Justadudeindiapers

Thanks for the advice everyone. I told her this past week and she was more accepting than I expected. She's not sure how she would feel seeing me in a diaper but she's okay with me wearing on my own time. A resource I found that really helped was the Little Lounge (https://www.thelittlelounge.com/). I recommend y'all check it out!

Lately, I've been struggling to reconcile my sexual attraction to using diapers with my sexual attraction to women. I'm getting married in December and, although I know it probably won't happen, I'm hoping my attraction to diapers subsides when I move in with my fiancee. It seems like my feelings are a lot stronger when I'm at home with my parents, and I wonder if some of them relate to my childhood. My dad was emotionally abusive towards my sister, which frightened me and made me distance myself from him. He was present during my growth as an adolescent but wasn't very instrumental to it. I don't have any desire to involve diapers in my partnered sex. I'm thankful for that because telling my fiancee would probably damage our relationship, but I have a hard time pleasuring myself to diapers because 1) I feel like partnered sex should be able to satisfy all of my needs, and 2) If not, I should be pleasuring myself to thoughts of her instead of diapers. In the past, I resolved this dissonance by allowing myself to get aroused by diapers but finishing to thoughts of her. Should I go back to that self-pleasuring strategy? Is the idea that my feelings might be tied to people and place crazy? Is it realistic that my feelings might fade a little (or a lot) after I leave my childhood home? For married DLs, what have your experiences been?

When you're wet/messy, which of the following activities do you find most enjoyable?

Posting on here made me realize that I wanted to buy diapers again, so I did! Yesterday, I made a nice, big mess in one of them. I didn't go in the morning and instead waited until I got home from work around 3:00. It was probably the biggest I've ever had, and it just barely fit in the diaper. It made some noises coming out and had a nice tent when I was finished. So good! Today, I did the same thing and waited to poop until I got home from work. I finish around midday, so my parents are at work and my sister is still asleep, which is a perfect arrangement. I put on my diaper, kneeled, and pushed. Another nice tent! Later that day, I decided to mess while doing chores. Normally, I take a break from daily activities to mess so I can clean up immediately after. This time, I put on my diaper and started doing dishes. As I stood at the sink ready to scrub a pan, I felt a familiar urge and let loose a big one. I had to unbutton my shorts to make room for all of it! I spent about 10 minutes finishing the dishes before I changed. It was nice to try something new! I think I'll keep this routine going! ☺️

I messed my undies today, since I got rid of my diapers a while ago. I put both hands on my bathroom sink, squatted, and pushed. It wasn't a big mess, but it was still satisfying.☺️

A few months ago, I decided to get rid of my diapers to avoid being caught. That doesn't mean I don't enjoy messing my undies though! ? In some ways, it feels more forbidden than diapers too.

I've been caught by my parents once and almost by my fiance a couple times. At my parents' house, I hid my diapers in a crawl space behind our laundry room that coincidentally is home to me and my sister's baby toys. One summer, my dad decided to clean out the crawl space. I panicked because I knew what was in there and went to the laundry room as soon as he left. I knew he had found them because they were moved from their normal spot deep inside. Luckily, he never brought them up. As for the times with my fiance, once was at her family's house when I was on my phone. I went to google something and one of the suggested searches was related to diapers. I jerked my phone out of my fiance's view. The second time was when we were getting busy. I went into the bathroom to get a towel for us to use, which was in the same closet as my diaper stash. I had thrown it out recently (for fear of being caught), but unfortunately had forgotten one. It fell out of the closet and was only obscured by the partially closed door.

I had been away from diapers and the site for a while, but I bought a pack (and used one :)) today. I must say, it feels good to be back!

I would sacrifice my kink, but only because it's not very strong. I definitely don't need diapers to be part of my love or sex life.

Absolutely! I don't like my diaper poops too soft, so if I'm uncertain about the consistency, I'll go in the toilet. All too often, I discover my concerns are unwarranted and I miss a chance to use a diaper.

I prefer pooping my pants to peeing them. As others have mentioned, pooping makes you feel very helpless. It's also definitely more deviant: it's not unheard of for adults to pee themselves, but pooping yourself (particularly when it is deliberate) is a behavior more exclusive to kids. I know I enjoy how naughty the feel and smell of it makes me feel. I usually change right away though because I find a poopy diaper or pair of underwear uncomfortable and I want to be discrete.

What stories do you think do the most with this idea? I've always been kind of interested in stories, but I don't know of a good way to sort them to find what interests me. As a DL, I'm not very curious. The idea of diapers as humiliation or punishment doesn't appeal to me. I do like the naughty and taboo aspect, but mostly I just find them innocent and comforting.

What would society look like if diapers were the preferred method of waste management for all people? Would toilets have failed as a thing or not? If not, what proportion of people would use them versus diapers? What type of diapers would be most popular, cloth or disposable? What brands would dominate the market? What would would good diaper etiquette be?

Assuming my preferences haven't changed, absolutely! If I was wearing just because I was incontinent, I'd still probably try it. Many people on here enjoy messing, so why not try it to relate?

I put squat, but I actually get on my hands and knees.