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Yea, Mr. Sea Otter, I considered that possibility. But, I feel no particular need to draw attention to someone that may be underage. Though there are rules of the forum/site against it, I do not feel that I need to address it, as it does not bother me much. I spent time on many sites trying to find a community and, mostly, pictures of females in diapers, starting when I was about fourteen. However, I had the amazing ability to write in complete sentences at a very young age. Either way, many of the issues still apply. Need to be comfortable with family -- though I chose not to, if I had bought diapers between age 14 and 18, I would not have worried about my family finding them, as my parents didn't decide to just search through my room as I chose to stay out of trouble -- mutual respect. I also had transportation when I needed it, starting when I got my license at 18. I also had income, earlier from allowance, and later from a job. Economic independence -- to some degree.

I got a large poster of that -- about 5 feet wide. I'd sure as hell say it is pretty. V The moon is an interesting thing. It rotates such that from Earth we only ever see one face of it. The far side of the moon cannot be seen from Earth, ever. But the secrets it hold are minor compared to the rest of the universe. Supermassive black holes, distant galaxies, the environments of other planets, and, perhaps, eventually, the keys to the origin of our universe. Do you find any scientific study of space interesting? If so, what about space, what? Be specific. If not, what field of study fascinates you, even if you have not studied it in depth?

I'm gonna take a stab at this one, presuming it is real. If from a porn scene, I'd guess that there was supposed to be some anal action coming up. Porn stars often use enemas before anal sex, and if by chance she had an enema and didn't manage to release all the fluid from an enema before the shoot, it may have hit her quite suddenly... which would also account for the swiftness of the flow, if everything was already disolvled in liquid form.

-(sqrt(2)/2)i Have you ever been disturbed/fascinated/curious about what it would be like to have knowledge of the time and manner of your own demise?

^ Only if you include _my_ schedule of events for certain sporting events which included _my_ team winning, only, in the last seconds of the game to have things change. (Packers 1997 season Superbowl appearance against the Broncos, for example.) < Having a few puffs off my pipe before going to bed for the day. Also wondering at Dolly's response about Pink Floyd to an earlier question. Though Floyd with Syd certainly would have been a sight to behold, I think the concert experience to die for truly would either be Floyd during "The Wall" tour or Floyd during the Division Bell tour. If you haven't Dolly dear, check out the DVD of PULSE. Although I think it would be cool to see early Floyd in, say, a club style setting, I don't think the musical talent or theatrical flare had truly evolved until somewhere betwen the Wish You Were Here album/tour and The Wall album/tour. Technology, I feel, didn't truly catch up to the Floyd experience until the '90s. Though I've never seen Floyd in concert, I have heard concerts from as early as '67 all the way up to the '05 reunion for the G8 show in London. I'm an avid bootleg collector, and Floyd began my love of bootleg concerts. V The moon is an interesting thing. It rotates such that from Earth we only ever see one face of it. The far side of the moon cannot be seen from Earth, ever. But the secrets it hold are minor compared to the rest of the universe. Supermassive black holes, distant galaxies, the environments of other planets, and, perhaps, eventually, the keys to the origin of our universe. Do you find any scientific study of space interesting? If so, what about space, what? Be specific. If not, what field of study fascinates you, even if you have not studied it in depth?

USS Voyager. Cool.

Orms Einbani, you're cool in my book. Just said pretty much what I would have said, pretty much how I would have said it. Losing control is stupid, relinquishing control is not. Wearing diapers or playing bondage games is relinquishing control. Being incontinent is losing control. Perhaps a grayer area to illustrate the point: using drugs or alcohol is relinquishing control; being an alcoholic, an addict, is losing control. To truly lose control is to exist in a dangerous mental and/or physical state. To be able to relinquish control, even for extended period of time, is to demonstrate a functioning, disiplined, and perhaps superior mental state.

"A very Merry Christmas And a happy New Year Let's hope it's a good one Without any fear" -- John Lennon

You're right that you need help. But the help you need isn't in making disposable diapers. Right now, there's 2 things, that in my opinion you absolutely must do, unless you want your life to fall apart around you in short order: 1) Stop now! Get off the diaper thing until you get other parts of your life figured out. At this moment in your life, this is critical. (I am in no way saying give up the interest, or stop forever, but rather to abstain starting three days before you read this.) 2) Fix the other things that are wrong in your life. You have not told us much, but you say you are 18 and live with your girlfriend, and that you can't tell her about your diapers, and that you want to make your own disposables. You also typed all of this with no punctuation or capitalization. I'm gonna be logical and see what I can deduce from this. 1) You can't buy disposable diapers. My guess is you are worried your girlfriend will find them. Perhaps they aren't available near you, but this seems unlikely--but, perhaps you do not have transportation to take you far enough to acquire them in a location you feel comfortable. If you thought it would work to buy them, my guess is you would. 2) Your own family is somehow unavailable to you. Either you aren't on good terms with them, or you don't have family available. You are only 18 and you are living with someone who holds an intimate position with you, yet you do not trust her to know about your "secret" interests. Why would you choose to live with such a person at such a young age if you didn't feel that you had much of a choice? Perhaps you feel emotionally dependent on her, perhaps you are financially dependent on the living situation, or perhaps you feel responsibility toward her (did you knock her up?). Either way, you seem rather tied to living very close to someone that you don't trust very much. 3) You do not trust your girlfriend. This seems self apparent. What does this boil down to? It seems apparent that you have issues with finances, issues with independence, and issues with trust. Fix these problems. Until you do, you simply are at too great of a risk of getting caught with your little escapades. There's a time in life for everything, and whatever the details of your situation, right now is the time to pull your head out of your ass and stop worrying about your fetish and start worrying about getting your living situation fixed up. If your life can't support it, which you have said it can't, in more ways than one, then you shouldn't do it. Where do you go when this girl you're living with that you can't trust finds out what you're into and decides you're not so cool? I'm seriously not trying to be a jerk, but everything you're saying should be throwing up bright, shiny warning flags with glitter and little fountain fireworks going off in circles around them. Before you ask "how can I sneak around?" you should be asking "how can I get myself into a situation where I don't risk so much by sneaking around?"

If I had solid gold boxers, I'd wrap them up into a tight cylinder and beat some twit with them, then sell them to hire a lawyer to get me off, then higher another lawyer to defend me in court.

*Shrug* Like so many people that want advice about telling others, I suggest to you to figure out why you want to tell others, and what you think you will get out of telling them. Then, think about the possible results.

I will never understand the desire to not be able to control something... Note here, it is totally different to be able to relinquish control and to not have control.

Possibly would I be interested.

^ Whew, that's a tough one... To make it easier on myself, I'm gonna interpret "best" to mean "happiest," because that is one I can answer. This may sound a bit shallow, but hear me out. The day I saw Phish in concert. I went with two of my friends. We cooked out before the show. One of my buddies was 100% sober, and that was cool. Me and my other friend had some beers, smoked some pot, and ate some 'shrooms. The concert was a spiritual experience. There was more positive energy in that one place than I've ever experienced before -- and after talking to my friend who was completely sober, I figured out it wasn't just the 'shrooms. It was a celebration with about 40,000 people. It was amazing. Everyone was in the same mindset. Unlike some Dead shows I've seen, people weren't getting messed up and passing out. The majority of the crowd may have been high or tripping, but they were also all in tune. That was probably the happiest, and therefore the best day of my life. The worst? That's a rough one. There's a few potential ones. Any of the days that I found out a close friend joined the military/the days they left for the military/the days I found out they were getting deployed to a combat zone. The day I my godfather died. The day I found out my first girlfriend had been cheating on me -- there's nothing quite like being young and believing you're in love, only to go through a loss of innocence. (P.S., cool that you're working on a novel. I've attempted several, but I always seem to stall between 120 and 250 pages... (3 different times now) I think I'm gonna stick to short stories and try and get a collection of those going... and/or poetry) < Just waking up, realizing how messed up my sleep schedule is. V Widescreen or fullscreen? (Would your answer be different if you had a larger screen?)

You scored higher than 54% on diaper purity You scored higher than 7% on baby purity You scored higher than 2% on sissy purity You scored higher than 15% on Furry purity Interesting... apparently it makes me somewhat of a furry because I have a dog... (but the test didn't take into account that I have the dog to go hunting... which I think might take away furry points, but I'm not sure... and would fishing take away furry points, or is there some other category that is like Scaly/Slimy that I don't know about.) Anyway, I guess I'm ok with 2% sissy purity... never really saw myself as a "sissy" and I don't know what question I answered to get that... but 2% is not enough to rock my self-image of "all man, baby!" Anyway, I guess the rest makes sense. Strange tests...

I hate to be cold, but it is possible to really leave everything behind, buy a grayhound ticket, and go. Have a friend that did that when he moved to Texas. But, he also ended up back like 3 weeks later.

I agree it needs work. I must apologize. I've been busy the past six or eight months. Work has been 50 to 65 hours a week on third shift. It took me a several months for my body to adjust to it. I've been apathetic, and it some masochistic way, reveling in the lovely throes of alcholism -- yay. The up side, I'm smart enough and have enough will power to keep it from interefering with my job. The downside -- I'm drunk when I'm not working. Will I kick it? Can I control myself? I dunno. I know that the review system needs some changes and updates. Consider it a good sign that I'm at least reading these boards again. Sometime in January I think I'll make time to give reviews dates, so you'll be able to tell what was updated when. The review categories are simply opnion -- I don't plan on dissing those. I also will get around to doing a highlighting of every other line to make for easier reading. And as far as "Everyone recognizes manufacturers" -- I think not. Many are obscure and many are probably incorrect because it is not clear who the manufacturers are of some products. Highest scores, a good idea.

It can be... or something along those lines. *starts mumbling to self* Just a few date fields for each review, one for submitted, one for approved... *stops mumbling and looks up* I just gotta get around to finding some time to make a few changes. I got a couple other suggestions I plan on working in too. Keep the ideas flowing. Thanks.

Glad to have you here. Make sure you hit the appetizers on the buffet.

So I guess my questions are as follows (and this is just curiosity -- I guess I'd be curious for the answers to these from any type of pone-sex (or similar) line worker): How much of a given hour are you actually on the phone? With how much lines like that tend to charge (I can't say I know exact prices, but every phone sex line I've heard of is in terms of dollars/minute), does this mean you're making big bucks/hour, or do you not really see that much of it? Anyway, I hope you enjoy your time here, and I hope my curiosity doesn't scare you off. Check out the buffet (the stuffed mushrooms are heavenly!)

Fine Rhezz, complain! complain! complain!. I'll go edit mine and add a new question.

How long have you gone without wearing a diaper during this time period? Consider the possibility that you may be having a reaction to something in one of the diapers you wear (more likely if you use disposables, powders, cremes, etc.), even if you have only been wearing sparingly during this time. If you don't need to wear diapers, you may want to stop doing so completely until you solve this problem -- remove one variable from the equation.

Believe it or not, with the simple Englishese of "Make every other line a different color," I know how to do the rest. I can accept that you have skill at programming, however concise communication does not seem to be your strong suit. So your intent is to design something for some other site, not this one? The work that I do will be for this site.

Actually, I've been starting to work on a rating for suppliers too. (I'm the one who designed the current system.) If you have any suggestions on improvement of layout, please make them and I will take them into consideration. As far as rating certain aspects, I'd be glad to consider adding additional aspects to rate. At the time I designed the software, however, I wasn't getting very much input as far as what those categories should be. As to "features" of a product, it would probably be easy enough to add a short description field for a product so that it's "features" can be succinctly described. The entire system currently running is PHP + MySQL. In general, it is designed using an MVC pattern, so expanding to handle suppliers will only take the addition of a few models, a few pages, and a two line definition for the controller. The rest of the structure is already there. (I can't say my implementation of the MVC pattern is flawless, but it is pretty good. If I could do the project over again, there are a few changes that I might make to the structure, but the way it is currently, the code is highly readable even though it isn't terribly well commented.) Let's not reinvent the wheel here. If you're interested in helping out on the project, I can't say that I'd object. I work long, odd hours, so I'm never sure when I'll have time to work on this project. I am, however, pretty good at design and trouble shooting... and have (good, god, I haven't counted this recently) a solid 6 years of PHP + MySQL design, implementation, maintenance (and server maintenance) behind me at this point. Now I'm feeling old. I like your idea of nested categories and of multiple category products (easy implements on both of these). I also like the users idea, though that is something I haven't really felt like taking on myself (one thing I have to keep in mind on this site is that there are a load of existing reviews that would be associated with a null user of some type, or a load of dummy users would have to be created, depending on implementation).

Clue The Untouchables Caddyshack Those are some others that I really liked. Lost in Translation was pretty solid, too -- good acting from Bill Murray. Has anyone said: Snatch or Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels