Baldwin

This is good for me, I appreciate the comments as I am starting to "unpotty train. I only wish uncontrolled urination. So far I still have to "let it go" but I hope to eventually get to where it just happens. Sometimes I feel the urge and it starts without my letting it. But I want it to just happen and my feeling the wet diaper at some point.

First time in the first grade, teacher had a system that if you had to go you got up and went to door and turned over a cardboard figure (boy or girl) to show someone was gone out. no one else could go at same time. others kept beating me to door so I finally couldn't help it and peed at my desk. Teacher made me stay in a recess and stand in front of the radiator to dry my pants. As an adult I have waited too long and peed in my car a few times. thankful my car seats were vinyl.

My favorite places to wet my diaper is out in public. for example in the grocery while shopping or in a store. Best times are when I am checking out and the clerk doesn't know I am peeing in a diaper. Couple of times I was walking to my car and had to stop and let it go with people walking by.

Thanks to all your comments. It helps to know others can do this. For me I hope to get over the mental issue and just let it happen like you guys. It is the freedom I have when I pee in my diaper that I enjoy so much that I want that same freedom to poop in my diaper anytime anywhere. I'm trying!

help me out. I have just started wanting to mess my diapers. I have pee in them for like ever but never pooped (well once when I came home from hospital and didn't know they had given me a strong laxative. there was no warning that time just an explosion) Anyway how did you get over the reluctance and let it just happen.