abdl for years since I was 11, I have started off with just looking at websites when I was old enough to and then ventured into actually going to a mummy. I am now at the stage we’re I would love to meet with other ABDLs and would love to have a play date. But I would also love to meet another mummy or daddy as I have lots of little fantasies if I’m not being too blunt, but if no mummies or daddies want to meet I’d still love to meet up with others just to chat as well.