[Anyone here was ever punished with diapers?]

I never felt abused at all, just cared for 

[Do you squirm or wriggle during a change?]

I don't squirm much cuz I love to be on the changing table and have my mommy change my messy diapers. She grabs my ankles and dominates my small body in such a way to make me vulnerable and helpless as she uses pampers baby wipes to clean my bottom after I have pooped my diapers fully. I am always passive and obedient to diaper changes regardless of where she chooses to change me. 

[Diaper bulge ??]

I constantly have a diaper bulge under whatever I happen to be wearing whether in my preferred outfit which consists of a turtleneck onesie and Osh Kosh corduroy overalls. This toddler like garb broadcasts loudly that I am a little boy who has to wear diapers and am under the care of a atrong yet caring mommy. In addition, I am very young looking with a height of only 5 feet and 3 inches and a weight of 100 lbs . I have a boyish bowl haircut which adds to my look as a very little boy. I like the way I look and feel when in diapers and toddler clothes. When I poop my diaper, it feels so wonderful and naughty at the same time. 

[Clothing you wear]

On 2/17/2019 at 4:47 AM, Lilschoolboy said:

Nice smart clothes adds to naughty childish feeling

Yes I love looking like a toddler little boy in my messy diapers 

[Looking for someone to tease me while I mess]

17 hours ago, NickJafari said:

Not sure if it should go in meeting place since I'm not looking for local, just looking for someone to come me while I give in to my baby side

HI Nick,

l love to be teased and made fun of when I am diapered and in my little mode. Especially because I dress like a toddler with my turtleneck onesie and Osh Kosh corduroy overalls which have a noticeable snap crotch so my mommy can change me without completely undressing me. I love when others notice my diaper bulge and see that my mommy is carrying a diaper bag bulging with thick babyish diapers and baby supplies. I love diaper humiliation.

 

Where do you live?

[Clothing you wear]

I have a pair of Osh Kosh corduroy overalls which I had altered to allow snaps at the crotch and down the legs, and I really injoy combing these with a turtleneck onesie because the outfit makes me look and feel like a little boy in diapers.

[Mommy Madeline in Chicago]

I have seriously considered scheduling a seasion with Mommy Madeline who is a professional dominatrix in the Chicago area, and wondered if anyone else had experiences with her. From the looks of her website, she seems to be very much into the scene and able to offer the experience I need. I am at the point where I have the money and time set aside, and it is just a matter of scheduling a 48 or 72 hour session. As you all may know my proclivities and love of diapered little boy humiliation, I am quite comfortable with this level of involvement, and don't think I would get nervous and "flip out" and end the session early, but I want to be in a safe situation where my power and control is taken away for a few days. Besides, I love Chicago and would love to experience an outing as my "little self."  If anyone has worked with her, let me know, positive or not!

[What are some of your most humiliating diaper fantasies?]

My fantasy is that I am a 12 to 13 year old boy who is diapered by my mommy and dressed in toddler clothing like a turtleneck onesie and Osh Kosh corduroy overalls with a snap crotch for easy diapering and my mommy diapers me in public where others can see me.

[How long did it take you to get used to pooping in your diapers regularly?]

I have been 24/7 for aeveral years now, and would no longer call myself potty trained. The first year was the most challenging as far as learning when my mommy was going to change me. 

[How soon do you sit down]

I don't have a choice in the matter cuz my mommy ususally doesn't change my poopy diapers for a couple hours. I enjoy filling my diaper and feeling the warm mooshiness.Then she checks me and determines that I need to be changed after I have played with legos in a messy diaper for a few hours. 

[How to get myself to poop]

I love prunes and find that eating several is the very best way to experience the joy of pooping my diaper uncontrollably many times throughout the day. I love the aoft warm mooshiness of the poop that results and the fact that I have no control over it just like I was 2 years old. 

[how can i move on? i want to get rid of my little side but at the same time i like being a little.]

I love being in diapers and overalls because overalls make me feel like a little boy and they don't pinch me in the waist like pants do. I am very sensory so this matters. Love corduroy overalls and turtle neck onesies 

[How do I get more babyfat]

I am small and thin and look like I am a 13 year old because of this. My body is pretty wiry and i would like to have a more toddler like body with nice soft babyfat without being overweight. I am hairless on my body so that helps. Was wondering if anyone had any suggestions on how to accomplish  this. 

[Anyone here was ever punished with diapers?]

My mommy put me back in diapers when I was 11 and diapered me until I was 20. She also made me wear toddler clothing like onesies and elastic waist corduroy pants that showed my diaper bulge. She made me wear these clothes and others to. school. I can remember being sent to school in diapers, a turtleneck onesie, and Osh Kosh corduroy overalls. That was in middle school. Other kids really made fun of me, but I liked it. 

[Do Not Be ASHAMED!]

I used to be ashamed of wearing diapers and toddler cloting as well. My Mommy started diapering me again in my early teens and she still does. I used to be so humiliated being seen by my classmates with a big diaper bulge under my Osh Kosh corduroy overalls, but it felt so good and secure to be wearing diapers and outfits such as this. I wear cloth and plastic pants  at night and often in the daytime, i was a disposable boy full time but now like cloth as well. 

[How Does Pooping Feel To You]

I love to make poopy in my diapers, especially soft mooshy ones because those I almost can't control and this makes me feel like the little diaper boy that I know I am. I love to sit and feel the warm mooshiness on my bottom. When my mommy gets around to changing me I love ro hear me tease and chide me for the  mess I made in my diaper as she cleans off my bottom and little boy parts with baby wipes

[A Big Kid in Diapers???]

On 2/20/2017 at 7:54 PM, Elfy said:

Whilst I have had a want for nappies since I was a very small child, these days I see myself as more of a teenager when age playing than anything younger. I'm very much into the humiliation aspect of wearing so I like to see myself as a teenager that is forced to wear and experience baby treatment for whatever reason.

I know many people around me say I act like a teenager a lot of the time.

I feel like you do, Elfy, in that I see myself as a younger teen who is made to wear diapers and be subjected to the taunts and humiliation of my peers. My fantasized predicament is enhanced by the infantile clothing such as onesies and corduroy overalls and such that I am dressed in. 

[Sleeping While Messy]

My natural cycle is such that I normally have my last poop of the day no later than 4 pm so going to bed with a poopy diaper would be extremely rare for me

[Wearing combined cloth and disposable]

I wondered if anyone wore a cloth diaper over a disposable. I love super thick diapers and this includes the feeling of bulkiness, the waddle, and the bulge. I feel like a super thick disposable under a thick cloth diaper and plastic pants really make me feel wonderful

[What movies get you into your baby mode]

The Never Ending Story

[Which Girls' Shoes Do You Prefer?]

I have a pair of Dansko black patent leather Mary Janes and I feel so little girl ish when I wear them.  I like to wear them with white cable knit tights and my plaid schoolgirl jumper when I am in a girly mood, and with my shortalls when I am in a feminized little boy mood. Back in the era where boys were dressed more formally by their mommy especially for more special occasions, boys were put in Mary Janes and they always looked so adorable.

[Oops caught by friend]

When I was 14 years old, I was caught by my older sister. I wad home sick from school, and I thought she had left the house to go to her high school, however, she forgot her book for school and came back for it. I was wearing about 4 Attends and was in my footed sleeper and sucking on my paci watching cartoons and she walked in and saw me. She started laughing at me and calling me a baby and I  started crying and begging her not to tell our parents. I had to let her take pictures of me in my footed sleeper, and she threatened to send the pics  to all my friends unless I promised to always be super nice and help her with her homework ( I am super nerdy and she is just an ok student but very popular). She kept my secret and I helped her graduate with a 3.7 GPA and, as a result, she got an academic scholarship to a great school!

i am really glad I helped her this way, and we now have a great relationship because of it

[Mary Janes (where to find'em)]

I have a pair of Dansko black patent leather Mary Janes with the single strap and prominent buckle on the strap. I looked for these for years and finally found the shoes that fulfilled my deepest fantasies. These shoes are the " Marcelle" on the Dansko website and I think they go up to size 43 or equivalent to size 11 in men.

These are the true black shiny Mary Janes you imagine a schoolgirl may wear, and are worth looking into

[Looking for an ABDL sissy name?]

I like Courtney and have adopted this for myself when in sissy mode

[When Was The Last Time You Pooped Your Diaper]

I just made a big , soft , mooshy poopy in my diaper. I am wearing a thick disposable diaper and a striped turtleneck under my Osh Kosh corduroy overalls, and I feel loved like a little boy that needs diapering that I am.