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######So at last something new sorry it took so long I will try to make up for it Now with a chapter but with all the deletions repost recreations etc ... But anyway now it is back so I hope u will enjoy it ! ##### Monday night though Chris tried to reassure tee that nothing will happen during the court date this time not even that was enough to help him fall asleep . He basically spent the night awake only dosing off a few times waking up to palpitations . Tuesday there seemed no point to send tee to school as the court date was at 10:30 am tee was barely even able to eat breakfast he was already so tired and stressed . Was he tired of being stressed or did the stress just added to his tiredness ? Either way time was ticking away and they had to get ready for court . This time tee wasn't dressed in clothes resembling outgrown rags but in black pants white t shirt and a black jacket making him look much more appropriately dressed for the occasion than usual even if compared to the other 3 he was not dressed formally , as all 3 men wore full suits with ties . Tee felt knots in his throat and stomach though the questioning by the court house social worker did seem like a complete formality as everyone seemed much more interested in checking that all the forms were correctly filled out than asking him questions . Though he was asked if he wanted to move to California . He said yes but his heart started beating faster if that was still possible . Of course he knew that the whole point of the court date was to get the approval to move to California it only now really stroke him that he will be moving there permanently well for years anyway and though he did not like ND nor had positive memories of it he was born there and spent his entire life there . Leaving it all behind no matter how bad it was , scared him all of the sudden . It may have been bad but at least it was familiar ... tee was told to wait infront of the close doors as this time it wasn't him they wanted to hear but Chris . So Theo and Chris entered while he was left to wait infront of the closed double doors of the court room with a young female social worker and Tommy . Tee had a feeling Chris was the 1 who asked Tommy to stay outside with him as when he was finished with the questions the doors were already closed and only Tommy and the social worker were left outside with him sitting on 2 benches . However it was possible that simply Tommy saw that as an opportunity to find an another match as he was busy talking to the social worker who seemed barely in her mid twenties . Tee was getting more and more unfomfortable . For several reasons , the lack of sleep , the nerves of facing yet another court house even though this time technically he wasn't trailed , and of course by that point the expected wetness in his diaper was getting more and more prominent both for him and for those who looked careful enough to spot . He was getting slightly worried that it was more visible than he would want it when he saw Kathrine exit then renter the room followed by a couple who were eyeing him rather strangely . He couldn't put his finger on why but he didn't not like them . He didn't wonder really why they were entering the room he was more preoccupied with what the judge will decide . Chris promised him over and over that nothing will go wrong and it will all be alright but what if he is wrong ? Why is the meeting taking so long ? He couldn't quite remember how long the previous court date took but it's different being on the inside than being on the outside not knowing what is going on . He knew he wasn't allowed to get out of Tommy and the social workers eye sight though they barely glanced at him as they seemed deeply in a conversation so the only choices tee seemed to have were either sitting by their side on the bench or walk about 2 meters to the window . Tee , as later he would very much regret putting that 2 meter distance between himself and Tommy , preferred to stay by the window. All seemed serene till a woman appeared in the small crowd that walked up and the court house entering and exiting rooms or simply exiting the building . The woman at first sight seemed vaugely familiar but he wasn't sure where to place her . Till he heard her voice . That was a voice burned into his mind . Gladys . No doubt . She might look somewhat older and dressed in a more formal way but her voice was the same . At first she was talking to a guard further down the hallway but only seconds later she spotted tee who was in plane view standing next to a windowsill . He saw her smile as she approached him . Though it seemed like a sweet smile to any bystander tee knew that smile . It meant that she had him . He was under her complete and total control . What he will do , where he will be , what he will wear , what he will eat , when he will eat , when he will be doing his basic needs all decided by her . Everything was up to her . That sweet smile was only sweet as he wasn't strapped into an oversized stroller dressed like an infant with a pacifier forced into his mouth displaying his thick white diapers or held in her surprisingly capable strong arms in the view of all fed from a bottle as she loudly commented on how he was her good little messy boy . Tee instinctively wanted to distance himself from Gladys but as he was already pressed against the windowsill there was nothing he could do to escape her as she neared him with her sweet wide smile .

And this ladies and gentlemen concludes the restoration ( more or less anyway ) new chapter as soon as I can I dont want to make promises I can't keep ( regarding dates )

Monday was pretty uneventful besides the fact that tee had to report to the nurse in every break as Chris specifically put on the note he gave to the nurse in the morning explaining that he felt unwell during the weekend hence the precaution to avoid his rash from returning . As tee wanted to avoid further embarrassment of being looked for by the nurse he preferred to go by himself . Only inconvenient event happened in the late afternoon . As Theo declared that at last he was done . Tee didn't think much of it at first till Theo summoned everyone to the living room . - alright so we need to go over the mo for tomorrow - Theo was pacing up and down the living room flickering through papers - first thing first we are playing at them screwing up but not finding you years ago . Second that none of the foster families were suitable yet they failed to Recognise that in time too . Third of all the way they handled that whole his mothers husband calling the police thing . Ok so you lined up a school a therapist and a pediatrician in la ? - school yes I spoke to the principal and after thanksgiving they will evaluate based on some test which grade he should be in . And a psychologist yes I talked to Beaty she knows a very good one who is a clinical psychologist and she will get the appointment as soon as we get a green light . Pediatrician I guess the same one that treats the twins . - ok close enough that should be enough for the judge I think , now regarding Saturday night ! - tee realized Theo was now looking straight at him rather than Chris . Tee felt himself go pink - you realize that is breaking your probation right ? If the judge finds out he can send you to detention . So let's try to avoid bringing it up . But if it does come up do not lie about it . If you lie about it you have something to hide and that only makes it worse . Tee sat stunned barely able to breath . He didn't even think of the possibility that drinking could get him to detention . He felt his heart race . His head suddenly felt as couldy as the day before . Who will bring it up ? How will they know ? What will happen if he ends up in detention ? He only spent 1 night there but he was sure he wouldn't survive there . - alright can we not exaggerate this ? Relax you are not going to end up in detention - Chris realized the growing panic that clearly showed on tees face - he could - Theo put in matter if factly - Theo what are you doing ?! - you told me to prepare for every scenario . Technically this is breaking the probation which means that he could be sent to detention - ok ok easy don't panic , listen Theo has a point your drinking is technically breaking the agreement however the alcohol wasn't stolen so - still makes you an Incompetent parent in court - ok look point is we will have a conversation about the dangers of drinking though I think you pretty much got the gist of it yesterday , we will try to simply not bring the subject up if the social workers ask you questions ok ? - but if it does come up don't lie I will try to fix it somehow that it was a cry for help and this is why you want to move him to another state . Ok so everyone just be calm tomorrow no lies and let me do the talking this time . Tee still felt a sudden strong fear . He thought the whole court date was just another formality . Chris said it won't be like last time . He won't be charged of anything . But because of his own stupid idea to go along with the alcohol consumption now he could end up in detention after all . For the rest of the evening tee felt a giant knot in his throat and stomach once again he could barely swallow his dinner . Chris however didn't seem worried . After the food all three guys set down on the living room couch to watch a hockey game only tee felt like the walls were caving in on him . Chris looked up from the screen and though tee didn't say anything it was clear what was going through his head . Chris knew Theo only tried to prepare for the worst as he always did though even he didn't consider that a possible outcome . Tee however wasn't familiar with theos way of preparing . Chris reached out his as if saying "come here " tee felt as Tommy moved aside allowing him to get as close to Chris as possible - you don't have anything to worry about , tomorrow is gonna be just fine - yeah he is a fucking good lawyer even if he doesn't look like it - Tommy put in - what do you mean I don't look like it ?! - alright give it a break . But Tommy is right Theo is outstanding so you have nothing to worry about tee nodded against Chris's shoulder , but realizing this time he had no one but himself to blame made him more miserable than ever . - nothing is gonna happen to you . I won't let it ok ? Everything is gonna be ok - Chris's kept his voice near a loud wishper and though tee heard it clear he still couldn't stop the worrying

Tee was still deep in his own world of memories and fear as he felt Chris gently nudge him - come on only then he realized that family restrooms door was now open. He was relieved but still felt uneasy as the witnessed scene brought back many memories he rather forget. As he layed on the changing surface he couldn't get the girl out of his head. He knew how she must feel at the moment across the wall. So bizar to think only a wall separated them and while he had almost complete privacy , almost since anyone witnessing them going in and coming out could draw the obvious conclusion , but still physically there was no one to witness the changing. How lucky was it for him that he was on the better side of the wall. Was it pure luck? For once it seemed like they both had their parents with them yet the 2 sides of the walk told 2 completely different stories. Also a big difference , unlike the mother Chris didn't seem angry or impatient. He did seem rather appealed by the mothers behavior though. As they returned to the seating area to find Tommy and Theo he seemed rather annoyed by the fact that the booth the guys chose was fairly close to the table the birthday party was at. Luckily for Tee however no one seemed to notice his "special circumstance" and he managed to avoid the name calling and finger pointing. Even though some older kids and mothers did eye Chris rather curiously. - I m starting to think I managed to locate the nuttiest place on the high way - Chris said rather annoyed as the waiter just Informed him that kids under 14 can only get the offered kids menu for a discount or there will be an extra charge - oh don't worry , the booth is also extra charge - Theo put in lowering his menu - extra to what? And I seriously look like I care? Tee flipped through the menu absent mindly as he couldn't stop himself from staring at the girl from the restroom line. He knew he shouldn't. He hated when he felt that others that witnessed his humiliation kept on staring at him after but he couldn't help himself. He has never been on the other side of a humiliation. Though he was enormously grateful he wasn't in her place it still made him feel uncomfortable and helpless to have to watch an ordeal like that. As the waiter returned to take the orders Tee felt even more unfomfortable as he realized that his choice was costing more than it was ought to since he didn't choose a children's dish. He had to admit he wouldn't have minded the dish itself but having ordered a kids menu made him felt more juvenile infront of the other 2 at the table. - that will be an extra charge - fine - Chris didn't seem happy but Tee misunderstood his annoyance , he did not the slightest cared about whatever amount the bill will show. He was never one to be cheap , the waiters attitude was what annoyed him. Considering the place was set to be children friendly the staff didn't seem so. - I can order something else - Tee stuttered unfomfortably - do you have anything that isn't sparkly or has a freaking juice in it? - Tommy demanded - you can order any drink on the menu but changes are extra charge - how about bite me? - Tommy muttered half out loud - that will be an extra charge too - Theo added laughing as Tommy rolled his eyes the waiter looked rather irritated. - will you choose something from the children's menu then? Tee blushed slightly as the waiter didn't make an effort to keep his tone down. He looked at the menu francticly searching for something that wouldn't have a name that would fit serving to a 5 years old - no we would not - Chris added with an edge to his voice - and you know what's not going to get an extra charge at this rate? Your commission! - oh finally - Tommy put in - about time - this place is nuttier than a fruit basket - Theo added - you have no idea. - Chris concluded and probably if Tee wouldn't be sitting right next to them he would have gone into details regarding the events of the bathroom line but for Tees sake he decided some things were best left unspoken Tee was barely eating as he was still fixated on the girl. It was easy to tell she was anything but comfortable even after being changed. She seemed to try her best to hide herself away but it was clear that while her mother was busy chatting to other adults the kids used the opportunity to lift her dresses skirt to expose her protection as she seemed to despretly slapping the nosy hands away. Tee remembered from experience that the more racket he made the more likely it was that he was labeled naughty and "rewarded" a punishment rather than those tormenting him. He glanced over at the mom who for the time being seemed oblious to her daughter whether it was her humiliation or taking the pains of punishing her for the racket. Though he felt hungry as they walked in now he found it difficult to eat though at least the food was fairly good. It took Chris's prompting for him to finish most of his plate , which made him feel worse. If he had learned anything it was that he couldn't afford to waste the food he was given even though since he was staying with Chris meals became a regular thing and he never went to bed hungry. Still that wasn't enough to completely banish the fear of going back to being hungry. But as much as he tried he felt his throat close up as he tried to swallow. Even that didn't seem to anger Chris who minus snapping at the waiter seemed unphased with him and acted like everything was completely normal. Like as if he would be sitting with a normal Teenager and he didn't just spend a good 10 minutes standing in a restroom line to change his diapers. Tee was still unable to piece the entire puzzle together as he had no memory of the previous nights "story telling" he did under the influence so he had no idea that Chris's patience and calmness came from the fact that he was at last able to put the pieces together and much of Tees behavior now made much more sense to him. Of course he had no idea how to resolve any of the issues but his instincts told him that patience and understanding are the first step. As Chris payed the bill and they were all getting dressed to leave Tee couldn't stop himself staring at the little girl who now sat by herself as far away from the rest of the kids as the table would have allowed and while the rest had a feast of the birthday cake she sat with an empty plate. Her mother concluded she did not deserve it. He felt her watch him before while he was eating his own dressert though he felt he didn't earn it but Chris ordered 1 for him anyway , and when he didn't like that so much Chris was even willing to switch with him. He felt the girl watch him enviously. She was probably able to do the math that his state was very similar to hers however his treatment was very different. She was probably wishing she could be a part of his family rather than her own , he remembered wishing that in his heart so many times while watching other kids being treated gently and with respect. Only now it really hit him that with everything he finally has that. He isn't the 1 sitting alone and miserable or laying in a room alone and miserable he is the one having a caring parent and he won't have to spend the night locked up in a dark room alone he would be sleeping safely next to Chris . - what? - Chris returned Tees look with a smile - what is it? Tee just shook his head. He knew he couldn't put his feelings into words anyway - come on then it's getting late and you got school tomorrow the word school stung him a little but even that won't be quite as bad as it used to. Though he was feeling slightly uncomfortable about having to be back in diapers in school as the past week he has the freedom to use the restroom while being in pull-ups.

as Tee finished getting dressed Chris started to organize the suitcases. They were set to leave not much after but since Tee was asleep their packing was yet to be done. - do you know what you want to eat? - Chris asked as he put his own clothes into the suitcase Tee shook his head - still feeling a bit queasy? Yeah well the alcohol will do that to you - Chris's voice was serious but calm - I won't ever drink it again - Tees voice was closer to a whisper than to an actual statement Chris ruffled his hair laughing - yes you will. But I hope last night was enough lesson so it will be in the far future. Alright how about some eggs and toast? You need to eat something before we leave or you will get car sick as Chris ordered room service and set Tee down to eat he went back to finish packing. Preparing the bag he knew will be needed for or the trip with fresh diapers and and the anti rash cream he realized that this time he can't go 4 hours without changing him not unless he wants him fairly uncomfortable by the time they get home he set his phone to search a place suitable to change him. Though the place he found wasn't exactly ideal considering it was mostly a kid friendly restaurant , not the type of place neither theo nor tommy would choose but this time they will have to put up with it. While he and tommy carried the suitcases out he told him about the planned stop - really you want to have dinner at a kids restaurant - as he expected tommy wasn't thrilled but as always he was the tougher nut to break. - I have my reasons - ok fine we will survive. As they set out to leave later Tee was relived to find out that tommy took the drivers seat with theo next to him at the front which meant he was sharing the back seat with Chris. Though he wasn't 100% comfortable thanks to the seat belts he fell fast asleep curled up using Chris as a pillow. Later Tee woke up as Chris gently rubbed his arm. He thought it would be wiser to wake him up a bit prior to stopping and letting him fully wake up. As he looked around he saw that it was already getting quite dark. He felt a slight itching as his diaper by now was wet and the protecting effect of the cream was mostly gone. Nothing remotely as bad as he was used to though. Chris must have noticed him fired ting a little though cause as they entered the restaurant which was quite full of mostly families having dinner with kids and a birthday party he directed him towards the restrooms as he told tommy and theo to find a seat - sure how about South Dakota? That should be far away enough from any table with 5 screaming kids Chris didn't bother to respond to tommys comment though he had to admit that he probably underestimated the amount of people that would be at the restaurant. Something that was confirmed as they reached the family restroom infront of which 2 mothers were already lined up. Without much choice Chris decided to wait. He didn't think that coming back in a few minutes would change much. He opened his email box and starting going through his mail as he didn't want to do it in the car with Tee sleeping next to him. Though Tee was older than what you'd normally expect at family restroom line he wasn't the only one. Not far from them stood a red faced little girl in a purple white flowery dress. Only she wasn't so little. She was probably younger than Tee but only by a few years and her dress though well decorated clearly failed to hide the bulk of shame. On a closer look her dress was stained by something brown. - mom please can we just go home please? - the girl was desperately pleading her mother jerked her arm in anger - no we jolly well can't! It's your cousins birthday! And you already made a mess of it! Talking about mess you are dreaming if you think you are getting into the car like that! And your dress! If you won't stop whining I will give you a reason to whine about! You would deserve to sit in your own shit till the end of this night but no one in this family but you deserves that punishment! - the voice wasn't kept particulary low though but with all the commotion around not many people seemed to notice anything. Tee looked at the scene in horror as he caught every word said probably because he was so used to hearing them himself. he felt both mother and daughters eyes on himself causing him to blush. He felt his bladder release what little amount it contained causing him to wince as he felt a slight burning sensation on his skin. He knew that with the movement he completly exposed his own situation. The girl seemed too immersed in her own agony to care but the mother shot him a "what are looking at " look causing him to instinctivly step closer to Chris who was leaning against the wall typing on his phone. As he felt Tee moving close to him not really paying much attention to the surroundings , assuming he was growing impatient and probably uncomfortable he put his arm on his shoulder gently squeezing it trying to keep him from growing too impatient. While Chris was wondering if he should verbally try to somehow explain to Tee that sometimes there are things to wait for the little girl by then half dragged to the women's restroom continued to plead as Chris as well now heard a clear slap that caught his attention. The mother clearly lost her patience waiting for the family restroom to open up like the mother who stood infront of her with a toddler who already decided to simply change him in the ladies room , but she angrily smacked her daughters now exposed behind covered with a see through plastic panties holding a soiled building diaper ,with a couple of well planned movement making the girl cry out in agony. - that's enough! I told you if you won't stop I will give you a reason to cry about! This damn toilet might very well be out of use! I m not waisting my entire night here! - she declared angrily as she dragged the struggling girl in with her to the ladies room. Chris was frowning at the sight , as he gently rubbed Tees arm who meanwhile edged as close to him as possible. How could a mother humiliate her child like that? Not to mention that changed a child larger than a toddler in an open view was not just difficult size wise but completly humiliating. Before chris had the chance to say anything 2 girls not too much older than Tee came out of the ladies room bursting with laughter - omg did you see that?? - I know right??? A diaper at that age so crazy - lol not just a diaper a diaper full of poop! - ohh so gross I wish we could have taken a picture though! Tee felt a shiver in his spine though the girls were too busy laughing to even notice him. But what if that mom is right? What if this toilet is out of order? Then he will find himself exactly where the girl is only in the men's room

Tee tried to fall back to sleep but every time he managed todo se off another past memory seemed to appear live and vivid . He felt his heart race . He heard voices outside of the door though they were too low to tell apart especially with the blood drumming in this ears . By that point he wasn't sure what was a dream and what actually happened before he could stop himself he was out of the door . Though the last thing he wanted was run into Theo or Tommy as he was sure his wet and sagging thick diaper under his pj must be even more obvious than usual they were the ones he ran into as he left the room . They were both sitting at the table , Theo typing away on his computer as Tommy was though quietly clearly busy chatting up someone over the phone . Tee tried to stop his eyes from swelling with tears , he knew he was acting like a toddler at most but he couldn't help himself . The only source of security he had was Chris . Both men looked him up and down before Tommy realized what tees eyes where looking for . Turning away from his phone he pointed behind his back towards the couch - he is over there - this time in a normal tone of voice rather than the hushed one he used over the phone . tee nodded slightly still feeling very childish but he couldn't stop himself . He stopped next to the couch where Chris was watching something on his laptop with the headphones on . He shifted his weight uncomfortably . - Chris ! - theos call was loud enough for Chris to raise his head from his laptop - why can't you ever keep your ... Oh hi you are up . Are you ok ? tee couldn't think of a single answer just shook his head . He looked more of a kid than ever . Chris saw that same look he saw a few weeks ago in court . Fear . He set down his laptop . - come here - he reached out but that was all it took tee to go into his arms like a baby would to his mothers . Chris felt him shiver as he rubbed his back . - feeling a bit better ? - Chris's voice was calm , no anger or negativity could be felt . Tee felt himself relax a little even though he still couldn't shake off the feeling of doing something wrong . If Chris wasn't mad that meant that whatever he can't remember can't be so bad . - are you cold ? - Chris put his hand over his forehead and neck his tear stroke cheeks well now clearly visible - though you might be a bit warm - maybe he has a fever . Did you bring a thermometer ? - Theo lifted his head from the stack of papers - it's fine we will get from from across the border - Tommy hung up the phone and seemed to be looking something up on it - why would you have to go to Canada for a thermometer ?? Don't you have enough in the US?! - because that's the closest one open on a Sunday - Tommy waved his phone in theos face - alright alright break it up . I don't think he has a fever . He is probably cold cause he isn't dressed up and he is hangovered the word hangover made tee stiffen up . Oh no then he did drink alcohol last night ! Probably that's why he couldn't remember anything . But then how come Chris wasn't angry ...? - still doing better than you did your first time . At least he didn't want to marry a lamp - Tommy put in grinning - ha ha . First of all that wasn't my first time second of all I have no memory of that and 3rd of all you shouldn't teach the kid about drinkink - we couldn't make that up even if we tried - Theo added high fiving Tommy Chris just rolled his eyes . Tee was still snuggled up to him - come on let's get you dressed and get you something to eat , it's already lunch time and you haven't eaten anything yet . Tee was starting to feel hungry but that was no unusual sensation to him . The past few weeks may very well been the only time in his life he could recall where he didn't feel hunger every night . At Martha's he was lucky to get anything and though Gladys did feed him those meals were meant for children much younger than him and did not satisfy his appetite . But now he would have settled for no lunch if he could have stayed in Chris's arms . - come on - Chris pulled out a couple of tissues from the box on the table wiping his tears away and handing him a tissue to blow his nose - let's get you into something warmer . Warmth wasn't the only consideration Chris had , though clearly it was no weather to be walking around in only pjs even with the heating on his other concern was the developing rash . He knew the longer tee spent in a wet diaper the worse his rash will get and even without looking just holding him he could tell his diaper was well saturated . If he wouldn't have felt totally childish tee would have hanged on Chris's hand but he knew he was already acting silly and he was lucky he got away with it as far as he did . As Chris closed the door behind him he sensed that tee was still keeping unusually close to him physically . Well unusual for daytime anyway . As he moved towards the dresser to retrieve the items he needed he felt tee still standing close to him - let's get you changed ok ? go lay down . Tee still didn't move but looking in his eyes the previous stubborn disobience like look was gone and looking back at him was just the eyes of a child not looking remotely like his actual age . Chris already vowed to himself that he will find in himself much more patience to deal with anything tee night throw in his way . The kid suffered enough anger and punishment to last anyone a life time . - come on - Chris gently nudged him towards the bed as he was balancing the items he needed for the change - we don't want your rash to get worse . Tee felt himself go pink in the cheeks then wince slightly as his diaper grew warm one last time as he layed down . So that wasn't a dream either ! He did poop himself ... In his sleep .. Or at least he couldn't recall when . That hadnt happened in years . Perhaps not since he was living with Gladys who kept spoon feeding him only mashed stuff besides his usual bottles that made most of his stool quite runny and hard to hold . As Chris quickly proceeded to throughly clean him not wanting him to be undressed for long tee was despretly trying to recall how he ended up as he has . A 13 years old who , not enough the bed wetting and wetting his pants now had no memory of pooping his diaper . However his mind stayed stubbornly blank even as Chris handed him some clothes to put on .

No way to repost :/ ? I know it sucks but better than lose it all

Unfortunately the next chapter / part following this I couldn't recover so if some1 has it it would be a great help if u would post it - send it to me if not I will recreate it 1 chapter is doable but that will delay the new chapter writing .... Sorry :/

Tee turned uncomfortably. He didn't really want to lay in his own mess but just trying to sit up made him dizzy. Maybe he was sick and that's why he had an accident? Tee slipped back to the verge of sleep as Chris looked in on him not much longer after - hi how are you feeling? Tee barely awake didn't know what to answer but as Chris came closer to the bed the smell pretty much gave away the miserable state he was in. - alright come on let's get you cleaned up - Chris reached out his hand to help him up expecting him to be still quite groggy. Tee was surprised by Chris's calmness he didn't seem to be angry at him at all. Not even at the fact that he messed himself like a toddler. As he sat up besides his dizziness and throbbing head he could now clearly feel the poop spread all over his diaper. Luckily though this time his diaper was able to contain his mess well minor streaks on his pj bottoms but the bed remained intact. As chris literally had to lift him into the tub as he was too groggy to even stand unassisted he carefully removed the soiled diaper and continued to clean Tees diaper area with warm water and soap. Tee slightly fidgeted as the soap stung his already sensitive skin areas. As Chris cleaned him off twice to be on the safe side he gently sat him down and told him not to move as he went to the bedroom to retrieve a clean diaper with the antirash cream and pj. Normally he would have done that on the bed but knowing the state Tee was currently in he decided to take no chances for further accidents , especially since Tee already peed in the tub. As chris returned to the bathroom Tee was absent mindly scratching his diaper area where a mild diaper rash was already developing. Chris felt guilty about that even though based on every book and article diaper rashes at one point are inevitable when using diapers. But now he was determined to tackle it as soon as possible to make sure it will heal as quickly as possible. - hi hi don't do that you are just gonna make it worse - Chris gently removed Tees hands from his diaper area as he rinsed the soap off him one last time wrapping him in a towel and setting him down on the bathroom fluffy mat. As he quickly diapered him he made sure to apply as much cream as possible to his affected area to avoid the rash getting worse. Tee was still much too hangovered to resist or even fully realize the state he was in. All he wanted was to crawl back to bed and sleep. - still not feeling very well ha? - my head hurts - you want to go back to sleep? Tee nodded - alright then come on back to bed as Tee made no attempt to get to his feet Chris simply carried him back to bed. He seemed ready to fall asleep as soon as he was put on the bed but Chris knew firstly he had to make sure he wouldn't get dehydrated. - alright stick your tongue out , it's a painkiller it will help with your headache. Big sip. Good job. Drink a bit more. As Tee slipped down under the cover and curled up Chris stayed watching him relieved for a few more minutes as now he seemed to sleep more peacefully than during the night. noon Tee heard some some voices in the distance but he was still half asleep or too groggy to figure out who was talking and about what. He spent about 30 minutes drifting in and out of sleep as he finally started to wake up. He tried to figure out what time it could be but he couldn't be sure , he tried to recall the previous night but it seemed like his mind was blank. He turned around. His head throbbed slightly. His diaper felt soggy and he had a lately unusual uncomfortable itching sensation in side of his diaper. Still half asleep he wished he could try to stick his hand into his diaper and relieve the itching. Just as he was considering actually trying he froze. He had some access to the thightly fitting garment that was because it wasn't enclosed by plastic pants. But this sort of itching usually followed a good few hours where he was left to bake in his own stew , soiled diaper enclosed by a plastic pants that held his mess adjacent to skin for long long hours that caused a serious rash. He recalled a dream like event of pooping his diaper and Chris changing him. Shiver ran through his spine. What if that wasn't a dream? What if that did actually happen? It felt quite a realistic dream plus the itchy feeling inside his diaper… Tee didn't know what to do. Something in him told him he did something very bad the previous night but his brain simply couldn't recall what. Was his rash a part of his punishment? 1 part of him wanted to try to fall back to sleep again and hope things would be different once he wakes up , that was a fantasy he used a lot in care trying to survive another day. The other part of him just wanted to cry. He wasn't sure exactly what about but he felt like all the bad memories he was usually able to avoid were now all fresh in his mind again and all he wanted just for the fear to stop.

- guys guys! What the hell?! - Theo tried to break them apart worried that it could turn into an actual fight. That nearly never happened no matter how drunk they got but he saw the anger in Chris's eyes and he knew that between the 3 of them Chris was without a doubt the most skilled fighter plus unlike Tommy he wasn't drunk but Tommy at a drunk state tended to get into pointless fights. As chris was lightly pulled back by Theo he let go of Tommy and tried to collect himself. It wasn't really Tommy he was mad at of course but it was the easiest to find a physical outlet for his anger. - that stupid stunt you pulled this afternoon - Chris tried to keep his voice steady but it wavered with anger - what? What stunt are you talking about?! It was a joke! A fucking joke! You are not seriously going to try to pin this on me now are you?! As Chris revieled some of the things Tee has told him both men seemed to be shocked into silence. After a long pause Theo asked - and you are sure this is all true? Chris shot an angry look at him - you really think he would make all of this up?! Besides didn't you already make clear that you don't trust him and that he is the biggest mistake I could make in my carrier?! Theo went slightly red - ok I didn't mean it like that just that it… - he trailed off - you are right I m sorry I shouldn't have said that - you don't have to believe him just read carefully between the lines of the case workers reports. It's all there just not black and white. - well at least that's good. I mean I can use that for the court prep - look I m sorry too I didn't mean to hurt the kid seriously I was just joking - great then how about the both of you stop making things worse at least if you are not helping?! I have enough to deal with as it is I m gonna sleep on the couch. Good night Tommy looked at Theo - he really is pissed isn't he - yeah but I don't think it's us he is really mad at , you know Chris he has a need to save everyone from harm yet the one person he couldn't save from being harmed was his own kid. Though he is right we didn't help. But I m going to now I m going to kick ass in court Tuesday. Make sure this kid will have a safe home from now on. - and what if that doesn't work? I mean the court - well then I think Chris is staying here… - then you better bring your a game Tuesday Morning Tee woke up feeling quite bad. His head was throbbing the light hurt his eyes his nose felt dry and his throat was painful. He turned to his other side trying to recall what caused him to feel as bad as he felt. Some sort of punishment? He despretly tried to recall the previous night but the last memory he had was drinking something orange colored. That was supposed to contain alcohol… The rest of the night felt like a blure. His whole mind felt blank. As he turned he realized the diaper felt unusual. He was used to the spongy wetness surrounding his private part but this time the whole diaper felt cold and of an unusual texture. As he tried to figure out what could have happened his bladder emptied causing his diaper to swell further and turning the weird texture into something more familiar… Oh no! This can't be! He pooped himself in his sleep! That never happened well not for years that he could remember not since Gladys anyway. The mess in his diaper felt smeared all over his skin and since it probably wasn't the first time since he pooped that his bladder went loose because by now his skin felt itchy. He wanted to scratch himself badly but he knew that would only make a bigger mess. He knew Chris will be angry once he finds out he pooped himself in his sleep like a baby , only that thought was enough to cause his eyes to swell with tears even without the actual punishment. But maybe Chris wouldn't choose leaving him in his own juices as his punishment. He badly wanted to go out of the room and find Chris and like a toddler who had an accident ask him for a change but somehow he didn't dare to. Not just because he was feeling bad and worried about running into Theo and Tommy first but also because his eyes and throat felt like he was crying last night. He couldn't recall anything but he was pretty sure that he did something that angered Chris especially since his side of the bed was empty.

As Tee was trying his best to avoid throwing up though it was a battle lost to begin with Chris tried to put his own initial shock about the entire evening and the latest outbreak aside and focus only on the child before him. - ok ok easy does it. I know it's not a nice experience but once you throw up you will feel better believe me Tee held on to the side of the tiolet as hard as he could. He knew from experience that throwing up was not bringing any sort of relief it was just another reason to punish. Especially when the vomiting itself was already forced on him as a punishment. Chris of course had no idea what was going through Tees mind which was already hazy from the effects of the alcohol. All he could do was gently rub his back and try to reassure him as the inevitable happened and the contents of his stomach emptied out of him against gravity. As Tee was still half heaving half hiccuping from being sick he felt Chris who till then held his head flush the water and move away as he heard the tap running. He tried to force his brain to think what could come next and brace himself but his mind felt too fuzzy his nose felt blocked his ears were ringing and his throat hurt. Chris gently placed a dump towel over his forehead handing him a glass of tap water - here rinse your mouth you will feel better in a couple of minutes Tee was still beyond apprehensive about opening his mouth again afraid that trying to put anything into his digestive system will just set his stomach off again. - just rinse your mouth Tee shook his head. The taste in his mouth and nose were bad enough without having to swallow it all back down again. - come on just rinse your mouth it will get the taste out Tee Tried as hard as he could to avoid having to take a sip from the glass but considering he was quite dizzy and weak he wasn't able to get Chris's hand with the glass away from his mouth as he did previously. Knowing that if he refuses to open his mouth will only lead to pinching of his nose something he despretly wanted to avoid as it was blocked and having to swallow that back would be just as bad if not worse than whatever was left in his mouth he hesitantly took a sip. As he moved the water from side to side he wished he tried as long as he could to avoid swallowing but as his nose was blocked his mouth was the only way for him to breath normally. He braced himself to swallow the contents of his mouth just as Chris realized and stopped him in the last second - no no don't swallow it! Spit it out! Spit it out! As Tee did as instructed Chris handed him some tiolet paper to blow his nose. - feeling better? - no - do you want to try to drink some water? - no - do you want to try to lay down? - no - ok is There something That you do want? Tees response which consisted of half sobs hiccups and broken sentences took Chris a while to even try to make sense of what he was saying he managed to put some pieces together : his first foster family Peggy and Sid were set on potty training him as he arrived to them quite late compared to his age but still having multiple daytime accidents not to mention wetting his bed. He was punished for any accident one part of that was pushing his face into the mess he created wether that was a soiled underwear or wet sheets after which he was tied to a potty chair till he made it "right". Based on his story he wasn't the only one undergoing this training he shared a room with at least 3 other children mostly younger than him who managed mostly to learn how to use the potty and were moved out of the room which contained no toys only cots and potty chairs to sleep in the big kids room where he was never allowed in. To make things worse Chris realized that over the last few days 2 things probably triggered memories he was trying to suppress. One being tommys stupid stunt to push his face into the snow and the other being him declaring that if he can't poop at a given hour based on a set schedule he will get some "help " to go. Same technique as Peggy used every morning if he didn't "make" in his potty chair as he was supposed to. Only Peggy used a soap stick that rather than endure cramping that helped moved his bowels caused quite a severe burning sensation prompting him to push everything inside of him out to relieve the feeling. If that wasn't bad enough , since this aggressive potty training still didn't get all of his problems sorted only thought him that the only "right" way to empty his bodily contents was into a potty without getting a severe spanking or worse his next foster mother Gladys put him into 24/7 diapers treating him like a toddler and spanked him if he tried using the potty to do his business. He wasn't allowed to feed dress or basically doing anything for himself not to mention her undoing all the tiolet training he was taught by that point. It became clear to him that Tee saw Tommy as a physical threat and Theo well he vocally expressed the fact that taking him on was the worst thing he could do to his career which to Tee showed a clear dislike of him. The crying and the fear brought on by the memories caused his already soaked diaper to go warm again. And also another round of gagging resulting in vomiting. It took Chris quite a long time to calm Tee enough to be able to change his overly soaked diaper and stop him from crying so hard it would induce yet another round of sickness. At least he managed to get him to drink a glass over water and set him to bed in his pj and dry diapers. as he watched Tee finally fall asleep as his hiccups still continued slightly in his sleep while instead of his normal peaceful sleep he seemed caught up in a restless trashing he sat down on the bed burrying his face in his hands. To be honest he felt like crying too. Piecing the bits of memories Tee sprung up on him he started to get a pretty good idea of what his life looked like. Life can you even call that a life? As he got up quietly and went into the dining room to open the laptop with the files he sent over to Theo for the court date , He frantically started searching and yes it didn't take him long to find it.till then at least a part of him hoped it was just a story made up by Tees imagination. Though how could a child ever conjure such events..? Of course there was no actual record of the abuse. Not to the extent that anyone could have realized just from reading the reports what that child was put through. Only referrals - child could not been tiolet trained though the foster parents used a strict regiment. Child was put back to diapers foster mother seems mentally unstable. Just then Tommy and Theo returned. - so how did it go? - Tommy asked not quite keeping his voice down - keep your voice down! - Chris wishpered angrily - what it's not my fault don't take your parental frustration out on me Chris got to his feet feeling the anger he was trying to suppress all night making his blood pressure rise - oh really you think you had nothing to do with this?! - Chris grabbed Tommy by the collar and pressed him against the wall - no what the fuck are you talking about?! Get off me!

A good half an hour later Tee returned to the table. He was feeling very unwell by then. He felt like everything was spinning around and very loud and he felt like he would throw up any minute. - Tee are you ok? - Chris saw he looked pale and odd but he assumed it had something to do with his newly found friends , a fight perhaps. He didn't realize he was right about the cause just not about the event. - I feel sick - I think he is drunk - Theo commented as he looked more closely - drunk?! How the hell would he be drunk?! - I think Theo nailed this , he is definetly drunk - Tommy said rather amused as he took another sip from his drink - for fucks sakes - Chris cursed under his breath , though he had to admit , Tommy and Theo were right. Tee was drunk. - how on earth did you even get alcohol?! - but Chris had to realize that no matter how shocked or angry he was at the moment he had to put his feelings aside and deal with the created situation. And as discreetly as possible considering the court date was only a couple of days away. - alright get me his coat , here I will leave you my card have another drink I will take him back to the cabin and deal with this. - you need help? - Theo asked as he handed him his and Tees coats - no I got it , just finish the round it's on me - I will drink to that - Tommy raised his glass as Theo shook his head at him - what? I didn't get him drunk what do you want from me?! - to not be an ass everytime for example chris put Tees coat on him as he sTeered him outside. He was hoping no one would realize the real reason for their supposably early departure. Tee tried to take off his coat. - no no keep that on , you are going to get a cold - I m warm - no you just had too much too drink it's freezing outside you need to keep your coat and scarf on - Chris zipped up his coat all the way taking charge of his hands insuring he wouldn't be able to peel the layer of clothing off himself. - you are in enough trouble as it young man so you better start doing what you are told Tee felt his head buzzing. Everything felt like it was moving in a strange slow motion. He felt very warm that wasn't doing his nausea much good much less the warmth coming from his diaper after once more he wet it hardly even realizing that it was happening. Chris led Tee into the cabin. He removed his coat and shoes leaving them at the coat hanger by the door leading him into their bedroom. - come on sit down here and wait I m going to bring you some water and after that it's sleep time for you I think you got yourself into enough trouble for one day Tee felt sick , like he was going to be sick. He hated throwing up. It wasn't an unusual thing to happen when he was little. Just thinking of those memories he felt even more nauseous. Not even was the horrible feeling of emptying his stomach contact against gravity bad enough in most times than none it was followed by another punishment or humiliation. No he definetly can not let himself be sick. He felt the cold sweat on his back but hang on to the side of the bed despretly. Chris returned to the room with a glass full of water - alright drink this Tee took no notice and continued to stare ahead - come on you are going to get dehydrated just drink this Tee felt like putting anything in his mouth could make throw up and besides the fluids he already drank soaked up his diaper enough without adding more liquids to that - come on just drink - Chris held the glass infront of Tee who with an unexpected well at least for Chris unexpected movement knocked the glass out of his hand. the glass luckily did not shatter but the water spilled on the carpet. Chris was a bit shocked Tee could act stubborn he saw that before but nothing that ever came near aggression. Though in a way made sense. Hitting a child isn't teaching them good behavior it teaches them violence. And alcohol has the tendency to bring aggression out of people who normally didn't act aggressively. - woo calm down. Breaking and throwing things is not making your situation any better. I m going to bring you another glass I get that you are not feeling well and hopefully this is your first time experiencing this but take it from me if you resist people trying to help you you are not going to be feeling better - nobody is trying to help me! I m not gonna feel better! Why should I do what you say if you were my dad I wouldn't been in fucking care all my life and even now you don't want me you just want to go back to your life and shitty movies in la if you and my mom really would have loved each other how come you didn't know she had me and she wouldn't have gave me up and got married and had new kids Tees unexpected outburst of anger was cut short by an uncontrollable gagging to which Chris just had enough time to react and rush him to the tiolet. Tee seemed to try to fight the urge to throw up as much as he could while Chris was still trying to digest the previous accusations that he had to admit to himself he had no good response to. Tee was right. He wasn't there and because Patricia chose not to be there he was ultimately sentenced to life in care which seemed many things but not a good life. Tee wasn't sure where he got the courage from to actually say what he was thinking , he knew that cursing and yelling will bring a major punishment but somehow his usual sense of fear and terror was lifted by the alcohol he consumed.

- are you ok? - Chris seemed a bit concerned as he saw Tees slightly red eyes. He wasn't convinced by the "soap in the eyes " explanation but he decided not to pursue it as they already had the dinner reservations and he figured it might be easier at night anyway. During the dinner Tee tried his best to stay out of everyone's way. as they to the lounge party they were escorted to the vip section. Tee had no idea regarding coctails but he did get something that at least color wise was interesting of course his unlike the rest was virgin. Tee was actually relieved when Nate showed up with a girl about their age , though she seemed more mature as she wore some make up and asked if he wanted to check the rest of the party out. - I m Layla my mom is one of the models here maybe you know her- the girl seemed more interested in Chris than she did in Tee that was quite obvious - nice to meet you Layla - Chris smiled at her shaking her hand though he fought hard not to let his smile turn into laughter. He was used to women coming on to him even Teenager who had crushes on him but a barely 13 y o who was supposably Tees friend was something new - that girl os definetly not scared of her shadow - Chris added shaking his head as the 3 walked away - watch out before she gets him smitten then you will really have your hands full - Theo added - haha very funny - I have to agree though - Tommy put in - she seems trouble plus she already has one guy flocking after her - can you both stop projecting your own love lives onto 13 year olds seriously it's a party what could they possibly do? Dance? Though it seemed like Layla and Nate had clear plans but those did not involve dancing. Much more mixing. Of drinks left unattended. Tee seemed confused at first. What could be so good in mixing his own drink with left overs from others? - because those have alcohol in it stupid - Layla said rolling her eyes - you are not really going to be drinking juice all night are you? Tee considered. Glancing at Chris's table he realized Layla was probably right and they were all drinking. He knew how alcohol usually ends up… Maybe it would be easier if he drank too. So he let Layla pour some into his half empty glass. And then some more. And some more. About an hour later he started to feel quite dizzy. He felt like everything was very loud and noisy. He was getting slightly nauseous too. He tried to take a few more sips of the newest I'd hoping that would help. He also felt his bladder aching for relief and this time he couldn't even manage to distance himself as he involuntarily wet his diaper.

Yes definetly ! Internally grateful ! I don't think I could / would have ever recreated the missing half but thankfully good things do happen out there

I was lucky enough to find someone who saved it so I m reposting then it will continue as if no virus / bug ever happened well more or less anyway

Chris came to pick Tee up in the early afternoon. He knew that he was in a desprate need for a change by then , well at least to avoid a rash. And the trip was meant to be a joint one though he enjoyed having some time to himself with his friends he knew well that was unlikely to cope well on his own for long periods. as they left Nate waved at them. - found a new friend then? - Chris asked a bit surprised but pleased. Maybe all Tee really needed was just a change of environment. - maybe I mean we weren't in the same group but he asked if I was coming to the party tonight - oh the vip lounge party? Sure I was planning to stay too long but it is weekend after all as they returned to the cabin Chris helped Tee remove his overall and proceeded to change his quote soaked nighttime diaper to a dry day time one. Tee felt better not having to wear the thickest diaper as he wasn't dressed in his overall again only a pair of pants and a jacket. He realized though it was only for lunch. Tommy and Theo were already at the restaurant when they arrived. After lunch they went back to get dressed again for some afternoon skiing this time altogether. Tee felt uneasy about it from several reasons. Firstly it meant yet another diaper change to a thick diaper , secondly he already figured out he was not very good at skiing even though the instructors tried to encourage him since he was just trying it out for the first time he knew his skills will be a great source of entertainment for Tommy. Though they stayed on small slopes which meant to be easy the only thing that seemed easy to Tee was falling over. Chris though tried his best sometimes had a hard time himself not to at least smile at the lack of coordination Tee showed. He tried to give him a few tips but even those didn't seem to help much. Theo and Tommy seemed to get a bit tired of not getting much skiing done since most if the time was spent by getting Tee back with a few words of advice. Eventually they decided that it was near time to call it a day , especially if they wanted to have dinner and attend the party. as they decided to give skiing down the from of the slope together Tee fell over about 3 m after Tommy who was the nearest thought it would be a perfect opportunity to pull a prank as he did all morning when he slid out infront of Theo or throw snowballs at Chris. As Tee tried to get up after he landed face forward Tommy triumphly grabbed his neck from behind causing him to stare straight into the snow and freeze. - Tommy what the hell are you doing?! Help him up for crying out loud and stop being an ass jeez! - Chris's angry voice came from about 5 m below - oh relax I m not hurting him it's just a joke stop being such a tight ass - Tommy shot back as he let go of Tees neck and bent to pick up his fallen ski blade ( sorry I may be misusing the word couldn't find the correct one forgive me for that ) and started to reattach it to his boots. - yeah the kid has enough to deal with without you - Theo added Chris shoved Theo - ahh what? - seriously sometimes the two of you are two halves of one idiot I swear! Tee was still frozen though Tommy did help him up. He didn't hurt him that was true. But he did overflowed him memories of his first foster family and even second Home he lived in. It was quite common for him to be grabbed by the neck and have his face pushed into the mess or maybe more correctly accident he had just created. He was too little to ever try to fight back , he was just a toddler who had massive problems with the tiolet training expectations. He felt his diaper grow very warm. He bit his lip he knew that if he will start crying he will make everything a lot worse. He tried to keep going down but couldn't really keep his balance more than a few meters at a time till he finally reached Chris who helped him get down without another major fall. - you ok? - Tee kept looking straight ahead not daring to meet Chris's gaze and let his tears roll out. He was already ridiculed for his lack of ability to ski if he will be caught crying as well he will never live it down. He nodded bit Chris wasn't convinced though decided not to push the point - Tommy can act like an idiot sometimes don't take it personally he means no harm - of course Chris had no idea what was going through Tees mind - ok come on let's get back a hot shower and meal will do you some good Tee was relieved Chris let him take a shower first as he wasn't sure how long he could have held back his tears.

Saturday As Tee woke up he heard the shower running somewhere near. He opened his eyes feeling a bit disorientated. The room didn't seem familiar at all and looking out of the slightly open curtains everything seemed white but no buildings in sight. Tee sat up a bit in panic. Looking down he was in his pj but he had no memory of putting them on he tried hard to recall the last thing he remembered as the bathroom door opened and Chris stepped in drying his hair with a towel. - good morning slept well? Get ready and take a quick shower then it's breakfast and for you a crash course in skiing Oh right! They were at the border in a skiing resort. As he went to the shower and removed his pjs and soaked diaper he wondered how the day would look like. Skiing made him a bit nervous PE wasn't exactly his thing and he suspected it wouldn't take Tommy much to get on his case. As he finished his shower Chris already laid out the things on the bed. Yet another quite thick diaper. So that's that then. He is confined to round a clock diapers. He started feeling hot as he realized Chris must have put his pjs on if not more last night. But we're Tommy and Theo there..? -come on lay down we need to get going we should be at breakfast in 5 min As Tee submitted himself to the much too familiar routine of diaper change he put on what Chris laid out for him. Black undershirt and pants with thick socks. He was wondering getting worried he would be quite cold wearing that outside. In the living room / dining room a breakfast was already set out Tee sat down trying to keep his distance , he was worried his current clothes might disclose his situation even more than usual. As breakfast now seemed the new usual a lively conversation Tee took almost no part in , slowly came to a finish everyone seemed to go back to their respective rooms and get ready. Tee realized that getting ready meant more dressing. A thick black overall that basically covered him head to toe. On the one hand he was relieved as that definitely covered up his bulk yet made him worry how he will be changed. It will definitely not be a short trip to the restroom. As Tee was set to be taught how to ski at least on a basic level it was agreed that he would stay with the instructor for a few hours with kids if different ages while Chris Tommy and Theo would go and ski by themselves. Tee felt fairly insecure about staying on his own with a bunch of kids. Though he was glad to be away from Tommy as his instincts predicted nothing good regarding him he was just as concerned about this ski class. He was as usual the worst of the bunch even though he was in the beginners group he was by far the eldest compared to the rest of the kids. Though age wise he might have been fairly at the top at the rest he was quite at the bottom and he saw that 2 boys about his age belonging to the advanced group been watching him since the moment Chris walked up to the instructors with him. Later on a break , after falling down more times he tried to count and the instructor decided to take pity on him and work with the younger kids 1 of the boys his age approached him. - hi was that really Chris Reynolds before? - Yeah - Tee took a sip of water though knowing that the more he drinks the more urgent his changing will become something he hoped will not be left up to one of the instructors - Cool! How do you know him? - Amm he is my - Tee wanted to say father but he knew none of the kids his age used that to describe a parent - dad - Really?? I never knew he had a kid - It's kind of complicated - Tee didn't know what to say , Chris introduced him everywhere as his son but he never had to deal with that on his own in a new environment. The boy seemed like he would play nice with him but Tee still wasn't sure why. Of course he couldn't have guessed his hidden protection he probably just seemed interested in Chris and talking to him seemed like an easy way - I m Nate what's your name anyway? - Tee - Cool are you coming to the lounge party tonight? - I I m not sure -Well if you do we could hang out

As they all set out loudly discussing the plan for the next 2 days Tee was trying to remain as unnoticed as possible. He knew his clothes were loose enough to hide the buldge of his diaper or so he hoped but he knew it was only a matter of time before the bulkiness increases once the diaper becomes wet. He was devastated by the seemingly realistic option that his fate was once again sealed and confined to diapers around the clock and he will have no freedom to use a tiolet. So far only a few things seemed to have improved compared to his foster family - the diapers were high quality disposables that caused him much less irritation than the clothes ones , and since these weren't clothes he didn't have to wash them , he hated the smell of bleach but Martha insisted that was only thing that could get "that" dirt out , and maybe even the best part was no plastic pants. He absolutely hated the way that cut into his skin causing him to sweat and itch even more. As they all took their place in the car Chris handed him a blanket to which he was grateful for since it allowed him to hide his bulk of shame at least in the car. The extra amount of cream Chris has applied still made him feel a bit weird as he sat down in the car trying to get comfortable. He was drowsy especially with the buzzing of the voices around him and the humming of the car engine. He may have even fell asleep for a short while when he realized the car stopped at a gas station with a restaurant. As Tommy filled the car with gas the rest of them entered the restaurant. Once again the conversation seemed to be live and engaged between the 3 with Tee mostly trying to avoid drawing attention to himself. He felt a slight need to relive his bladder but he knew that the soda he consumed will add to that soon. He wondered wether he should ask Chris for the permission to use the restroom though he knew he wouldn't be able to do that on his own plus he wasn't sure wether here there would be a family restroom to use and having his diaper removed in the men's room might even be worse than having that happen in the ladies room. Though at one point or the other all 3 took a short break to use the restroom Tee was left out of this rotinue. To Tommy and Theo this was not even noticeable to Chris this was a conscious choice. The place offered no convenient option to change a diaper. He deliberately used the thick nighttime diaper counting on the possibility that he will not get a chance to change Tee during the 3.5 hours drive. Well 4 hours if you count the dinner. As they set out to drive again this time with a change. Theo was behind the wheel as he took theos seat in the back seat next to Tee. As he was still driving prior to stopping for dinner he could see in the mirror that Tee was half asleep but last weeks experienced told him that on his own he will not sink into deep sleep. In a way it made him wonder how he slept at all till he moved to his bed. Tee was about to put his seat belt on Chris signaled him to move to the middle seat as Tee got into trouble trying to fasten the seatbelt which was designed in a slightly different way than the other four Chris leaned over and fastened it for him he put the blanket over him allowing him to lean agents him. Which Tee did though the usual grabbing his shirt move was now missing. About 15 min later or so Tee was breathing rhythmically so even so he did fall fast asleep. He woke up slightly about half an hour later to realize that if he didn't use a restroom very soon another accident will follow. Quickly however the past few hours events registered in his brain and he remembered he had a thick diaper around his waist. He knew there was nothing left to do but resign to his fate and use his diaper as it was intended to be used but even with the cover of the blanket having Chris's arm around him made it difficult to do awake so he tried his best to fall back to sleep. This indeed seemed to work as they arrived an hour and a half later and Chris realized Tee was indeed deeply asleep. - Theo can you do me a favor and get the paper work sorted? My wallet and everything are in the glove compartment I don't want to wake him up I will just take him inside. - sure so that makes me what? The bell boy? - Tommy asked with his typical sarcasm - yeah and here is your tip you are too old to be called a boy of any sort - Chris shot back with the same sarcasm knowing that though Tommy always has to complain he would be the first to take the bags either way as Chris carried Tee into 1 of the 2 bedrooms and gently laid him down as he went to retrieve the suitcases Tommy carried to the living room. Besides wanting to change himself he knew , he felt as he carried Tee that he was in a need for a clean and dry diaper.

As they got out of the car and made way up in the elevator Chris spoke up - ok we will arrive quite late at this rate - hi I didn't take that long - Theo spoke up in defense - point being - Chris was not willing to let the conversation go side tract as most conversations with the 3 of them did. - if we want to get up early tomorrow it's better to be time efficient. So I'd say lets shower now well however wants to since here we have 3 and in the cabin only 2. There seemed no objection to the offer. Tee was getting relieved actually. If he could shower that would give him the perfect opportunity to hide his accident and clean up. Chris however didn't let him rush off to his bathroom to shower. He led him into his own bedroom which now clearly contained all of his diapers pull-ups wipes and even clothes. Partly since he wasn't using his room there seemed no point in making anyone sleep in the living room and partly to have words with Tee outside of earshot. Tee felt slightly confused. True he spent all his nights in the past week in Chris's room but till now his bathing , diaper changes , dressing etc all happened in his room. Though besides those short actions he basically spent no time in the room he still felt a strange type of pain realizing that for the time being anyway his room was Chris's room. Which also meant that Chris had even more supervision on him. That may have been only his own illusion since Chris was the one washing his clothes and cleaning up any accident he may have had ( minus a few minor ones he was able to keep undetected ) it became clear for Tee that Chris was not happy with him as he led the way into the bathroom. Chris sat down on the edge of the tub crossing his hands. - I think before you take a bath we need to have a talk - Chris's voice was quiet but serious. Tee felt his knees go weak and his bladder ache for relief though his pull-ups was soaked to capacity as it was. Whatever though he could guess what Chris wanted to talk to him about can't be a good thing. He felt that from the graveness of his tone. ___ Tee didn't dare to meet Chris's gaze. He knew that Chris knew he wet himself and he felt he was angry. - do you want to explain to me why we are here again? - Chris forced a calm but stern tone on himself - we had this conversation last night didn't we? Tee continued to keep his head bent without answering - didn't we agree that if you have an accident you need to change immidiatly? Does this look like changing immidiatly to you? - Chris asked as he pulled down Tees pants revealing the clearly almost over soaked pull-ups which seemed like it would rip at the waistband any moment. Tee blushed. He knew he had nothing to say that would make the situation better. Chris took a deep breath. Yeah talking doesn't seem to get him anywhere. He told him less than 24 h ago that having an accident in his pull-ups meant he would have to change it right away. However this proves that either he does not listen or can not comply. Chris couldn't be sure which option it was. Some sort of Teenager rebeliation which made no sense to him since Tee was basically punishing himself rather than anyone else. Or it was some sort of a behavioral problem that will need treatment. Not so surprising considering his past. Chris decided that punishment was not the right move however he will have to treat him more like a toddler than a Teenager. - do you have anything that you want to say? Why did you say you didn't need to use the restroom when it was clear that you did? Tee blushed further but he didn't know how to voice what he was feeling. He knew Chris wouldn't have laughed at him or mocked him but now with his friends here things were different. Tommy was a guy who loved to make fun of people. He was mostly giving Theo a hard time but he made comments about Chris too though he didn't seem to care. He was sure though that asking to use the bathroom infront of him would have resulted in a series of mockings. - alright fine. Take a bath unless that's something I can't trust you with either? - Tee shook his head as Chris started to fill the tub with hit water adding a generous amount of soap - then go on. we don't have much time. I will finish packing. As Tee removed his pull-ups and set down in the tub he felt his bladder empty with the relaxing effects of the warm water. Chris was mad at him he knew that , but what sort of punishment was in stored for him he wasn't sure but it surely made his stomach turn with fear. after he finished his bath he wrapped a towel around himself and finding no clothes or pull-ups in the bathroom he went into the bedroom. Chris seemed to be finishing as he was closing the second suitcase. - done? Tee nodded. - ok lay down Tees heart sank he saw the layed out towel and the cream and diaper set next to it. A couple of minutes later he was already diapered in the thick nighttime diaper with a generous coating of a tirade cream applied making him feel slightly uncomfortable as he started to dress in a shirt and sweat pants Chris handed him. - it's a long car ride and if today proved anything is that I can not trust you to change when you need to so this will be easier. No doubt changing diapers required a lot less than changing a pull-ups. No taking off shoes pants etc , the sole deal could be done in under 5 minutes if it involved only wetness. Plus this would be better to ensure that he will not end up with a rash. Tee hated the feeling of being back in thick diapers in the middle of the day especially since he always felt like everyone could tell he was wearing them. He was only hoping Chris was not planning to change him infront of Tommy and Theo. Because if he was wearing a diaper he knew very well he was expected to use them. Or as they would say if he acts like a baby he will be treated like one and babies don't get the luxury of privacy.

As Tee got into the car it was clear the other 3 were in a middle of an argument with Tommy as the main complainer. - ok ok can you put a sock in it for 2 minutes? Jeez ok Tee this is Tommy Theo u already met. Tommy this is Tee and Theo well you met. There was a moment of awkward silence before the argument continued as before. Tee glanced nervously at Tommy. He had a bad feeling about him. He seemed to be the type of guy who causes havoc. As they set down to lunch tommy was the first to order a drink. Tee knew from experience that alcohol never lead to anything good as far as he was concerned. Unlike the meals he was used to till now it was much louder much more engaged and much less concentrated on him. It made it harder for him to even get Chris's attention. He knew he should ask him where the restroom is but he felt childish and silly infront of Tommy and Theo with Chris alone it would have felt less out of the ordinary. Of course he knew that another accident would be even more childish but he hoped that if it would come to that Chris will be distracted enough not to notice and he would get a chance to change. Unfortunatelly Tees calculations just like the day before did not just not work out as he hoped but got him into more trouble. As lunch took longer than he anticipated and after there was another unexpected stop at a pharmacy because Theo insisted on buying some things he forgot to pack but felt were needed for the trip. Chris was getting suspicious. Tee shook his head when he asked him if he needed to use the restroom. It's been a good 2 hours no almost 3 since they picked him up , if he didn't ask to go to the bathroom it could only mean he already did go , but not in a bathroom. Chris was getting more confused and irritated by Tees behavior. Seems like the initial enthusiasm to use his pull-ups died out and now he resorted to using his pull-ups full stop. But this was even worse than using his diaper. He showed no initiation to change himself and left unprompted it seemed like he wouldn't change on his own. Chris was started to debate. His point of the pull-ups was to make life easier by allowing Tee to do things for himself yet he seemed completely unphased by sitting in a wet pull-ups for hours. So maybe this wasn't such a great idea in the long run and using diapers on him would be a better way to ensure his basic hygiene needs are met. Not to mention monitor his reoccurring constipation. Especially on a weekend away. As they were walking back to the car Tee felt Chris's eyes on him. He guessed he was able to tell that despite saying he didn't need to use the restroom he was indeed in a serious need to change. He felt his pull-ups distand from his waist by the weight of the absorbed urine. Maybe that was also visible. That thought was causing him to slightly blush. It was bad enough if Chris could guess , meaning he wot get away with once again well actually twice wetting his pull-ups and then not going to change , maybe both Theo and Tommy knew the state he was in. Just by looking at the way Tee was walking Chris was now certain he was indeed wet. Second time in 1 day. And this time he basically lied about it. Yes he didn't ask directly if he needed to change but trying to prompt him to use the restroom either to pee or to change was met by refusal and denial. That was not something he was willing to be deal with in a long car ride.

I will try to finish the reposting by the weekend I wanted to keep the chapter division as much as I could and I m hoping a new chapter this weekend !

Introduction Jessica was younger than her husband Jack that fact never bothered them to be happy however. Sam Jacks 18 y o son however did very much . Jessica being only a decade or so older than him was hardly a mother figure for him especially since his mother was travelling around the world not giving too much care to her son. Jessica felt that when it came to Sam Jack set no real boundaries and the boy felt he could do anything . Living in the same house became more and more tense as Sam continued to provoke Jess. Though the house was more than enough for 3 people with Jacks income and though many think that Jessica only married him for his money she had her own fashion business. As Jessica once more complained to her best friend Kate about Sams latest insults over some well deserved coffee Kate suggested that the reason he is so disrespectful to her is because his mom never taught him right. - yes well I can't change that can I ? I can't turn back the clock to teach him a lesson in how to treat women - well actually you could - oh Kate not with this hypnosis thing again ! You know I love you and all and I know you have tons of clients but hypnotizing him to be a kid again is ridiculous - I wasn't thinking that . Something far more sophisticated -Like what ? - well, you said that Jack mentioned that they had a hard time potty training him and he used to wet his bed till quite late . We could hypnotize him to wet on command . Till he learns his lesson of course . Then it can be reversed .He will have no idea it's even happening and neither will Jack. All you need is a 3 word command that doesn't stand out but is unlikely to be said around him . Jess took another sip from her coffee considering . - how long do you think it would take ? - to hypnotize him ? Not long at all phe won't even know it's happening - no I mean for this to work . He should be leaving for college in the fall ... - well that leaves you the entire summer then . I'd suggest some bedtime wettings before school end then step it up to day time once he is out of school . Chapter 1 - Jack , I think Sam has a problem it was early Sunday morning as Jess decided it was time to try out how well Kate's hypnosis worked. She made sure Jack was sound asleep before quietly leaving the master bedroom and entering the sleeping Sams room . - god what a disgusting mess - she thought . Quietly she walked up to the bed and wishpered just loud enough to be heard but not loud enough to wake the sleeping boy the 3 magic words. She waited a few seconds and repeated the words just to be sure . Then went back to her own bed and tried to go back to sleep . As she was preparing lunch she saw Sam stuffing his sheets into the washing machine and muffled a smile. Maybe this as easy as Kate said she thought . They were all sitting on the veranda eating lunch as Jess casually put in - I m glad to see some improvement with you Sam . Finally you are willing to admit that laundry is not "just a woman's job" . Sam shot an angry look at her from across the table - yeah we'll seems like you can't do that right anyway - Sam ! Don't talk to Jess like that ! - Jack put in Jess smiled at him gratefully but thought let him talk let's see what a hero he can be when he will over sleep on a school morning . Monday morning Jess careful repeated her actions from the morning before rising long before Jack and after wishpering the magic words in Sams ear she carefully turned off the alarm clock . - Jack shouldn't Sam be up by now ? It's almost 8:20 - Jess asked while they were sipping their morning coffee and going over the paper . - 8:20? He probably overslept . I guess I should wake him up - Jack said putting down the paper - I will go , finish your breakfast or you will be late too. I don't start till noon today - offered Jess kindly and got to her feet. - thanks babe - Jack muttered after her as he sunk back to his morning paper -Sam ! Sam you are going to be late ! Are you up yet ? - Jess yelled in as she knocked on the door - it's almost 8:25 already Sam woke up with a start . It can't be ! His bed was soaked again ! It hasn't happened for 8 years . And to make things worse he overslept - yeah I m up ! I will be done soon - what are you doing ? You are going to be late ! - nothing just taking a shower - a shower ? You are late get dressed and get your stuff - Jess had to smile leaning against the wall . - fine I will be down in 5 min just leave me the hell alone Jess watched him race out of the house 20 min later . Wow must be a record she thought oh well getting less lazy never hurt anyone . - oh Martha - she turned to their cleaning lady - could you clean the bedrooms upstairs today ? Thank you ! She said hiding her smile behind her cup of coffee . Jess was just about to leave for work as Martha came downstairs - is something wrong ? - well yes I wanted to ask you , it seems like Sams bed is ... wet . Should I change the bedding ? - let me take a look - Jess said as she put down her bag . Yes the bed has clearly been soaked and since Sam was in a hurry this time he had no chance of hiding the signs - it's ok Martha I will clean this up thank you she yelled downstairs . She was sitting at her desk considering what to do next . Should she bring it up at dinner . No too direct. I need to look more consideret she thought maybe I should wait another couple of days then talk to Jack . And so on Thursday night as they went to bed she put on her concerned look and turned to Jack - Jack I feel really bad for bringing this up but I think Sam has a problem . Martha told me that his bed was wet every morning this week . I didn't want to say anything to him because I didn't feel it was my place and I know how he would react but maybe you should . So on Friday morning she carefully turned off the alarm again to give Jack a chance to see facts for himself . She could hear their voices from downstairs but couldn't make out what was said . Based on Sam taking off for school without any breakfast she assumed Jack wasn't happy about his accidents . He mentioned before he was very glad when Sam finally stopped wetting his bed and they could stop using protection for him . - well how did it go ? - she asked Jack as he came back to the breakfast table . - yeah you were right he definitely wet his bed. I told him that if it doesn't stop by Monday he should see dr Wilson . Jess nodded in approval though she knew it will neither stop not will dr Wilson find anything wrong . But next week was the last week of school . Having his dr reassure that nothing was wrong would work in her favor . Chapter 2 - Sam did you just wet your pants ?! As Jess foreseen though dr Wilson ordered a series of tests it's all came back negative . It was the end of the first week of summer when Jess suggested to Jack since the dr couldn't find anything that maybe Sam should use some nighttime protection . - hon I get that it's an akward subject and his gp is probably right and it's just a phase but meanwhile it would be more efficient if used some protection at night . It would be better for everyone . But you know how he reacts to anything I suggest .. Jack sighed . He knew Sam will put up a fight no matter who brings it up but he didn't want to put Jess in an awkward situation . - I could pick up some disposable underwear for him it that helps but I really think it would be better coming from you - Jess concluded . Jack and Sam got into a huge fight over it. Sam utterly refused to " wear baby underwear " . - but he sure acts like a baby - Jess sighed as Sam stormed off . - I really don't know where I went wrong with him sometimes - Jack said appologically . - all parents make mistakes babe - Jess said snuggling up to Jack - but maybe you should be more assertive with him . He needs to know you still make the decisions here - yes you are absolutely right baby - Jack said kissing her . Yes you make the rules here thought Jess or so you both think . But oh well phase 2 is coming up she smiled against jacks shoulder . After another round of shouting it seemed that Jack won the battle . Or at least so he claimed coming into their bed room . - he will be using it every night as long as he wets his bed or moves away for college whichever comes first ! - he declared triumphically. Jess creased his arms and kissed him . Not just during the night though but that is only a matter of time. She thought . It was a morning when all 3 of them were home planning to go out and buy clothes for the summer vacation and Sams new start in college in the fallwhen Jess felt phase 2 was now in time for . Jack and Sam where arguing in the kitchen and as usual Sam felt he should get more than he was given . That was Jess's moment to insert her 3 magic words into the conversation . And magic they were . Sam wet his pants on command without even realizing what was happening till Jess exclaimed in a (faked) surprise - omg Sam did you just wet your pants ?? All 3 of them looked at Sams crotch which was clearly wet as he was standing in a small puddle of urine. - what the hell ..?! - Jack burst out - I .. I don't know - Sam stammered beet red Jess fought hard not to smile but she had to admit she was enjoying her steps sons humiliation . What 18 y o wouldn't be utterly humiliated wetting his pants infront of his father and stepmother ? - let me get you a towel - Jess offered - you should probably shower and change I I will clean up here - that's very generous of you Jess but I think Sam should be the 1 to clean up - it's alright Jack I can do it let him change . Sam mercifully escaped the kitchen . Jack stood shaking his head as Jess wiped the floor - Jack maybe we should postpone today ... - no no I took the day off especially - well should we leave Sam home then ? I mean I know you planned to kit him out with the things he needs for college but after this ... I don't know what if it happens again ? In public ? I don't think we want that - no no but I can't believe this . - or ... No never mind he wouldn't agree to that . - agree to what ? - wearing the disposable underwear to the shopping trip I mean it's not visible and it's just like a pair of underwear but he won't - will see about that - Jack said Chapter 3 - good thing you were wearing protection Jess knew her "innocent" suggestion will lead to yet another fight, however now Jack was standing his ground declaring that either Sam wore his protective underwear he will be staying home and he doesn't plan to take more time off from the office to go shopping . - I m not going out in public wearing that ! - then you stay home because we are going - Jack shouted - Sam look no1 would be able to tell anything it's very discreet and it's only to be on the safe side - you shut up ! - don't talk to her like that do you understand ! She is only trying to help you . Now either you put on 1 or you stay home ! Sam retreated to his bedroom to change defeated . - maybe I should pack an extra in my bag just in case you never know - Jess said in a hushed voice . Jack nodded though she could see he was losing his patience with Sam . Nonetheless Jess was sure she would have an enjoyable shopping trip . The place they were going to was a good 40 min drive away on a high way . This will be coming in handy on the way home she thought . As Jack pulled into the stores parking lot Jess turned back to Sam - are you doing ok ? - yeah I m fine what do you want ?! - Sam ! - it's ok Jack - Jess said , he will pay for it later she thought to herself - I just thought maybe we should stop at the restrooms first ... - I don't need to go I m not a baby get off my back ! - Sam !! A good 10 min later they were looking at clothes in the shop when Jess once again found the perfect opportunity to insert her magical 3 words into the conversation . She watched as Sams face turned white as the contents of his bladder flooded his underwear . This time however it was only obvious to those looking for signs of a wet disposable underwear on an 18 y o . He ran off without saying a word - Sam Sam - Jack yelled after him - what the hell got into him ?! - I don't know maybe we should check I think he went into the men's room Jess stood outside listening for a few min before calling in to the empty ( well not counting Jack and Sam ) men's room - Jack ? Is everything ok ? Can I come in ? - of course she already heard Jack yell - you wet yourself ? How the hell ? We just asked if you had to go to the bathroom ? Can't I trust you with anything ? You are going of to college for crying out loud and you are acting like a baby - yes of course come in - Jack said - no ! - Sam yelled and slam the door of 1 of the cubicles . -what's going on ? - Jess said trying to look as unfomfortable as possible though secretly she was enjoying every minute of it - he wet himself again - Jack declared in disbelief - oh you poor thing ! - Jess exclaimed - are you ok ? - leave me alone ! - Sam southed - what are we going to do - Jess mouthed to Jack looking at the closed cubicle door - he can't stay in there Jack looked at her fist on the cubicle door - wait - she wishpered pulling his fit off the door ,she pulled out the disposable underwear from her bag - I almost forgot I had these ! Jack nodedd at her gratefully . - Sam come out ! Lucky for you Jess was thoughtful enough to bring another pair - I hate you both - Sam yelled from the other side of the door Jess honestly wanted to burst out laughing but she knew she couldn't let either of them even suspect she was enjoying the situation or had anything to do with creating it . - Sam I said come out now ! You are in no position to argue here Sam opened the door though he tried to wipe his eyes it was clear he was crying . Jess almost felt sorry for him . But not quite . She knew letting him off the hook now won't teach him the lesson he needed to learn but her pity on him did help her to play the concerned mother well step mother role . - here change into these and get your act together ! - Jack said angrily as he trushed the disposable underwear in his sons hands - oh Jack don't be so hard on him it's not like he did it on purpose , don't cry it's only us here and no1 will know it's a good thing you were wearing protection just change and we will get the stuff we need here and home ok ? - leave me alone you bitch ! - Sam bursted out yelling as tears rolled down his cheek - watch your might before I give you a reason to cry about - Jack yelled - you should be greatful to her - Jack it's ok he is just upset . But you should change you would be more comfortable Sam looking at his father knew he lost that battle he closed the door behind him . Jess was almost feeling bad about her next move . But she decided there was no backing down. As she entered a changing room to try on a bikini she carefully checked the little bag of crushed diuretics . Chapter 4 - we will be home soon you can hang on till then can't you ? Jess planned the rest of the trip carefully . She calculated ahead that the diuretics effect would hit as they left the mall. She carefully mixed the dose into Sams drink without any1 noticing acting nice and considerate getting his favorites . Her calculations were precise . Jack couldn't had been driving more than 5 minutes when looking at the back mirror Jess saw Sam squirming uncomfortably . - everything ok Sam ? - she asked he blushed and nodded. Jess suppressed a smile . She knew the strong diuretics she mixed in his soda were increasing not just the urgency of his voiding but also the amount . - are sure ? - she asked in a concerned voice . - umm maybe I kind of need to go to the bathroom ... - what ?! - Jack burst out - we told you to go 15 min ago ! - I did but I think I have to go again - you can't be serious ! There is no place to stop here we entered the high way - Jack - Jess said in a calm voice - no need to panic we will be home soon I m sure he will be fine till then won't you Sammy ? - don't call me that - Sam muttered Jess turned back and turned to the window hiding her smile while Jack looked at the back mirror angrily . Another 10 min or so passed when Sam spoke up - how much longer ? Jack shot an angrily look at him . - about 25 or so not too long - Jess offered - oh god - Sam muttered shifting his position - are you ok ? - Jess turned back to him - I really have to go ... Javk was about to say something but Jess rested her hand on his arm - you are still wearing your protective undies aren't you ? This time Sam didn't respond to her demining tone . He nodded but still asked in a now near desperate voice - can't you stop somewhere ? - I m afraid not sweetie we are still on the highway so there is no where to stop but you are wearing a special absorbent undie if you really have to go you can Jack shot a half surprised half angry look at her - Jack come on there is no point for him to struggle if he can't help himself - she mouthed Jess turned all the way to the back seat to the now desperate boy - it's ok sweetie just let yourself go - I can't - Sam was still despretly trying to fight the unbreable urge to empty his bladder she thought for a second then layed her hand on his thigh - it's ok Sammy just relax you will feel better - she said in a low calm reassuring voice sam was on the verge of tears now but as Jess gently moved her hand on his thigh stroking him he lost control and wet himself . As he felt the warmness spread underneath him his tears spilled over - it's ok baby don't cry it's ok we will be home soon - Jess said still stroking him Chapter 5 prep for phase 3 - so tell me I m dying to know how is it turning out ? - Kate asked eagerly Jess smiled mysteriously - come on Jess ! - better than I dared to dream - Jess said laughing - Sam is wetting like clock work doesn't dare to leave the house and Jack is madder than I ever seen him . I was thinking ... Would you like to come by Saturday ? Tanning facials you know - and reverse the hypnosis ? - no not quite I actually wanted to add to it for now anyway - add to it ? What do you want to add ? - let's just say phase 3 could use a little push - wait phase 3 now there is a phase 3 ? What is phase 3 ? - well I want to teach him to respect women , that we have just as much power and control as men do if not more . And like you said his mom wasn't really there to show that and let's face it she could never control Jack so I want Sam to want me to control Jack - you are going to have to explain this more - like I said Jack is madder than ever and he is already threatening to give Sam a good spanking like he would deserve this is where your part would come in . I want you to add to his hypnosis that if he is being spanked he will want his mommy and make sure you say mommy . - and that mommy is going to be you ? - well I am his step mom . Besides if phase 3 achives him respecting me and accepting me as some1 who has more power than him I already got what I needed. - and you sure this will work ? Jess shrugged - worst case he gets a good spanking like Jack keeps saying it won't hurt him Chapter 6 phase 3 on Saturday morning before Kate arrived Jess started to prepare the ground making sure Jack was as mad as possible - this is ridiculous ! The dr swears there is nothing wrong with him physically - and you think a good old fashioned spanking will solve this ? - Jess asked as if sceptical - it won't hurt him - Jack declared angrily - alright alright it's not my place to criticise but Kate will be here soon so I would like to take a few hours of girly time if that's ok and then tonight we could have some alone time mm ? after the hypnosis was added Jess suggested to Sam to try and relax and maybe go swimming . - Jack honey could you maybe put some lotion on my back please ? Jack came out to the yard - I thought you wanted some alone time - honey you know you are the best when it comes to lotions kate wanted to chuckle but just then Jess who was laying with her back to the pool said the magic words causing Sam to wet. The pool. - omg did he just - Kate exclaimed as the water clearly turned yellow - oh hell he did ! - Jack yelled - get out of the pool right now did you hear me ?! - I m sorry dad I don't know how - oh you will be sorry this time for real ! - Jack said as he grabbed Sams arm and dragged him into the poolhosue - Jack what on earth happened ? Jack ? - Jess called after him sitting up Jess looked at Kate - well now we will see if phase 3 is working - she wishpered while putting on her robe. Just as she tied it they both heard Sam call out - mommy mommy please help me it hurts - seems like phase 3 is on - Kate said getting up to follow Jess who wishpered - show time or shall I say mommy time - Jack ! What is going on ? - Jess ran in to find Jack sitting on the sofa landing another smack on the now crying Sams backside - mommy mommy make it stop - he whimpered - Jack ! Stop it ! Right now ! Jack looked at her surprised - he is getting what he deserves and besides I thought you wanted to stay out of this - well first of all maybe but that was before he called me - called you ?? - I m his step mother Jack and second of all if You want get any you let him go right now ! Jack shook his head but knew Jess well enough to know that was a promise and as much as he was fed up with Sams behavior he didn't want to get on Jess's bad side . He let the crying boy go and as he got up and left Jess took his place on the sofa pulling Sam over into her arms . - it's ok baby it's ok I m here now He continued to sob in her arms as Kate stood in the door shaking her head mouthing - you fox ! Jess smiled back rolling her eyes -you have no idea Chapter 7 more protection Jess decided based on Sams major improvement that she will remove the hypnosis from Sam by the end of their summer getaway but only after making sure that she will still have control over the boy after. To ensure that she decided things must get worse for Sam before getting better. She added a diuretic to his evening drinks making sure that not only would he wet on command but soak his protective wear. Jess was not 1 to miscalculate and after a couple of nights indeed Sam woke up not just with soaked underwear but also wet sheets. - Sam could I talk to you ? - she approached him carefully waiting till Jack left for work - I didn't want to bring this up while your dad was home ... But it seems like you have some problems with your protection .. Martha told me today that it's the second time in a row she had to change your sheets . Sam blushed but didn't look up - look maybe for the night time it's not the best solution maybe I should pick up something else to try mm? How about that ? Sam nodded . - alright sweetie I have to get to work now but I will do it on my way home . Enjoy your day Jess couldn't help but smiling as she walked into the medical supplements store and started picking out the things she needed. That night she sat her plan in motion firstly carefully turning the ac on warm in sams room and bathroom then after suggesting to him to shower she waited in his room with the freshly purchased items . Sam came out of the bathroom sweating even though the waters temp was near cold . His jaw almost dropped as he saw Jess sitting on his bed with a package of DIAPERS! - no I m not wearing those ! - he declared immidiatky - Sam come on we talked about this - no you didn't say that it's it's - he couldn't bring himself to say it - sweetie what did you think I meant ? Now come on lay down and let me put this on you Sam couldn't believe his ears not just that he is supposed to wear a diaper Jess would diaper him he shook his head - Sam look I promise this will be our little secret and your dad won't even know about it BUT only if you cooperate with me Sam knew how his dad would react and the out come would be the same . He hang his head and nodded - alright then - Jess said patting the bed beside her - come on lay down on your back Sam blushed - oh come on its nothing I haven't seen before . Come here Sam layed down still covered by the towel around his waist shutting his eyes tight as he felt Jess's hand around his waist opening the towel and exposing him completely . - alright lift - Jess slid an open diaper underneath him - very good now let me just put some cream on you to make sure you won't get a rash Sam groaned as she started touching his most private part realizing he was having an erection with no way to hide it . - mm you feel quite a bit warm - Jess said in a concerned voice - do you feel ok? - I I think so - Sam mumbled though he was feeling so many things at once he couldn't be sure - let's check your fever just to be sure - Jess said leaving the boy and returning with a thermometer - alright sweetie this won't hurt 1 bit . - she said as she applied cream onto the thermometer Sam felt her hand applying more cream to his anus . - wait what are you doing ?? - he yelped as he felt Jess push the thermometer into his rectum - ssshhh it will be over in a minute just lay still - she said Sams was now fully erected . - mm you are a bit warm but no fever . I will check on you later just to be sure though . Ok let's finish getting you ready . After she fastened the diaper around his waist and he put on his pj and got in bed he had to admit it wasn't as bad as he thought . Though the diaper between his legs was clearly noticeable with no possibility to hide it in anyway . Jess left his room and smiled - wow this is even easier than I thought well he will stay in diapers till the end of our trip . Mm including the car trip that will be fun she smiled as she went down the stairs XXX getting ready for the summer getaway the beach getaway they planned for the summer was approaching rapidly . Jess was finishing the last minute packing as Jack walked in . - hi babe hi was your day ? I m finishing packing our stuff then I will check if Sam needs any help . Oh regarding that I was thinking ... I talked to Kate and Rob also called since Kate is coming alone and Rob seems to be really separated from Lisa I was thinking it makes no sense to drive with 3 cars . I was thinking how about we both drive ? You with rob and me and Kate ? Rob left the better car for Liza and the kids anyway so it would be easier . - so the girls against the guys ha ? - Jack teased - well not quite I thought it would be better if Sam came with Kate and I . No offense hon but this whole problem thing is not your strong side to handle and if I take Sam you and rob can have some time alone I know you haven't been able to catch up in ages - and you don't want alone time with Kate ? - oh we see each other plenty I will be fine - you sure you can control Sam ? - Jack asked measuring Jess - I think so but of course if he resists I won't force it I was merely suggesting it Later that evening Jess entered Sams room . - hi just wanted to ask if you need any help packing ? - no I think it's ok I just need to close it somehow Jess looked at the case set out on the bed and sighed boys . As always they think packing equals throwing things into a suitcase then stuffing it until they manage to close it - here let me help - she said as she started repacking his clothes folded . - amm your dad and I were talking about the car ride ... You know that both Kate and rob are joining us so we decided to drive separately your dad with rob and me with Kate. I was thinking it would be easier if you came with me and Kate . Seeing how your dad doesn't know about your diapers ... sam went over the options in his head. He knew rob most of his life and knew he wouldn't be more understanding than his dad but there wasn't just Jess there was also Kate ... - amm but Kate would know - oh don't worry about Kate she knows how to keep secrets I assure you - if she didn't I'd be in quite trouble she thought Sam still wasn't convinced but he felt that between 2 bad options it night still be the better one . - ok and you think dad won't find it weird ? - leave your dad to me . Here you are all packed ! Jess went out trying to stop herself from laughing . Once again she played them both and yet they both think she is their savior . Chapter 8 the vacation begins since it was a long drive almost 10 h they decided to set off during the night . - alright alright patiencless men - Jess said jokingly - you can go ahead and leave I still need to pick Kate up and besides I m not getting dragged into some stupid car race I know you Jack - alright so we will see you there - Jack said - good luck - he wishpered in her ear as he kissed her - don't worry everything will be just fine - she wishpered back as they left she headed to sams room who was still sound asleep . Time for a change she thing as she pulled back his coveres revealing the bulging diaper under his pj shorts . Which was expected after the large dose of diuretics she gave him for this car ride. She was planning to revise his hypnosis in a few days but till then she wanted him as helpless as possible - Sammy wake up honey it's time to get going - she gently stroked him till he woke up - there now let's get you into a dry diaper and ready to go I still need to pick Kate up - but why a diaper ? Can't I just wear the disposals ? - Sam whined still half asleep as Jess removed his shorts - don't be silly you will be asleep for most of it and we don't plan to stop very often as we have to be there on time as we are meeting the others for dinner. I don't want to risk any leakage I have to explain to your dad ok ? Go take a quick shower and then let's get you ready to go 20 min later Sam was sitting somewhat sulking in the backseat hoping the blanket would cover the obvious bulge of his diaper under his sweat pants though he knew Kate knows about his situation . - good morning - Jess greeted Kate as she pulled up infront of her building - morning ? You are crazy it feels like the middle of the night . Hi Sam . Alright so I m driving during the second half right ? - yep that's the plan oh you wouldn't believe who called me yesterday as the conversation seemed quite uninterested to Sam and he wasn't a morning person he did his best to fall back to sleep . Sam slept through the first stop . - hi look who is up ! - Jess said as she saw him stir on the backseat - how are you doing ? - ok - he mumbled though it was far from the truth the effects of the diuretics and the magic words which Jess and Kate casually repeated several times caused him to wet multiple times . - when are we stopping? - he asked hoping Jess would pick up on his hint without mentioning it to Kate - in a while not too long . Are you hungry ? We were thinking burgers since we won't have much time to stop its about 40 min from here I think Sam layed back starting to worry how it will all go. Having Jess change his diapers was one thing but Kate being there was another. he must have drifted off because the next thing he realized was Jess and Kate getting out of the car. He looked around to see a back of a building with a few empty trucks parking . Jess opened the door and said in a low voice - look Kate will go get the food I m just going to the bathroom and I will change you while she is in the line ok ? - can't I go to the bathroom ? - well sweetie .. It wouldn't be well easy to hide and you would have to go to the men's room and I to the ladies room it's easier this way. No1 will see anything . If you have to pee go ahead I will be back in a couple of minutes to change you . - then changing to normal voice - what would you like ? Double cheese fries and a soda ? Sam nodded as Jess closed the car door behind her and both women went off towards the side of the building to enter . sam tried to find a position to relive himself he felt very foolish having to wet his diaper on propose though he knew that as it seemed he was hours away from a bathroom and he would have to go eventually so it would be better to do it before Jess came back . She came back just as he finished emptying his bladder . - alright lay down ok ? - Jess pulled his sweat pants to his ankles fully exposing his diaper which now looked more yellow than white . - lift - she slid a changing mat and a dry diaper under him while undoing his wet diaper and pulling it out from under him. He felt another erection as she wiped him clean with the baby wipes and applied cream all over his private areas . - here all done - she said as she taped the diaper thightly and pulled up his pants Kate got back just as Jess threw the used daiper wipes and mat in a crash can. - why is it so difficult for them to give extra ketchup I will never know ! Like I m robbing them from their own personal stock sam was relieved that Kate went on and on about the idiot behind the counter as his situation remained unremarked. Or so he thought of course Jess made sure he was asleep before she and Kate discussed the situation. And used the magic words a few times to make sure his fresh daiper won't stay dry for long. Chapter 9 vacation is always a weird time as Kate pulled up to the beach side condo Sam sat back in agony . He knew his wet diapers would be clearly visible to anyone and the last thing he wanted was being seen by his fathers friends and their kids mostly his age or younger . - Jess ... - Sam said almost whining - oh right .. Kate could you do another round towards the bungalows ? - why what's wrong with this parking spot ? - I m not carrying 3 bags from here Sam could you go in and take them in while we find a parking spot ? - yeah sure - he breath out in relief Kate stopped infront of 1 of the bungalows unlocking the trunk. Sam started to get out of the car but as he passed behind Jess's seat he wishpered - thanks Jess smiled oh yeah he will not be giving her a hard time any time soon . Las Kate started to drive again she shot Jess a knowing look - what ? - Jess snapped - I thought you wanted to teach him a lesson well a little public embarrassment could help - oh leave off Kate believe me I m playing my cards exactly as I planned . He thinks I m his guardian angel and besides remember Miranda ? That snob who laughed at me all last summer after Sam showed me up at every turn ? Well from what I heard her precious stepdaughter and son started to show her up . And I doubt very much Sam would dare to do that so this year I will look like the mother of the year . And if Sam does show me up well this whole hypnosis removal thing is off ! The next day as the men were playing golf and the younger ones were either surfing or swimming the women layed out together to tan and gossip . Miranda who was a good 5 years senior to Jess felt superior to her from the beginning . She had 2 step children Amber and don a year or two younger than Sam . She seemed like the perfect stepmom friendly yet assertive . Jess hated her making her look stupid . - oh girls girls we musnt forget ! Sunscreen is just as important for the kids as it is for us - she said in her usual condescending voice - Amber don darlings ! Would you come here and put sunscreen on ? - she said in her cheery but commanding tone - leave me alone you witch you are not my mother ! - Amber yelled at her angrily don didn't even bother to acknowledge her. - ahh kids !- Miranda exclaimed - at this age whatever you tell them they take as a personal insult ha ! Jess thought yet a year ago you were lecturing me about how it's not age related it's instinct related well let's see who has better maternal instincts now ! - Sam ! Could you please put on sunscreen ? - she called over and wonder of all wonders Sam walked over to her without a word of complaint . - here let me do your back . - thanks Jess - he called as he walked back to join the rest many of the women smuthered their laughter making Miranda furious . - well Sam certainly grew up since last year - she pointed out in a bitter tone Kate and Jess exchanged meaningful looks . Quite the opposite Jess thought he didn't grew up at all . As sam's behavioral was almost perfect well as far as Jess was concerned she decided to get Kate to remove the hypnosis . She made sure to keep him on high dose diuretics for a few more days just for the sake of things . A few nights after stopping his diuretics and hypnosis Sam proudly announced to Jess after she diapered him for the night that he has been dry for 2 nights in a row ! - that's great honey . If you go 7 nights in a row maybe we should go back to the disposals ? - really ?? That's awesome you r the best Jess jess smiled . Maybe Sam really just needed some maternal attention after all . She almost started to feel guilty about the last part of her plan . But she knew she had to make sure she had power over Sam or this was all done for nothing . That part was the way home . The order was the same Jack and rob , Kate Jess and Sam . On the morning as they prepared to leave she told Sam to wait for her in his room . - but Jess why do I need a diaper ? You said that if I can keep dry I can go back to the disposals - yes but first of all I said a week this wasn't a week yet . Second of all like I said I don't want to have to explain any possible leakage to your dad . So I would really appreciate if you would do as I ask . - but Jess .. - Sam it's 10 more hours of your life . Stop making such a big deal about it . Or you want to explain to your father the situation . sam sulked but followed Jess's instructions . This time Kate sat behind the wheel . After they made sure Sam was asleep Kate asked - I removed the hypnosis and we tested it I thought you were only planning to give him diuretics to make the process look more gradual so why did you diaper him now ? He is still on diuretics ? - no I haven't given him any in days - so you think he will wet without them too ? - oh I know he will and when I will tell him to . Trust me Chapter 10 a wet way home after stopping in a drive through Sam slept through the short bathroom breaks . He woke up feeling the need to urinate . - Jess when are we stopping next ? - he asked - well we just stopped half an hour ago so not till home since it's already very late and we both have to be at work early plus on this highway there aren't places to stop at that's why we ate lunch early - she glanced back - how much till we get home ? - 2 and a half hours maybe 3 depends on the traffick in town I still need to drop Kate off . Jess glanced over to Kate with a knowing look . About 10 min later she pulled over at a designated spot to change tires on the side of the road . Jess got out of the car and opened the back door - alright let's get you changed then - I m not wet - he blushed knowing Kate can hear everything in the front seat Jess sighed - Sam I really don't have time to play games . We are late as it is . - I m really not wet Jess pulled his shorts down to expose his diaper . - hi ! - Sam tried to pull away from her - alright - Jess lowered her voice - here is the deal either I change you now or you will wait till we get home Sam looked around desperate but Jess chose the spot perfectly no space he could "go " at . - I m not wet - he repeated - alright so you will wait till we get home Sam was getting desperate he knew he couldn't hold off 3 more hours - can't we stop before that ? - he asked - we stopped now ! - Jess snapped then forced a calm voice - Alright look I know you haven't gone since we left so you have to pee . So you have 2 choices either you pee your diaper now and I change you or you pee on the way and stay wet till we get home . Which is it going to be ? Sam was throned he hated the idea of spending hours in a wet diaper but having to pee his diaper on purpose infront of Jess ( not to mention Kate who will know ) sent shivers up and down his spine . - it would be much more comfortable for you to get it over with now - Jess wishpered Sam looked agonized - I can't - Sam come on , I changed your diaper everyday for a month now how is this different ? Though of course Jess knew exactly . .This would be the first time he wets on her command without hypnosis or drugs only by her own power over him .sam of course had no idea but for Jess This would be the ultimate test . - I can't - he said miserably - of course you can . Lay back and relax . Just lay back down and relax . There .- Jess gently put her hand on his lower abdomen and started circularly massaging the area over his full bladder . - relax your muscles . There it feels better doesn't it ? - Jess said as she saw the yellow spot appear and enlarge over his crotch . - let's get you changed then - Sam didn't object and Jess knew that she now had control over the boy without drugs or hypnosis .

Chris went to sleep about 2 hours later. Though Tee pretended to be asleep he was fully aware that he was wide awake. Yeah he thought Tee won't go to sleep on his own but how long can this go on? He talked to his sister , Beatrice a mother of 2 , twin girls just going through divorce. He told her that if it all goes well he would be back in CA with Tee in a week. It should be good for Tee to meet more of his family. He party described Tees problems to Beaty not that as a mother of 2 she would be overwhelmed. Theo and tommy well they would be another story. Both bachelors. Tommy by choice. Being a ladies man didn't quite went with settling down to start a family and Theo well Chris knew he wanted to have a family of his own but he didn't find the right partner for that yet. All the men he dated since coming out were either younger or still in the closet. Though they were probably closer to him than anyone he didn't think they would be much help with Tee. Well Theo as his lawyer was in charge of getting Tee to CA but other than that.. And Tommy well he was good with kids but his jokes tended to go a bit too far but since his accident over 3 years ago he lived in the pool house he will be physically the closest , though by now he recovered and the arrangement of him living there was meant to be temporary till he got back on his feet his moving out didn't seem to come up. For Tommy the arrangement of living basically rent fee was a good one and for Chris it was easy to manage the house during time he spent away working since Tommy was always just 1 phone call away. Both pretty much knew the whole story. Mostly Theo since he needed all the data to build the case for the court , and Tommy well he knew as much as he chose to. As he watched Tee slowly fall asleep he knew he would have to come up with a solution Friday afternoon As school finished Tee walked outside to find the car quite full. He was used to Chris behind the wheel but now next to him sat a man about Chris's age , hair a bit darker but about the same height and size.tommy he assumed. He seen pictures but mostly from a few years ago. Behind him set Theo him Tee knew already and knew he did not like him. Probably even less now since again the reason he had to come all the way here was him. Tee was getting more anxious as he circled the car to get in. Chris mentioned in the morning that his friends wanted to go skiing near the Canadian border so they would drive up later today and then back on Sunday night. He never skied before but his classmates made it sound very exciting so he couldn't help but be thrilled. However now he was more anxious than thrilled.

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Chris was debating wether he should try to rush Tee to the tiolet as many tiolet training articles suggested in case of an accident but he decided this was caught too late for that so instead he waited until it seemed like Tee was done filling his diaper and the only sound that remained were the quiet hiccups signaling the futile attempts to swallow back the tears that were already rolling down his cheeks. Chris wasn't sure what exactly he was feeling. Laxatives could be unpredictable , though he did sense that Tee once again wasn't quite putting enough effort to emptying his bowels as he should while on the tiolet. So in a way this could be a lesson for him to try to avoid this from happening since it was clear to him that this was not something Tee enjoyed. Which also made him feel sorry for him but he knew that some lessons in life can only be learned the hard way. A part of him wanted to simply consol him but everything he read was against that. You shouldn't punish a child for accidents but you should also not reward them. He went to the other end of the counter pulled out a couple of tissues from the tissue box and walked over to Tee. - come on lets get you cleaned up - his voice was calm as he helped Tee back up into standing position and handed him the tissues to blow his nose , trying to hit a tone that would be assertive but not angry. As Tee stood up trying to avoid spreading the mess in his diaper further he was at least relieved though humiliated that he won't have to endure hours of sitting in his own juices. As usually the effort of emptying his bowels also caused the emptying of his bladder , causing his mess to be even warmer and stickier. He tried to walk as carefully as he could to avoid as much contact as possible between his skin and the full diaper. When he walked into the bathroom Chris already set the shower head running - take off your shirt and step in Chris carefully removed the diaper which he put into a bag then continued to rinse Tees affected areas. As he closed the water he told Tee to try to use the tiolet again before taking his evening bath. As Tee stepped out he already started to run the bath. - I want you to try to go but I mean for real. Not for 20 seconds. And if by Saturday night you couldn't go I want you to tell me ok? Tee nodded , his face was still smudged with tears but underneath it was pink with embarrassment. As he did as he was told he was surprised that indeed he still had stool. He knew Chris must be angry with him. He already had a tantrum and all that proved was that Chris was right all along. He was extremely lucky that Chris seemed to keep his word and not give him any punishment. Though the humiliation seemed more than plenty for him in every other place humiliation which was to a much greater extent than he just experienced was only a bonus to his actual punishments. As he dried himself off and walked into the bedroom he hasn't actually used in almost a week he became somewhat anxious. What if Chris is mad enough at him to make him sleep in his own bed? He knew that still hardly counted as a punishment. Sleeping alone in a warm cozy bed would have seemed like a dream to him when he had to sleep on a dirty mattress on a cold floor but now compared to the safety he felt being close to Chris he feared staying alone with his nightmares behind the close doors. As chris once again put a diaper on him and applied extra lotion , even though he didn't spend much time in a soiled diaper Chris felt it was better to be safe than sorry , he saw Tees worried expression. One part of him did want to try to make him try to sleep in his own bed , well the bed resigned to him for the time they spent here but he still didn't have the heart. He did however decided to stick to his original idea of bed time which meant sending Tee off to sleep in his bed before he was ready to go to sleep himself.