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NotToBigForDiapers

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  1. Look here http://www.cuddlz.com/cuddlz-wincyette-zipped-short-adult-onesie-with-locking-zip-option/ That's what I got. I really wanted a snap crotch one also, but I thought since this is locking it's a nice way to ease my wife into it as she seems to like locking, restrictive clothing.
  2. I feel for you. I like to eat. That's how I got so big. The bigger I get the more medical problems I have it seems. So I am trying to get down to a much healthier size. 70 more pounds to go. I just hope I don't lose interest again. The healthy foods leave me feeling much better when I am not sick. So good at my side I will keep trying.
  3. Just thought I'd give an update. So far I lost 15 pounds! Awesome! Being sick has helped a lot, but even on my good days I have ate very good.
  4. I am not upset. Thanks for making me see the lighter side. I will be laughing myself by tomorrow probably. Just really had me stressed to day. Thanks for lifting my spirits.
  5. Not really that funny today. Went from enjoying my new outfit to an all out panic. Not sure why she let me out earlier, I ran some errands and she was home when I returned and was put back diapers. Not asking either. I don't care if I am diapered. Going to rest now. Stop laughing at me.
  6. Oh thankfully I found them and was allowed to remove them. My diapered desires are gone for today.
  7. Oh! Really not liking the chastity device. I am currently having an issue getting it off. I wanted to please myself. As I move it rubs inside the device getting excited then hits an abrupt stop as it grows and no feeling anymore. Pain then relax and repeat it self. I don't think I want one.
  8. Yep. I am in a new panic now trying to figure out how to remove this chastity device I was trying out. I can't get my hands inside to unlock it as I chained the pants to tight and cannot find the keys to the pants. If she finds out I don't know what she would do.
  9. Ok new level of just not my day when it comes to my diapers. I sent a message asking if I could change my diapers. She didn't answer on her lunch. She doesn't go until later. I was worried about getting caught and I wanted to remove the chastity device. Took the onsie off. Not easy alone. Was going to change my diapers anyway, remove the device, and please myself. She has never caught me changing early yet. Problem is she moved the keys. I can't find them and now am fustrated and stuck. Now I will have to ask for the keys. If she has them on her I won't get changed until this evening and some times she watches me change. If that happens I will get busted with the chastity device. Oh this day is getting interesting. Wish me luck finding the keys. Yes that would help. I also locked the door.
  10. Ok if you read my other posts today you know I an home sick. I am in toddler mode completely. I am trying out a new chastity device, have on locking pants, and locked on my new cuddlz locking onsie. Not something I can easily get off myself quickly. I was wondering free in the house in just this. All of a sudden one of my good customers knocked on the door. PANIC! Some times he just walks in, but thankfully not today. He called asking if I was home. Hoping he didn't hear the phone ring I answered no I am out. He said he had parts for me and I asked him to leave them in my van. He left them and went. Holy CRAP! I honestly wet myself right there out of fear! I almost shit myself too. If he would have walked in I would have had no place to go unseen! I think it broke my bliss a bit! I better go lock the door!
  11. On a whim after reading different posts about male chastity I bought a cb6000s. Now just the buying of it was embarrassing. They keep them under lock and key so you must ask.The only people working were female and I was hoping to ask a male. Next off I was diapered with my normal buldge and that alone got noticed by the clerk and made her smerk when I asked for help even though she remained mostly professional. Being I know nothing about them I asked and she explained what little she knew. I asked to see them she unboxed one. Don't know what brand, but I could see it was to big for mine. I am a grower not a show type. I am not huge but this is the first time I felt small. Now feeling really embarrassed had to ask for a smaller one, but pushed on. Now you could tell she was restraining herself but opened this cb6000s saying that was the smallest they had. Now aroused in my diapers I knew I had to try it out. I must have looked at it too long cause I was wondering how comfortable it would be in a diaper, and that it may still be a little to big, when she said something and broke my daze. I asked how comfortable they are if worn under clothing and if they had any others trying to be quite cause another man was near to us. I had to repeat myself loudly. This is when I thought she was unprofessional some as she plainly said" I don't know for most men I don't think it is an issue, but cannot say how it will be in your diapers and we don't carry anything smaller." Smiling big. This is when the guy next to me looked at me inspected my diapers and looked at what I was checking out and walked away laughing. Now absolutely humiliated and aroused at the same time I bought that one. Surprised I did and just didn't walk out. So moving forward my wife doesn't know I have one and I am home sick alone and totally in toddler mode not just diaper mood. Plus my first ever onsie came in and I wanted to try that out also. I put the chastity thing on with a little trial and error and diapered up. Toddlers don't get erections or sex I told myself. Then my locking pants and new locking onsie. That put me in total toddler mood. Wishing I had a pacifier to complete the picture. So now totally aroused by my new onsie I cannot grow much in my diapers. Odd feeling. Kind of painful. I cannot feel the softness of the diapers I enjoy. Wetting has been strange as it flows out I feel different. I cannot tell how wet my diapers are with this thing on. That's a little unexpected. Yet makes me feel more like a toddler as the wetness of the diapers are less of a thing under my control. What a strange experience. I don't think I will tell my wife about it yet. Anyone else want to share there experience of diapers and chastity? My wife already uses diapers so I can't have sex with her, but this stops me from being pleased. A newbie wants to know.
  12. Wow! I was just going to make a post about this when I found this. I have been a life long bedwetter. I used to wet only a few times a year. The occasional wetting, and my love of diapers ,I would wear diapers occasionally. After my wife got soaked a few times and she found out I like the diapers, long story short, I am diapered almost every night now. In recent years if not diapered I will get up 3 or more times a night to pee. The more times I need to pee the more chances for an accidental wetting when not diapered. I thought it was because I was diapered most nights and wet more freely and was used to wetting more. When diapered I don't wake up usually but my increased wetting has lead to thicker diapers. So I have been sick lately and over tired. Mentioned it to my doctors and they said I should get a sleep study. When I met with the sleep doctor he said it can make you pee more as your body is not staying in sleep mode and you create more urine in wake mode. Thus peeing more at night. I told him I was wearing protection at night cause of this. This among many other things I did have that apnea causes we decided to do the sleep study. I have mild apnea they said and it was waking me up at night. I started my CPAP machine a week ago and am sleeping great now. My diapers are less wet in the morning, I am dreaming nightly, only got up once to pee the night I wasn't diapered, and much more awake. I love it. I have the full mask and love the humidifier thing. Much less cotton mouth. Maybe now my wife will allow thinner night diapers? Doubt it but I may have to ask.
  13. Same as said above. Just slidding them down and back up works for many. Not me. My cloth diapers I just undo one pin, but on disposables I carry duck tape. I layer some pieces so they fit in my pocket and don't have to carry a roll around. If the tape doesn't stick again I just tape it.
  14. Who wants that. Pottys are scary. Diapers are much better for toddlers!
  15. So the more I am in diapers the more I go from dl to abdl. Some things just because they make my sense when diapered like a toddler, but others just because I desire it. For a long time I have wanted a onsie. I even bought one years ago and it fit so bad I threw it away dissatisfied. Then about a year ago as I slept I was fustrated cause when diapered at night my tee shirt will slide up ultimately bunching up somewhere half up my back waking me up uncomfortable. Finally a couple months ago I mentioned it to my wife and said I should get a onsie. She giggled and said if you can get one big enough. I explained they did make them. I thought by now she knew they make a lot of toddler clothes in adult size. Thus my search started. I found a locking onsie on the cuddlz web sight and I know how she likes locking my diapers on so I thought this would make a good first onsie. Plus if she likes it I can feel better getting another one. Well it showed up and I love it! So comfortable. She doesn't know it came yet as I am a bit afraid to tell her. See there are no snaps in the crotch and has a locking zipper in the back. I had to use a string to help zip it up myself and took a while to get myself locked in. So no quick escape if someone came around. She got so excited with my new locking pants I ended up diapered for days. If she doesn't pull the chain tight enough on those I can wiggle free sliding them off, but she has talked about using this over them and I truly feel trapped right now. I am torn as they are comfy but afraid she won't let me out keeping me fully dependent on her. Anyway I am loving it. It's really got me into a toddler mode!
  16. My wife likes to joke saying," Women like a man with a buldge in his pants" to which I always answer yes but not a toddlers diaper bulge. And she will giggle and walk off.
  17. You sound pleased with your situation. Did you decide or did she when you went 24/7 that you had used the toilet for the last time? I do believe if my wife decided I should be 24/7 that it would happen with little resistance. If left to me I know any uncomfortable situations or cause I wasn't in the mood for diapers and off they would come. A few people here have mentioned they are put in chastity in their diapers. The giving up of control part sounds fun yet cruel. My wife already controls sex together as and time she thinks I am in the mood on goes my diapers. I have made more less than satisfying orgasms in my diapers than having actual sex with her as of late. Putting me in chastity would be kind of cruel taking even that away. Yet if she ever did I would probably just go with it cause giving up control and seeing her be strict is huge turn on for me and I have little resistance when it comes to what she wants. I would rather suffer what ever humiliation and embarrassment it causes than loose her support when it comes to my diapers. Practical yes, but I kind of like the dominating part also.
  18. Sounds like a reasonable plan. I started with cloth diapers not because the environment but because you can control the absorbency. It is very useful when we were short on cash. Eventually my wife liked the idea of making sure I had a diaper bulge to show so cloth diapers or a combination of cloth diapers and disposables became regular. Now I rarely wear disposables unless we are going to family function kind of thing or work.
  19. So I have been not feeling the best. I have only worked a few days in the last few weeks and this has lead to me wearing diapers a lot lately. I had to poop just as my lunch was ready and I don't like using my diapers for this. So I set my lunch down and used the toilet like a big person. My diapers we're wet and needed to be changed so I tossed them on the wash pile and since I was ready to eat lunch I just pulled up my plastic pants and decided I would rediaper after I ate. Naturally I got into the show I started to watch while eating and remained undiapered for a while. Here is where it got weird. I got the urge to pee and the first thought I had was oh no I better get my diapers back on cause I need to wet! First off I didn't think I need to pee I thought wet! Second was the idea of using the toilet didn't enter my mind until later like it wasn't an option! Anyone else ever had this or am I just wearing diapers to much lately and need a break?
  20. When I sleep with my butt in a diaper I sleep well. But if I sleep with my butt on a toilet I have a hard time sleeping and people think I am strange.
  21. When I lived on the old farm i had other siblings. I didn't get much time to myself but if I could sneak some time in I would sneak diapers for the diaper pile and use them and sneak them into the diaper pail. Problem was I sometimes had to hide them until after bed time. We had a vent in the floor that used to let the warm air pass up into the upper level of the house back in the old days of wood stoves. The bottom was long since closed off when the room below was remodeled, but the top was still there. I used to put them in there until I could safely return them to the diaper pail. A couple times my mom commented that she was wondering where all the diapers came from cause it had filled up faster than normal. My heart jumped a bit and I slowed any use I did. We eventually didn't have any one in diapers in our house and I would use make shift diapers. By then my siblings found out that you could lift the cover off. Luckily they never found a diaper in there. I was having trouble finding a safe place for them until I figured out the metal sleeve inside that vent was loose. I pulled it up and bingo! I would stuff it in the space between their and put it back down. My siblings even hid things in the hole not knowing I had stuff hiding inches away. Since wearing around siblings was hard I eventually started doing it in the hay loft of our one barn. Out back there was a small hole and with nothing but brush grown up. I used to toss the used make shift diapers out that and let them rot. Nobody found them. As I got older I got more private space and I would put them in a closet in a box or my car. Then get nervous and dump them all in a ditch. I didn't discover adult size diapers until after I moved out.
  22. Welcome. I like fishing in diapers also. Rarely get to but fun.
  23. I am go to waconia tommorow. Maybe chaska or Eden prairie also tommorow. What is your plan besides cannon falls?
  24. Was in Richfield for a Dr appointment today.
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